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I am Cincinnati’s Poet Until I Am No More.

I speak with my fingers on an alphabet
Im the only poet in the game that can win a bet
32 years strong not over yet
What else you want to see me do
Im a muffuckin graduate
With a univeristy behind my rep
11 years studying now bout time to collect my check
Just have to grab this mic and build my set
Build my gang and take this step
My alma matta saved me from death
Im a motherfucking college kid
Yall dont know shit about college kid
I come from a college town
Where most folks is college bound
And we be rocking that college sound
If you looking for work we can split this bread
Just give me a second to catch my breath

Oh my god what just happened to me
I guess this is what it sounds like
When you are finally free
When you finally decree
When you finally believe
That at any moment in your life
You can decide to just be

And find peace in the city of the big red machine
Where our business is clean
And we move slow because we peepin the scene
Ya gotta understand what I mean
When I say I am living in the city of Queens
Where its time we came out supreme
With a resolution to make cream
And you wouldnt believe how much I believe
In the future of we becasue you dont know what I see
In the only city that ever meant anything to my chi
I wasnt raised on the streets so I perfectly perceive
What a city can be because I trained for this moment
And I know I can own it and show you how to transcend
And bring back the glory days of this city my friend
Funny thing about a city is that a city never ends
We just grow forever and take over the world

Oh my god what just happened to me
I guess this is what it sounds like
When you are finally free
When you finally decree
When you finally believe
That at any moment in your life
You can decide to just be

And this shit fucking actually happend to me
I been through shit you wouldnt believe
But no one ever defeated my belief
That I would get my degree
Yeah I come from UC
Where we bearcat proud
And if you an alumni let me hear you get bearcat loud
Because our city is now
We was lost but now we is finally found
Because you were so kind to me
I tried to walk away but you invited me back to speak
So I had to give it my all
And show you how this poet can ball
Because my poetry’s tall
And I know the power of a city that sleeps
And maybe this is our week
To wake up and be known
As more powerful than Dow Jones
Because all I need is to make you proud
Because you taught me how
When you gave me inspiration to study
You gave me the chance to write
Now all I have to say is
Cincinnati Ignite.
Lace up Kells.
See you at the Next Reds Indians game!

Kemper House Writings

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Sitting in McDonald’s Wifi on High, Zedd is playing Carson and you can hear the world is awesome and I am going to Stay because all I have to do is Stay as I resonate the writing prompt and get my laptop shopped at the best buy and why question the system i miss them the people i never met and i croon sorrows and joy and as cliche as apple pie it still tastes amazing every time and i think in terms of sorrows for moment i was not at work and the skirt of the roadblocks and sunblock and i still come with the shock as i had to dismantle myself to unlock the riddle that was me that was the tower of babble and i took to writing my words and because i asked for it you gave me an internet and now i had the planet i could work on and i ask for 1980 every time the ticket comes for 911 drums and i could hear a crash of a symbol so loud i was the man on the computer the drummer hit with his sticks and i play cricket when it’s time to play basball and billiards when it’s time to play pool and i go the archdiocese when it’s time to go to church and i go to the theatre when i know it’s time to play and quite frankly here on this high that was the song of zedd is on his second song and i never knew i was in love with him and his vision for sonic tantrums is something of a marvel to behold and quite frankly it’s all a ceremony for the devoted as even when the song cuts out i type in silence but to type with music in the background is how i lived for centuries alone in my bedroom of my parents house and then in my apartment and now with another home and she came up to me today and said she dated men like me and i said let me pay off your student loan and she disappeared and a twenty year old woman can only provide so much business i did this and offered to be her husband and took myself a lesson in time a moment in rhyme and just because it’s cliche to me does not mean cliche to you and we could do the dance that lovers do if you would be my payee and i could give you sixty eight eight and we could gravitate and start a family the very real family that you want to be a designer be my student african youth and i’ll show you which pictures to draw in fashion and i can go buy your materials and we’ll spend your loan money on what i can teach you and you twenty let me sleep on your floor and you can find me worth ignoring while i have exploring your inner mind and gravitate oh did i scry again this time i lost sight of the world around me and just started typing what i see and i was scrying a focus and it was hard to notice that i was approached today and had she been thirty we would have been married and she wouldn’t have known what to say

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Sitting down listening to the ministry of sound I come around wonder if i should ever start a sound grab a town and listen to the words that they have to count and the beat should ever come repeat i speak unique i have a lesson that i need to teach i am on the phone with each to each and we are not that hard to reach and you saw me writing in my studio this is what i know i write songs even though i am not in the glow i am in the know i think i need to flow and take a chance that my words are my show i speak not slow and i listen to the sounds of the europe and even though it’s ohio i am still not shy though and i come explicit with a ticket to write nick is a hick with a deadly dick sin that is contraband in the southern lands and even though i am worth a grand i come back to the flow that knows this is the original thing that put me in the show and even though stephen colbert knows that the lord of the rings is just a testament of marriage vows and this song is loud and i am with europe now and the african youth she did speak of vows and i noticed it was not on the proud and she was not ready for a thirty six year old steady that was ready to get between those legs and get heavy i put my full frontal on and i sing my original song and even though i am writing with my naked self i am here for my health and the clown knows i am the king of those onion rings and even though this is half baked it’s still on the side of the lake and i have an hour and a half to go so even though i am still so through building up momentum’s que i write in silent sedation of an emancipation proclamation that i decree all are slaves you are all slaves to each other we are each other’s slave master and the company belongs to the company and we still have needs we need to meet and let the thinking people think and if you did poorly in school and just because you want the wealth okay if you want it you can have it but does it matter to the clatter i am asking for tools you are trying to get laid by my jewels and you look like a fool and just last week you broke the rules and you just got out of prison and you think that your decisions qualify you for a seat at the board you fucking hoard of felons that da fuck is a felon a normal person quite so until their masks get let go and then they unleash a fuck tatious demeanor that fuck a felon and his felonious ways i get by on my next day acosted two dozen times just because this is in rhyme clearly this is the reason just a symbol really of something you need to believe without me you won’t breathe.

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Sitting with a shadow on my face and DJ Shadow in my ear I manifest a destiny that is just this, this, just this, in my lack of cash poverty filled with inspiration never short on weed lifestyle I have this, I don’t know if everyone has something, but I have this, I hear dj deadmaus talks about how everyone can make music on a laptop well I can do this on a laptop or a smartphone or ideally a desktop but this portable desktop is nice because the keyboard is comfortable and I don’t know if everyone has a thing but this is my thing been my thing since i like this website it’s the kind of website i would build when i was designing websites and if i were to be a web designer today i would get you set up with wordpress and add to the percentages of websites that wordpress powers and i’d give you the shpeel on the business line and you’d pay $299 a year to have a website with wordpress and it would be the level up above premium and you would want free and i would let you know then you have to work on it yourself and i am in the process of buying my membership to the business council on wordpress and i could do this I could write letters of never ending divisions of characters that are separated by spaces and the music is a melody and i am writing the chain gang and hoping to add another chain and we are free floating through rules and customs and i am wondering if i am wondering enough and last night i was talking about how the way we eat determined our evolution and we were better at finding food than our sister sentiences and we evolved quickly because maybe it wasn’t too long ago we lived in the forest and now we are here and i was a monkey with a fire stick in his hand and i braved the forest fire and moved it somewhere safe and the women all knew i was the fire starter and i got the water and i killed the game and i made the clothes and i was busy boodia and they just called me boodia but really i was uncategorized but not really i was a factory worker that had no factory to work in so i kept churning out exceptional pieces of writing among people that didn’t read and it made sense to me as i laid here wondering in this mcdonalds listening to people rap and for centuries men like me honored the ghetto and i just wonder where they went wrong as the differences between them and me is so thin but i read a book and kept reading for 15 years and i listened to pastors and priests and teachers and professors and now I am doing this and i am working on my physique and getting down to 180 pounds and it takes time and i am in the wrong climate for that as i need my own food the fish and the asparagus and the george foreman grill and the thrill of cooking has laid thin and i am working from within the radio the television the from one to millions and we are paying people dillions to speak and get paid and if you can deal with the fame the random samples of importance just because we know who they are and i’m not in a box six inches tall so how could i be important and the radio never played my song more than six times and sometimes i wonder if it’s the cash and what does the cash really advance and could we go to the night club and listen to the dj and i get a live show but do you create EDM live is there EDML or Electronic Dance Music Live which is ED my grandfather’s first name and ML my father’s first initials and EDML is the name of a unit of my family tree and you could see me flying heavenly sent and i wonder if hell bent spent i could take a tantric moment and wrap myself around a woman and come into her and let her experience me and i am so close to feeling free and then the rapture of the how close to love is the bible and i make mud puddles and we walk around until it makes sense to me and you were free once and now you are free because i set you free but what would you do with freedom if all you had ever known was slavery.

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Listening to Clay Aiken’s Invisible no I don’t know what he’s saying but the melody is splendicacular and I am sitting here with allergies from the season and my nose is filled with fluid and I am still the noodle armed head strong and I could wonder if I would be invisible and i wish i was when i had allergies and when i was in high school i was allergic to the other students and their dander and my mother cleaned my house and i never had a high school sweet heart at my high school because the women saw me bloody nosed weekly with allergies to their poverty and my nose ran like the hundred yard dash and I was always sneezing and it was because i was allergic to the students around me and the seasonal allergies and it all led to me being noticed as a 4 in the slam book put together by the women of the school on a scale of 10 they gave me a four but i was a 4 with a girlfriend from lakota and i was big in west chester and lock ins were make out sessions and i made out a lot in high school and i dated a lot in college and i was single a lot after school and i spent my time developing a talent and this might be it just doing this and i can’t think of anything else that is what i need to do and this satiates me and my allergies keep up in my nose and my shirt serves as my handkerchief because no kleenex is available and it’s the kind of allergy that you can’t clear from sneezing hard and it’s just above miserable but i lived that too and came to the realization that my immune system works and the poor that have their dander make me sneeze and they bloodied my nose with their hatred of my active lifestyle and they watched television and played video games and didn’t do their homework and later in life i came to discover that the number one thing a school can teach is to do homework and when the work is done at home and the students are at gym class during the morning and get their writing assignments at afternoon and then go home and do their handwriting and their drawing and their photography and their recording and their wait that’s a media arts life but we could just be writing and someone else might say we could just be making music but with music do you need an audience and i need an audience and they never taught a class in how to draw an audience but making radio and television appearances seem to be a part of it and i doubt it’s any kind of science drawing a crowd you announce an event in front of enough people and put a nice photograph with it and people show up just serve liquor and if i was invisible i would want the powers of superman and i would be flying below radar and release the lazer from my eyes as i showed people how to find my world and i would be desperately trying to get people to see me if i was invisible and their hands would be moving as i held them if i was invisible i would want people to see my world if hearts were unbreakable i wouldn’t try to break them and if i was invisible i would walk down the street and wonder aloud i would sing and follow people staring them in their faces and i would be more human than human if i was invisible i would sit on your bed and would watch you go to sleep and then i would go into the living room and listen to the radio if i was invisible i would be your city’s ghost.

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Senile by Lil Wayne and Nicki Minaj, I was surfing on youtube and came to a track I ain never see before I saw Senile and then I changed pages and couldn’t find it again and then I couldn’t remember the name but i knew it so i looked up a list of S words and came to senile and was like that’s it it glowed and then i listened to the track and thought i was listening to 9/11 LA Style so I flagged Senile on youtube and left a message to call the LA PD and it was just a gritty audio track and then i saw the music video and was like, oh, that lil wayne. I do be flagging video’s on youtube and like i mean like i flagged S.A.I.N.T. by marilyn manson, I flagged a couple eminem videos, i just be doing 2017 FCC work and flagging videos, I mean eminem was bathed in blood, I ain never flag an MGK video though because I could tell he was bathing in syrup, it ain look blood enough to flag, and like Cardie B cripping she make bloody moves ya’ll interested in making money ya’ll make funny moves, these is trippy days, ya’ll look like suspect dudes, cardi b has a moment in time and she say she make freaky moves she got a flow that like a poke she be taking honest dudes and corrupting them when she get down on dudes swallows shoes i be nutting blue. I said bitch you can’t dance you don’t dance you can’t fuck with me if you wanted to you know i dance i got baaaaaaaallet shoes i do shows in parking lots and you owe me many dues.

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Was not I desert rose that flowed through conduits of people stinging me and could I not bring myself to elation in a moment’s thought as I compared thee to a summer’s day and we were not ready to posit ourselves a nubile dilation of the english spirit in a world that was seeking to enter into it a state of mind that was you lost me when you thought me mad and if i was mad i was mad at you for being smooth in your insinuations and you injected me with the truth syrum and the truth is you genuflect to eye above the pyramid on the back of your paper your god can be burned to death with a bic lighter and and no accelerant and you wondered why i kept my back porch light on because that is where my morning glories were stored like this piece i have here that i keep by my side that is letters and numbers embedded behind a math equation that is nothing you ever never saw something like this clever and you said i was grandiose ideas and like poets before me misunderstand me even though i am the most plain spoken and tell me to sleep it off egagds it’s too late we are here to gravitate towards a new understanding and you just told me to take the poison and you think in terms of jobs and i even with a job think of business and i run a side business at my job and i did it before and one way or another i find my way to my feet and you could be working smarter and you don’t have to work harder and i work with my hands and i never saw a champagne supernova but i did have morning glories stored on an oasis and the music was something that sting never wanted to sing but he added the cross to sing and now we have sting and it’s a clever the deeper you look the more you realize we need more letters and who could imagine a 32 letter alphabet and i did and the rules are well founded and we are running out of words and just because we make them longer means nothing and do we have all the sounds I run through letters weekly and i find myself needing more letters but then the keyboards would need to be redone i could use numbers like 1der could be a word I would use with this keyboard and whenever I need thatr 1 sound I could also do 1day and new words astrology oh come and find me and leave me this place to be as i am not suicidal but you celebrities with your glowing affections take pleasure in i don’t know what to say why did chester bennington kill himself they probably had an album in progress there is so little to say about a man killing himself and i wonder if i am a stronger man than the former lead singer of linkin park fuck i wonder of defazio is and what happened did it get difficult and he just lost insight into why it all mattered or did he have a dream he wanted to experience forever or some shit i don’t know

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She was sitting there trying to unwind her rubberband from her hair and he was sitting there watching television. He leaned over to her and said I love you and she said LIKE THIS! He said you love me when I am shaving and they loved each other together. He said what if we made it a date night and she said she wanted to date. He said what if we went to the park. She said that would be nice. He said what else would you want to do? She said we could go for some ice cream? He said let’s do a park and some ice cream. She said nice. So she got up and went into the bathroom and finally got the rubberband out of her hair and then he went into his closet and put on his suit. They walked out into the living room and she was dressed in a t shirt and jeans and and he was in his suit and she said OH and he said SORRY and she was like DON’T BE and she ran into her room and threw on a dress and let her hair down. She put on the bracelet he gave her. She thought to herself, oh he meant a date. They walked out of their home and into the park he turned on the water fountain with his foot so that he could get some water and it spewed like it was broken and she laughed at him because his face got wet. Then they sat on the wall and stared at the cicada’s that were buzzing around. He pulled out a joint and she said oh smokes? He said smokes so then he lit his pinner and she waited to have it passed to her. He inhaled deeply and held his breath like a demon and exhaled a minute later and he was like you have to smoke you don’t have a choice i’m your pusher. She was like I don’t need a pusher I smoked you out for the first time in your life 5 years ago nigga I’m your pusher. So she with her long legs with the heels and he with his suit on were in the park smoking a joint. She said how come we never smoke blunts and he was like bish do you have any clue how to roll a blunt, I ain got the lips for it. She was like well, at least you brought more than one joint. This one is mine

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Jars of Clay’s first album back into the 1990’s has to be the greatest joint to me, I mean it’s just toolishly melodic and it’s not tool and it’s just this gregorian dance chant that’s deep and a joy to write to. I listen to music with an ear to write to it and Jars of Clay is a joy to write to. I think that I have listened to thousands of hours of music and have been online for thousands of hours and it’s like i’m logging flight time. I write. I was up until my last hospitalization my 25th studying the internet with an intent to master web design and programming and then this last hospitalization I decided fuck it, Ima just write. So I came out and got my materials organized on KDP.com and recorded and album for bandcamp.com and then I went and got a chrome book and now I just write on wordpress. I do think it would be nice if WordPress came out with a laptop computer. Something small like the chrome book but if I could just navigate wordpress directly through an operating system I think that would be special. Of the websites that mastered the internet, for all the ballyhoo that google and facebook get, wordpress get’s no ballyhoo and they mastered it first. I mean wordpress was helping web masters get their writing up back in 2002 I think it was. The real winners of the internet get no major press which begs the question is major press a good thing? Pandora and Tumblr get no major press and television keeps your mind on twitter and facebook and there are finer websites and I question the of course I would question the intelligence of television I question the intelligence of God

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I was butterscotch rolling down the block knowing I’m God talking to the Odds that walk around even though they have no where to go they still stand there and you can’t accost the people that you know do what and you don’t know and you stand there wondering if you can arrange a flower pot and you smoke your weed and avoid the cops and you take the daylight and number it odd and you just move through oh let me show you what else i do when I write … something different … I don’t want to write right now and I am still writing my chest is caving in and my heart is hard and I am writing and I am listening to DeadMaus and I am dead inside and I was listening to britney spears and oh the fuck this I fucking hate writing like this but i love it at the same time because yeah like i could write a narrative at a moment like this i’ll just fuck you for needing me to write thing that needs me to write that said i couldn’t stop right here i write anyways and i fucking already wrote and i’ll write again later today and later again and i have to keep doing this i can’t just listen to music and chat with my friends and i write like i have a epilepsy even though this is my seizure of assets that is you gave me an alphabet and i downloaded this from it and now you hate me because i have the same 26 letters to work with you do and you don’t know what to do with them and i do and we both been staring at them for 30 years.

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Listening to the Carter, I’m sitting here thinking about gang members and a gang member to me is a man with a tattoo on his face that I have to pretend doesn’t exist and you have to pretend I have tattoos and I tell you what my tatoo’s look like and gang culture came back and haunted me because some nigga was reppin his set in my apartment and we stared down for 4 days and i thought he was my boy and my intelligence turned on and i was prepared for war and it was eye staring and then i saw his body go dead and i laid back and listened to him say he wanted to kill me big meech was giving big meech a bad name unless that was big meech in which case i met a major rapper with a major label album and he took to bringing the marble easter egg to my house that he kept in his pocket nigga fucked up and had me doing war math on his ass and i was like let me grab this knife here just keep that nearby and then we went to the other room sat on the bed and he tackled me and pressed my body to the bed and i knew i was being raped and big meech dry humped my ass and gave me this fucked up story and then marcus saw what was going on while i was trying to get him to move out and he was not moving soon and he called the cops and then four sheriffs brought big meech out the building and i had to fathom killing or being killed and the knife was nearby and in my head i was rehearsing the pick up and switch him move and he was my boy prior met him in the hospital had him down as a legit television drama fbi agent stone cold thought he would be ma nigga but he ended up being a nigger and then there was the one moment he looked at me when they were taking him away and he was like doctor anthony and i was like nigga da fuck you know my middle name fo?

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Listening to DC Talk and just called Moore Law Firm and explained my case, hoping they pick up the medical malpractice case in regards to the cocktail of drugs I was given at Summit where they had to send me to University Hospital for a diagnosis in layman’s terms they coined as acting which based on my knowledge of latin is a way of describing something in other words I was afflicted with a condition unique to me and they coined it acting and in reality acting is when you black out and lose control of your limbs and piss and shit yourself and have to get into an ambulance and go to another hospital from the hospital that i would call an actual hospital as my distaste and disdain for Cincinnati’s brand of mental health treatment is low as I come to understand it mental illness isn’t even a thing to treat you just live with it and quite frankly for decades now i have told this city there is nothing wrong with me and they always find a way to fuck it up from giving me Haldol which made me shake, to giving my zyprexia which ballooned my weight up 150 pounds and caused me to contract diabetes and have a needle inserted into my liver for testing, and then they gave me thorazine as a punitive medication as i was observed yelling at this little troll thing that yelled at me and they took me aside and threatened me with a punitive medication and then they gave me a pill and a skittle and next thing I knew I was tripping balls for 8 hours and convulsing in a bed, and then they finally gave me a cocktail of drugs that caused me to lose control of my body and previously even at deaconess i have been given a phlebotomist that didn’t know how to phlebot and even at the start of this back in london where i was hospitalized the first time they fucked up because i said i wanted to go to jail for walking naked high on drugs and give me an offense knowing it would be easier to mentally deal with and then they went and sent me to the mental health ward and i have been incarcerated some 25 times in cities like new york city where i was escaping from cincinnati and exhausted and delusional and then xenia where i tried to escape to delusional and then mostly in cincinnati where it’s tradition now to lock me up for having committed no crime other than to spend roughly 36 hours at a time online surfing the internet and i am always poor because i quit working wage jobs and was given the opportunity via my SSDI to work my own hours without worrying about anything and i get what i get and i get more when they fuck up. I am a federal employee and on SSDI I am someone that Cincinnati needs to understand has a knack for law and it’s the law firms that are soft and these lawyers that i have contacted before could have taken my case earlier but should i find a law firm that deals in malpractice i’ll start taking notes the next time i am in summit and it’s a penal system and i am going to penalize the penal system for thinking they had a say in my mental health when they don’t for 15 years. For 15 years I have been stating to leave me alone and they never did and now i am starting to press charges and the state of ohio will leave me alone

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Audio Adrenaline’s first track is Chevette on their 1990’s album that I fell in love with when I was a kid and it talks about a rich poor man and later in life I went on to spend at least part of my life as a wealthy poor man and found it hard to discuss classicism in regards to the people around me hard to discuss being superior or inferior to a group of people that has more cash than you but when you know your history and your family’s history you see it in the way people move dress their hair contort their faces as they age in time just all the little things the way people dress and i might throw people off but i am also in my 30’s the most powerful time period to be alive in a man’s world I know I saw a photograph of my father from my age and he had the look of an eagle in his eye just my intelligence will never be greater than what it is in this time period and it’s true for everyone and everyone has their styles of being intelligent and I have mine and I state I am not smart I make a lot of stupid decisions like I smoke and I drink and I have sex and then I think to myself or do what? What else would I do than smoke drink and have sex and play with lego’s isn’t on the list but it could be I write too and I could paint and i could deny the pleasures of the universe to my body altogether the way prohibitionists do but from my perspective from having a racist prohibitionist republic roman catholic university graduate teacher as a mother , those people are mean, and it’s uncomfortable for me to be mean to people and i had a stint in racist thinking for about two years and it was a dark two years and then i started spending time with people again and it got better but on my own alone and discussing the world in my head in my notebooks i was filled with fury that anyone ever attacked me and no one else was attacked but me and then I thought to myself I spend hours on the internet and i missed a thought there was something i was going to write in this epic rant and in this rant i keep ranting and maybe it will come back to me it does from time to time and i am the kind of person that is used to forgetting ideas and then having them revisit my mind a couple minutes later and it’s uncomfortable if i have an idea i need to extrovate and then it gets lodged in my brain beneath a layer of forget and beneath that layer of forget there is an extracatable thought and then another layer forms on top of it and sometimes it comes to the surface again but this time i am left with an uncomfortableness in my brain that is due to a thought being lodged beneath a layer of forget.

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I am listening to Poe and quite frankly , ooooo, no, hold on I am listening to natalie merchant, gotta change the feed, oooo, no 10,000 Maniacs, their unplugged album is a nice one. I like the song because the night, I feel like I am in the 90’s right now on a busted fat ass laptop with a briefcase with my phone in it but really i am on a chrome book with no phone at all. story time. where to start. how about as far back as possible. so in kindergarten I had the chance to choose who to go out into the hallway with and i chose allison. i thought she was cute. i loved girls in kindergarten. i spent most of my time playing with toys and learning to raise my hand and anyways we went out into the hallway and we held hands and then i drank some water and when we came back it was time for astro and astro astro astro’s bag what’s in astro’s bag well let’s see the surprise and invariably it was a letter and then we spent the next hour coming up with words that started with that letter and allison and me in the hallway holding hands we put the sign on the board and came back because even at 6 years old i was doing work and i liked to work with girls. I had these clear plastic toys that were impressive and they locked at 90 degree angles and quite frankly i built some construction with them and then i used to draw violets for miss bober and if i had known then what miss meant i would have married my kindergarten teacher i looked her up 30 years later and fucked her i did fuck miss bober i fucked a 55 year old woman and then i went on to fuck everyone of my teachers from k – 12 and they loved it. in miss bober’s class i also had this one assignment to draw what the song sounded like so i started drawing up and down and then i didn’t know it but i drew a sound wave and before i even knew what sound waves were i was drawing them to music. that’s everything i remember from kindergarten a thing I did for an entire year and i have three memories from it so when you have that child of yours and you’re doing your best parenting in the first six years just remember, it won’t matter, and they won’t remember, but if you fuck up and beat them they’ll remember that, so when you go to do your tests and your studies and your educational arrangements just remember you’ll have your student do years of work and they’ll remember a couple things, you the you that take k – 12 seriously and then even take this to heart in 11 years of education i studied in studios and i have a couple memories from that, in your educational lexicon take into account that very little is remembered and study what is remembered and gear the education towards being rememberable because i spent 26 years educating myself in education and i have scant memories to prove it and quite frankly i doubt that is sad but i do know school is comprised of things that people that do things do and you’re focusing on teaching your children hobbies of people like me and a lot of you think getting a child ready for university is more than getting them ready to do a lifetime’s worth of homework, if you’re not teaching your child to be themselves and do homework, you’re copping checks babysitting while the parents go to work to earn the paychecks some random guy needed to give them to get them to help him with his hobby.

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What you know about that? That thing I do? What you know about that? That map I use? What you know about sitting in a desk with a table out front taking notes on a professor learning the lesson? What you know about that? What you know about 5000 nights spent doing homework assigned by the elders? What you know about that? What you really know about doing homework that thing you have to do get grown work you have to understand the lesson if you want to own work and understand work. Work affects the brain and I know we the same age you just ain as old as me. I understand math that you never seen. I write on a wall that always blings. I see the internet as iCandy ICANN got a listing with my name on it and iCandy ain got shit to do with can I have candy? I write with a mission to turn blue one day decades from now when I’m already thinking mortal thoughts last year I was eternal thoughts but either way I still have thoughts and even though I don’t always rhyme I always end the track on time. I resurrect the cosign wave wonder if this be the thing I spend time in when I’m sleeping always working writing always hurting trying to wonder why I look like Jesus when my crew looks like themself. Inherited fame from a man that did the job taught the mob and rode the cob and I ride the straight away you ain never played my game. I sit and write the words that take the pain away I been through the system still wonder what a tree is, what the moon is, what i’m standing on, oh your mind blown, see that paper in your hand the rectangle with the face on it, I know everything about that, questions I have is what you do with it, you use it to screw it abuse it get pissed off when you lose it get even more pissed off when you get used to it you new to this you need to understand the clues to this stare around you and confuse a bitch have her turn tricks for you and then call her trickster wicks here that’s keanu you knew he was down to stand on a subway and that was his day and now i’m here to say you rich playa you ain gotta worry bout shit playa just keep the head up and sleep as lil as possible and keep the grip on this reality playa you got black and white in you and you all european and the ghetto needs a fellow that knows how to turn yellow when the chrome comes out you got a grind you got a mind you got T.I. in your head like you ain ready to change for the game and the game just gonna change for you and you gonna get your change.

