i’m sorry for accosting you with emails this last year I feel like I every day gaining consciousness and working to live with the mind altering drugs I have to take. I might have a mental illness BECAUSE i take mental health drugs. I don’t know I decided to trust psychiatry even though as a teenager i remember it vividly a thought went into my head that told me to be afraid of psychiatry like it was me getting in touch with me. that’s my excuse for popping off these drugs affect my decision making which is why spending time alone is good.
it’s getting complicated.