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I was listening to sarah mclachlan and she was surfacing into a breath of fresh air and it was 6:30am and I was at McDonalds and there was advertising afoot and I was in the methods of the zones of how was I supposed to do this and I was a name brand without a name and it was a shame where I was in this world looking for nothing but what could I find I was looking for conversation and there was none to be found and the world was on fire and I was trying to decide if I wanted be here and no one knew me for who I was and I had a date scheduled for later today and I had to decide if I was going to buy weed instead and the powers that be never did drugs but they never did business either and I was ceremonies of selections of decisions made after I had been destroyed over and over again and a trip to the doctor should take about an hour not a month and they seem to understand why they destroyed me but I don’t. I realize that the world is imperfect but when it comes back to you and destroys your mantle and takes your home and you have to defend your get a job why don’t you do that get a job and i see widgets and gears walking around with divine purpose and i have none i do this and on my schedule to finally be organized i have this to do and i take out my classified ad and promote my writing and mail my letters and i sell advertising in the process and i just see hard people i don’t see anyone soft around and they made it this far without reading why would they think anything could be different and i write with an intent to change myself and if i share myself with new people and the writing websites are all geared towards rookies and i have my mantra and i do this i write. author i have done and write i do and the stories were selective and this might be called a warm up and i publish my warm ups and you can judge me just as you want but the cadence of this writing is what i extol the virtue of and towards the end of the day i grow upset that i even did this.

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Who wants to know what you want to do when you go to do the thing you do when you do it and I wanted to write a story but I said screw it this is the best writing for me so I thought I would share and you’re right the AP doesn’t publish in this style and there is no formatting guide that explains how to do this and I just write to write and excitedly I change the world with a moment’s thought and through it all I am ready to bot this life and replace myself with a robot but you want me and there are other places I could be and quite frankly you need me here to play this game and you treat me terribly because my previous game was to big and now you have to make me small and it’s something of a this trance music is beautiful and just listening to trance music at a moment’s this is the wave of the future but only I am surfing the wave and you could be trembling with this takes six years to turn into something and costs $600 and I have to be a beacon of light that is fighting for the night and you had a lamp light and i was the eyesight that saw the storm coming and we were running for a moment and i was realizing that this was a thing to do and i was changing like dandelion’s in the summertime and through it all i was waiting on an apartment and hoping i had some access to some wifi and quite frankly it was all you changed me when you destroyed me and i wrote how i needed to write and no one wrote like me and these were paintings and i was a station in time and even though you knew me you never knew this side of me and i was a finest sentence structuralist realizing that there was more to this than could be said before and i was writing and publishing and realizing there was no more and even though you could trance me out with a dance song and let me stylize my editorial and you could change a level of the day you were opening up the never mind you never knew anyways and really there was a decision that had to be made and no i was never a trance club dj but i write my own music and you could see into the world a distance deeper than you would think if you just took the time to do something like this and i have a dialect and there is a genuflection that needs to be made and you could change the station and i am still listening and when the bass comes in and americans and their gangster rap and trance music is the music and once you hear it it’s all you want to hear.

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Newsboys and Newsgirls and News Stations and News Sites and News Channels and News Outlets and if you make the news you might not be newsworthy and if you are in the news you might have fucked up and we all need to know about the pile up on I 75 and now you know it takes 40 minutes to make it downtown and there is nothing you can do about it and I work from home so I commute to my living room not my office and sometimes i work from bed and one day I am going to sell some advertising on this site that is written by nicholas and it will be something else that i did that didn’t involve wondering how much this is worth and i wrote someone special and asked if they wanted to patronize my website and these are not rants as there is nothing to rant about and jesus is the music genre that i am listening to and tool wasn’t a fan of jesus but he was a fan of church and saint peter had his head lopped off too and judas is my favorite character in the bible i have been judas to three different sets so far and quite frankly the cia learned a lot from judas and judas christ is my favorite christ and if i catch you distrupting an economy and pushing your shit into people’s eyes i’ll call the fed’s on you too as it took me 30 years to be most inspired by judas and what would jesus do well he would flip over tables but why would anything matter much to people that copied a business plan off the italians of the people to copy off of i wouldn’t put italians on the list but pastor you did and you used their book last week and the week before that and you can use any book you want pastor and quite frankly i would recommend OnWriting by Stephen King but your tax filing says church so clearly you lost control when you needed cash and i got it good pastor i am leveraging my time they gave me for calling me mentally ill for a business plan that will take me 30 years into the future I have western logic to talk about oh you wanted me to take you seriously because 500 other people do oh you’re used to being taken seriously well that’s not my fault i take the dean of my university seriously and lately not even him and i don’t cult well pastor and quite frankly when you hold up a book and read me a line out of it i just notice the plate being passed and wonder what the service you provide is and i have it in my head that it might be quite frankly tax write offs and you do serve donuts and coffee to the homeless which is what the really need.

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So today I went on my first date, it was with this thing that asked me out and i spent 25 minutes checking out a name board trying to figure out which name was her’s because she hasn’t told me yet and we had breakfast at the bosessa up the street and the wall art was astonishing i went out of my way to talk about business with the shop owner and he said that steven johansen from walnut hills paints these amazing you have to see it to believe it belongs in a history book looking 10,000 tiny brushstroke looking color theory off the chart not even color theory, color fact, looking and then he like just call him i already bought an original and then i went over to my table and sat down with WHAT IS HER NAME? and got involved again in the epic internal understanding of trying to figure out what the name of your wife is and this one seemed like well she said when she is moving to a new city she at that age where the water park a concern and i’m like water park not a concern but games is and my city don’t play a lot of games and quite frankly amenities and all the other things i think about that keep me in cincinnati and here she was being another reason to stay in cincinnati and her father thinking about leaving his name mark and my father’s name is mark and i’m like she want’s to be a graphic designer and i’m like this thing don’t see me and it’s annoying as shit to get treated the way you need to be treated that you i swear to fucking god it’s offputting to keep having to give people tours of yourself for three months to get them to the point where they look at you the way you looking to be looked at and anyways moving on so i had the waffle and she had the waffle and i had the coffee and ice and she had the coffee and then she had the omellette and tator tots and toast and i was like sipping on my coffee and it took me longer to get done than her and we did discuss how my four year course in design is contingent upon us being able to provide the inexpensive tools for us like we discussed pencils and paper and a sewing machine and a model trough that you put the dress on but I might get her a skeleton and tell her to make a dress for this plastic amazon purchased full body skeleton and use that as your model and maybe wrap it in panty hose or muslin or wrap a tight sheer fabric over a skeleton and that’s what i would do give her a custom fashion tool that lets her make dresses for some stable measurments and i mean wrapping a skeleton in cloth would be a thing to do and if i took the sheer fabric and pulled it real tight over the skeleton or took fabric and cut it into strips and wrapped it around it so that ideally we talking about a fashion trough here that is a biology skeleton of a human wrapped in linen or something that seals the hands and feet and muffucka so you ain looking at a skeleton you just need the measurements looking and then she started talking about how she wanted to pose naked for me and i was like well in photoshop i could give you any color you wanted and we got into that i mean if she WIT ME looking conversation where yeah as a woman time with me leads to taking your clothing off but like we don’t waste time and like the tools float everywhere and then we started talking about how we both bipolar and i started wondering which moonie agency she was wit and then we took off and i paid the check went to the bank and talked about how her first problem is thinking of wendy’s as her job and not her design and then she gave me my money that she ate into and i went up to the bodega and bought some papers and some cigarettes and picked up a gift for defanzio and then went to cvs’s abandoned parking lot and then woooped at my dude was like weed and he was like this whigga fucking around and buying weed when anything an option looking at me like ima special kind of whigga that ask for weed lookin and dude like yo and i’m like for the 30 sack i got ten but here’s 2 dollars for the tip since i ain got the 30 and he like bet and ima like she ate like 6 waffles and he like bitches be doing that and ima like might work out and he like hope it do and then i wrote my email address on a paper airplane and threw it around the corner into her pocket fucked around and grabbed my ten sack and went back to the spot to look for defanzo couldn’t find him then i went to this my favorite day of the week lookin love the business on fridays in walnut hills at kemper house foia gras and they figured out how to do it without the duck still like caviar stuffed turducken and then you take the duck and you stuff it with caviar lookin b bringing a turducken stuffed with caviar to my thanksgiving at my grandma’s place like bitches we made it any ways go upstairs and get into the toilet and take a shit and roll a joint and like sit up and drop dueces and wipe my ass and then i go downstairs and go to the park with my joint and holla at this asian to come check me out still don’t know the previous chick’s name and she come over and i’m like nice dog let’s be facebook friends and she like cool and i’m like i applied to work at the hilton too and paris might read this and for real it ain that she on camera that interests me in paris hilton it that she on earth right now and i figure my family as impressive as hers and maybe i could make her laugh because she decided what was hot and i decided she was and then i gave head too and like we could do the head on each other in a 69 that’s hot and like that lawson hilton connect with the 69 on the 69th date is hot and like yeah i get it your pops started a hotel and then used the profits to start another one and then i was thinking that paris hilton the hilton paris hilton own and it the party spot i was thinking that the paris hilton the hilton you just stay at if you down to party and like all the hiltons on the planet pay for the paris hilton and i mean if you there you got a place to stay it a global thang and then she was like cool and i was like spaced out on my join and started thinking about al pacino like da fuck he ain in casino for and like wasn’t he the anti christ that sent joel osteen to do his work because al pacino legit the anti christ and joel osteen his front street pastor.

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I want to call McDonalds and let them know that at this location in Walnut Hills their wifi does not kick up immediately and that they should go ahead and install a finer quality wifi at McDonalds this location and that quite frankly THAT I can surf the web before i sign in AT ALL is blasphemy and that quite frankly no matter what device I use the first screen in the browser I should see is CONNECTED, to get wifi to the point where at a FREE wifi location that devices just naturally link to the net and that as you are entering a FREE wifi zone your devices come up as connected the first time you use them, to the degree that you have a WIFI connection is to the degree you have a device online as you enter a FREE wifi connection and that quite frankly at these locations you have 150 ads you have to spend time on every year to GET Free Wifi at these locations and the hatred for advertisiing is diminished with a Public Reltions campaign in favor of advertising we advertise advertising and share a locomotion in that you need 1 of every thing you saw on television today and 4 of everything you saw on this wifi and you sell advertising as the opposite of an annoyance which let’s be honest it is right now and do not BE the source of hatred be the source of appreciation and nostalgia and reign supreme over content in advertising because advertising is content with a goal in mind to make your life better.

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I was library sitting no music chilling sitting here listening to the dins of the room and the din was the finest sound on the planet that din that ever think of every word that ends in ER as something to do to her my favorite thing to do to her is to DIN her and share my favorite sound with her and then I was like but like in regards to the previous post the one just before this like i can link to content with the word before on a set up like this i’m really looking for that man that codes quite frankly me with my media training and she with her programming training like i go it has to be like this and then i know where she comes in at she comes in at the but did you think about this part of the relationship clearly i know what i want but she like did you know about this option and i’m like no i hate that and she’s like what about this option in oak and i’m like i love that no i didn’t know about that and like she like but do you like the hp Elite Book better than the Chromebook and I’m like YES I DO and she’s like well then there that’s just then there you stupid stupid stupid stupid stupid boy you you’re not even a man yet you stupid that you would prefer the HP you stupid man you I knew the dell dude and you are nothing like the dell dude you dare even say Hewlitt Packard you stupid stupid stupid stupid man you you stupid man you stupid stupid man you’re not even smart they gave you the degree they GAVE it to you you sat in a chair you listened to music DID DRUGS you stupid man you you stupid man you you never went into dry walling you stupid man doug lays dry wall and he has a KID and you you do nothing you stupid man you stupid man you ugly stupid man you used to look like jesus now you just decided you were going to look like that like i’m trained in NOT killing this bitch but she do be like that.

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Extended entrances stalling for remeberences we starve ourselves of entrances to parties we are circumventing the enlightenment take time and grow tight with you you just might decide you like it late that night fantasies with emissions i was taking a nuclear position in love with this muppet that had a tuffet and i was looking to cop a feel and we at the homeless shelter and i’m thinking about making love in the side well down the steps and out of sight about 10pm tonight and like she did this soft lil dance and i was like she got this soft lil ass and she a lil jealously producing hood rats hate her looking thing and like her name mark my dad name mark and i’m like the moonies send me a toonie and ima get wit her anyways and like they say it’s the people that don’t give a fuck that the coolest it really the people that give a fuck and this lil tootsie pop lookin thing with the hair down to her ass crack got a next encounter setting up a date tonight as we ain finished yet because i ain grab that ass yet and this HP did something my chromebook don’t do it jumped the cursor when i was typing and like if these machines just some more game for the consumers cool but a computer seems different than consumer electronics and quite frankly from a consumer to a producer, i’m with the federal government.

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Same advice i’d give drake i’ll give you, either one of you, if you get into a situation where your citizen ship comes up, for real, that drake rihanna iggy azalea, like i’m an 8th generation united states citizen and if iggy azalea and rihanna need that legal marriage to get that united states of america citizenship you can call me at 1 513 729 4258 and ask for mark lawson and explain to him he has to find nick and nick can marry drake iggy and rihanna into the united states in a ya’ll been here long enough, just ask weezy for what the pledge of allegiance is and ya’ll straight with me so long as you pledge allegiance to a flag and not the president and that’s the immigration lesson, ya’ll seem like cracks at the rest … so i figure too if you need dual citizenship you can marry me here and then i’ll go on three return flights and marry each of you in your respective country and you can get that VISA that VISA don’t provide

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HOOD RATS

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I was having a day. I had just got back from the library where I read for four hours and I was like. You know what. I need a strange place to drink some strange drinks so I walked into the bodega and the african said $2 for my two Aloe Vera chewy drinks. I was like cool. He said fifty more cents for the transaction under five dollars. I was like cool. Then I went upstairs at the Kemper house and started reading my HTML book I just bought from Google Books that had an offline component to it. I didn’t buy weed today but I did buy some cigarettes and I guess I bought some drugs because I also subscribed to Google Music. I was like cool. So like. Now the reading is done and I am sitting here on this keyboard drafting some copy for a website and I am like what should the website be about. I don’t know. This.

I’m sitting here and I am laying on my bed with no bed linen and I have a pillow behind me. I am thinking to myself I hope that literary agent green lights my book project. I think about the literary world and I am amazed at how complex it is. Which literary agent? Which publisher? Which method of publishing? There is getting your book in hardcover which sells paper and then there is publishing directly online which is hackable and either way I don’t get paid. I marvel at a system that I don’t know if it takes advantage or what but I see the producers of a system get the least from the system and it’s just surprising how many people’s business plan is politics ala give me money. Like in terms of music it’s not the musician that gets the majority of the money it’s the stage or the manager or the publishing house of the music and now music is down to 99 cents a song and quite frankly I have with bandcamp the opportunity fucking obscurity. FUCKING OBSCURITY!

I don’t loathe obscurity but I do wonder what quality time in the media would do for me. I sit with my impoverished world and I lately have been leaving cogent messages for a television station in the hopes of what? That I get to meet Tanya O’Rourke and sit in a chair in front of the whole city that is watching that still watches television that is watching at the exact moment I am on television before the city and I talk about what in regards to what for what reason. I am just awash in here. I’m here. I’m doing it. I am sitting here just being the thing you be when you are famous and maybe I am just supposed to write. I have a more comfortable writing position at home and if it’s not an obscure world where it was obscure before even with a mainstream where it’s a new thing to be known by millions of people. It’s new.

There was a time when being known by a whole city was the most you could hope for now with radio and television and hollywood and the internet you can anyone can be known by millions of people all over the world. It’s no longer about little things like where’d you get that ring, oh puerto rico, fuck, you left town for, well what’s the story, oh you meant to say you got it from Floyd’s up the way at his ring shop. You don’t much know what to say do you, that woman she sees your ring though and she knows it means something. Why don’t you go walk up to her and ask her if she wants to know what your ring means? Oh that guy sitting there he got a ring too, and he wants to hear the story so that he can tell her the same story.

It the genuine article and then it’s the article that knows the story of the genuine article and they hit that note. That fuck if I care if it’s the truth I been here my whole life, that’s your story, this is mine, still bout getting the pussy doesn’t matter what you say. She spreads her legs, you get a nut in, I got there first. Yeah you did, you did get their first but I HAVE been to Machu Pichu and I came back and I have 14 connects in South America and you heard a frame of my story and now it’s your new life story and you fuck, you fucking fuck, you ingenuine rhetoric repository fly on the wall fuck. if you nothing say you nothing and da fuck would you do that? No I don’t live a life where I have to worry if my story straight because my story straight.

I got a straight story. I don’t have to worry about the other stories, I don’t have to talk to thousands of people and put together a story from their stories. I have my story. I think three other people have my story now too. Sometimes I think I fucked over a dozen people because I did something and now just to compete they need to lie so that I don’t get the credit I get the credit because I can still tell my story for the rest of my life and you got like thirty seconds left on your story before you can only speak in pleasantries for the people that are into hearing stories. I wrote my story, I lived my story, now your story is my story because you never did anything because you were a good kid in eighth grade and then you went to high school and you started fucking around and then you went to detention and you didn’t graduate and fuckers that shit didn’t happen to me, I was a good student in eighth grade, high school, and University and it’s the difference between the people that do it the right way and the people that need something from that man for nothing because they always want something for nothing because in their pea brains that have a thought every six months they think that’s a profit. Stealing. If I take something from someone and then they don’t have it and I do, I made a profit, I got something, someone else needs it and I fucked someone over, and didn’t get fucked over. That’s a Win for me and a Loss for someone else and I got the thing they need so they have to pay me to get it. How did I lose?

That’s a mentality and my mentality is fuck those people.

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Today on the phone with Channel 9 WCPO in Cincinnati, Ohio I lamented about my constant diarhea at Kemper House a transitional house I am staying while recovering from being evicted from my apartment. I have been fed what amounts to a lot of dubious food that I would not normally eat and 45 days into my stay I am inspired to contribute the following sub field of dietetics to the study of diet.

I think that quite frankly the style of your defacation should determine your style of eating. I think that the diet I am on currently leads to diarhea and sores between my legs from my raw wipes at the toilet. I think a standard diet should incorporate the style of defacation you want. I want a firm snakey defacation and quite frankly I do want to study my diet and where the field of dietetics has no control I can contribute that it now does so long as we keep the goal of healthy snakey defacae in mind.

In a world where if it gets into your mouth and isn’t poison it’s food that’s fine that’s where we are now, but if you take into consideration whether or not your defacae is firm and snakey, i’m saying let’s eat the food that gives us the healthiest shits and call that that the health food.

I’m saying that.

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Neuronautics

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Neuronautics. Neuronautics is the word I am defining over several hundred pages. It’s the word that is currently red lined in every major work of word processing software. Neuronautics is encapsulated in this book STONE TABLE as a work of conversation. It draws upon the work of L Ron Hubbard and the man that wrote the book Jogging. It’s social programming. It’s taking to heart the concept of auditing and focusing on what is known about and noticing that Scientology asks the questions of the participant and not the other way around coupled with it’s a one on one ceremony. Scientology is a religion that takes to light the work of a man that wrote the most books that anyone ever wrote and then he finished with Dianetics and engaged in social programming. This is writing that notes Scientology’s influence and it’s negative light in the media. Neuronautics seeks not to obtain property with it’s book sales and non profit acceptance of this book and the proliferation of the fundraising that would come from exploring Neuronautics. We seek to build Stone Tables.

A stone table of typical size consists of rectangular dimensions and it has benches that line the sides of the Stone Table. This is the type of table that a Neuronautic would focus on and would go on Facebook and invite 5 of his friends or her friends and they would meet at the stone table and would have a conversation. That is the study of Neuronatics; conversation. Conversation is a study of a thing that is a person and that person is a thing that is studying conversation. I hold to truth that the human brain has a captain neuron and coupled with that captain neuron the thing that makes us who we are there are lobes of the brain that each of us has that store the resources of the captain neuron; the thing that we are. The captain neuron is a neuron that is the thing that uses the rest of the body as a tool. It’s the thing to the extent that we could grow human bio forms would be extracted from the human body and placed in the blank slate body and would give it new life. The entire human form can never take on an immortal self the sun degrades our condition with time but there is a part of us that could live on forever and I call that thing the captain neuron.

The part of the human body that is the most likely to take on our immortal self is the smallest part of us, it’s the part of us that makes us who we are. It’s the again part of us that would be transplanted into a human host form that we have yet to grow in biology. If you are a biologist and are having a hard time finding a field of study, consider the concept of human host growing. Take a cell from a woman and grow it to human form and make certain it has no captain neuron. You do not want to grow host humans in female human beings you want to grow them in tubes. This is fodder for University Graduates that have the talent to understand what this University Student is writing, this is for the University Graduate that received their Doctorate. This is pleasant reading for them and quite frankly smooth but to a high school drop out you might think I am a god. It’s education here.

You might find that growing human hosts that are ready to have the captain neuron implanted into them would be infants. We have only to grow biological infants and then the growth cycle of the human form can continue without the memories or the stockpile of skills that the previous captain neuron experienced. We want no one to die. We understand that we live in a world where millions of people have ceased to exist and our sole purpose at this point in human history is to attain realistic immortal studies and that study engages us in the realm of Neuronautics. What do we do as immortals. We talk.

Yes we talk. We talk openly and honestly and we talk blatantly and we talk about it all. We strive to have perfect bodies with educated minds and we Neuronaticists aim to be moral creatures that wonder why we were born when we were born. This cartoonish structure that we call the universe is all that we have and quite frankly we need to stay here for as long as possible. Biologists could and should study the human form and the elements of it in regards to studying immortality and keeping people alive. The finest thing a 110 year old man could experience would be to be an infant and again and such a thing can happen if you take his captain neuron and implant it in the mind of an infant but not just any infant not an infant that already has a captain cell a biological marvel that is clean and fresh and capable of anything and has metrics written into that allow it to be predicted that this captain neuronless infant would have it’s skull opened up and the captain neuron would be implanted into and you would then be looking into the eyes of a 110 year old man inside the body of a 2 week old infant with a look in it’s eye like a fresh newborn and this man would have a scar on his scalp for the rest of his life and then 110 years from now the process would continue and you may be wondering what else could be done with this, if you are wondering at all, well murder victims or people crushed by rocks falling from cliffs camping could be given new life and we could continue into this world and this realm but I tell you this this is a dystopia if you do not take into consideration education.

I see people that had this one chance to become educated and have something to talk about and they decided early on that they did not want to have anything to talk about and that it was too hard and that the teacher was too white or too black or too male or too female or the education was too secular or the education was too religious but quite frankly I received a world class education so it’s up to people like me that made it and I stare at you and marvel at your thoughts that I have only $688 a month that the state pays in Social Security Disability Cash but I also tell you at $16,001 a year I am no longer mentally ill. Yes I am considered mentally ill by the state of ohio but quite frankly such a thing is a misnomer but what they did give me was time to write this. I am considered bipolar a generic mental illness comprised of grandiose ideas and fast talking and quite frankly I went to the state school where they teach you how to think grandiose thoughts and talk fast so the State of Ohio can go fuck itself. I was taught by the state to be like this and then the state decided it’s education was that of mental illness. I wasn’t taught to be mentally ill. I was taught minimalism and several dozen other subjects and I had a quite frankly I don’t know I just know I was a work aholic, that smoked weed once a month, stayed up late for days, and that led to being misconstrued by the State of Ohio as mental illness. Peep Game. I wrote this. How mentally ill could i be. I am leaps and bounds ahead of the mental health community in terms of business and it’s a job that pays the bills and they don’t give a fuck and they can go fuck themselves because grandiose thoughts and fast talking is a way of life for television and I can build a set and I can walk to Cape Canaveral and study and train to go to the moon and go you people that pass out pills created this and my revenge is to prove to you fuck if it has to be with cash I hate you so much but quite frankly I can sell books. It may seem grandiose the ideas of selling books to people that do not even know how to type of which my mental health overseers do not but quite frankly I type comfortably and I rarely mistype and I get free cash. At some point my student loans were forgiven private and public so I am milking the system and sometimes the system bites but I still milk it. NO I am not getting a job at Walmart. I called walmart and no one answered the phone during working hours. I know how to sell a stereo and none of you listen to music.

So I continue. I continue with my study of Neuronautics after an outburst. I do apologize but you need to know someone considers me mentally ill and someone considers me a genius and someone considers me beautiful and someone considers me ugly and someone considers me famous and someone considers me no one.

Neuronatics is the field of Conversation. It’s called Neuronautics because that is what it is exploring Neurons. You have Oceanotics which is the study of hte ocean. You have Astronautics which is the study of space. I assume you have Terrainautics which is the study of land and then you have Neuronautics which is the study of the human mind.

This is the new definition of Neuronautics where the previous definition was written about in UrbanDictionary.com as the study of the brain through psychadelic drugs. This is not that. This is adopting a word and redescribing it and taking a little known thing and turning it into a field. I know I know I can do that. Drugs have NOTHING to do with Neuronautics. Neuronatics but people do. You want Stone Tables of intelligently different shapes and configurations and the tool of Neuronatics is Stone Tables. We need nothing else.

A stone table is a Stone Henge like thing that is here because our generation to my knowledge is wondering what we are going to do with community? How are we going to commune? We commune at Stone Tables and the finest design stone table is a flying V where the stone table is comprised of a V like shape and the man or woman in the point position can see everyone at the sides and the sides funnel and channel conversation into that point person and then everyone waits to see what they say. That is the flying V. It’s a rectangular shape I think it’s a quadrilateral or a rhombus or something I am not sure of the exact phrasing but it’s one person being studied by a group and we are putting words into their ears and then waiting to hear what their mouth says. We tell stories and we study people get to know them. This is Scientology at it’s apex but it’s not channeling cash into buying property it’s channeling cash into the hands of mason’s that carve the stone tables by hand or by machine or by whatever means and produce epic stone tables and produce a stone henge for us that ideally will make sense for generations.

That woe be he who does not have a university degree that steps into the presence of adult university graduates in a Neuronautics Ceremony. Woe be the spy that might stumble upon something they did not think they would ever see that is just another day to a University Graduate.

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Steve went to the mall. Fuck, Steve was like THIS MALL! He was at Forest Fair Mall, there was one shop left. He walked 15 minutes through the mall and realized there was one shop keeping the mall open. So Steve went there. Hell of a shop. They had everything Steve could ever imagine wanting. They sold video games. Steve walked up to the clerk and asked him if they had Populous. The man said we have 1 copy left of Populous. Steve said great. The man said here is Populous. Steve said I want it. The man said I need $5. Steve gave the man $10 and got $5 back in change. Then the man asked why steve wanted Populous. Steve said because I used to play.

Steve decided that it was time to leave. He had patronized Forest Fair Mall. Now they can stay open he thought. Then as Steve was walking out of the mall he realized it would make a great film set. So Steve went to YP.com on his Blackberry and looked up Forest Fair Mall, the mall he was in. He called. It was a voice mail. So Steve said, hey I want to shoot a film here. Call me at 555-5555. Then Steve hung up.

Steve walked out into the parking lot and noticed his car was stolen.

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Steve was cooking. He was in the kitchen cooking some onions on the skillet. They looked nice. Steve then went into his refrigerator and pulled out every mofo thing out his refrigerator and placed it on the shelf. It was time to cook. Steve started off by adding all his sauces into a big pot that he took out. He added Bleu Cheese Ranch, Catalina, Red Wine and Vinegar ( for bite ) and he added Cream Cheese. He was proud of himself. COOKING! Then steve took his tomato’s and crushed them in his hands and added them to the pot. He then took his cilantro and cut it up into small pieces with a cutting board and added that to the pot. Then he took rice, and poured that in.

Steve was really feeling it at this point. This was Steve’s favorite thing to do at the end of the month was to empty his refrigerator into a meal. He went into the refrigerator and pulled out a Naked Juice and took it to the head.

Steve then added some albado spice from africa that he bought at krogers and he added some salt.

Then steve waited.

He went into his room and picked up the insy bit of weed he had left and laid it at the right side of a paper and rolled the paper up into a hyper pinner. He smoked his rolled one hitter and got high. Real high of his weed.

Then Steve took out his baby back ribs and added them to the 8 inch tall pot and he put the lid on and went back to knowing he knew how to cook.

Steve waited.

Steve then went and added the onions to the broth and decided that that was how to cook onions.

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Steve was on the internet. He was working on his website. He thought to himself. I need a pop up window. Steve dug deep into himself and thought to himself, what would a good pop up window be. Steve started coding. He decided for STEVE.com that a good pop up window would be advertisement. So steve went to YP.com and called up Nike. Nike was like What? Steve said I need $500 for a pop ad featuring Nike on STEVE.com. Nike was like, OKAY! Steve was like COOL! So Nike asked for Steve’s email address and then sent him the money and they emailed him the Jpeg file. Steve was like cool. Nike, you have the only pop up window on Steve.com. Nike was like we want 4 more. Steve was like that’s $2000 so nike from Beaverton was like fine, here’s $2500 in your paypal account. Steve was like cool. Send the Jpeg Files. So Nike was like Fine. Steve was on the phone with Nike for 5 minutes and in that five minutes he received Jpeg files for 5 pop up ads on Steve.com. He only thought there was going to be one. Now they are five. Nike let him know they had to see the ads before they went to the page. Steve was like OKAY!

Steve visited his sites and he noticed the ads were of people doing it. Steve thought to himself, nike is Just Do It and these people are doing it. GREAT!

Then steve checked his pay pal account and he noticed that he had $3000 so he transferred it to his checking account. Then steve went on Backpage.com and told a woman she would send her $3000 if she would talk dirty to him all night. She said fine. Steve transferred the money to him and she talked to him dirty all night.

Steve woke up with an STD.

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Steve was at a night club in Cincinnati, Ohio. He was the only one there. So. Steve went behind the bar and started fixing himself a cocktail. Then the bartender showed up and was like WHO ARE YOU? Steve said Steve. She said WHY ARE YOU BEHIND THE BAR THO? He said I am making myself a cocktail I used the jigger and there’s $15 on the counter. She said OH! Steve said could you play 4:44 all night if I give you $500 and she said yes. So Steve took his cocktail and went out and started dancing to 4:44 he considered it disco music.

Then the bartender went out and looked steve right in the eye and was like DO YOU WANT A BLOWJOB RIGHT NOW? Steve said NO! She said FINE!

So Steve went back to listening to 4:44 and Steve quite frankly was impressed with Jay Z for the way he discussed the Black Experience. It needed a dance move though so Steve kept doing the hang man and raised his hand above his head and tilted his head to the side.

Steve started the Hang Man for 4:44 and quite frankly he was impressed with himself.

Then the place got shot up.

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Steve was at a night club in Cincinnati, Ohio. He was the only one there. So. Steve went behind the bar and started fixing himself a cocktail. Then the bartender showed up and was like WHO ARE YOU? Steve said Steve. She said WHY ARE YOU BEHIND THE BAR THO? He said I am making myself a cocktail I used the jigger and there’s $15 on the counter. She said OH! Steve said could you play 4:44 all night if I give you $500 and she said yes. So Steve took his cocktail and went out and started dancing to 4:44 he considered it disco music.

Then the bartender went out and looked steve right in the eye and was like DO YOU WANT A BLOWJOB RIGHT NOW? Steve said NO! She said FINE!

So Steve went back to listening to 4:44 and Steve quite frankly was impressed with Jay Z for the way he discussed the Black Experience. It needed a dance move though so Steve kept doing the hang man and raised his hand above his head and tilted his head to the side.

Steve started the Hang Man for 4:44 and quite frankly he was impressed with himself.

Then the place got shot up.

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Steve was driving in his Mazda 626 and the music was on. Steve decided it was time to dance while driving through town. Steve pulled up to a light and started to dance like he was at a techno rave club to KISS 107.1 and he just let loose. Then he saw an old woman in the car next to him. He could see the war in her eyes from when she was a kid. Steve thought to himself, NO WAR FOR ME, and kept dancing and the old woman held up her middle finger so strong that Steve knew it was fuck him so he rolled down his window so she could hear the music. She heard what he was listening to and immediately she started apologizing. She did not know he was listening to Stay by Zedd.

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Steve was at the library and he wanted to impress Williams the librarian so he thought to himself I’ll show her how intelligent I am by requesting books. Steve took Williams aside and was like I need to request a certain book. Williams said what is it? Steve said it’s Sexual Magick by Aleister Crawley and Williams said well let me see if we have that. Steve said good. Williams said it will be here tomorrow. Steve said would you like to book club with me. Williams said I have to ask for permission before I do that. Steve said do that. Williams said she DID have permission to book club with him but only at the Library. Steve thought to himself, this is a great place for Sexual Magick and Williams thought to herself, he has a stomach half my size but it’s still big. Steve thought I wonder if because of that book I requested we can take our clothes off here so long as that book is here. Williams said, Steve what are you thinking? Steve said, I wanted to know if we could be Facebook friends. Williams said, no. Steve thought to himself I already have a girl friend. Williams thought to herself, he looks poor. Steve bought a lottery ticket and picked the wrong numbers.

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Steve was at Findlay Market. He decided he wanted to buy a cornocopia. Steve went up to the Cornocopia booth and stated I want a cornocopia. The cornocopia merchant stated you came to the right place. Steve said here is $25 dollars. The merchant stated that he needed $5 more dollars to buy a cornocopia. Steve said here is $5. The merchant slid a cornocopia towards Steve. Steve said great! Now I have a cornocopia. Then steve went to the merchant next to the cornocopia merchant and said I need fruits and vegetables to fill my cornocopia with. The fruit and vegetable merchant said do you want a medley? Steve said yes. So the merchant picked all it’s freshest produce and put it in a back. The merchant said here that will be $15. Steve said great here is $15. Steve then took his cornocopia and his fruit and vegetables home to his apartment complex where he set them up nice like in front of the apartment complex. It was a day to buy decorations.

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Steve was writing a story about Nick. Steve knew everything about Nick. Steve and Nick were close friends. Steve decided that Nick was going to be the main character of his story. Steve was on his Google Chromebook and he just wrote. His girlfriend walked in and asked him why he was writing about Nick and Steve said because Nick is inspiring. His girlfriend said, you could be writing about me. He said you’re right so he did a find and replace and replaced Nick with Zoe and now she was happy. Steve said is your ankle still sore. She said yes I will never dance again.

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I sit in silence with the whisper of the library beneath my hearing and I am writing about the car that had the tupac playing about how he lost so many years and shed so many tears and the block was just a block just some people sitting there on milk crates and a little terrier was there and the barber that saved my life was there and the man that was you don’t know what you know until you know it and when you discover you know what you already knew and that you learned different things about yourself and you have pizza coming and an indian restaurant is near and it hurt last year but it’s better today and once you get to the promised moment all that led up to it is different as staying in the moment is about making certain your day is what you are experiencing and that there is one day and the sun and the moon experience one day too and so does earth and titan and it’s all on the same day it takes light to travel here dillions of light years but this moment and alpha centauri’s moment are the same moment yes the light takes millions of years to get here but the timing on our planets is the same and alpha centauri just because it takes light years to see the last moment that the light came from does not change the fact that alpha centauri is sharing this moment with us right now and i would take the hyper loop and stretch it down the sides of the highway like a 400 MPH monorail up the sides of the highway and i would explode a bomb under neath a metal plate and send the satellite off of it from 12 different points around the globe to show of it’s weather insensitiveness and i would spend four years and i can do this alone i can go to the grocery store and buy the food pyramid and figure out what combination of that food pyramid do i need to eat to get the good shits and i’d start with not eating bread and then i would study paw paw trees and grow them in my garden and prune them and work them into majesties and i would comission an encyclopedia to be written about the internet better now than after the knowledge disappears

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Carl Cox had the basslines that soothed my soul and google play is getting data on me that is more than old ancient stars that gravitate towards this planet and set loose a cosmos that is fit for a dialectic kremetic esoteric let it get the hectic you know you are in the house when the house is playing music and chicago house is like this thing that you needed some equipment to do this and musicians never mastered the keyboard but i did and the karma whores were looking for likes and up vote this if you have a master plan and down vote this if you have a master plan and just because you can do it doesn’t mean you should do it but sometimes because you can do it is the very reason you should do it and i come from a land few understand republicans and democrats and we mostly republican in this city and we don’t think much is funny but we don’t think much isn’t fun either and we go to court just to flex our muscle and we do the serious ceremonies and avoid all of it altogether and africans come together in their elder states and elder states men meet around chess tables at McDonald’s and in Walnut Hills and I feel at home in the safety of it all and there are no guns and cows guts are being serves and the fries are soaked in crisco oil and we find the finest oil the mineral oil and we bath in it.

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Listening to Yelawolf and thinking to myself they come from all over the United States people coming to a realization that they have something to say and WordPress is like at a 99% completion point they just have a list they need to make yelawolf smelling like ralph lauren so foreign to indians and africans from india and africa this how this nation gets down I am jesus and when he came back you know he did some technical shit back in the day and then came back with something to say and if I had the choice to live in any time period the first black president is where i would stay and I had a choice when i wanted to be born eminem was like hit that 70 lick and i was like ima make that 80 stick and here we sit listening to music generated by music generators and there was never a rock star on the keyboard making alphabets do their bidding so since i have a new tool best believe their gonna be some new rules you can come sit next to me and if you want a photo you don’t even have to ask me and you can film me wherever you find me and best believe i’ll start acting crazy and bitch mouth off and i’ll wipe this allergy on you and i think about jesus and the other day i looked just like him to the point people stopped me on the street and asked if i WAS jesus and ima just like no to these people but behind the scenes i’m like hell yeah and i had the choice to navigate through the dna i was like in heaven i was european blood and and i want all the tricked out shit but not wealthy as shit so there still work to trick and they like you gotta come in from between these legs and i was like cincinnati where general electric and proctor and gamble headquartered and they was like yes and i was like bet let me hit that and clearly they think there is something wrong with me come from another century here to lay it down and i think ritz the rapper when the work is done start making sounds and all cincinnati needs is a 24/7 stage but then the niggas would rush that shit and you best admit when you a nigga all you can think to do is make some noise and i come with my intelligence and it’s my stage so there no host and we talk nephlo when the game on the glow and you better know i’m slightly racist with a slight distaste for real niggas that looks for reasons to fuck a european over and you threatened to kill me so i’m here to thrill thee with my now i’m set off and you a felon you get no time from me and my mental disease is reading and writing grandiose thoughts and rapid speech so you know they see a rapper in me but i just keep my head to the crease and keep my fingers on the f and j key and i know it fuck jesus they even put my fingers on the letters that keep me centered and if it fuck jesus then you know jesus get fucked and if this about anything at all just let me know because the more you state there is something wrong with me is to the extent i prove there is something wrong with you and you went out of your way to prove there was something wrong with me so you know ima go out my way to prove there is something wrong with you by just being myself and if i need to i’ll upload all my work to the net and skirt and leave this old man in the dirt without dropping dirt on his body just lay him in a field and do the least to this thing but you ain know jesus is a man that gets serious and you wear the necklace but you ain got the face and if you want to know how he comes back every millionth european looks like him and the italian church hates that look because beauty a sin in case you didn’t know and they made famous the face of the man that does shit like this and now i’m clean cut but i’m still me and that photo was painted before there were barbers and a real barber keeping jesus at bay and ya’ll got your tattoos on serious and i got no tattoos on serious and they gonna cancel my account for the attitude i cop and yelawolf and eminem is best friends but i ain got no best friend aside from my invisible friend that i manifest one letter at a time and you might want to talk to me and that’d be cool with me i don’t need security to keep the readers at bay and da fuck is a fan anyways i see people coming together for ancient ceremonies more ancient than the rock a city and roll out of town with the cash and you could stay forever in a city and never leave and rock a city and make the women wet and quite frankly i said i was coming to earth so criminals came and played by my rules just because they could get effects ya’ll in my set and i stare at the world and you never knew what you needed to know and fucking me over is no way to go i just keep writing and let the letters flow and you could sit here and you on a mic like you ain even know this was my show and i got fucked o ver and quite frankly it pisses me off that my body ain perfect and my face filled with snot nose and my hair was long like this song goes and you could play a hot flow to this writing that be no one knows and i keep it sentient to keep it on the rose that has a thorn that drips morning dew and what did you do i’m selling ads and as the cash comes in the television spots will come and the negation of their work ethic will be their undone it’s work ethic until there are none that have shit to say and if your project scope is infinite you better have a foundation setting your work in place and if you need to get that c3 you best do that shit and finish your work and store your writings in hard drives that are easy to drive and the internet was insight into a generation’s intelligence and i was taking classes and i’m not even smarter than you i’m more educated and it’s because you followed people that were not worth following and you all saw cash on the drawing board and i was like you mean the paper and coins and ya’ll was like no we gonna encrypt a penny and force to find even a dime and i was like and then ya’ll gonna exchange that shit on the foreign exchange market and you was like hell yeah and then some guy came out with his own bit coin and someone else came out with a lit coin and so now there like four crypto currencies and the dollar still strong can’t get a snickers bar with a bit coin at shell station and ya’ll debating and articulating the future of the computer and i’m here using it in it’s final form the thing that just sits here and to make it clear it should be done by now and you should be copping residuals off your hard work but i read that google flew in a plane full of new york whores for an orgy and facebook killed a bull and ate it and the leaders of the new school never took my class and i took all the classes and busted yo ass with calculus.

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If this is going to be a new aspect of nature this internet they should finish their work or they should state that the hardware is the new nature or on some level a federal issuance of direction should be given to the effect that the internet is a part of nature or not and quite frankly if it is a part of nature the internet fine, then i have to MOTHERFUCKING learn security analysis and it’s the weak part of my work flow and quite frankly I have gotten as far as hosting a file on my desk top computer and working to keep it there and tie off the access to read only and I wonder if i set my local drive files to read only could i develop a computer that hosts a computer on it so long as it’s on wifi and could i develop an internet strategy where with one of my desktops you host your file on my hard drive and then that’s your website and it’s not a browser based GUI fuck no it’s a list of files if you want to see a photo click the .jpg file and when you visit my computers unique IP address that you type into your browser it pulls up my computer directly and what am i trying to say here i’m in cincinnati and am washed in General Electric language daily and if i ever decide to bounce on this writing career and play the role of a source of content for this thing if i ever even catch wind that they are never going to finish their work i start programming the programmable and i do it my way and ya’ll can suck it i fucking hate unfinished work in a cash flow system if you do not adhere to nasa standards when you code you are not a programmer to the extent that bug fucks up your year at this point is to the extent that you are a professional unfinished work is unwanted and i’m close to writing a book on how the Cincinnati Hardware Software Initiative started and we start with our hands and we reimagine the hardware starting with an abacus and i get your off on but an abacus is the processing unit i would use i’d build an abacus out of tree limbs and leaves and spend 6 months fantasizing about my abacus that could have been built in the pre stone age that’s how finished this thing should be it should have been done before i got here. I don’t know store a website on a read only cd and linke the internet up to a cd set to read only that is done. Something like that, a computer with a cd drive with a website on the cd and to the extent that i want websites is to the extent that i make cd’s. i’m more than just a man, i actually attended and graduated a lifelong education system.

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Mo Bounce in the muffucking house, Iggy Azalea, type of music I get down to the beats that give me seizures, if your music don’t give me a seizure i get pissed off, but it’s because unless i’m getting seizures I know i can’t get you that insurance money to offer your sound as a pharmaceutical. In my world MO BOUNCE is prescribed by a psychiatrist to a patient that is depressed and we just let em listen to mo bounce til they cheer up. I’m talking insurance money for seizure inducing music. It don’t do nothing. Like when it comes to iggy azalea i mean there some people that put it together pharmaceutical style and when i’m sitting here bouncing my shoulders in a mcdonalds on some i’m talking i can’t help but dance to this so i know it at least as potent as aspirin and it affects the brain directly, not giving a fuck what she said, it induced a seizure.  I can’t go through that entire federal process and fight with the old school for 30 years until they ain on this planet anymore over whether or not mo bounce is a pharmaceutical knowing the whole time i’m in their bedroom reading them the riot act the whole time unless i file the right paper work that MO BOUNCE is a stimulant and I can’t get even with Cincinnati the way I need to get even with Cincinnati unless i file the right form and i have to find the right form and when i do doctor beck is going to prescribe me mo bounce three times a day 365 a year and iggy azalea is going to get $500,000 a year because i went about it in a way that required every psychiatrist to make music option number one and quite frankly pills no.  I can’t do that unless they fuck with me one more time.  and monster by kanye west

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Anna Sun was published three years ago and I was writing when the sun came out and the world was trying to understand why I would sit and decide the things I needed to decide no i haven’t approached congress yet about pharmaceutical music but that is a meeting away and there are no FDA regulations on music but to speak to an expert about music in regards to what you should listen to based on how you feel is tantamount to getting insurance money for a CD that you pass to the next person and who wants musicians to get paid more than me and i want to be paid and it’s the artists that have the hardest time getting paid and musicians have the hardest time getting paid unless they do shows and then the house manager jacks them around and you have to have a cult to be a successful music act and look basic income in coming because RICHARD BRANSON is interested in it and no one thinks about it but you on basic income end up with a feeling of that’s it, it’s a different world, one where the arts shine and if you don’t like art don’t like basic income because art is a thing that people make when they have time to make it and what are we fighting over in basic income it’s the man that takes advantage of it the wealthy like donald trump who got a basic income of $50 Million dollars from his father better be in favor of it because when it comes to wealth and riches and cash and money it’s about who has more than who so to give everyone the same amount of money is blasphemy because then the good looking man with the college degree is subject to first come first serve at the library for computers just like the little hood rats that come in to play roblox and his important work at the library has to use a laptop instead of a desktop and he noticed the books on the shelves and they aren’t what he reads the hood rats are at the library because they need babysitting and basic income is really about people being able to afford homes and it’s a process getting everyone squared away but once squared away what then and I THINK University Graduates should get a basic income because they are over money at that point and I think that the poor make a lot of poor decisions that’s why they are poor like i’m making a wealthy decision keeping this journal up and this writing journal up because I get cash selling advertising next to this writing and if you are not at least doing this or something in the good decision category in the arts at this point or engineering i don’t know what to tell you … be poor.

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Rage Against the Machine from it’s inception album with the kid on the cover in the russian fatigues I’m like in the league of the authors that oh snap the discoveries are coming in I think I might get too thin rocking out here with this mini thin laptop I get lost in my thoughts and then find a way to the promised land as the cliche’s are too new to me maybe one day I’ll say something that has yet to be said wrote the village voice and let them know it’s their choice to be in digital as an industry they publish their authors that decided to write and have no need and there are publishing houses that do better work I have to check my search to see who to publish first on this blog and my posts are out of order and i do not understand what to do next and i keep writing and bleeding this into the realms of the realities that are this is nothing i write when i have nothing to say and i write when i have something to say i just keep my kata’s up and block the shock of that i do this and for a living is the next step and i keep writing and saying something and if you want to be where someone is writing you want to be near me and i keep seeing something coming and i am running out of ways to speak the designated space and if there was a way to order my posts i would be doing it that way maybe there is a function i can correct and come to the fruition knowledge drops of dandelions i am sighing and surrendering to something i have no control over and the contrails behind my writing sails is far from perfect i am surfing through thoughts and wondering which way to write next as I have a platonic relationship with the internet and we are not done yet.

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I am listening to Metallica and I had that good sleep, that good good sleep, I just slept for like 10 hours on top of the 8 hours I slept earlier in the day and my mind is silent. I have no extraneous thoughts and I just did a exotic sleep day. I feel refreshed and I was worried the head state I was in would last forever but some solid sleep ended it. I know that no matter what the hemispheres of my brain go through the cerebelex is still paying attention, the tools of the mind get caught up in the exotic inputs of the internet and life but the cerebelex pays attention the entire time. I am silent minded now and in terms of hearing things there is none of that it’s just a complex mind that was simplified by some sleep. I write now wondering if I still have the do I have to be exhausted to write in a manner that is original and will the thoughts stem from me as powerfully maybe 8 hours a day is what I need but I find that I would rather not be original and be silent minded instead and still minded puts it better when my brain does what my brain needs to be my brain I find that sleeping got it done. I find that you can extol a virtue and still be humble and if you took a word processor and evenly spaced out the words and it would be very ancient just a tablet that lets you scan over letters and the meaning is up to you to discern and now i write less because I have less stress. I encounter digressions of characters lessons I learn later troughs and compressions and I turn out the testament to the one and only we find that there is something you can do with a lesson you learned and there is a moment in time that is worth listening to and every day is more religion than the next and the religious seem straight forward and they do their shows and i do mine and i write like i have a spine and i collect mine and worry about yours and we take the element of surprise and add it to the periodic table and no one saw it coming and we were testing ourselves with drugs and the drugs gave us shrugs and we were cool with whatever happened and it was the people that never did the drugs that lived the everyone did drugs we were just who we were and you could excite me and let me understand that it would be over soon and i have to go get dinner now but it was cool to write you.

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I just ran into umbisi and he was telling me as the businessman umbisi that he needs a book revenue stream and he is going to do an ebook and i was like i did 37 of those and they on kdp.com and he said he was going to use that too and i was like cool and then i said i get paid like $5 a month and he was like you can do better and i was like you on your first book and i don’t do anything for that cash and he was like i was looking into starting a blog and was like you have to download software and i was like wordpress.com and he was like silent and then he asked to see my blog and was like oh this just some bullshit and i was like writing big in europe and russia too not something that took off in africa yet we do other things too like cars and televisions and buildings and electrical and then he went to read it and he was like this ain shit and he let me read it and he was like oh you know how to read and i was like yeah i spent like 30,000 hours reading and he was like that’s not even possible and i was like tell me one more time what’s possible african and he was like i’m homeless and can’t read and i was like i got hemmed up and have a university degree and he like all into business without a lick of reading in him and even he got to the point where he knew a book was good business but it was just bullshit to him so like i was like how about if you start a blog and i’ll work on mine and we can leave comments on each other’s blogs and then i got pissed and walked to mcdonalds and just left him in the dust i got no patience for people that can’t read if you in your 30’s and you doing business and you don’t read just don’t talk to me and i don’t care if this an after school special where two thirty year old men sit at a picnic table together and one got a book and the other learning to read it ain like that he just never put in his time and i did and i read spectacularly in real time and he reads letter by letter and i’m just like if this about reading good to know they need people to program.

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I was listening to cold play and i thought my playlist was quite popular i listened to a lot of popular music on this continent and in the continent before this one and I knew that digweed was the finest and that ministry of sound was the nicest and it’s hard to listen to the best music for long periods of time unless you are laying in bed and going to sleep where i listen to my BT and i like writing music and i just heard an 80’s drum sample in a cold play song and i’m disappointed and i notice 80’s night didn’t make it into the 20’s damn 80’s night didn’t last forty years and there never was a 90’s night and i know why because a 90’s night involves a lot of cigarettes and coffee and people talking about how we need to change some shit and then the naut’s the 00’s that was when we stunted on being here and then the teens is all beautiful music and melodies and reading and writing and trying to be perfect and i notice that we are getting there and yeah i want to run a night club where we stay open all night and last call is 2:00am and then we stay open til nigga we never close and it’s a 24/7 night club and there is no dress code but everyone that works there wears a suit or a dress and no nigga it’s not a homeless shelter and there is a two drink minimum and for fuck’s sake why do the homeless always congregate around the 24/7 places and fucker why didn’t you do something different and no i don’t know your story i’m homeless right now and my family would give me a roof if it was just me and the weather da fuck you mean you have a fucked up family? why nigga why is your family fucked up? why everyone in your family doing fine cept you and they won’t give you no roof? da fuck nigga da fuck up with homelessness all the people want to be wealthy but they come from fucked up families my family just exploring the system right now in Cincinnati just in case and like it ain bad but your family the family that ain mine you just made your first good decision and now you think you king shit and even then making that good decision you embedded a fucked up decision in it and you posturing yourself and comparing yourself to the masters of the universe and you just saw a toothpick for the first time you posturing yourself up against the people that built the empire and you just realized if you ain do shit you gonna act like you the shit and we sitting here knowing we did the all and even have robots on other planets and you did invent stunting but be mild mannered in a bar you go to you and discuss how you headed the team that sent a rover to mars and see if you don’t get pissed off real quick in the presence of i hear that cape canaveral bar hard to fuck with and bitches just line up for astronauts like women from around the world cater to astronauts in cape canaveral being like you want your dick sucked now and later? nauts call em now and laters because they be sucking yo dick now and later for installing that hubble space telescope and you think you king shit because you rhymed reason with treason and you developed a system for writing your shit and yeah a stadium did fill up for you but you did need to get your song on the radio and you needed a music video and you had to go to la first and then you had to have the approval of universal records and like 1500 people approved your application for a stadium show and when i did my stadium show i held up a sign and stood there outside riverfront stadium and was like i ain homeless i’m home and i want everyone to see my website so i’m meeting and greeting everyone at the convention center and i hear it’s called networking but i do need to meet like 500 people in a year’s time and i’ll just hang around the thing i want to fill up, no need to go to la or ny at all and yeah nick lachey didn’t think of this, because nick lachey sings, he has people that do his thinking for him, i don’t sing, i do the talking.

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Sitting here listening to DJ Shadow knowing god damned good and well i’m the next michael j fox from family ties that is repping family values in a gangster way like if michael j fox had been raised with tupac that episode where fox in the studio banging out that republican glory rap album and he staring at the internet like da fuck is that and his family employed and he like naw fuck that ima get my elon musk on an sell cologne in a mars shaped bottle and take it as far as that and let it go naw i do be needing that revenue stream from just all up in the republican values just like they ain never wrong these poor people fucked up not once but every day for decades and we have a public school system and a private school system and an adult education system and niggas still ain knowing how to read and fox’s mom call the psych ward on him because he too republican and then she testify against him and take him out to lunch later that day and fox on anti psychotics and he still family values and he psychotic about destroying the church because it don’t pay taxes and like family values like pissed off at roseane for fucking with his vibe and all up in family values like family ties the show that led to my family won and like fox looking at that j in his name like they trying to say something i was destined to come back and like da fuck they do to me they crucified me well fuck that all ya’ll got to die naw i ain going to the white house that ain proper ima go to the house of representatives in my state house and keep my story straight and yo this weed here the shit and like i wasn’t racist until that black dude raped me but i’m still family values just gangster family values and like mom made cookies last night and your mom smoked crack so i win and you do be avoiding that crack pipe but you do sell it and i buy it off you and i smoke it and my family excelsior and your family pimps and hoes and fuck me you mean i owe you $500 it was my computer you stole and like family ties when fox talking about going to london and the family like what about school and he like naw i want to club for a year and they like but design school and fox like i’ll go when i come back and i got shit to do too and then family values like adam got a full ride and emily graduated in florida and daniel a teacher i just write and like fox is me and like them family ties family values when dad a leading surgical assistant whatever the fuck that is hard to pigeon hole that in my brain but he teaching it at the university and apparently it’s a new field that is taught at a branch and  he graduated from a branch and went on to teach at a branch and yo boy ain homeless for three years because of you and then everyone said he had to go that day and like you ain throw his clothes out on the lawn and like family values and they pissed because they ain see you evict him cold hearted like and that joint you smoking makes it all go away and you know you the head of a family and she did what married an albino a red eyed clear skinned albino why i ain have a problem with him and like why these girls marrying all these fucked up dudes where the men in my girl’s lives and like ya’ll getting married why none of em men and like you met a girl in another city and you ain live out your days in cincinnati you just gonna leave me hanging and daniel you ain never gonna talk to me and emily you never call and like i’m going through hell da fuck they telling you about me?

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Nigga just asked me if i was selling my laptop and i was like nigga i don’t buy shit to sell shit get the fuck out of here leave me alone might have been being polite though not certain where he coming from sitting here listening to dj micro thinking i buy shit i need not a bunch of shit i don’t need so that i can sell shit no one needs to people that live in the free world nigga fucking up even looking at me that he knows my skin color pisses me off not giving a fuck if he the first race of people know he is and i know in mozambique they just had an albino fashion show shortly before they departed all their pre european people and i know what happened africans morphed into europeans and racism was instilled in africans to begin with like europeans and down syndrome children they just hated us and we migrated north and the weather changed our syndrome into a feature and africans hate our color skin they know they the first people and as the first people they did nothing at all and when they say the first will be last and the last will be first in the bible even 400 years ago they knew africans were the first but they would be the last to modernize and europeans were the last and they were the first to modernize and i take it further it interpret the first will be last and the last will be first in terms of religion and that israeli religion was the first and it will be the last to find peace and figure out what an internet is and the united states of america was the last nation on earth and we were the first to modernize and africans just in last place in everything ain a thing an african ever did that anyone ever gave a fuck about because no one gives a fuck about an african on this entire planet not even africans. took me 15 years to even get a grip on what jesus meant in the modern age when he said the first will be last and the last will be first and it was a riddle for years and i had to understand race and the differences and culture and at one point it was applied to daniel and myself and then i was like naw the bible ain talking about me and i was like the riddles that stick out in my head another reason to crucify someone, they talk in riddles.

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Cincinnati got this one thing, listening to Resurrection by Tupac, he the only nigga whigga citizen refugee whateva that i know of that made it into the united states and out of it and he only made it out as far as cuba which the usa got it’s eye on, and a manager i worked for at blockbuster that was a day the day she let me know she spent her manager money at blockbuster on a villa in france, but whatever, i’m still here, listening to pac’s wack ass flows which were most of them, no one ever talks about pac’s wack ass shit just the hits, and anyways if you want to make it in cincinnati the first thing you need to know is everything about new york city, and the second thing you need to know is that there is no stage to perform on, you can only make music videos and there this one robot they built downtown which is oz and no one is the man in cincinnati but everyone knows the man, and cincinnati the city where if a weed deal go wrong it’s not your fault it’s your dealer’s fault, and you gotta have cash in hand at a deal there is no frontin, and you want to work on your exchange in cincinnati the whole cash for the service and no one knows how to do it but it happens everyday, know a pg front when you come to cincinnati know the work of a former proctor and gamble employee that wanted to make it on their own so they spent their paycheck on a front, know that ge knows everything there is to know about electricity and they know what i know where you take a lightbulb and you circuit it into a series with 500 solar panels and your light bulb a 50,000 watt lightbulb and you spark it with the sun and then when the light bulb goes live it generates more electricity than it produces that night and no batteries are linked up to it it just provides electricity and the difficult part is the component of the circuit that sends the excess electricity out of the lightbulb and nikola tesla didn’t think of solar panels and elon musk did and he ain mention solar panels lately and i don’t know why he set with that, and the component that sends the electricity from the solar panels out into the next grid that like your house you have an air conditioning unit outside and you have a light bulb in a box and woe be he that opens the box with the lightbulb or instant blindness talking brighter than the sun here and we hoping luminelectric power is the next generation and then you can power your home on a at least during the day you have the sun powering a light bulb brighter than it powering solar panels and in this you find the genius in me.

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Listening to Clipse Grindin, Google Play! Shout out to Ma Dedudo! Yo I’m about to introduce you to CHESS! You gotta get yourself a scrabble board and get yourself 32 dice and you gotta get your stickers out and you gotta put a sticker on the one side of YO dice and yo man gotta put the sticker on the one side of HIS dice and now you got two sets starting off that you got all the control over on one side of the board you got control of the set every move and on the other side of the board he got control of the set every move and either of you can make a move on their side of the board but when they do you get 10 moves you can make and if you make a move on his side of the board he get 10 moves he can make on his side of the board and you make certain you making moves on your side of the table but you also gotta make certain not to fuck up and put yourself on a position SIKE you set your black pieces up 16 strong singles up on yo side the board and then yo man set his 16 pieces of opposite color his side the board and then you play to 100 moves and what you do is play DICE CHESS and previous set up CHESS this dice chess, CHESS a game where you keep building on the rules man lay out a rule you lay out the next rule but like YOU AIN READY FOR CHESS but like Dice Chess a game like this the pieces are set 16 centered on the scrabble board 8 across two up two down on a 10 board and like you got your centered 8’s on a ten board and you one up and one in from the sides of the board and your lead pieces three rows up from your south and you got that first move where you can either i put the most thought into this chess organic like you take your first move and you take your left north piece and you turn it to a 3 and then your man on the other side take his piece and he move his piece one forward and you two moves in now and the purpose of this game be to take as many pieces as you can by landing on the exact location of a piece and then you stack that piece up and the goal is to get the tallest stacked dice and i played this game before it was scrabble where you laid the tiles on top of tiles and it was scrabble with levels and then you aiming to get your tower the tallest and the owner of the tallest tower it a slow moving strategy game and my original design was to play to 100 moves and have the most pieces left and then i came up with in this math the tallest dice tower and it the same game but to the tallest tower and that’s an epic long game need special pieces for that unless your dice fall and if it fall when you stacking it up your man get your pieces that like 5 games right there with some dice and a chess board.

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Eminem had a joint and then he had four more and then it got to the point that every time he smoked good weed he did a joint and I think about metrics and you talk about sucking dick and we side kicks and you could consider the detroit city the motor city but i’m the rotor to this city it riots when I think of leaving and i get the smokes from the da fuck am i stunting for this ain a publicity stunt that i expect to get paid for this is my work and so that i don’t waste your time i’ll talk about more than rhymes and I get that rhyme is reason but reason is reason too and you counter with reason is a digital audio work station and i counter with reason is reason and i need a reason to do something and making a grip of monies is reason enough to get my fingers tough and i touch women and you could call me the women spinner the way i they don’t pay attention and don’t want to talk about business because women don’t do business and it’s an interest they don’t have and so I talk women talk with women and they talk fashion design and i talk dresses but really when you with a woman and you wonder if she ever did anything first and you get to the point where you design fashion and they talk about fashion design but the failed professors don’t know designing fashion is just that design fashion graphic design has to do with designing graphics like a graphic like this trying to increase the length of a women’s neck with rings or putting a wooden plate in her front lip no that’s what africans do with women and dip set makes em eat bloody tampons and they wonder why their women hate them and ours hate us because we are not them when you love to be punished for not being a man you’re a european woman and industrial design is when you design industries and digital design is when you design digits which is content for social media misfits and when you do urban design you are assisting with figuring out how it can be made possible to have a down town metropolitan city that does not have africans and isn’t that a thought a city without an african and they can think the same thought a city without a european and we spend seasons debating with satan whether jesus deserves to be in hell and there is architecture which is working with contractors to take your contract and you the man that as an architect takes his time and draws a picture on a napkin, a frame, yeah he want’s an a frame, he said he wanted something original, i know i heard him he said a frame, and NIGGA IS YOU THE ARCHITECT, he said a frame, i know i can build something different, look you fucking blue collars fucks i’m the architect and i said a frame i know but the client, said nigga did he come to my architecture firm i said a frame and don’t put a suicide driveway in the basement and no he doesn’t need a basement we have to level this entire city and build a frames SHUT THE FUCK UP! YOU TWITS currently there are not enough fire exits and currently there is a need for a fire department you want to be creative it’s made of stone …

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Common talking about rolling a rolls I talk about the difference between chicago and ohio and i might not know bout the flow but i know bout the O and quite frankly I know it a stove that change the way we go you could say you glow but we on da corner and we knowing our clothes are covered in folds and o like yo you want to be down with we like we speak right we roam the streets until we eat right and then it deep nights filled with conversations between knights we bleed light and expect anyone in our midst to see write and we glow with a fight in our past that is hard to recite and no you can’t go to the show and if you do you will have further to go so you sit and take a second and admit that there was a time before this time and you serving it you could earn this but you a fertile herbalist and you knowing what up underneath her skirt is and it used to be all there was earth and the smirk on your face is hard to ignore you think like a whore and your war is hard to share with a clitoris this the christ you get the jist you fucking missed this and it’s time to go and on the count of three there used to be just finding the studio and then the best buy was to get the gear and no one used it and consumers do just that and as a matter of fact using equipment you bought at best buy is all that’s wack and you ain build your shit and you could get your connect get a british computer and see if it work you talk french but you think british and you could connect with the whispers of the wind and this rhetoric for those that don’t know but the differences are so thin and you write like you taking on the wind

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Listening to sarah mclachlan I was sitting on the porch eating some pizza my father brought the homeless shelter; 2 bearcat adriatico’s pizzas that changed my understanding of social work and noted that the worst conditions are only a best pizza in the city away and some coca cola and root beer away from being homes and my father was sitting there talking to a woman that was schizophrenic and she was in her world talking to no one and i had to tell him to leave her alone she is busy and then i walked to the counter and let them know i needed my things and i told my father i was going to mcdonalds and i didn’t thank him for the pizza and kept it cold like it was just 30 minutes prior and didn’t even act like the pizza mattered because i still had six months of this to go through and he lived in a house and i called the fire department on a leak and then i felt compelled compelled even and was left with after thoughts of instead of going downtown and handling it for a week i could have slept outside my apartment but i didn’t do that i focused on an 8 hour walk and made it happen and just got downtown and now i’m in this homeless shelter after my world fell apart but my parents bought pizza and i told him i have to go work on my website and he just acted like it was another meeting and i was like he didn’t seem like he saw what i saw so i was like i gotta go and it’s not like he’s an astranged father i never saw before and i pulled that on him we eating indian food in a day or so together where i’ll explain to him why that happened but for right now i wanted to write about michael jordan and mugsy bogues and how everyone is fantasizing about being michael jordan but mugsy bogues also made it into the professional basketball association and when michael jordan is dunking on you it’s like an honor but when a 5 foot tall nigga jumps up and dunks on you it’s a fucking miracle when a five footer jumped from the circle and lays one down on you when a man 5 foot gets his 2 foot tall arm up above a ten foot rim you wonder da fuck the shortest man make it into the nba during it when it was the most heated and there was the most personality and ahmad rashad decided it was the hoops championships that decided the fate of the world and if you think about it michael jordan like 66 and he dunked and bogues like 50 and i think bogues had the better legs and i know how jordan trained but i have no idea how a superior athlete trained and that athletes name is bogues and if i can get away with deciding the fate of humanity oh wait i already did.

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Listening to the din of mcdonalds I even thought of the programmers, in my mind a programmer is a weak man that has issues with women that his father didn’t have in the 1980’s programming but today with the internet their ego is broken by rappers that stunt on their shiny new wrist watch, i imagine a world where today’s programmers give rise to tomorrow’s rock star programmers and to help them with my insight into creativity and knowledge i present to the programmer the programmer specific dating app with ok cupid, friendster, myspace, facebook, tindr, craigslist, can’t forget the whores on craigslist, and the whores on backpage, start your own dating site for YOU be the programmer that wins a woman’s heart by casting a wide net and collecting data on 500 women and then culling it down to the woman you have the best match with, take your php skills and create a custom dating site for YOU that then doubles as a keepsake that you collect your memories with your girlfriend girlfriends whatever just get her pregnant not giving a fuck if it’s fuck.com or whatever pass it around share fuck.com and ideally fuck make work worth it when you oh she won’t give a fuck but you could at least show her your regular income check take her out to the jewelry shop and be like bitch here’s a ring, then next day be like come on we going ring shopping, come on time to go for a necklace, fine i’ll do it myself every payday come home with a piece of jewelry on the condition she wear that shit, get in on a personal first name basis with jacob just keep being like give me the $150 dollar ring and collect em and bracelets and take 5% of your income and budget it towards jewelry and then figure out what else do you have to on top of the food electric mortgage student loan budgets budget money towards to make her happy i know you want to know that that make it rain budget where you just strip her naked get her to pop her ass cheeks up and down and you slide quarters between her ass cheeks looking and then i’m city and then you got the whole spraying her down with whipped cream and washing that off with maple syrup and throwing her in the shower to wash it off and then you douse her with mineral oil and slide your dick in between those ass cheeks smartly washing your dick off after she shit on it slightly and then you got them greeting cards you get her and the flowers and talk to your boss why do you need a raise because your bitch decided she wants 7 diamond rings a week and not ruby’s tell him that and he’ll understand, yes you get a raise, because your bitch as greedy as scrooges bitch.

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Listening to Everyday Life the Everyday Life with Ted Cookerly their first album I just want to give big ups to Jesus for that black ops operation he led in year 0 that was the perfect set up to the man that looked like the painting that looked like some man that they said was him I look like the last man that was the return of christ and this christian music rocks harder than anything secular ever came up with like secular artists on the mic care about what the audience thinks and has hang up and cares about coffee shops and malls and thinks about the viability of their message but christian rock just cares about god and rocking and that’s about it like in the history of music it was christian music is bad but it rocks harder than anything the elite boogy cliqey Univeral records compendium would ever care about and habitually it is the christian that is deeper in their passion in their art that some city kid raised on television i mean you get involved in enough mind altering worship services and what you do on a mic becomes something you give little fuck about and quite frankly i need to start going to church to explain to them what i went through in the psych ward and i need to give my testimony so that i can give my revenge like find a church like crossroads when my hair grown all jesus like 2 years from now and be like alright here’s my testimony come on let’s go pray outside their offices and accost some wanna be scientists come on church CHURCH i just gave my testimony LET’s RIDE ON SOME BITCHES i look like jesus so i know you wit me and i grew my hair out long so the photo ops would be perfect and then if you think about it who are the freaks church kids all the city kids want to know what it is to be cool and it’s not doing drugs it’s the kids that were raised in church that end up being cool like katy perry she was raised in church and britney spears was raised in disney and like katy perry a freak and britney spears a dancing dancer dance a thon and like i mean if you were raised around a large diverse group of people of multiple ages and from multiple families if you had kids your own age to play with every day for thousands of years by the time you an adult you going to be cool like in my world when i find the right chick it’s like alright come on time to take the newborn to church and we make certain as an infant it’s first memories are of church like I I I I I I EYE I I I I I I I I  don’t need to go to church my kid does, so when you see me in church with my wife girlfriend lover significant other roommate whatever that thing when you see me with her and we have a little bundle of joy with us and we at church it ain for US it for the kid, that’s our this thing going to be awesome machine and yeah i do think church is for kids and i mean if you want to be around youth church is cool too but like i ain stepping foot into a church without and infant but when i do it’s for 18 years.  For about 4 years it’s been about judas in my world but when i think of jesus as being in the black ops as a CHRIST in the black ops now i’m like FUCK JUDAS it’s about jesus see when i think of Judas as being with the CIA and jesus is a cult leader i’m like hell yeah fuck jesus turn his ass in not giving a fuck if he crucified that what he get BUT if i think of jesus as in the black ops now i’m like FUCK judas blew his cover so FUCK JUDAS ISCARIAT FUCK JUDAS jesus was in the black ops that’s the shit that had to go down so that our sins would be forgiven and jesus had to say some cold shit on the cross to make us cool with it so like jesus said i died for your sins and like that cold blooded only black ops could be down with something so cold like dying for sins like jesus a black ops martyr and that a different jesus than cult leader jesus that the cia had to invetigate black ops jesus the jesus i’m down wit.  I do have incomplete knowledge of the bible but i do bible studies in my head with the fragments of the bible that are left wondering when i’m going to stop giving a shit about a FUCKING BOOK! it’s like give your kid a book club every sunday for 18 years and 20 years later he still trying to figure out what you did to him.  I think what it is about me is that i went hardcore in church and i went hardcore in school and those are the two places most people ignore i went hardcore in the two places most people shit on the most and i read an entire history book and i read an entire bible slowly in my formative years so i have history and religion in me and history like looking at the world like a game of risk yeah you google and facebook today or you britney spears and katy perry today and you got like 50 stacks on your territory but some attacking country has like 150 and they rolling dice and ya’ll slowly getting destroyed but you had a good run and like history and the game of risk have a lot to do with each other like in the game of risk you can factually know that against all odds a single piece will take out 14 pieces and not be moved on dice rolls if you hit a lucky strike and like history to me a game of risk and like i played enough risk to know yeah there what should go well and there what really happesns and then like religion a book to me that like the gangster’s handbook like the number one thing jesus did that i ain never going to do is start a company like it got to the point with the bible that i learned what not to do like the entire thing a book about what you should not do and thinking for yourself big and like between a risk game and list of things not to do like the one i focus on lately of NOT LEAVING A CITY because they come back and love you for your journey and then you end up getting killed somehow for their hatred of your exploration and like i take the bible and the history book like a lesson in risk and how to survive. i do know that and the reason you ain supposed to start a fat company at 28 is because all those other 28 year old men you bringing together could be under the guidance of other 50 year old men. make sense.

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I’m listening to Bobby Shmurda right now hot nigga , while he in rikers, facing his charges, much love bobby shmurda, the media still loves you, boooooooobby shmurda, see you when you get out, so anyways, africans in the united states of america do be customizing themselves, i never saw a woman give less of a fuck about her hair than an african woman and the other woman is the european woman, i don’t really have opinions on asians or latins or indians but i do know indians are into sauce and i don’t know where indians kick it, looks like the grocery store the one they own, yeah there a lil immigration set up in cincinnati helping indians come to University of cincinnati and go to engineering school so that i have classes to drop when i see them teaching, da fuck you have me in a classroom with someone that learned english yesterday in cincinnati, dropping that class, and dropping the class where they teach you how to understand an indian, anyways, hate those classes, i never took an african american studies class but i did study african americans and there are no latins or asians to study so i have cultural references contrasting europeans and africans in the united states and i still don’t know what it’s like to be an african like i don’t know what it’s like to be my mom and look me up and down much less an african and i assume when an african stares me down they thinking of airplanes and astronauts and interstate highways and they embodying me with paintings and art and they thinking of that african art exhibit with the stick broom in it next to the thousands of european paintings and they thinking of ritchie’s chicken down the street that hasn’t franchised yet next to mcdonalds that has a stack of cars around the corner and they looking at all that when they see me and they thinking how do i get this cash and i’m like i just got 6 sponsorships for my blog and they like can you do that for me and i’m like i can only get sponsors for me and they like who your sponsors and i’m like visit my website and you’ll see and they like my smart phone got a cracked screen and don’t work want to buy it and i’m like my dad works at a hospital and he like my dad a pimp and i’m like i write and he like i sell weed and i’m like here’s $25,000 for a truck of weed and he like cool and he like you decided to sell and i’m like naw i want to be in pain and high every day for 2 years and he like that’s about $25,000 worth of weed and i’m like i know i’m a libra i am the scales and he like oh snap this shit in a briefcase and he like i gotta make a call come on you get plants too, and i’m like straight, and he like this where we grow that shit, and i’m like cool, and he like this your plant you get all the proceeds from the buds from this plant and i’m like cool i’m sponsored, and he like i know, and i’m like this nice, and he like yeah, and i’m like did you know you can put a lightbulb in a box and get electricity and he like do it get hot, and i’m like naw it insulated and he like do it be a light that power lights, and i’m like that’s the one and he like we need one, and i’m like i’ll call amazon and he like we gonna spend it on the same thing, and i’m like but you don’t have any more room for plants, and he like, don’t ask questions, and i’m like where the weed and he like take the money out, and i’m like cool, and he like it ain rubber banded together go get some rubber bands, and i’m like okay so i walk to the store and buy $5 worth of rubber bands and he like rubber band that up so that it $1000 a rubber band. I want to see 25 stacks, and i’m like cool so i start counting and he like that took you four hours, i’m like yeah, he like it should have already been done, and i’m like but the weed though, and he like alright we’ll fill your briefcase up with weed, and i’m like cool, and he like we keeping the briefcase though, and i’m like but the weed, and he like here’s a bag of it, and i’m like, this hard to explain on the bus, he like explain that shit, so i go, lemme see your phone, and he like no, and i’m like, okay cool, so i pray and then i realize that ima just let him hold it, ima like i’ll be back tomorrow i need to get some equipment, and he like, we closed tomorrow and i’m like now you’re open, and he like, okay we open, and i’m like i need to get another briefcase so hold it, he like cool, he like, you down with weed where the money is, and i’m like makes sense, and he like do it make sense if they $500’s and i’m like african it barely makes sense as singles, and he like this ain going well, and i’m like do it have to do with the part where you ain giving me my weed and i just gave you $25,000 and we standing in the same room, and he like yeah, and i’m like, the weed tho, and he like here a dime bag and i’m like, cool let’s smoke, and he like, i need you to leave, and i’m like, okay. business with an african.

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I’m listening to rihanna sing about diamonds in the sky and i decided to write this on reddit in a thread about kurt vonnegut’s writing advice, i leave advice like this for people, and just bounce on a nigga … i do be doing that … because i mean reddit has that that thing where at my karma level i can only post every 9 minutes and i want to leave comments for all the comments and explode that thing but utopia locked off for right now but kurt vonneguts writing advice is kurt vonneguts and this is nicholas lawson’s writing advice ….  Setting He said She said Setting He said She said Setting Then this happened Then this happened because that happened He said She said Then this happened He said She said Then this happened Now this the setting She said He said Then someone tried to take his girl literally take her This how she saved his life He said She said Now they here rinse and repeat Then they drank some coffee and stared into each other’s eyes

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I’m listening to Rhianna’s Needed Me and I know something about myself and I know i am NOT smart. I’m not. I have a list of drugs I did 25 posts back and I was in a DUI and I hit a dog and watched it scrape out from underneath my car and run away while the car was moving and I didn’t file a lawsuit against the state of ohio when i was 24 for having the audacity to educate me and then question how I experience my education and i’m stupid, but I’m educated which means I went to school for a long as shit amount of time and I have a menu of behavior options at any given moment which makes homelessness a breeze so long as no one is threatening to harm me and I have some food to eat and some water and having a laptop and wifi makes it easier and as far as I can figure it out is to write and then write and then write and i can’t think of anything wrong with writing so I write and as far as I can tell writing is the only protected form of speech not radio or film or photography so I legally see value in writing I can be as NIGGER HORRIFIC DIE FUCK WIT in the doses I need to be in in writing and the judge will approve my sentence because this a protected form of historically protected form of personal expression and the legal cases on film radio and photography have not come in yet but since the 17th century writing has been protected and exhonerated in court and so i write and my education serves me well because I know I can contact bugatti and be like give me a bugatti and they like why and i’m like so i can write about what it’s like to have a bugatti and then i get to do writing+bugatti stories or writing+X and ideally writing +X+X+X+X+X+X+X+X+X+X++ writing but not there yet and quite frankly which is a phrase I have nastered into use quite frankly I think writing is fun and I love how much I have to write about but am I smart NO i didn’t develop a new field of knowledge my inputs were not exotic enough i never took apart a television at 12 and put it back together the next day and noticed it still worked and had a normal child hood MORE NORMAL than you fucking hood rats that did city shit at 12 and i was playing basketball i was raised on the streets in the suburban world so my morals are more mathematically inclined to well even some of them ended up fucked up but like my math is better than your’s that’s why i keep doing this because this is math to me and most of your math is F quality math and i mean, fuck, surprising how little people give a fuck about what they spend most of their time doing and then it carries over into them not caring about life and you suck you thinking you have no choices from bad homes this another rant on me explaining to an idiot why he an idiot because he doesn’t care and i’m not smart i’m educated i stand in a field and my first thought is to okay start digging into this thing and building a shelter and you just stand there and get rained on and struck by lightning and my math is superior math and you idiots look at me like where the cash though and i’m like i have a trillion dollar work station and i treat it like that and they like but where the cash and i’m like that’s a trillion million dollars i am working towards and they like but where the cash and i’m like i haven’t emailed the partner yet and i thought i wanted sponsors but i really want partners and that just happened and but where the cash though i have a house yeah but the cash we spend that on business it’s tied up but i know though see i get a paycheck i know though i had dinner with your boss yesterday i know though but did he give you cash he gave me cash last friday and next friday i get more cash so where your cash i have a house but cash and i’m like he’s going to give you a raise because we had this conversation and she like but that’s not your cash and i’m like i ate tilapia fish for dinner yesterday and do you see any of this and they like i see you don’t have cash and i’m like i have a wordpress site and they like writing is for bitches i make sandwiches motherfucker and i’m like i use wifi and they like but the cash you stupid son of a bitch how do you make your cash and i’m like here’s the thing tho your boss smoked a blunt with me and he runs that restaurant you work for and we’re facebook friends and they like but he ain giving you no cash tho and i’m like that’s going to the corporate headquarters to pay for feed for livestock and they like AND YOU AIN GETTING ANY and i’m like i have 150 people a day that read my blog and they like YOU AIN GOT NO CASH THO and i’m like well i gotta go not too smart here, just, i have a university degree in case you wonder well LA DI DA FUCK YOU! i get that I have to go to another meeting i was thinking he would be in here today but you here anyways here’s my debit card I need a big mac a big mac and a fry and a coke and they like it cleared and i’m like YEPPERS i do this about once a month and i’m like hurry up on them fries, actually go ahead and make some new fries and throw on a fresh patty and change the syrup before you make my coke and you know what fuck that i’ll go ahead and do that myself let me call JAKE and be like, jake i was at walnut hills and i was like and he like okay and i’m like here talk to the manager and she like okay and then i just go ahead and do all that for them and it takes like 5 minutes and then i go ahead and make my own big mac and cite them for a cleanliness violation and dyou say something about cash? i have a fat ass the horizon list of behavior options and you got a list that’s as wide and as varied as you assume you have and i just know what freedom is and even if i had gotten that job at proctor and gamble like i applied to twice ida done the josh sneed and merked out and gotten myself a store front and been on my own anyways selling my own print on demand books so i’ll just blog oh and you that said something about cash, get a life, i got like 17 of those at any given moment and you don’t even have one, so when it comes to having a life, i’d recommend it.

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Post Malone is in the earholes right now, so alright, MALONE, I posted malone and then I posted up on post malone and layed up a swag up and I swagged so hard as an author I just had to swag and I swagged like dang a rang swag swagged like i own a restaurant swaggin swaggin like i just got a black and mild for free from the cashier because i ain have no change swaggin swaggin like i just got my library fines paid lookin because i had some extra cash swaggin because I just did my 51st post looking posted malone swaggin because i made it swaggin like they just put me on the air for the 3rd time in a week on 700 wlw swaggin swaggin like i just left my 143rd voice mail message for the television station and they shut off the telephone lines because of me swaggin like fox19 just said they’d call the cops on me and i was like call the cops knowing i ain break the law just because i called 78 times in three days lookin swag swaggin like i just got my university degree and you in your freshman year swaggin swaggin because i’m free and they locked me up 25 times for mental illness and i get a free paycheck tongue hanging out swaggin i ain got no boss swaggin swaggin like i just got a playa pinch on my dime bag like he reached back into the bag and got me some extra weed swaggin swaggin like the corner drug dealer just gave me his small bottle of sippin liquor and i drank the whole thing swaggin swaggin like i just went out on a date with a 20 year old girl lookin and she wants to be a fashion designer and i just told her she is the fashion and she laughed swaggin swaggin because i just saw a color fact that invented the phrase color facts and swaggin like i saw the painting that inspired color facts swaggin on the fact that even though i was scared jt had a gun he ain have one swaggin swaggin on ya’ll.

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Listening to the Chemical Brothers and I was wondering where the ghetto was. I thought to myself I know the ghetto isn’t on a university campus and i know it’s not hyde park and the rest of it i don’t know is it or isn’t it ghetto. I wonder if the ghetto is black people or old people. Is the ghetto gas stations or local restaurants. Is the ghetto just on the side of downtown. I know it’s not fountain square. Is the ghetto the cracked sidewalk. Is the ghetto the recording studio with no one in it but it still has the nicest mic. Is that the ghetto the studio with the nicest mic that no one is using? that seems ghetto to me. Is the ghetto the part of town with the oldest buildings. Wait I know where the ghetto is it’s where the people older and younger than 25 live. THAT’s THE GHETTO! IT’s where the people that aren’t in their 20’s are. I KNOW THAT THAT’s THE GHETTO! The ghetto is clearly the elderly home. I think it’s the people in their twenties that decide what the ghetto is and everyone listens as they are given what they need to do business. I think there are ghetto businesses like check cashing places. I think the hardware that runs the internet isn’t ghetto but the software mostly is. I think the ghetto is unactivated people. I think the ghetto is a place where people talk about what they wanted to do in their 60’s thirty years after the fact that they decided they weren’t going to do something. I think the ghetto is in the bedroom of a 50 year old man thinking about all the snatch he could have hit in his 30’s if he had really tried. I think the ghetto is reading a teleprompter and not being allowed to say anything. I think that the ghetto is inheriting wealth from a man that did something and then living off the interest and acting like you someone when you know someone that was someone. I think that wearing carson palmer’s jersey is ghetto unless you carson palmer. I think taking your student loans and spending them to the point where you have loans you owe is ghetto. I think that not reading because it’s for nerds is ghetto. I think not doing something because someone said it wasn’t cool is ghetto. I think that the ghetto is an old man that is missing three teeth and the city isn’t paying for his dental work. I think a city that can’t afford to look itself in the mouth and smile is ghetto. I think if a city wants to not be ghetto it needs to afford some dental work and install those metal implants in the root and give that porcelain tooth to everyone that needs it so that we don’t have to look at gaps in teeth. I think that a ghetto is a place where people plot on how to rob a bank. I think the ghetto violent and where the violence is the ghetto is.

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I am listening to Mozart right now one his symphonies and it’s just music it’s music the way I can write to music and i love I still haven’t listened to a symphony and I’m listening to it right now. I just I write here at WordPress and I want to keep writing but i am thinking I use the word nigga and nigger in a world where i also use the word whigga and I just think of the notes of the writing and I am certain this is protected speech but I wonder if WordPress protects speech and considers this vulgar and I write the poems that I want to read and in my down and out situation I write down and out writing on my chromebook that maybe they want me to use and apple and I just pulled a list of the books I have to read to learn computer science and I know I should just code. I know I should just code. Just self taught throw out the 500 hours of reading and just code and just try not to get involved in something big in coding. I know that project euler is something that I want to study code for to program the answers to the problems and i do want to solve all of project euler’s problems it’s just that the amount of damage my brain experiences solving a project euler problem the three that i have the first three is ungodly and i need that experience to get to my next level of intelligence I need it to be a thing I do and i did use programming to assist and it was a novel tool to use but I think in my head programming is this big thing that when you get the application finished and you see a glow like you completed your work and i in writing this am thinking it’s just like writing a book there is no glow when you finish a book you just can’t stand to look at it anymore but i would think publishing a multi billion dollar several hundred employee work of programming would be treated with more seriousness than a book written by a man working to understand writing and publishes only because it’s possible to publish i just there are not billions of dollars and venture capital invested in my writing so i feel free to explore my writing studies at will and there is no national campaign to utilize my writing for public good with such pressure i would write differently and drafts and committees would be involved but it’s just me and i just thought to myself i should download the python ide and i don’t know what ide stands for independent development environment i think and i recently thought to myself if i had a programming instinct i would code a tablet word processing program that published writing to granite it would be a piece of software that took into account a flat bedrock piece of stone and then the computer would be a program that gave you that real tight sharp typography of latin inscription and i would print out to stone and places the stone tablets in a cave so as not to be disrupted by future generations i think i think i think i need to at least code small codes and if i just stuck to math and worked my way out into the language and coded small things at first and then coded bigger things with loops and the such i did 101 computer science incompletely several couple times and if i just coded slightly i think it would be good of me and i have spent 10 years studying how to approach computer science as a solitary observer of the end result of thousands of years of coding and knowing what i know is a complete and finished product i think if i coded i could compete i just need to take the ten years to code to get it done and i just see flaws and i see flaws in my face and i have weight to lose to get that chiseled look and i recently decided when i get my apartment back it’s going to be a fish diet and mostly fish and then fruits and vegetables the usual but eating hospital food causes me to gain weight and they corrupt my food patterns with their meds and i’m not beautiful enough for you.

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I remembered fur elise and i plugged it into google play and now i am listening to fur elise and i have nothing to say the computer provided me with fur elise that beginning is enchanting and if i was going to write about music i would write about the symphonies they have stories in them like i played the piano for an hour the other day and my melodies were more jazz than symphonic but i do wonder if i had a decent piano if i could something happened in the song it just got serious and if i had a decent piano i could whisk it all away and find places to play piano after 4 years of study and getting my fingering right and i could play the piano shortly before entering the hospital i was looking into getting a baby grand installed in my apartment on a down payment system and the keys are broken on the social work piano but i know if i had a piano i would wash myself in melodies and cleanse myself of my putrid thoughts and if i could forget the world and just live in the music i would do so but i have to live in this world this world that is basically men trying to be the man that the woman loves more than the man she loves and he wonders why she doesn’t love him and why she loves him and it’s mostly that in the world up into death and women are looking for a good man and they seem to have children with the criminals because it’s known they fuck and then they want a man like me to raise their kid because of my education so that that child has the heart and the brain and i’m like yeah but it doesn’t have a father and i have thought of if anyone i would helping raise britney spears children i have thought of it but children are ideally my own and i worry that the woman will have children with another man and then fuck me after she fucks another man like i trust any of you and to see a woman walking down the street shoulder to shoulder with a man and i didn’t used to be like this but i didn’t used to live in the real world i lived in school muffucka’s and it was perfect it’s only when you step out in the world of the people that don’t give a shit about you don’t even know what perfect is unless you on a university campus it’s what i get i get to know what perfect is and to the extent that it’s like a university campus is to the extent you pass nigga this world bent to fuck and it’s because you didn’t give a shit about something perfect.

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I take lessons from men that got us through more than this this is the hardest shit i ever had to deal with a lesson i had to deal with a lesson with this and i copped so hard the hardest shit and then i all softened up and we got together and cincinnati was in line with a war cry from the coasts that did fly and you could be that guy with duct tape taking out what’s not mine i carry a guy wire that is the manliest string and i was a deep seated husker in a world that was looking for mustard and i was disgusted with my internal emotion i was floating through the columbine kids wayfare you know this was harvard and we were at school and i was making it through the golden and the silver and the bronze rules and you were manipulating the mantra as i did my work and then moved on through you had something to do and we were more than a crew were interracial marinating on something to glue us together and chain us to our life and we are more than a minstrual with a motorbike we are looking for something to write

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Every single day I take to the stage I go to bed and night and smoke on some sage Resurrect in the morning and say My prayers before I start writing the page  Every day is like the holy quran But I still worship the sun Get my bible on and no I don’t run Walking puts me on the beat of the drum  I could entertain as a matter of fact The only thing you pay attention to Is whether I am the white or the black I’m standing here and you wonder if jesus came back  Your brain tissue is the issue in this section of the universe When technology ran into the perverse She had a purse that was filled with what she needed to nurse I had a curse and it followed me to the hearse  Every day I get a day’s worth of thoughts I stand in a circle and resonate with blood clots Random encounters with song writing circles I was taught the enemy is within but that was then  Crafting a message that sends letters to osirus Son of horus pray for us and  listen to the chorus Of the whores that need time to explore us And then we gravitate towards those that ignore us  Delivering sentience in sentences I develop destinies in ceremonies Having laid down necessities I find rhymes you would never see

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I can sing I have to train my voice I stay silent when I can hear my joy Listen to myself when I am quite alone I take up notion with my perfect tones To sing is to perfect a throaty muscle I just never take the time to do a throaty hustle But I know that woman I met last week She looking to flex her throaty muscle I’m wondering if we should meet at 10 And go to the park and tussle In abstract space a woman takes to my side In the world of equations there is nothing I can hide When we in that indian summer That we decided would be in a small town She takes to my side and I resurrect her smile that is now a frown  You doooooooooon’t really know You don’t You don’t You doooooooooooooon’t really know I spell it out one letter a day And you don’t you don’t you dooooooooooon’t really know We are here for this and it’s just me And you don’t you don’t You don’t know what I see  So I came tonight to resurrect the fight The lazy eyes and the swollen thighs We eat too much bread and we don’t spend enough bread The people that you are looking for are now all dead So it’s just me you can finally see That the reason your profits are not coming Is because you uttered the blasphemy Your math doesn’t add up You built a ceremony inside a ceremony And I studied your kind and I never unwind Just because I go to sleep doesn’t mean I’m a sheep If I could take the right pills I would get the right thrills I would write 24/7 and resurrect heaven It’s all about work and the more you do the more you knew And i know so much and you get on a mic spit I get on a mic and admit That this is not the future no this is not the future  and  You doooooooooon’t really know You don’t You don’t You doooooooooooooon’t really know I spell it out one letter a day And you don’t you don’t you dooooooooooon’t really know We are here for this and it’s just me And you don’t you don’t You don’t know what I see  I champion the people that are champions I give trophies to the few I understand you want us all to feel good I just feel good knowing I am not you  I see a system that failed I see the people that we should nail I see a future that’s troubling I see a mainstream destroyed I see a world that’s annoyed with people that find joy inside of the mind I see you fucking up rhymes I see something simple this time I see you have no degree you found the studio g I see you making yourself a tool of trade and it’s funny to me I see a man in a booth with technology that’s the truth I see a man telling lies pumping up his people I see a room that’s been built to sample sounds and the guilt I see a day that I saw the might gave technology to the fraud I see a man that stunts for no reason a people that feed off of pr seasons I see a a people purporting to be what they are on tv I see the lowest class on the planet acting like they have culture but I see a reason to write this because i see through your fucked up show

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Sitting here listening to kesha’s song praying, there is no welfare system that gives people wealth, wealth is not something you give, wealth is something you have, you can’t give wealth, i’m sitting here on a $100 netbook at a mcdonald’s with $0 in my bank account doing better than the career bank manager up the street because I write, nitwits, that have nothing to say with the state of the art in their hands shit that was locked up in area 51 in 1980 and now it’s at best buy looking, the poor are doing fine, i’m the only one at the kemper house that even has a problem with the food they serve there, can’t get my tilapia fish on my george foreman grill with my asparagas that’s what i eat and they keep feeding me bullshit food these overweight stupid you can tell how intelligent someone is by how they look and i’m falsely advertised as ugly with these fat pockets in my face because of the food i am being fed I lost weight down to 210 and then they said i had to start eating i was forced to eat at summit behavioral and it’s a weight gain diet they served me and now i’m back at 220 and i’m like you son of a bitches what part of thin don’t you understand i want to be sexually attractive and they want to know why and i’m like you blatant asshats that’s why they have me as mentally ill because i was attractive to women and then they fucked it up and i’m stunting every day on these people and quite frankly i just know you can’t teach wealth and there are members of my family that claim to be poor fine be poor you simple bitch like my sister a career pg worker and she been to beijing 3 times and she talking about being poor you numbers staring at whores that fucking thing wealth has shit to do with a bank the thing that takes in money and pays itself with it and gives you your money back from the next payday’s income stream to the bank you number staring nigga i do not look at numbers at the grocery store i just know my budget blow it and eat good that week and then my mom’s buys my groceries once a month and she staring at numbers too and i do be wondering what would happen if i asked a cms if i could explain my birthdate as X I MCMLXXX just to fuck over the arabs who have us on our number system and yes I do want to use roman numerals on a regular basis but fuck an arab for even insinuating we need anything from them and because of 911 a date that is an emergency date like 911 and it was an art project and it’s fascinating what people that do nothing have to do they take requests for what they want to see and it’s typically violence and you fucks with no appreciation for human life and i at least value quality human life and it’s always a drug abuser that i think is cool and so drugs are cool and drugs used to be for losers now drugs are for winners too and i didn’t know that and you can’t teach wealth the social workers that are looking to instill a sense of appreciation for life you can’t teach that that comes from noticing a tree when you are six years old for the first time and yeah i was six years old taking naps at recess and playing girls and everyone else was fucking around playing some shit with a ball in first grade, i been done since 1st grade and the girls loved me then, not much has changed, i just keep taking score on what else i hate about you and none of you ever worked, you thought fixing sandwiches is work you think janitorial is work for fucks sake you even think playing a sport with a ball is work you fuckers think because someone gives you cash for something that thing you did for the cash is work, you fucks, what are you supposed to do, that’s work, it’s not what you are getting paid for.

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Listening to Led Zeppelin’s Immigrant Song, and I’m sitting next to a boy that doesn’t even realize I disparaged his entire genome and then I explained it to him this adult kid with his afro parted down the middle flowing down the sides of his face looking cartoon character and he was like what you doing and I was like disparaging africans and he was like cool and i was like da fuck? Disparaging a people is only worth doing if they recognize the disparage he’s on his laptop on WeTube or African YouTube or something he should be on black planet but he doesn’t even realize in my last 8 posts i leveled the african experience through boolean articulations not even talking about them just intoning and he’s like cool; I’m sitting here listening to led zeppelin the apex of the race war and he’s like can I see your website and i’m like yeah and he’s like it looks nice and i’m like the content levels your people to the point of mud fuckers and he’s like but did you hear the latest MF DOOM and i’m like MF DOOM doesn’t know how to make a microphone my people do and he’s like yeah but MF DOOM wears a mask he created and I’m like quit following my people and he’s like who else would we follow and i’m like resurrect and be your own people and he like coca cola is nice and i’m like i’m here on my blog in my obscure part of the universe leveling an entire race of people and i’m in the library sitting next to afroflow and i ain never seen a hair cut like it his afro just parts down the middle and it looks like a lower case m on his head or something and he’s always like what’s up and i’m always like we the superior people and he do always be fuck right now he is learning french on youtube and i’m like da fuck these people going to get the picture i and my family run this shit and they need to understand they ain never do shit and right now he watching fraggle rock on youtube i think and some dice are rolling on his computer and i’m like i know i’m right i know i’m from the superior people but mcdonalds does not turn away africans from eating big mac’s and who the fuck gave these people cash?

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Sitting here listening to Phil Collins, and I write like just the other day makala at twenty was like da fuck writing important for? and i was sort of shocked and she was like it’s a desk job i earn my living standing on my feat and I was like, I’m in the process of getting a chiffon that I place my desktop computer on so that i stand when I type so that I don’t have to sit and she was like that’s not even possible and that’s not what i meant and i was like no you’re not wrong i think about the fact that i sit a lot and i need a chiffon to stand up and type with and i did significant writing standing up at kemper house and i like the chiffon desk and i took measurements and got it at 30 small units tall and i was going to make on at the wood shop and it was just going to be a custom build for me thereby stating my fact that mass manufacturing is less important than custom build something for your self like bill gates should have a desktop computer not me and it should be to be fair a thing where engineers and it’s mass manufacturing that fucked this up bill gates is not a god because i have a computer just like his and zuck and brin and page and tom anderson and they should all build their own systems for themselves and i’m not doing mass manufacturing because in my head i know that i have something everyone needs but then invariably someone that doesn’t need it the way i thought of gets it and then they fuck around and destroy shit with it, it’s the outliers that i might be an outlier to silicon valley or some arpanet muffucka might hate what i do with his internet and i just write and they may be like yes we want writing just not writing like yours and i’m like you’re european i’m european da fuck is the problem i’m not even in your city and then i’m sitting here thinking to myself see mass manufacturing got this cash in the hands of people and they could have been lamborghini’s like they cut the cost of a ford taurus down to $15,000 and a lambo costs $15,000,000 and they custom builds and fuckers we all don’t need cars and in fact it’s worse for communiites hundreds of millions of people walking with some commerical trucks shipping food is preferable commuting is bullshit and north college hill had a choice set of people LOOK you all leave your town and communities and never get to know anyone because you commute and then you fear your job and you have no sway and it’s because of the car yes henry ford was the anti christ he was the first person to look at a person and be like da fuck i need this for here 75 of you explicitly do what i told you to do over and over and we all get one and then i’m like it’s not a need for everyone but it is a want because fuck it right and we gave up small towns for huge downtowns and we could have give ourselves networked communities and no one is anyone because everyone has the same gear and if you good at something don’t let your first thought be mass manufacturing and i’m even fucked because of this website when i know that i want a small local town paper and i want to write for people that know me and none of you know me none of you know this is a significant departure from who i spent 30 years of my life being this capitalistic racist fucking republican roman catholic i became just like my mother and it’s because of the way it feels it feels good to be racist and awkward to be racist and all this around someone that you are denigrating but it doesn’t change the way you really feel that you hate people for being less than excelsior class people that you hate people for giving up for not being original for following for being stupid for breaking the law for cheating for plagiarising for not reading for not knowing how to read for not doing the basic things a city needs to be worth living in and you look at people with jobs wanting jobs and you just marvel at how ridiculous this is and then someone doesn’t like what you said so you get kicked out of the entire situation and there is no tolerance and my tolerance is deep but that i am tolerant is a sign that there is something wrong that i have people to be tolerant of is a sign that your family is disgraceful and that i have to be tolerant of people that i even that i have to put up with people and i have to put myself out for invalids and the woman THEE WOMAN is like take care of them and i’m like my life what about my life and helping people trades my career for pointing to a book and standing there while someone reads for what?

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Finally I started listening to U2, FINALLY, I worked my way up to it, started with the classics and then worked my way up to joshua tree, the only thing I can listen to next is the smashing pumpkins all over again, I think it’s fucked up I only know like 500 artists doesn’t feel like a lot to me, there’s like 7 billion people and i only listen to like 500 recording artists sort of a niche field but I still listen like just yesterday i was on the phone with Umbisi and he was like i’m homeless you’re homeless so how about you do this for me and i’m like whoah whoah whoah whoah whoah we using my computer i already have shit to do you don’t have hosting and you don’t have a domain and you haven’t even written the book and you just being african needing me to do anything you can hustle and get me to do and i’m just like no, greatest day of my life was the day i realized a nigga knows what no means, i’m like click, hang up on this nigga, he just did his business math and was like i need this one book so that i can use it as a revenue stream for my trash attack . net website and i’m like you ghetto underclass that talks slow on the inside i listen to him because fuck that i would be like this i listen to him because he talks good but like he has a kid and i’m also like spend time with your kid and get a job like 110% of the reason i can be like this is because i situated my dick a certain way and i don’t have kids so i can shlep and slum and feel mighty and all that but if i fucked around and had a bitch pregnant i’m making her eggs in the morning and going to work and i mean at the heart of it is that, the lack of family values or not the lack of family values just the shit people that do the family and then when you know them and they your age and taking on and taking over the world is one thing but the moment you have a kid like my brother and sister were vested at ge and proctor and gamble before they had kids and like that’s the only way to do it unless you me or like me and it’s when you do it my way it’s putting off breeding for a season and getting your freedom straight then getting a kid but umbisi already has one life to live and he’s living it a fucked up way i don’t want to associate with someone that has more need for the cash than me i can spend it on business but he needs to hustle me and then take the cash and buy his cocaine to sell so that he can front with trash attack and then he might pay his baby mama whatever the fuck that is and like he didn’t take a wife and he fucked and i ain trying to be around those men he might not understand because he had a child out of wedlock that i ain gonna fuck with him i gave him some url’s but when you know he inferior now his kid going to be inferior and when you run into the theory you had as a kid and you next to it first hand i just shut him down and i told him to get a job and he was like why would i do that and i was like move in with your woman and he was like why and i was like click hung up on i ain really got too much else to say yeah business is fine when you single and i can do this until i get a car and a house and get stable financially but i have to avoid having sex  to do this i can’t do this and fuck because this and fucking leads to kids and i do actually have to come up with cash for that kid and instead i think to myself 50 and with a 30 year old woman ain terrible not to me if i know i’ll be chiseled then and look young but 40 and 20 go together so i’m fine there i just have experience problems with the 20 year old i just dated so i facebook friended her and in 10 years i’ll look her up when i’m 50 and she 30 and i can be like that and it’s cool to me but like i tried to have a kid at 20 and it didn’t happen so now i’m doing this for years until they never think of sacrifice or the thing you need to get something done and a businessman with a single mother and two kids of his is not a thing and i didn’t give a fuck because i’m not going to explain to a man my age that he had one shot at this and he fucked up his offspring and his baby mama ain worth shit without him i ain instilling european values in an african but i do know and can see the genealogical circuit in their people that leads them to being inferior and they might not see it but for all their emulating europeans they don’t emulate the important part which is the nuclear family component that thing where a man goes fuck it they ain men that thing where a man goes well i’m done time to do that thing i know i’m sposed to do, they don’t feel like they sposed to do shit.

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I’m actually listening to Giselle Grayson, and she’s a full sail university graduate that mysteriously my mouse checked out on a list of friends I just was going down a list of people on facebook and my mouse moved over to her and i was like SINGER and started messaging her and we were like we know some of the same people and she knew JYS Productions and Jason Young in Cincinnati and I asked her for a poster and the one night I was thinking of Aleister Crawley and engaged in sexual magick and whipped my dick out and put it on her face on the computer screen about 10 years ago at 25 and then I sent her a youtube video of me fucking worst dancing of my life play boxing like da fuck this bitch want and then I had her poster up on the wall and spit out 45 gallons of semen to her leggings and then one night while high i decided i was going to give giselle grayson to skee lo because when was the last time someone gave skee lo a woman and how he doing anyways and google me bitch is a masterpiece and she sings about being too hot for mtv but surprisingly her entire catalog is on google play and she like what you don’t know me her angle is flawless and that full sail education is really paying off when she opens up for TI on the DIS BITCH TOUR and she just a star in the university field of full sail sort and full sail is a university you get access to high quality equipment and then it’s up to you and now i am listening to RISE by giselle grayson and she talks about whips and chains but she looks like a daddy’s girl that ain never do no wrong and oh this is a cover of a katy perry song a competitive singer is covering another competitor maybe to entice her into a duet or something but it wasn’t an accident she did decide to sing this song and her warble just kicked in but she has a strong voice and yeah when you chatted with a pop star on facebook you feel connected to the poparatzi which is like the clique i sort of want to desperately be in like i need that blue book or phone book that has from madonna and stevie wonder in it to jack nicholson and kathy ireland like that phone book the one i know all of you famous people have when you at your apartment plotting the future of the planet where madonna on the phone with kofi anon talking about how israel needs to calm down and usher has thoughts on komeni with dick cheney and like that phone book that’s what i want i need that phone book so that i can be in my apartment talking to famous people all night too and i know you all have 1 800 numbers too because it’s more efficient. Giselle Grayson cool.

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I’m listening to P.O.D.’s original Brown album and I am thinking that I saw them in concert the first time and the bassist of POD is the reason I wanted a bass guitar where they put a spotlight on him and he just geeked out on his bass and did a bass solo that 20 years later I was like if I still had my bass I would be the man with the one finger bass move just pluck pluck pluck pluck pluck and leave that that and then when they put the spot light on me for my solo I would be like pluck pluck pluck pluck pluck and coming to know something I just remembered listening to this that POD was the first to be like you don’t know me before TI was and POD was the act that I was geeked to see on MTV as the first christian act on MTV and years later I wonder if their record label paid for that not sure what their music has to do with jesus or wade in the water but like they do talk about being christian artists and i wonder what church they go to with their tattoos and they talk about their crew and shit and like pod is a band that southtown was a good album too and then i moved on and went to university and started listening to good weed music and that’s a different kind of music the good weed music it’s the kind of music that you just mellow out to and the cottonmouth kings come to mind too as that’s good weed music too and like quite frankly QUITE frankly POD wants to let people know they just like you who is he he’s just like you and i’m like cool i’m not just like you i came from a good home.

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I just popped in kottonmouth kings and after the last post i was like let me listen to this kottonmouth kings and i just became a fan of city to city it was the pop song at the top and like i’m like this shit bangs and i do want to know why it’s always the lowest fucked up low down shit human being that has the nicest flow like the most scandalis people have the nicest flows it’s never billy graham type people or a hot pastor that has that hot joint the hot joint ain never done by that pillar of society that banks are built on like that 5/3rd ceo ain never been in a recording studio to talk about money in a pop way or my social worker ain never been to a studio no i have and i was doing poetry and did a couple hot tracks no one quote unquote stalwart or like the mayor ain never do a concert for the audience and bitches never take their shirts off at the concerts for the mayor is never having like it’s always some piece of shit that has the hottest song on the radio no one else ever does it’s never someone that gets a regular paycheck that’s talking about responsibility in a rocking freestyle it’s always the shittiest people that have the most beautiful voices the people that we depend on to survive always have the most calm and resonate voices but if you a shitty piece of garbage like the cottonmouth kings, i saw their album covers, they have the most intoxicating i dare say beautiful voices and the dependable people that give us the structure to live in just talk and singers always suck as people but i can’t live without their music i’m more like just stay over there give me your mp3 and let me listen to it here’s your 9 dollars a month now go back to wondering if you should kill yourself while i enjoy your music, mayor what up want to have lunch?

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Ain he thugged out from the dugout tho And he rugged from the word yo Educated and he know how to keep a hoe Been on a first date and takes her to the show She ain call back so that hoe gotta go Horizon coming up another distance to know I’m like but did you understand the road It’s all a game until someone hit’s the fork Most don’t know which sentence to flow So I get on my keyboard and marinate and glow You wonder how it’s possible to go from nothing to everlasting snow I’ll just tell you it takes a second to ease your woes Just be yourself and find yourself a doe And if you take a second to write you might find yourself grow  Ain he thugged out from the dugout And he know how to take a mug out Like he on the keyboard getting the bugs out Putting together a political philosophy that involved giving hugs out Like he staring at a world that worried about who got the klout Just give me a second to pull my drugs out  Ain he thugged out from the dugout Know how to put up with bullshit then he pull the rug out He was told it a game but he know to throw the bullshit out You ain never listen to your elders so he gotta pull his gun out Never take a second to check yo self so he gotta let a bullet out You ain never think about what surround you so he gotta let the blood out You just fucked over 4500 people so he gotta pull the shovel out It fucked up when you at the party so he gotta like shove you out You a nuisance to a city so he gotta pull the glove out Like you already dead so he gotta make certain you serious about putting love out You put the love out so he gotta make certain you the next go out You gotta go out this city and late in life explain why you a wide out You used to be a running back now you just someone that takes the drinks out You ain even know about this song that’s how he knows you lost out  Ain he thugged out from the dugout Got a baseball glove in his hand and a face on a mug that out He got his own bobble head so you know he gonna glow out Take a second to understand the show then he go out Flip the script and write a new one ya’ll ain ready for a blow out It a season of receding hair lines your dna ain the reason I come out She everything a man could want now what are you about?

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Listening to Echo by Gorilla Zoe a surprisingly normal african, anyways, you do be needing to get with that state sponsored homelessness, like I walked around naked in london 15 years ago and that worked out for me, i did say put me in jail, and they was like naw the PSYCH WARD and I was like fine, fine put me in my drug induced paranoid state in the british psych ward, fine, anyways that’s over, fine i’ll just fly over her to san francisco appear in a documentary and fuck zoe kirk gushowaty at the easy chilling california dreaming hotel and come back home and be depressed and end up in the psych ward again and then 15 years later they made a tradition out of it, fine, i still get paid, being on the best kind of paycheck is great, it’s GREAT, i get an apartment and I get to cook the right food for myself, work on my career at top speed while everyone else has to piece meal it and oh you just got locked into a job, fine, keep me on this state sponsored blogging career, it’s nice, keep calling me bipolar type 1 bipolar generic, just keep me on this permanent disability, this is permanent disability and they like well, if you make $16,001 in a year and report it to the IRS that impossible to solve puzzle, for whatever reason, then you’re fine, we decide as a society if you are mentally or possible and we decide by whether or not we give you cash, if we don’t then you’re mentally ill, well you’re not mentally ill in new york city, but you are here, and we decide, and you get a paycheck and that’s just how it is, and once a year we put you in the hospital for three months and then you just go back to writing and WE act like nothing happened and it’s that you have a memory that there’s a problem, every idea you have is grandiose and you talk fast and having no one to tell you to do and having wifi is clearly i mean when SSDI came out there was no wifi now there is so I don’t know what WIFI is and I never use the internet, see there you go talking about wordpress again, THERE IS NO WORDPRESS, the internet is facebook, you said something about a web page, there is no webpage there is facebook, i’m trying to tell you there is nothing wrong with me, fine give me that free paycheck, my folks pay my wifi, WIFI IS A GRANDIOSE IDEA, you have all these grandiose ideas, there you just said you had a better design for the large hadron super collider, you said spiral it down to the atom collision, BUT, that’s the large hadron super collider, your notebook explicitly has a design for a particle accelerator, I PASS OUT THE PILLS I AM THE JUDGE, i call the internet my wify not wifi, it’s a WIFEY not WIFI, and yes I do have an american design for a particle accelerator that takes into account the acceleratorial see there you go with your grandiose idea you wrote acceleratorial and that’s not a word and i’m like the math says it is, thanks for putting an a student in the hands of the c brigade, and i actually have something to do, this is beyond a beautiful mind this is the one where a beautiful mind snapped and started working on how to put more people in prison, and i get that i could be that african that wrote letters in nelson mandela, i get that to balance the equation i am the european nelson mandela and we have genocide in our blood, there is a subset of the european equation that i need in a gas chamber and i wrote it so there, and when you take random people and accuse them of mental illness you fuck up, you fucked up people, you fucky fucked up people, i have all day to write and i have a full writing schedule and pg didn’t hire me, you it fucking even says in your holy book the concept of the discarded cornerstone, NIGGERS I AM A CORNERSTONE, and I AM A DISCARDED CORNERSTONE, so whoever wants to do some shit the right way Cincinnati fucked around and lived out a biblical story in your city your mayor sucks my dick just to get me to stay i’m the PROFIT that the city discarded, I went through cincinnati’s education system have all the cincinnati connects and some douche from montana has my job in cincinnati at the place you go to get your fat as shit income that i trained for, and the bible has a myriad of stories it also has the story of the cast aside cornerstone, NOT A FUCKING FESTIVAL HERE, i’m talking business and i have some vendettas to work out and i am the cornerstone with the education that the cornerstone would have and ya’ll widgets don’t know cornerstone when you see it, i’m a fucking internet board member, and yes if you spiral a particle around a downward spiral into a resting particle it will achieve greater speeds than a horizontal particle accelerator that suffers from tangential tidal forces ie gravity pulls lightweight particles at a directly contrasting tidal force to gravity pulls straight down so if you accelerate particles horizontal to gravity you do have downward pull which at a microscopic level destroys paths that lead to particle destruction the correct particle accelerator is not even a spiral downward that is for speed, the particle accelerator you want is a tunnel bored straight into the earth and you spit a particle directly down into gravity and then gravity AND propulsion are forcing a particle straight down for 5 miles and you have a magnetic field forcing the particle down the cylinder accelerator that has a coming up in a magnetic field particle waiting to be annhiliated as it stands and why i look at you people the way i do is because you have the same facts i do and you do what you do you know gravity pulls down and you spent a trillion dollars on a horizontal accelerator, it’s not the homeless fuck on the street corner with retardation on his mind i give a fuck about it’s the people that are engineers that are smart enough to lop off a section of the planet in an explosion because they don’t know something like quartz can be used as an explosive when you take a crystaline strucuture and disrupt it at a sub atomic level it explodes and i have dreams that explain the future to the past so that the future never happens as we redirect and yes i do get a paycheck so i work and quite frankly the USA particle accelerator is one that we do studies on the spiral or the cylider but i mean you showed me a photograph of it and for some fucked up reason CERN has a website AND a photograph of a man with a frozen face because he threw his face into the accelerator and turned it on, i swear to holy fucking god there is a god so that he can end this like he did soddom and gemmorah if it was up to me we would self annhiliate like that one thing in the lemmings where you auto destruct a species of lemmings and then earth can have earth to itself, we are here either eternally or infintessimally and if you keep doing people like me this way, it won’t be eternally.

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Listening to Christina Aguilera and in 67 I wrote about a particle accelerator but I left a part of my design out, you want a double helical design where you have a spiral that meets a spiral at the end, you start with a clockwise spiral and you meet the end of it with the end of a counter clockwise spiral and ideally you get particle acceleration speeds above the speed of light from the delineated speed increased that come from coming around spirals and i do not know the wordage I just know instictively and i could be wrong but i think a spiral down into gravity leads to higher velocities than going straight down with gravity the tidal forces around the side this is bad 1800’s writing from someone that knows a lil bit but you have to spirals meeting for a point of destruction at the bottom where the two spirals meet 4 miles below the ground, you spiral around a set of spiral and it just keeps accelerating coming down a longer path than it would with gravity and that is the reason i think a spiral down with gravity is faster than a straight down pipe as an accelerator because you in a spiral are coming down in gravity for a longer period of time than straight down and can achieve higher speeds akin to working around in a spiral down a slide than just falling if you came down a oiled up slide that spiraled around and hit a wall you would go faster than if someone just threw you into it or something I just know that spiraling down and into the east and spiraling down into the west at a direct position location is a place where destruction of particles can be observed and in this observation i show that in my hatred in 67 i bubbled up the best evidence for my sanity and i finished here in 68 after thinking further about what bubbled up and i posit truly that in the hospital they tamp it down but anger is a healthy emotion too, to deny a human being of their right to be angry is a fallacy to fuck with someone 25 times and then to pretend that when they have a hair trigger anger mechanism that their is something wrong with them like where summit behavioral prescribed me psychoactive thorazine as a punitive response to my yelling at a troll that yelled at me they fucked up because right after being arrested and incarcerated for no reason thorazine is NOT the proper response and they offered me a thorazine injection or a thorazine pill and to punitively prescribe a medication is not just malpractice it’s criminal as i do have the right to be confused and angry in the hospital when i am incarerated a law state and have not broken the law incarcerate someone enough times for mental illness and if they know the law it’s about finding a lawyer that knows the law which in cincinnati the lawyers are spineless imbeciles that only take certain circumstance case there is no general citizen law firm that is willing to represent a citizen against the state of ohio in ohio as ohio get’s special protections from the law community when there is no such reason to protect ohio from the citizens it abuses as quite frankly josh mandel doesn’t know shit about cash he is military in a state where the state is in a state of malpractice you do need a general purpose law firm to protect the citizens against the state as the state is old and retiring and quite frankly in poor state citing jobs and family services in cincinnati ohio and when the state is the poorest performer in the state it does need to be filed a lawsuit for malpractice by the people that are subjected to idiocy in the form of the state and when the people have someone that can write law the people win and even if the state defends itself the state is to not have more protections than the people as the state is the people and just because you get a federal paycheck does not necessarily make you state but it does make you a target.

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I got rap god on and ain it odd i’m still getting the nod to the city of nod gonna nod off when i get my shots off and i go the cadence in my cerebelex just gonna sit for the next hour and listen to his praises he’s a rap got i’m the type type and everyone knows that i move hype and you get write when you get tight with your game and just because you speaks doesn’t mean i can’t get in to the rakim ain never think to get lit on a lil bit i got the alphabet under my hands and i understand that i can write anything i want lil boy you think you gay looking boy you ain know what gay is until you step into my place lil boy i lay out my cadillac in pink because i’m so gay that the world knelt before my smile and i enjoyed the feeling of knowing ain a single dick i started smoking and forty bitches went down on me there a reason to hate the gays and i’m the reason they waive me in the economy just give him some cash and let him do his fucking punch line and it’s lunch time lgbt don’t got shit to do with me they ain realize i’m the homo that get’s head from models and i marvel at what she do with her tongue and then i send her out into the sun and take a nun and convert her to nephlo the tikle that’s straight to the i got a problem with your fish it ain fishy enough and you got the lips i’m looking to slip my member into i call it the homily chamber surrounded by creative writing ain it ever occur to you have of these words have curtains to and you can sacrifice virgins but why not fuck and get em stuck on you oh you looking for hymens to cut with the head of your shaft and you probably think tearing tissue is the issue when actually you get em to run until they bleed and then menopause is something that makes men all pause we talking about the language inside of the language this horomone is a whoremoan and it’s a laugh riot how much they thought about sex then our generation came next and we whisking em into the dirt and don’t get your feelings hurt but the generation that was here before did nothing and all they did was ignore us and they put us in schools and now they educated us to a higher state than themselves and just because they stupid doesn’t mean not giving a fuck how intelligent they used to be they took a waffle iron and took flats and gave em grid lock and now they think this a culture shock when all i do is what i get that you mom and dad mean a lot to you but that ain true for me even my folks are annoying i’m an elitist perfectionist with grandiose thoughts that give cops blood clots and you ain brave enough to upload this i just tweeted xtina and i know two of them and they never respond because this is a writing prompt and i just have to write and they died centuries ago this the theme i asked for for my english studies and you people are not all the same and i take my acetalyne flame and you all died aeons ago and i’m still here to enjoy the noise

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Sitting here listening to Layo and Bushwacka I came across an idea I had several years ago that I cleared with my mother in regards to the internet. It made sense to her racist prohibitionist roman catholic republican university graduate head of family sensibilities and it went like this: take two points on the globe one a receiver and one a producer ; take the lines on the map and chart the lines a receiver and a producer are distanced by, for instance, take london and cincinnati, this is about taxes, take the need for citizen london to have a need for a file in citizen cincinnati’s website, according to the map you then have to cross out of europe into north america and then into the united states and then into ohio and then into hamilton county and then into cincinnati ohio and then you have to get to the file ergo now you have a tax system you take a file you want access to from london in cincinnati and you pay a fee to north america you pay a fee to the united states you pay a fee to ohio you pay a fee for hamilton county you pay a fee to cincinnati and then you pay a fee for the file you want. If you start paying your taxes and get into the mindset that yes sometimes I cannot afford what I want that drives business affordability and business negate each other this is not to say that the most cash is the most powerful but it quite frankly depends on how that cash was acquired. if you are someone that someone gave cash to like donald trumps father did donald trump you are going to find a less powerful man than say myself who currently has net worth of 0 and is working his ass off and is building his financial portfolio with being the author of a federal system of taxation for the north american union the federal government the state government and the city government and the producer which is currently not a given system i also espouse a complete zero tolerance for anonymity online whereby if you take a personal computer your location is known and what you do is ascribed to your identity and i even take into consideration corruption and murder but i also take into account if intel you are producing is causing you to become murdered or worked against what are you doing that brought that on in a world where all are online and i find that quite frankly my status in ohio coupled with my status in the genealogy of the united states lead to a status where i can speak with federal employees about a more fair system to producers and reasons producers can produce and i notice a lot of grandfathering is going on where people are inheriting their family’s wealth where in the 1950’s the wealth was created and we are now two generations of inheritance into wealth and i outrank inherited wealth because i am educated and i educated myself and yes the professors gave me some things to do but i did the things they asked me to do and i engaged in a series of homework’s that taught me and prepped me to do homework and there is a need for a tax system online and i doubt you can think of a finer one than this. it begs the question that retail store fronts disappeared and if you are in the city of cincinnati and you want a file from indianapolis you have to pay a state tax and a county tax and a city tax and then you can buy the file, force taxation onto the internet do not simply discuss the freedom of it all, make a decision, circumvent california’s laise faire business style that is brought on by a lazy work ethic and presumptuous business industry in the film industry that they even talk about raking in money they do little else than rake the money and raking begots not an empire if the state of ohio itself soley instilled a system where if you want it from ohio and it rests online you have to go through our tax system and we can ourselves charge a north american union tax to begin funding the north american union which to me stretches from canada to argentina and we take on a unifed western world, albeit, i say that taxes, the lack of appreciation for the music film and narrative documents and intel in general degrades the quality of the work because people cannot dedicate their lives to this work and quite frankly you do want a system of taxes paying the people that produce the business that is the business we do and the taxes from the system i have here goes to pay for the system and the federal state and north american union employees that run the federal net that contains the infrastructure arpanet never considered was necessary becasue arpanet was a freedom of thought system which this is and the federal net is more forced on the people to be guaranteed to be the only system where this is a transient starter system the federal system declares eminent domain on the internet and we instill a sense of freedom within a system but you will be monitored because there are 330 million people so the federal government in need of creating jobs generates 1 million jobs paid for by north american union taxes whose purpose is to monitor the internet if hundreds of people are going to be online millions of people need to monitor them and that is what a president does, he creates jobs.

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My laptop is my crack rock and I can’t stop Because I have a top spot and I have to write non stop So that you can get that think piece that adds grease To the words you speak to each other I’m not under cover or over burdened I just research which means I go further I take the same data you have and I pour over it for hours You make statements and I make internets Comment after comment most of prohibitionists Are fairly mean spirited I’m here to clear this up a bit The streets are not difficult the people are And you wanted to help people in social work So you decided I was someone you had to hurt  Every day I don’t know where to live In University it was easy to know what to give I know there are people I interface with Because I am brilliant I have to respect the unworthy This is getting wordy so I’ll stop here  You have a fat case of you sit at a desk and fill out a form I do the same thing you do and you get a paycheck and I just do it The differences on this thing are so thin I write and one day there is no one day this is what I wrote today I write my essays in a I’ll be honest haphazard way I make certain each word goes with each word But I just keep forcing myself to have something to say I reference thoughts I had years ago and check them for their intelligence You never took the time to write So you might never know what it is I do I sit and stare at my thoughts and then wonder why I wrote what I wrote It’s a beautiful day You’re just someone that didn’t do something that I did the hard way  Every day I don’t know where to live In University it was easy to know what to give I know there are people I interface with Because I am brilliant I have to respect the unworthy This is getting wordy so I’ll stop here  Network real work hard work I work What do you want in terms of work Who doesn’t work?  It’s been a magnificent journey through the entrails of this stomach of a system I just got accused of fighting with a woman that didn’t know me Twice in one day I ran into bitches and twice now I know why I don’t hire bitches

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Listening to the Opening of Melon Collie and the Infinite Sadness and I thought to myself this is stupid, I came into mcdonalds for two weeks and sat on my chromebook she could clearly tell i stimulated the economy and she said i had to buy something to use free wifi and i was like you stupid racist people that play chess here never buy anything so it’s because i’m european you stupid person you then i went home and the next morning i bought a prop and was like there there i bought something now i can type in peace you stupid clown AND i’m going to stay all day unless you tell me to leave but i’ll keep buying something in a world where it barely makes sense and i mean so long as it makes sense to her i would have asked what i am working on, just same planet different world issues, like does anyone care that I moved $150,000 in ten years into the economy do I need a medallion on my suit to explain to these people i am a major part of a small economy and i stayed do i need to be tricked out in Western Logic gear to get my point across i think i do you stupid people I won’t trick out my car but I’ll work with a fashion designer and get my custom Western Logic suit made that has a W and and L on it that looks like NL if you do it right I already drew it up and then I am waiting to hear back from Logitech to see if I am going to get that sponsorship and I am waiting to hear back from Urban Artifact to see if my performance computing show is going to go through and you stupid people, you people that  I just marvel at I’m slightly different from the most retarded people on the planet I am slightly better looking I am slightly taller I am slightly smarter and I get accused of mental illness by the C student brigade and I marvel at there used to be something wrong with me and now i’m like fuck that there is something wrong with these people but i did when i saw adults and thought older people were more experienced and nuanced before i realized you can do nothing for an entire lifetime and before i realized you can be 36 and more experienced in the city than an old man i thought well if they say there is something wrong with me there has to be and i got depressed now i just get angry at the very notion that someone may have some kind of problem with me i turned into nicholas lawson THEE Nicholas Lawson and it’s interesting celebrities have been on television and radio and film and I have been on television radio and film and I have been on the internet and I have graduated from Uc and I can’t uproot my family and take a tax base from this city and move it somewhere else and I can’t afford to move somewhere else and i notice that mentally ill people know how to eat and these mentally healthy bitches at mcdonlds are tubs of lard and some bones thrown in and I get one of these lives and this is what you did to me threw me a fucked up story that inhibits my ability to produce a child for you and it’s just strange how a city works or how cincinnati works and i am taking european offers to live in europe because i have seen enough of the united states for a lifetime and i get that from the outside looking in it’s a place to revere but from the inside looking out it’s not. not to me.

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I just received my Writer’s Market from 2017 from the incomplete book store at google play, sort of expect google to have a complete corpus of literary works and quite frankly when they wanted to do google book and they scanned in every page they could find I found it novel that someone would care that much about the written work and I find that the business world was scared by how intelligent google was and their intention was not be evil but they took the internet and that’s what they did with it and they keep working on it and I find this google chromebook to have needed to take some getting used to and when i figure out what the mechanism is that slides the screens I will use that too and google books on chromebook is nice and this $100 netbook is nice and I just need to be in the presence of wifi and it keeps me focused on my writing as there is not really a recording or photography component to a netbook like this but for a wordpress site I would like to think I need nothing else and I do fantasize about a world where you buy multiple devices for multiple purposes and they each to each work flawlessly this entire utility knife approach is nice but I want a netbook for publishing and a local drive for when I am homeless and I want a device that lets me catalog my photography and a device that lets me catalog my videography and I want a device that lets me catalog my audio recordings and i want websites for each of these products and I want them beautiful and single purposed and I want a phone that is a phone that does something novel like transcribe the conversation and send the transcripts to each person on the phone and that makes conferencing a breeze and it’s a single use telephone and i want simple things in a world that is packing it all into devices and i want seamless integration of my products and the internet and for instance a netbook that is based on wordpress that interacts with the wordpress website i want that first and foremost a wordpress operating system that i find missing and I find that again google books scanning in every book is good for the history of modern writing and i read that there were only two million books ever written and i wrote 40 of them and it’s interesting to me that there are billions of people and there are small millions of books and there are thousands of subsets of that billions of people in their achievements but again recording is something that is in the hundreds of thousands is it not as that is new but what are we looking at tools of trade really when a thing gets reduced to a simple tool of trade i get merciless and i have the same thoughts as bill gates in the economy and i see a world where we are taking into consideration the fools when the advanced go to do something and for instance i cannot go outside and get into someone’s car and drive it cross country and park it cross country and drive another car cross country back to my destination and i cannot loan out my car because of fools we do not have the most advanced society because of the bell’s curve of society in terms of SAT test scores and the stupid are stupid enough that the advanced cannot live in their society but they get to live in theirs and when you are a c student the left side of the bell’s curve is far shorter than when you are on the right side of the bell’s curve of intelligence and where average people are fairly certain there are fools i am dead serious about it.

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Listening to some kids that are annoying as shit at the library just realizing that listening to a group of kids spend time at the library is a burden to the soul just listening to future stupidity do the new stupidity fucking things filling me with hatred as I write this looking parents dropped them off to be babysat here playing video games surrounded by books lookin not even writing each other emails at the library playing some roblox or something wasting their time future dead weight i’m the presence of anyways yesterday I was doing my day and JT rolled through and I was like what up and he was like weed and clothes and i was like yo here’s my $27 and he was like cool and we got some loud and some mids and we went to his place and like he rolled some double blunts and i got frighteningly high kind of high that gives me the impression ima stick to beer from now on high kind of high that had me throwing up gang signs for the gang i ain have high like got to the point where i was like this chromebook your’s looking and like i was like gimme the canary yellow jacket and he was like bet and i was like we smoke we give me the jacket and he like yep and i was like and you get the $27 and he like yep and like two people got paid off that and like it friday so i got fried out and like i was talking about the USA and how one man speak then another man speak and all you can do is speak on what another man speak and censorship is the last thing the USA needs and then i did my dance to the music and started raving on him we talking loud weed here and like i put on the jacket gave him my gear and then he was like yo i got somewhere to be and i was like it the weed right and he like naw naw naw naw naw yeah and i was like i know right so i’m thinking beer ain do this shit to me and ima drink beer beer only has me taking marathon walks around the street when my subconscious comes unglued like i be doing some moving and then i go home and like fuck i ain log out my computer so i wrote my email address and gave it to him and was like as the sun rose i went back to his place and was like yo you can email me now and he was like i gave it to my kid and i was like just make sure you log out and then in my head i was like this jt might be a solid person to form a c corp with but like he gave the computer to his kid so i don’t know and this morning i did the paperwork rationalizing what i did while i was high and came up with get a kindle fire and write to wordpress on that and like i can always get a new kindle fire and like then i’m out two books i bought on it so i’ll buy it again and they hav the ones i want on amazon and like i do be needing that blue tooth speaker for the music and like then a muffucka came up on me today and was like i can get you anything you need and i’m like cool but i’m also thinking so can amazon and he like bluetooth i can get you blue tooth gear and i’m like strange to see people peddling shit they need to be using like i gave someone a laptop thinking they gon use it then they give it to their kid like a toy and i’m like i do be hoping your kid be scoping out porn on this very adult device but niggas be like cracked screen madden playing this for the kids and i’m like europeans ain like that not me that is i’m like this a piece of office equipment and that an email a foreign thing to you a fucked up thing and quite frankly i do be needing to be keeping this up and i’m glad the deal went well i got another deal in and in the silence i did the sign language and kept my mouth shut and let him know it’s free and clear and he gave me a jacket and i got a beer and got to smoke good on a $100 laptop and now i have a mother who my payee who i have to explain where the computer went because i’m set in cincinnati in an awkward way i can’t just GO buy another one I have to GO THROUGH someone and they all kinds of bitch on me and the all kinds of bitch my creator and these kids I fucking hate them sitting right now and I just told them to keep quiet and they listened so cool so long as some kids will stay quiet i could give a shit just fronting like they adults and anyways i did give the laptop to JT and he did give it to his kid and i was like just log out and i did appreciate the deal and i just be liking it when deals go through getting my deal experience and my moms she a consumer and my dad he a scientist so he ain knowing shit about business at a hospital bitching and moaning about bean counters and how he hates them and i’m like thems the peoples that deal with the real world tho and he like but i need the surgical gear and i’m like the people that forge the metal need cash and he like but we saving lives tho and i’m like those bean counters businessmen and they have a real world to deal with so you can do your archane studies of the human body you like an artist and that bean counter like your record label manager and he like what and i’m like half your age telling you to just keep getting on getting on with your record label scientist and i’m like city so i know it all.

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I am listening to the din of the library and am still mitigating how pissed off I am. I just did a stint on the psych ward through no fault of my own and it’s fucking annoying having to put up with inmates at a so called hospital. I don’t think being afraid of violence begets a patron when their thoughts concern a hospital. I don’t think having to defend myself against a felon in a hospital setting is a hospital. Where I find violence being inflicted against me I question the hospital nature of the hospital I was forced to in hand cuffs to participate in. I question mental health when it involves police officers that may have incarcerated me quite simply because my hair was longer than theirs and upon questioning my views on women differ from them. Just because i am not a mason that disavows reading does not make me a criminal. I dealt with criminals in the hospital and I dare say that makes it not a hospital at the point where felonious criminal penal system over flow is being funneled into Summit Behavioral and at the point where there is a consistent police presence looking to further incarcerate incarcerated mental health patients I cease to understand the ability to pay taxes and fund a system that is bogus, in that it claims to on it’s website to be a health facility and on the inside it’s a terrordome. Fuck you people.  I just wrote the FCC Chairman about getting a set of rules for a television channel that would focus on digital design, fine arts, journalism and english literature. I find that I don’t necessarily want to start a television channel but let me see what goes into it and I will decide for myself. I can cater to the advanced classes of people I want to and in the process insult 0 people’s intelligence instead of insulting a large percentage of the population’s intelligence. Where I cater my content to on television is to the highest intelligence and then the viewing audience whoever it is can know what as good as it get’s is and be they squalered or wealthy both sets are served by catering the more intellectual where half are not served by catering to the mental invalid. I stand firm.  I will not write THE CAT SMILED where i can write THE FELINE WAS FILLED WITH AFFECTION i cut out the cat smiled work and go with the upper shelf vocabulary because you people in the media are retarded you went to a fucking  broadcasting school now you think people like me are the problem when you didn’t learn anything other than how to read what I write.

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I’m sitting here listening to nothing at all with nothing to write about and I am still writing writing this writing is still the writing I write when I have nothing to write write write write write write write write write I still write with nothing to write about. I am going to be getting a kindle fire and and am going to be integrating my writing process into the touch screen of the kindle fire and am going to be piecing these works together and I do want that monument valley game application and I have a kindle fire stick and I can be writing to my kindle fire with the fire keyboard and I do have work I can do on a kindle and I like the $40 price point so that I can give it to someone and get a new one if I need to still looking for that much ballyhooed and time tested company mind set to get the work done not certain if I need to get venture capital to get a work done or if I can just find a lane a raise small amounts of capital to pay for licensing of a television station or to buy writing from someone for my website or to pay for advertising for the website. I do know that I want more readership I just have to earn it and I can only do that by letting people know about me and hoping that people enjoy or maybe not enjoy but learn from the writing and I have a intensity to this writing that I do not have to my business writing or flair as I have in my notebook writing and I did just write an MP from london about immigrating to london and leaving the people behind that never find time for me but in recent days JT has looked me up but typically no one does and is one person enough to stay in the United States for but he is from atlanta and that is different than what I would have thought and I know staying is a god send to do drugs in europe again would be amazing but I got so high yesterday I just decided to start drinking beer to drink at a london pub again and stumble home would be a dream of mine and maybe chat up a british commoner in the process and i do have some weight that i need to lose and when i am beautiful again a hollywood agent can cast me in their next why are we watching this? I can understand my need to write but I can’t really understand your need to read this I need to write this and keeping a journal of my thoughts is an ancient thing to do and the extra audience produces the extra invitation to write and some people like this and I don’t have a mission in mind when there is something to write about I write.

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Sitting here listening to a ceiling fan I am writing about how I need a tablet and I am on a tight budget because i can do whatever I want because i am state sponsored because I live the basic income life and it’s a lot of walks and I do be wanting productivity tools and in this basic income life do the basic income people get advanced productivity tools because basic income is a lot easier when I have a copy of Cinema 4d or photoshop on hand and I can use illustrator and the creative cloud when i have drawing tools and a laptop or desktop or a tablet not even a television but productivity tools is there going to be a basic productivity suite to be used to pass the time and engage in commerce in this basic income talk or do we have to pay to work too. I look at productivity tools and if you stymie my ability to be productive you shoot yourself in your own foot and you don’t get my vote and i know my vote doesn’t matter because you do what you want anyways and we keep an eye on you I could be working on my drawing or painting skills because billionaires like elon musk and mark zuckerberg make art all the time clearly that’s what happens your astonishing art comes from your wealth class and you know it doesn’t people that see cash the way billionaires do see it as a way to do nothing and they ask for it and it’s the labor class that produces the art because we can’t stop doing shit and even when we’re not doing shit we are doing the real shit and you billionaires what do you do and you cap on g w b for painting cats and you don’t paint and you don’t write and you only do this shit if you get paid for it and i do it and we do it because we stunt on you for doing this shit and it’s a sign of who is superior if you knew art was a metric by which intelligence was gleaned you stupid fucks would get good at it and you don’t because you’re stupid and your grandfather drilled for oil in random places and he was the business head of his oil field and then he gave it to you and dried oil is huge business it’s mostly what this computer is made of and you stupid fucks you never do anything other than talk about your cash and i hate cash i don’t need it i do services for people and they do services for me and no one is doing business and you can’t survive without cash and it’s a crutch and i already wrote about a system above this where the cashier asks you to close your eyes for a minute then you get what you want and we keep the power in the hands of the working class you undeclared misfits you take your cash and you keep the wealth inequality unequal but you hate me because you know i deserve cash and i don’t have it and it fucks with you and you fucked with me and i’m pissed forever and you rarely contemplate and now i do all the good shit and did all the good shit and general electric and proctor and gamble only hire certain kinds of people and because i want to get paid for this i am mentally ill because it’s the new thing and it doesn’t exist yet because it’s a work of intellectuals for intellectuals and you myriad of misfits don’t deserve this you sell tooth picks and shit we don’t need you based your stock portfolio on stock reports not whether or not the product was guaranteed to work like coca cola is a blue chip stock but just because my lil brother said so when really it’s soda and you have billions invested in bullshit and none of you is worth shit and i do really mean that.

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Sitting here listening to my nothing that I have no music on listening to my memories my brother just wrote me and accused me of racial insensitivity and I have been the victim of abuse I remember when my mother and my friends ganged up on me and because I come from a life of abuse I write abusive writing and you can tell I have been through fucked up days and events because my writing is fucked up. I thought to myself find a university or a church to present traffic to my site or find a number of schools or a number of churches or for god’s sake find a group of people and read my journal and let me sell advertising to a regular group of readers and grow and it’s called just read it and we can get paid and I write for the advertising sales and if the university presents me with readership I can sell advertising from internet based business and the more well read i am the greater my advertising revenues just like the superbowl is the most watched event so it gets the most advertising revenue and i just need enough to pay rent and my girlfriend can write on here and my boy and when art is an intelligence test and when it’s a statement of who you are and if you are nothing your art is nothing and if you are christ your art is christ and i had a meeting with a mother today at the advent church and it went well and yesterday i discussed websites that could be printed off and i am working through my troubles and I am insensitive because your feelings do not matter to me just like mine do not mater to you and we write in this world and writing is protected speech and my family is growing more nothing and i am growing more something and so far everyone replaced themselves but me and i have more room to speak my mind say it say the thing you want to say and do it do the thing you want to do and write like you have written before and i don’t write to make you happy abuse leads to abuse and i take it out on my writing and i may never have a car but i may have a kid and he can walk to school or not go at all and truancy officer leave my children alone i taught them calculus yesterday and they respect me i come from the school of tight hand cuffs and i come from the school of hard knocks and i come from the school of leg shackles and i come from the school of strip down naked in london stripping down naked is a sign of mental illness in a prison stripping down naked is a requirement.

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I am listening to angels with dirty faces painting graces onto work stations and i could be someone that made the mantra shine someone that made the court documents get signed I could be the man that challenged antiquity and said there is nothing wrong with me, saving graces for destinations and I had a never ending case of salutations in my dear sonnet i wish thee well one day we could cover ourselves in our ancient smells and discount a tirade and do experience the smells of diatribes that actualize miracles inside of sensitive minds and I was an ancient curse brought on by those that had the ancient purse and I was a parade down main street with no one in the hosting position host a decision and make mention of sentience and and decide if i belong in hell you people that navigated the hell that i provide for you to experience i provide the hell that you experience i provide the hell tho that you experience and you provide me with heaven and we are resurrecting osirus son of horus egalitarian horsemen riding with quivers down their backsides the snack side of the wack side of the lack of sides to this thing there are millions of individuals on this planet and i am but one i beat my sound to the hum of a reverberating drum no we did not bring christ for christmas we brought snacks and you had a heart attack inside of a mountain of stacks of diatribes of ancient misdirection you could take me in any direction and i would not know and you had a decent moment to genuflect and i was correct when i said die and resurrect me something challenged me and i was repeating words inside something absurd and the girls were giving me their numbers and i was picking the lottery and the prize was a lifetime with me but i never understood the rain song and you had a moment to puzzle over me for days and i was trying to understand the breeder ways and having children always seemed to be done by confused people and then well we love it but why do you have anger in your faces you wanted to do something and now you reap the consequences of you actions and you better do a good job because that thing could conquer the world and you put the paddle away and send it to public school and teach it how to fight and don’t even mention going for the eyes and never wonder why your kid didn’t make the basketball team just ask it to dance and when you let your child online let it use your facebook profile and introduce it to your friends and may the weather shine on us all again and let the words happen to be something out of a charles dicken’s trend and sometimes you have to spell it out to understand life and the characters that we pretend to be are not our eternal life and you could be someone that changes hearts and i filled up a notebook with poetry.

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I’m sitting here listening to the librarians ramble and my laptop has been stolen. I’m on a computer at the library and I did get started with an upcoming cartoon for this blog called Sticky, it’s a cartoon about a stick and the life it leads in a three panel cartoon. I feel happy. I have allergies really bad and I did take a shower today and I have an apartment coming up and a new computer and I am productive. I think that I want to write about Oma and Opa in this blog and the Pines and the Femme Cartel. I think that writing is an exercise in building understanding with your subconscious mind. I run a lot of thoughts through my head and I think to myself I have to pay for wordpress and I want to and will. I want that nephlo.com domain name and I am going to keep doing this and with the upgraded domain I can upload sticky cartoons and maybe people will fall in love with me. I have scant tools and I might just write though and keep writing and developing my writing skills. I do be wanting to develop more essays and I have little else to say so it’s writing about nothing for some time and I can wrap these words around an idea or a moment that comes my way but for now I have nothing to say. I find that having nothing to say and writing about nothing can take on a myriad of forms. Like right now I don’t want to base my writings off the television I am fairly certain that there are more important men in congress than Donald Trump like paul ryan and I think that’s his name. I think there is more to congress than a man in a house that want’s what he wants which is what i don’t know it seems like he was asked to do it but Congress seems like it’s comprised of more important people than Donald Trump and television probably wanted a good show. Why it would be about ratings I don’t know but I’m watching a cartoon people, I stepped out of the cartoon to live a life but I see a cartoon, 6 inch tall people that if i heard of you on television you’re probably not much.

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Dang listening to chaos in the library there was just a shooting match between a peckerwood and an imbecile over a debate as to whether or not the bible is a book. I saw the whole thing and I laid low. I just checked out a venture capital firm and it’s a source of money when you have money coming in so that you have more money. I didn’t know that. I didn’t know a venture capital firm’s first criteria for a business to invest in would be does it have money. I have an idea for an author’s farm we have some initial first time costs and then we can just write. I have to spent $99 a year for a domain and then I can just write. I have writing to do. You can read my writing and then see it’s not even final yet I have yet to write about the things that would make you happy. I am doing my typing lessons and getting used to different keyboards and I am gearing up for I wonder if anyone would care. I think I can do this alone. I can take Sticky and market him in a qwantz like way and I can sell sticky memorabilia and people get into cartoons for the marketing of if and I can market Sticky. Sort of a simplification of what I am doing here. Qwantz is a great cartoon a day and I think I would rather write every day but the cache of doing a cartoon is so big. I can integrate it into this. I can or not. I don’t know. I’m sort of floating right now just wondering what to do with my life and I do be thinking of moving to LA or New York or what I could do is market sticky to newspapers and find people that will pick it up for their sunday’s and maybe someone is running some old cartoons and i saw the inventions of today i see robotics marketing itself well really the roomba the roomba can move a sweeper and now it can move a chair and a refrigerator so that your refrigerator can come to you and your chair can push itself in and there is a study being done on putting baskets on rooves for incoming packages and the drone can just drop it off a lot is happening really quickly in the r and d labs and i’m glad i got out i thought of chess dice you take a scrabble board and you put dice on it and if the dice has a 1 on it you can only move 1 square but if you turn your dice on a move on the next move you have to move that far it’s a new strategy game. I keep winning.

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Sitting here listening to the future of our city I sit in the library and I just looked up the Appalachian Trail something I always wanted to do until I don’t think I can do it because I have to shit on the side of the road and bury the shit and I don’t think I have that in me and I vaguely know I would shit on poison ivy or my ass hole would get a rash or some shit so I don’t think I’ll hike for 2000 miles and make a man of myself my life is hellish enough I might find the ohio xenia trail and give it a walk but it’s the whole shitting part of long walks that hold me back. I do know if I want to walk to cleveland I have to shit before I go three times or something and then I can’t eat on the way but I need food and there are more rugged people than me. I am rugged enough to walk from mount healthy to fountain square and then around the city for a week which is plenty rugged and I walked more than most people and I walk more than most people in the city and I type audience and I type well and I do art and I don’t have rugged in me I played basketball as a kid so I have competition in me but I also know how to gracefully bow out of competition and remain intact and still with honor as a human being and in writing I find myself typing out my why isn’t there another wordpress journal like mine just writing it’s so far always about something or most notably it’s about how to write i find a lot of journals teaching how to write and i guess I write and i write like this and this is how i write etcetera etcetera etcetera and I find that you can go your whole life and never really examine your life and I wonder if it’s just me am I the only thing walking around here I see a lot of unexamined lived and i have examinations in me and i examine myself and i notice there is a lot of sub par and below standards in the world and i can’t harp on it enough i just marvel at like television today al roker was standing in front of snow with fake snow falling talking about snow or he was standing in front of a hurricane screen talking about hurricanes with some mist blowing on him like television is a bad movie i thought to myself al roker why don’t you show some more of that footage of the hurricane to help us understand a hurricane and television is like a c quality film and it’s annoying as shit and why do advertisements annoy the shit out of me and why does television annoy the shit out of me and why do the people seem annoying on it and is a television worth so much money that we have to continually fill it with data to make the purchase worth it or do people have something to say or nothing or what on television it seems like it’s there to sell advertising and the content is not noteworthy and the advertisements always seem like they are done by a man that told his graphic artist to fuck off just do what i tell you to do and charge me the least and i just think to myself you could do as a channel take a year and compile 1 year’s worth of footage and work a year in advance quit working in real time and get ahead and explore higher quality content it looks rushed and i don’t have time for shitty content in my life and i write what i write but i’m not I write and so I don’t plan this out in advance I do give myself time to think about this during the day but I mostly just explore my thoughts on a platform I am going to be paying to use and I wonder if I should be editing this and making it i like it and i like what i write about and i’m not on here doing the weather or explaining to you who is more famous than me or who gets more cash as i find that i write about my thoughts and you could say that i’m famous but i ate at the finest restaurant in the united states and i drank the finest whiskey and i live a grade a life and i have my education with me and i find that through the dark times knowing i have access to a computer fucking nullifies my complaints and i sit and marvel at people and their lack of insight into the world and every day i learn more and just today i was thinking on facebook that a lot of this planet is not center stage there are some parts of this planet that the united states media focuses on and a lot of this planet is NOT at war and we seem to focus on the nations that are and gauge our respect for a nation with whether or not they will war with us and i get military intelligence but if you think this is a game i just wrote that a weapon is an intelligence test and if you have a weapon you failed the intelligence test its a tool of death and it’s fairly new like the car is slightly older than the gun and the chinese invented gun powder and then the european invented the gun with the gun powder and europe took an invention and used it for a sadistic purpose and i write a lot about africans and about how they didn’t do much but they didn’t do much wrong either and they are still here and like i don’t think africa is guilty of genocide but it wasn’t i mean my grandmother remembers and the eldest on this planet left their children chaos and then they developed liberalism and now i am here a generation below my parents that were raised after the greatest war and this seems cartoonish and i am in a library where little kids are annoying as shit and the planet is barely conscious and i’m a survivor in that i wonder what i am doing here why am i on this planet is that the same truth for all of us do we all wonder why we are here? do we all wonder what brought us here is not the most astonishing miracle in a child’s life is a parent can call a child a miracle is not the greatest miracle when the child realizes that they are the miracle and the miracle lines up when a child realizes a miracle is involved in it even being able to exist does not the miracle become a miracle?

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Sitting here listening to my fans stoked to see what I did on facebook today the audience loved how i wrote about being a full featured dildo for $2500 a month and when I pointed out mark zuckerberg could have given the immigrants in his billion dollar home HB-1 visa’s they broke out the champaign. All in anther day of loving the wall and being republican. I reach across the aisle and hold up my middle finger to the democrats. I look forward to basic income because i know most people won’t know what to do with it and will get bored to suicide. I noticed the louvre put an art work in the middle east, problem solved. I never wanted to be involved in geo politics now homeless i am a shining star amazing and astonishing dozens of people around the world that read the comments to our mighty feed fillers. I feel like a cow.

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I just heard the sirens cry the police did thrice times a turnip and take out a man in the housing I lived in. I was the reason the cops were called and he did threaten to kill me and was looking to gain permission to hit me. I think he was mentally ill enough to hate my teeth because his were not well. It’s strange when you get arrested by the police 25 times to be taken to the mental hospital over things like exhaustion or lack of sleep or workaholism and then you find yourself even after having fought the cops for your lack of protection of rights even after fighting them knowing that a facebook post condemning violence of a riot is a violation of free speech it’s when you realize that the constitution and what you learn in school have little to do with the police. The police are unconstitutional as are public schools and universities and churches are not and the internet is unconstitutional you can make a list of the words in the constitution and quite frankly the bill of rights is unconstitutional and i think that the unconstitutional schools should teach and unconstitutional class in what the police are, when to call them, how to behave at an arrest, and if millions of new people with varying marks are going to be going into this world and 2 million people are going to be imprisoned every year a senior high school class in how to deal with the cops should be mandatory if there is going to be a television drama called cops if we are going to glorify the cops they need to teach a class in how to avoid them who they are what their history is and how they operate and what their role in the civic process is because my civic’s class never trained me for a probate or mental health court and i never learned how to contact a lawyer and i never learned how to prepare a defense for myself or sue someone over civil rights violations and everyone needs to know these things.

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Listening to the wind caressing my ears I just feel the breeze and hear nothing at all right now in the Walnut Hills Library and I wanted to write about Reddit. I find that I loved reddit. I loved it 10 years ago when I learned about Facebook on it. I originally loved it because it helped me find new websites. I found albino black sheep on reddit and loved the animations on it. I found thousands of hours of enjoyment on reddit and have recently found that not only did i graduate from high school church university but I also graduated from reddit. I found that there is a great amount of wealth in reddit. i remember the reddit island subreddit that i positioned as great idea and then after ruminating on the thoughts of an island and a supply chain i submitted a more feasible idea which was the reddit small town that would be where reddit would find a small small small small small town and congregate there not unlike a festival just with more supplies and an intent to spend time around like minded people. I also found that there was a time when reddit was alive with activity and every day was like reddit woodstock and i didn’t know what else to compare it to. then there was the fittit movement that was the only science i ever saw on the internet that coupled me with the knowledge of my current diet that is fish fruit vegetables and water and i do just fine and keep a slim healthy physique because of it i also only eat a meal a day and do bar bell work outs and have a fitness bench that i do chest exercises with and sit ups. i also remember a teacher thread where teachers discussed the plight of being a teacher and dealing with parents and how it was always their fault a child flunked a test and I sided with the teachers and read on. I also remember a thread about corporate culture and how the smart phone revolutionized office work because it gave office employees a chance to be online at work without a network administrator involved and that watching porn was easier because of the smart phone at work fap fap fap. then i remember reddit magazine which was a stalwart effort to punctuate a lively discussion thread with a bona fide magazine that i did not make it into but read and enjoyed. i also remember when a thread went viral and turned into a blockbuster film. i commented on an la celebrities stardom with the star herself. i remember promoting my website online and then reddit turned ugly and conde nast purchased it and mods started banning people for planning parties on their city’s subreddit and i also couldn’t promote my website on most threads which i found to not be in my interest as a web master because there was a time when traffic was a concern of mine not just cataloging work on floating computers around my world and i thought that the original and knew that the original intent of reddit was to self promote but found that the malaise of drip feeding spam and the intent that wired magazine was the only thing that conde nast was interested in promoting and the thought that it was and is absurd that someone would only promote someone else’s work when i want to know about you. then there is reddit debate which i always won that means i always got the last word with a solid punchy deflator and sparring with people in words was fun but alas i only ever saw only 8 rounds go with someone at most. then there was the day my comment feed blew up and i had 25 messages to respond to and didn’t know why and i did every one of them. i also found that engaging a redditor in starting a magazine from las vegas and we met on the phone and i balked at the thought of the difficulty of the thought. i was in class and it was too much to run a paper and a career and i found that quite frankly he was nice and i did some expert explorations and found that newsprint is a bonus to work with but after 4 meetings i canceled talks out of being out of my league in project scope at 26 i wished him well and felt terrible for wasting someone’s time we weren’t very good at it and had nothing to say quite frankly; i only recently developed enough out of class experience to have something to say and the education to say it. i also found that there is a great amount of learning to be done on reddit and what fascinated me the most was how time flew by and days turned to nights and i don’t recall everything i did or saw but i learned a lot i remember when carl the programmer did expert programming tutorials and then was put in prison. i remember when there was a cartoon of reddit’s snoo the lead icon and he was precisioned into a comic book that had him taking over. i loved the love of reddit.

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My final studies in web design have led me here to wordpress.com. I plan on paying wordpress their fees and appreciate the professional work environment. i notice that i am not done writing and in this time period online i am not working with sports equipment i am working with an ever changing diaspora of a work environment and like a real work environment every day is different. i value wordpress’s technical skill and find that their security analysis is a boon to work with and i find that the analytics built in and the way that wordpress is nice i enjoy the look of my website. i have done websites like wordpress’s 2015 theme in my past and i stick with a similar style to my own web studies.  i find that wordpress is a beautiful creation and that quite frankly where the purist in me seeks out only html websites none of them are done with design in mind. in a world where my html file can be hacked for what i write and participate i find that a website that has stalwart security is my biggest priority. i find that there is a great amount of pleasure in typing and the ease with which i can type and post and place text before the world is a feature i would rather not live without in a world where i have an internet.  i find that exploring the world of writing on wordpress and the psychological impact of being read is the biggest joy to it. i am not always in my notebooks but when i am i am not writing for an audience. here i write for an audience. i find that writing for an audience at times leads to performance writing a nice feature of this trillion dollar work station that i am fond of calling the trillion dollar work station. the phone and the television and the radio are also trillion dollar work stations, this is the one i prefer until another trillion dollar work station takes not of me and then i will work on more than one trillion dollar work station of which there are several as i just noted i do like to enjoy the trilliness of this.  i find that wordpress is a myriad of options and i dare not use too many. i spent my time on .org and found that wordpress.org upon locking myself out the one time was just too much fun to configure but in my practice sessions before when i only ever lasted a week with a website i find that configuring wordpress took the burden out of knowing what wordpress is and now on .com i can be free to enjoy the spledor of this work of architecture.  i find that wordpress is a thing i would be lost without, if wordpress took it upon itself to cancel my account because of what i wrote i would worry about the internet, i find that i have a voice and my voice i find is strong and quite a many wordpress websites as though this is a child’s toy as though writing ever was and as a man i find that writing soothes me and i enjoy the cerebral output and the feelings associated with a modern keyboard and i find that i have greater output than my predecessor’s because i have an audience to write for inately and that is the bonus to keep writing.  i find that i don’t have much interest in reading other’s blogs on wordpress because i find the prose too weak and not filled with thought enough it’s always about something and it’s never about what i need it to be about, it’s just not energized mid thirities writing. i will only get more energized as i write unless the opposite is true. i will only ever grow more bold in my writing unless i weaken as a person or mature in a way i am not expecting.  i find that the thing i did with the link in my text widget was interesting because now someone can read my journal from start to finish at the click of a link and i sometimes think that wordpress would be better suited if that was a standard feature. i think that knowing where i started helps to understand the mood swings that occur as i go through a situation where i am not in my ideal setting and not in my ideal city, whatever that would be. i find that as i think of every city i think to myself that well i don’t want to live in a city with a sports team but if i move to a city without one i would be offputtingly competitive i find that i don’t know where i want to live but i think it has to do with being so comfortable and lacking a thing to explore other than myself and lacking a thing other to avoid other than violence that i write and i think i write violently i think my bell’s and whistles in my writing are violent because i have had violence afflicted against me and i am an innocent.  i find that word press is a lovely thing.

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I’m sitting here listening to some people discuss whether or not the homeless shelter in walnut hills is going to get a computer lab in the basement with orders to have people write 1 hour a day doctor’s orders and like like a doctor can order someone to write and only a doctor and like I dealt with professors wasting my time having me address them as their name and not professor like I was professor professor professor to a load of fraud and I took white collar crime and there isn’t a single day I haven’t lived in a white collar crime since before I went to London in October 1999 like I partied like it was 1999 and like I hear the song of America singing the model modeling the rapper rapping the singer singing the quarterback quarterbacking the point guard point guarding the goalie goalkeeping the pitcher pitching and I have heard the song of America the retail store clerk retail store clerking the chief executive officer chiefing the cop coppin the politician politicking the mayor mayoring the weed man weed manning the entry level employee entry leveling and the I hear the song of America singing I hear you are missing some vital pieces of the culture of what you strive to be I am a university student in a world that needs people to believe something and there is nothing to believe.  <strong>Highest Production Value Advertising Special Ever, Where the Halftime Show of the Superbowl is 2 Hours Long and it’s the year’s film.</strong>  Ford: You Return Chevy. Chevy: You started something. Coca Cola: Ford you started it. Pepsi: Pepsi had the crystal tho. McDonalds: Pepsi give me the crystal. Burger King: He doesn’t know I’m the hamburgler tho. Microsoft: This is the part where an earthquake takes out the apple headquarters. Apple: We earth quaked proof our headquarters. Budweiser: But did you know nothing cures a hangover. Caduceus: Did you know port is my specialty? Starbucks: McDonald’s Stole From Us. Nike: Alright, alright, beavers listen up, you did it, you finally did it, now just do stuff.

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Sitting here listening to the din of the library I think I used to think a second ago I will write about the change in mind that is terminally ill if I am not terminally ill I need to know. Is one of you the reason I will die unnaturally? Is there a gun with my name on it? Am I safe? Did the police respond when I called 911? Did the police respond the 8th time I called 911? Did I go to Harvard? Is this the Harvard Way? Is the Fuck Shit Up Crew a College? Is the University Superior to the College ergo is going to colleges superior to going to a college? Is digital design necessary to survive as a species? Is a question more difficult to come up with than a sentence? Is stating more processor intense than querying?

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Sitting here listening to the phone ring absent of music I keep my form. Yesterday I was high on weed and I notice I do inferior work high on weed. It’s sobriety that an author needs more than inebriation unless they want to be known for their writing inebriated which is less valuable than sober writing. I wrote about who I hate but I did not state why I hate them, tis because, I am jealous, my jealousy of the most high, is a form of hatred. I told myself when I broke up with my first girlfriend that I did not want to be jealous of her. I’m jealous of people with stock piles of cash that earned it starting in the world before I had the chance to participate, I hate oh and J Cole I hate him too, the people that earned their living the same way I do but are further along in their careers I hate, I hate them out of jealousy, I don’t own a design firm.

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I think it would be fucked up in my world if i was playing lemmings on a desktop computer at the library and i look and see this nigga caked up in a glowing map of the earth and a dozen bar graphs, I’d be a little fucked up watching bitches shake they asses with oil dripping on then, and the nigga next to me in a google hangout with the president and like i’m like this muffucka, and like i do think that would be fucked up, like a day i’d remember fucked up not gonna pipe bomb a city fucked up but i do be wondering if you could call my website the pipe bomb.

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I came up with the idea for the bus news, it’s an app called bus radar, and what it does is chirp every time any bus comes within 5 minutes of you, if you have a bus in your neighborhood, I want to create an app that if you have a smart phone will allow you to sit there and just know which buses are near you, it keeps the buses known, or a base station in your home that announces when the buses, come, and it’s not really useful because the bus people always know the bus, and there is a google map bus map function, i just thought it be cool if bus radar was an app, something that announced the buses like the terminal in Government Square but on your smart phone.  I also thought it be cool to take a smart phone equipped with wordpress and just ride buses and report the news.

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I just listened to a little girl spit her gum into the trash can at the Walnut Hills Library and I thought to myself that I called my mom about industrial incense. I went through the senses and saw that every sense it taken care of in invention except for the nose so I sided with industrial incense and it’s an extra unit that has a dial near the the thermostat where you can dial up the incense in your home so that you can smell like you’re in heaven, it’s also a log of incense that you put in the fire to make your campground smell nice, it’s also a filter for your furnace that has incense in it, it’s also a product that you insert into your nose like an oxygen tank tat keeps your nasal passages activated with scent.  You can use every system installing these products, you can use every aspect of the economy if you want to install industrial incense and you get to go door to door and use television advertising to promote in your market. If you want a field that is wide open you want industrial incense. That is true no one is doing it, that’s why it’s a wide open market. I do be looking for that thing we need that no one thought of.

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Sitting here listening to some kids chatter about their place in the time continuum I sit and think to myself I could build a light bulb in a box and include the solar panels in the box that absorb the light and produce electricity and the light would be so bright it would produce more electricity than the light took in and that’s a fusion perpetual motion machine type of thing that does not move which is why it does not break the laws of the perpetual motion machine there are no moving parts and it’s a bonus and you could series in a light bulb to solar panels or something kind of circuit a thing but you take a light bulb you put it in a box you wire up some solar panels you make the light bright as shit and you get more electricity than goes in and the wires have to be able to handle it.

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I was wondering if I could wonder and I had forms I came up with myself that I had to follow and breaking out of my form gave me the insight to wonder if I had fucked up and I had not fucked up was the beauty of my design lost on not following the grid the thing that caused me to quit working before has me still working I made it through the part that causes me to quit and I keep writing and I keep provoking insight into my growing mind and I am writing like i am describing how i feel and I feel fine and I could be someone that changes his demeanor and I am a dim wit in the did they put me on television yet was I worth oh it’s only been a month at this thing and I have further to go and I could be sentencing an illiterate or giving literacy to the sentient I am trying to go in ways I wonder if this is real in the sense that if I die here I die. I wonder if death is eternal or if you get to experience your life in stages as I understand that there is a cop standing right there bold in detail a strong european cop with a gun on him in the library and I am staring at multiple fire arms and wondering how much more powerful a man could he be standing in the library wondering if his beat is correct he just left and I keep writing I do be wondering if the most powerful police officers are in Cincinnati or if just gym class hero’s decide to put people away for a living I do drugs I avoid the cops and they never avoided me. Cops that are impervious to fear this system seems to run on cops but they say the violent would take over and i’m like the police do the violent work for the administrators and it’s a pairing of a need a mayor has a need to run the city and he has a no ability to do so so he pays the police to handle his problems so he doesn’t have to just lock them up. There are shit humans and currently instead of kill them we lock them up coming from a shit human I would know.

 

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I know what i want to write about. I in my writing career came to the conclusion that if you are not me you suck. I don’t suck. I’m not shitty. This bitch across from me with her nose 2 inches from the top of the keyboard beating it senseless trying to type her shitty shit is a shitty person. I’m not. I got straight a’s pluses in high school and I am surrounded by people including teachers that don’t know what algebra is for and it’s for writing and developing thoughts. I’m surrounded by people that wonder what thinking is for. I’m surrounded by a cadre of major cities that promote professional sports and pay athletes millions of dollars to fill a television with content. I suck at being shitty and most of you are good at it.  I just want to drive the point home. I suck at being shitty. This bitch right here next to me does not. I am not a shitty person every day of my life. I live with shitty people. I know the mother teresa thing is to hang out in the hood and hand out wonder bread to poor stupid people and smile a lot but like fuck that. Fuck the stupid people. Fuck the poor families. Fuck the stupid shitty poor families. What the fuck is crime? The people that complain about the police the most commit the most crimes. What would it be like if all of the families were enterprising and good employees and did good in school? We have prisons filled with millions of people that did crimes even if they are innocent they are shitty enough the judge found them guilty or they were the suspect or some shit.  You shitty crime committing people that lie cheat steal and do what you think is necessary to get ahead there is no getting ahead the decent hard working day in day out don’t commit crimes people have to put up with shitty people. Da fuck is crime? Da fuck is music that raps about committing crimes? You shitty ghetto uneducated proud of being stupid come from a long line of uneducated it’s not like your father’s father was a business owner and now you sell crack rock you fucking fucks that seem like you just came out the genome raw like da fuck is a law abiding citizen supposed to do take a man his age and give him doctor seuss and be like well if you want to appreciate reading i started here 30 years ago so here.  You fucks. You stupid fucks that didn’t pay attention in school. It’s like the first 18 years are training and even the teachers I remember teachers not knowing why they taught what they taught. Revered intellectual teachers that studied history for a scant two years then studied teaching for two years and are now a teacher this society of babysitting children and adults alike you think you have a paycheck that rewards you for your work when really you have a crutch that keeps you from dying of not being able to survive you stupid fuck.  You ridiculous lot of blood and bone that fucking never took the time to you never write you never draw you never sculpt you never make you not making people that can’t even fathom where a coffee mug comes from dear god she’s shaking the table i am writing on. Spend enough time in the hood with a university degree and i guess one of two things happen you volunteer at the homeless shelter and pass out donuts with the other homeless volunteers or you hate people more than you did before. I hate people more than I did before. Chester bennington is now a stone temple pilot I am not going to be stone temple pilot willingly.  I hate you people so much I am going to stay and my first poetry name was beautiful medusa to the extent i see a quality of myself in you is to the extent i think you are cool. YOU SUCK! I Don’t. I don’t suck. I went to the hospital and saw people that decided to do that. I saw people that were incarcerated for no reason. I see cops deciding to be cops. I see a society where if you are wearing a uniform you have no problems in society so I am thinking I need to develop a uniform something that announces we don’t suck to the world.  I need a cooler uniform than a police officer and i need more authority than a psychiatrist in this world. I don’t suck. I am not shitty. I am not stupid. I am educated did all the right things discovered the right people smoked weed so now i smoke weed and I smoke weed with the right people that smoke weed and you prohibitionist hate it when people read the bible but need people to donate money to you this society is bullshit the worst people get the biggest hits on the radio this backwards reverse psychology she has a television show teaching people to put their money in the bank and to not spend it when the economy needs it is not telling people to buy things and do things that make them money this art is for snobs cash loving society that can’t get it through it’s skull the nothing makes more cash than art and you suckers for a you thought the idiot that didn’t get a question right in class was the cool one i listened to every word that adult in front of me had to say and then i knew what to write on the test you stupid never listened to authority you stupid fucks.  Now you’re in charge and you never did a thing correct.

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Sitting here listening to bauble head discussion shortly after my previous post in regards to shitty people I ran into someone else that was not shitty and I think he is less shitty than me he has a bulldog named tartar that follows him around on his walks and he’s cool with me wondering if his dog has a genetic illness because it’s a bulldog and he always waves at me and he’s in his thirties too. I do be finding problems with people that are not in their thirties and I do be acting a fool on this website. I find that writing here is about being myself and then apologizing for being myself especially lately when I got off my track and I want to take a bigger chance but I might terraform all of this and just go with numbers and essays but that is designer and i want this to be designer and it’s arty now and the further i go in this direction the worst a stomach ache i get thinking about the imperfection of the blog and people say that humans are not perfect and i say they are and it’s a perfect human with an imperfect blog that i could be doing more and i’m doing as much as i can so not really and i’m getting an apartment i actually blogged there for a day and i was homeless and blogging and into my apartment i will continue to blog and extend this writing prompt and i’ll start over I’ll start at 0 again and see how far into perpetuity I can go with a solid writing workout and i don’t know you seem to like the engaging titles but i don’t like the visual appeal and titles don’t necessarily bespoke of good writing and i have much to say I just have to find a way to say it and you could be my poem lotus and i could be your dandelion and we could focus on the growth in us and i want to exchange terriers for there is  right way to do this and i just got fucked up thinking about the people that were uneducated asking me for money i just got upset in an educated way and i have my fingers on the sticks and i’m typing at high velocity and the words are coming out and this is my favorite way to feel typing at high velocity and maybe you can’t do something i can do so that’s why i feel superior to you which is a natural reason to feel superior to someone because you can do something they can’t.

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I thought to myself what am I going to do with my next apex of time and I have it in my mind that with my writer’s market that I am going to take some books of mine into a new paradigm and rewrite them.  I currently have a book about a 300 foot tall computer being unveiled as a man is being thrown into the psych ward by his employer only to discover later the dreams that this man is having are being portaled into the computer during it’s unveiling ceremony and the entire world wants to know who it is. The process of discovering who the dreamer is entails scouring the planet for anyone that might be and the dreamer himself is in a hospital where a doctor knows it’s him and decides that he has to be killed and the man that is the dreamer screams he is the dreamer and everyone reports back where he is and a crowd of people come to save him and they take him to his parents home where they acknowledge that is just their son and everyone else knows he is special except for his parents and that now he has to walk around being explored by the future as every time he goes to sleep his dreams are paraded on the computer and the future begins to acknowledge that yes his life was in danger but now because intelligence prevailed the world can finally share in the dreams of an individual and the schematics are discovered in an r and d lab for a device that could do just that and they decide to keep working on it thereby guaranteeing the thing that happened would happen.  The End  I also have a book about a group of kids that go to adopt some puppies and some kittens from the ASPCA so that they do not get euthenized and they make the news for it and then take to their lives after wards and reunite while one of them works at the zoo discusses what to do with a tract of land that was given to the zoo and they work to get that tract of land a space to house the ASPCA animals like a kitten or a puppy exhibit and then they are denied and later in life again they work while one of them is in congress to pass legislation to turn Yosemite National Park into a wild animal refuge and a rider on the bill is that the Cincinnati’s Zoo become a adoption clinic for animals city wide. The book ends with the animals in captivity in the United States being placed out into the wild in reserved locations.  The End  I have another book about a man that has the ability to walk outside of reality and just walk around it. There is a young man that is used to being able to smoke his weed in peace and he never gets caught and he has this outrageous ability to walk outside of a moment and all he ever does is smoke weed in his extended timeline. He tells himself but in the long run he dies sooner because he experiences more time than those around him and is agregiously more experienced than his peers they dare say older but have no clue as to why and then one day he runs into a woman who is doing the same thing and they both never thought they would find someone else in this space and together they wonder if their are others and it capitulates with a major love scene in the middle of fountain square while everyone is frozen in the moment and these two have all of the time in the world, they assume their child will be able to walk outside of the moment as well.  The End  I have another book about Dick and Ze a story of a Dick the lead singer of the dead pencils that took ze to be his lover and ze took dick to be her lover and dick is a blogger that sells advertising and ze loves the fact that he has that much time for her and dick loves the fact that she is laize faire and is a good playmate and the two of them flirt a lot and there is a lot of the taking of clothing off and dick has to live with ze finding another man to be with but she comes back to dick after she is beaten and dick decides that he can keep her safe and she decides that dick is a perfect mate for her and dick wants to know why she did it, why did she ever leave him, and she lets him know over and over over several chapters that she thought she found a better man and dick comes to know female intelligence in Spill It as she laments how she wanted something exciting and dick wasn’t it.  The End  I have another book that is based in the future where someone is aware that there are people going through personal files of leadership and all of the computing is done in the brain now and there are hackers and it’s based on PHP and there are ethical programmers and there are unethical hackers and some people get attacked and there is the revenge for attacking someone attached to the mainframe that is getting their work done and the impoverished unethical hackers are going through files trying to prove we are all the same until they come across the file of an ethical programmer that is excelsior it’s it’s accomplishments and out of greed and jealousy they take the billionaire and levy attack after attack and finally frazzle him to the point where he sets of a nuclear set of codes that reduces the unethical hackers to a state of coma and in the ethical hacker’s sleep he levies a piece of code that renders the enethical hackers comatose and he then speaks to high council about what happened the night before and they tell him to fix it.  The End  I have another book about a journalist that covers the national club scene and it’s a book about what happens the evening he steps into club Aeon and discovers that the only light there is in that club is lazer light and it’s a pitch black club and someone fires a shot and the club is locked tight as some billionaire wanted to know what would happen in a club if someone fired a shot in the air and locked everyone in and the journalist was there that night so he has to hunt down the perplexing billionaire and have him taken to court but the billionaire owns the court system in Cincinnati so the journalist takes to the prosecution and hires him a defense and they ad hoc a legitimate court together and hold kidnap him and force him to stand trial in a parking lot where he is found guilty and the young police officer there acknowledges the courtroom and they take him to jail letting the journalist know he saved the legal system in the city of Cincinnati and in the process became a lawyer.  The End  I have a book that I know of that involves Cincinnatus, the founder of Cincinnati, deciding on a location of the earth to start Cincinnati and he decides that where the river is most south and can’t get more southern he will start Cincinnati there and then the lady of the fountain Elia walks out of the river and he builds her her own cabin to live in but she insists that she sleep in his cabin and he wants to know why and she tells him well the other one is nicer to cook in but this is nicer to sleep in and he puts up with her and then they have Burnett the little lady of the fountain and take a pet named Edgar the Bearcat and it’s based on the four major sculptures of Cincinnati, Ohio and it’s a story that laces them together.  The End  I have a book that has a CIA operative on a mission to infiltrate a suspect mosque and his child is a roman catholic and he hides his job from his entire family by being professionally trained as plumber and he is one of a team of operatives investigating violent mosques of imam’s that are taking muslim converts and preparing them to blow up the washington monument by encircling it with their hands and pressing their bodies up against the monument and one of them is going to scale the lincoln monument and ball himself around lincoln and blow up his head with their bomb vest made of C4 unless Baldwin Smith can stop the major operation and successfully translate the american ideal of do not blow yourself up into these muslim converts, he needs to uncover and infilitrate a muslim mosque in Washington DC before we lose the Washington Monument and Lincoln’s head and he has to act fast because time is ticking and his son thinks he’s a plumber.  The End  The story of a city that built it’s own dodgeballs and had an idea so good they manufactured their own dodgeballs and senior year of University was spent in a gym on the dodgeball court and the epic scene is where a man from University of Cincinnati kissed the woman from Xavier University and the Bitch from Brown Mackie sucked the dick of the Man from Northern Kentucky University and then it cut to the before shot where Roger Bacon was at a dance with McCauley and before they played dodge ball they did the freak line at a High School dance and everyone got banned from school the next day and that night they threw a rager and the Superintendent Gary Gellert got a blow job from his secretary and Leah Stewart the woman that gave me a D- in Creative Writing here that problem you wanted in your class, the secretary from Yale in Gary Gellert’s Office is that she didn’t swallow his load and the problem is she broke the law.  The End  He wanted to do what everyone wanted to do and he wanted to do it also. He was a man that was in search of a woman and he was an artist and at that time period, i mean he could have been anyone but he was an artist he had to have been because he was friends with men in other countries and there were people that wronged him and he went after their families and he wanted to do what everyone wanted to do and he wanted to do it also. He was a man that took to the stage and gave speeches and he was a man that fables were written of and he was a man that took god into his own hands and spoke the great Word and he was a man that came from a small nation and he was so influential when someone wanted to do something other than him they did what he did and he was a man that wanted to do what everyone wanted to do and everyone wanted to do what he wanted to do and he was a man that men wanted to be like and women wanted to be with and he was singled out this one time from a group and he went to university and he did not finish and he was a man that inspired movement with his galant speeches and the city rallied around HIM and he was a man that lost control of his people and needed to find a way to get back across the border and then word spread of his singled out style of he was a dictator and he did methamphetamines and in the process he stated firmly that hilary clinton was the supreme ruler and she did say she had blue eyes and then someone took adobe photoshop and color checked her eyes and she had gray eyes but there was the time we almost had a blonde haired blue eyed President of the United States of America and instead we had a blonde man that brought everyone together and the differences are thin and I was incarcerated 25 times and Adolf Hitler was arrested this one time and I have a blog and I already have 9 followers and I am set like this and freedom of speech is a right in this nation and I speak no wrongs and I sit and write and I wonder what the world has in store for me and I wonder what the world has in store for us and like so many like me you paid me the least and I did this and you kept paying me the least and you denied me entrance into your corporate structure where the real money was to be made and you championed the theatre but punished the men that wanted to be in theatre and you were about your sports and football and baseball and basketball and hockey and your elders did not speak of their elders they spoke of the youth.  The End  As the myth goes the Africans were the creators of the ocean they stood on their shores and they extended their head back and aimed their mouths to the sky and breathed ocean and they did this for 7 billion years until Jesus walked out of a waterfall and as Jesus was walking out of the water fall the Africans stopped expelling water from their mouths straight into the air and Jesus loved Africans so much they decided they would doom the planet by not spitting ocean and spent time with Jesus thereby dooming the earth because someone so cool came along that the Africans stopped spitting ocean and earth was doomed until the Anti Christ came who was an African that let the Africans know to get back to work this is bullshit but it was the african women that cried african tears and they let the men know they would add an ocean and they called it Lake Superior and the African Men said hold up and they Sweat Lake Huron Ontario Erie and Michigan, he would kick it here and Jesus never knew something but the Africans knew they created the ocean and every African on this planet knows that when they see a white man they know they see something that doesn’t know something. It’s something like that why they don’t do shit ain it?  The End

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Today was the day I decided that I was going to take some aluminum ore and develop a casting and i was going to produce the Sea Urchin Fork as a designer work of utensil and I was going to elaborate on the basic for experience by developing a Sea Urchin Fork based on the Sea Urchin Shape and above the fold would be Sea Urchin and below the fold would be stick, elegantly designed and replicable today was the day I decided that I was going to go into metal smithing and develop kitchen ware that I built with my own hands and own design as a thing to do. I need to identify a metal smith shop in Cincinnati a place where I can pour metal and heat it up and I have to develop a casting system and when I do I am going to develop full featured metal ware that will not be flat no it will not be flat ware it would be like well eating with a sea urchin as a utensil and it would be like eating with a knife and spoon as well, ideally I could also in my own apartment heat plastic and develop a plastic ware version of the sea urchin fork and restaurants may want to use it and it is a thing i can sell that traditionally sells that has an incoming market that needs utensils and i can be the utensil developer and this one addition to utensilry is enough to solidify me or i can just write i can also just write and take my developed sense of design and just put it here i don’t have to go into trading I can stay with selling advertising but a sea urchin fork would be quite nice.

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In the booth spitting truth And I just dropped a deuce Aging youth old in tooth And I just shit a spruce Ya’ll need to lose I will improve It’s a lesson in groove On the news Killing jews You know it’s about the moose You get your booze You pick and choose And then you light the fuse  I wrote a song After I hit the bong Last week I snapped a thong  In the booth spitting truth And I just avoided the noose I missed a cue check the hue I still sort of miss my crew I was of the many now I’m of the few You think you know but I knew That I would get a phenomenal clue Now I write and become your muse Writing gives me the chance to choose To write a future deeper than the last author dude In the mind we hit our grind and you take your snooze  I wrote a song After I hit the bong Last week I snapped a thong  She wanted more I do implore I need to explore  In the booth spitting truth You know you need to cut loose The empty juices you need improving You think you can do it too Take a second and collect your dues You have a mic try and recite the lesson in blue The sky is falling you are calling now you think you a moon The sun is shining you are hiding now you know it’s about the tomb Your resting place you can’t erase your destiny or your womb Now you here you have much to fear and your fate is a groom You need a lyre start reciting and then start to croon

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The library is inside of me and I have never read a book I sit with a mountain on my mind and I have never been a crook Words have a meaning and so I cannot help but seeing visions of being on this nook You have a decision to think seeing is believing and you may be different on the hook Correct the effects that blurry vision give you to interject you can’t even come correct on this mooc You a leader of leaders you is knowing not seeking you have to hide this afternoon Opening doors you have more to explore there is nothing to hide soon You could be coming on you take into the song and you have nothing to do dude You think you everything but rude you take seances to the ends of the moon You take second place you never win but gravitate you always hesitate you loser You boozer you pick em out the crowd chooser you elevate you innovate you never take the time to cry

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Dear Father Francis,  The Cobras, the Scorpions, the Dung Beetles, the Wasp, the Hornets, the Rhinocerous, the Giraffe, the Lion, the Tiger, the Puma, the Panther, the Boa Constrictor, the lack of a harvard crew team, the lack of a yale divinity school, the lack of an ivy league in africa, the pyramid, the ant, the you don’t have to write a story just to get a word out there, you can just use the word, sometimes you don’t have to define a word like entefera you just have to say it and you can work outside the box and prepare to work in the box and you have a stillion nillions and the NIQ is the N.ovel I.nspection Q.uran which is the Novel Inspection of a Quran and I sold my work on the Quran to pay for my land.  sincerely,  The Man Sitting on the Floor at Old Saint George in 2004 mopping up a monastery a football field size in height as i was caught in a music video and we knew each other and you can let a cobra loose at the crossroads so long as you have it depoisoned, a cobra makes a killer pet so long as you devenom it … which it appreciates so long as you feed it and if you have a cat you need a mouse

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If we go down we go down together in the library with tears in my eyes behind the lids like when you have to cry and the tears are behind the lids and no one notices when you sit there and have that lens on your eye and you see something beautiful they never painted about crying and it’s all I write about when you live in feeling you never git a shit about the computer a dark form that i can see is the computer they worry about AI and I cry and I know they don’t see the darkness that sound comes out you are wrong when you speak of mars for mars is the god of war and i am here and elon musk would make for a fragrant colonge but do not go further yes take your solar panels and infuse them with lightbulb light and ask the electrician’s union for a job and take a chance in life and they are the darkness inside a shadow and some of them had knives and i asked for one thing for something to look at and it was code for this for the darkness has never seen the light and i write with a tight fist and i cry for the next day and i cried for yesterday and i cry the tears to the music that if you need someone to cry i am trained in crying and you are not even trained in trying and we meet on mars where if this has to be mars it will be mars and now you are there do not go further and do not step foot on the moon focus on grooming your species before you look for life on other planets and i was staying in paris and i was chain smoking and i needed mo bounce in the house and i wanted to meet you at the crossroads but i couldn’t go to church so i never saw you again zoe as i paint this land with my memories and my fantasies and fears and i cry behind my eyes and no one notices but me

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When Harvard Crew Teams start coding we will see the internet 1.0.1 and it’s that internet version .0.1 on that 1 that 1.0.1 like we at 1.0 now we need that 1.0.1 that .1 is the up on we developed something we brought it to final finality and then after we finished we took some shelac and glossed this thing over like we ain at 1.0 yet we at like .9 on this thing and like it there, we at that point where you can just use it just studio on it be known as a think tank get with a group of people and it’s the social ceremony of this thing that needs developed now it’s the so what committee and we have a so what committee and it’s a giant wall or a tract of land like it’s an infinite supply of land and that is why the economy is stalled because we are used to a finite amount of land and now we have an infinite amount of land and the economy is stalled because of it and harvard crew men know how to code what a cockswain says and in my wettest fantasy signe larson is the husband of nicholas lawson an already married woman with the finest chest and the the chief executive officer of women is attractive i just let her do here thing but at the same time to be in the same room as signe larson she’s not trying to be president …. signe larson she’s trying to be happy … let’s elect signe larson as president and her husband nicholas lawson …. there is that thing where depending on the woman in my spare time i campaign for you that why i got my eye on kucinich’s woman because she has my resume and someone would be taking care of my woman

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MACHINE GUN KELLY SO FAMOUS HE HAD THE STAREET MUFFUCKING UP IN HIS VIDEO WHIGGA LOOKIN LIKE HE HAD PEOPLE REPPING HIM JUST BECAUSE HE WANTED THEM TO ON CHIP OFF THE OLD BLOCK LIKE MACHINE GUN KELLY DEAD KELLS HERE NOW LIKE  BUT MACHINE GUN KELLY HAD ME LIFTED OFF MY SEAT WITH WHAT THE FUCK GOT MY ALPHA ON QUICK BECAUSE I HAD A PIKEY ON MY 6 SO I GOT TIGHT AND WROTE AN ANTHEM LISTENING TO HIS STANK ASS LIKE DA FUCK CLEVELAND GOT TO SAY ABOUT THE QUEEN CITY DA FUCK YOU THINK THIS IS THE QUEENS CITY GOT A KINGS ISLAND AND LET ME TAKE A SIP OF THIS BOTTLED WATER AND WHIGGA I WISH YOU WOULD FUCK MY DAY UP GET UP OFF MY REPUTATION LIKE FUCK IT THE GANG SIGN STILL ALIVE CREW WE PICKED UP YOUR FUCKING MELONS AND WE CREATED THE GAME AND THEY SHOULD HAVE LET ME IN THIS BUILDING BECAUSE I WROTE THIS WHILE YOU THOUGHT YOU WERE THE CHOSEN SAVIOR NEVER THOUGHT ID TAKE A WHIGGA LIKE LOOK YOUR ENTIRE TATTOO LOOKS WORSE THAN THAT SHIT I STEPPED IN WITH MY BARE FOOT

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Alright I just did this epic the end on my blog I was high on 8 hours worth of weed yesterday working on my blog and I came up with some weedy shit and then I sat down and was like naw naw I ain done I got to work forever on this thing that the reason why i love it because I have to work forever on it it a forever thing this word press blog AND I have to come up with $300 so that I can pay for the business license that gives me Buddy Press and then once I have buddy press I go to Vista Print and drop $100 on business cards and pass out business cards to the city and I community organize around a central location and I invite people to come be a part of the culture I developed at Nephlo and people meet people and I arrange marriages and get involved in people’s divorces and i curate a society of people that are banned from having sex except for me and then i deny people the right to produce thought and I state firmly only my writing matters and you need to heed the word and i make a big deal out of the fact that I started the journal and that if you meet someone at my journal’s community portal you owe me all your money and i do something typical like force people to send me money and send me the tax returns and i build a monument to cults that is more cult than a cult and we make ice cream without EGG in the ice cream it ICED CREAM really and we get into making ice cream without egg and we save on our egg and we use the egg money to buy the finest <a href=”https://www.amazon.com/Vanilla-Products-USA-Gourmet-Madagascar/dp/B01BLUXGRG/ref=sr_1_4_s_it?s=grocery&amp;ie=UTF8&amp;qid=1505575864&amp;sr=1-4&amp;keywords=vanilla+bean”>vanilla beans</a> and we scrape that vanilla out and then we go out in pairs and wear t shirts that say nephlo on them and we sell the ice cream we made and people love us for our ice cream and it makes them feel comfortable to join nephlo where i am blowing our cash on pounds of weed i smoke on ever increasing joint sizes and i just keep funneling our money into weed and we keep selling the ice cream and then i keep posting posts on this and people are required to read my writing and then the ads start selling and we sell ads in other people’s magazines and people buy our ice cream and we bought our equipment on amazon and we buy diamonds from amazon and resell our amazon <a href=”https://www.amazon.com/Round-Brilliant-Diamond-Natural-Earth-mined/dp/B00IML1LRU/ref=sr_1_3?ie=UTF8&amp;qid=1505575513&amp;sr=8-3&amp;keywords=diamond”>diamonds</a> and we sell diamonds and ice cream and we drink beer and we smoke weed and we listen to mick jenkins and throb to his pain and we center around the real reason it happened and we marvel at a mystery like this writing right here and we just all know in our hearts that through the years it would have been nice to have had sex.

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Listening to Sleep Music wide awake I write with a hesitation that I need to take and if I provide a service for you that involves you compensating me like a jew and what are we going to do when the transaction is guaranteed to come through when no matter what i do no matter how hard i try my credit card will always be approved and it’s a matter of faith in the economy to take a credit card with a basket filled with computers and printers and some business cards too and it’s a meditation to get the next elevation and i have a genuflection and give salutations to the crew that worked hard to get this office space for our just dues and we had a factory out back where we made our ice cream and it was a nice dream and we sold our ice cream to the right team and we had a store front our front we were like rock bottom with ice cream and fountain square put us there too and we were making ice cream all night and they ate all day and we had porsches from superior hyundai to get us through the day and we bought our crops from krogers and we never used salt and we had vanilla bean and ice cream and we were set for life and we only sold one flavor but we made our own syrups and i know you do to in that giant warehouse we made ours in small batches and when it came time to franchise we did that too and sold people on our recipe that we bought from krogers and they said they wanted to use our signage and the american dream is as simple as but wait a minute why did you ask us for anything you came to us for a franchise but da fuck what do you mean we out of business you just bought the rights da fuck is this place it’s a nightmare we on the streets again after 3CDC came and evicted us from the property for the party for that party we threw were we tumbled out into times square and hey that one guy is making ice cream too and he puts liquor in his and we still here and the ice cream is being made and we made it and we let our parents know we made it and they wanted to know what it is and we said ice cream we invented ice cream and an african came and told us they needed 40% of our income because africans invented milk and i was like i know you did but you used yaks we use cows and they was like tru believer and i was like ain faded and kept on then the mafia came and wanted to know if they could do our books and i was like naw we do our own books and we ain faded and the ice cream was flowing and it was a glorious day when we put our first dollar on the wall in a case and steve added a vanilla bean and the first milk would go bad if we put that in the kit and we just got started making our ice cream and we knew it was better we used more vanilla and no egg and it was creamy and everyone loved it and the ice cream was delicious and i bought a cruise for my parents and we paid for their house and the ice cream was so mint we just we just bought the cream from a farmer and we bought the vanilla bean from amazon and we bought our<a href=”https://www.amazon.com/Nostalgia-ICMP400WD-4-Quart-Electric-Bucket/dp/B00C5ZK93G/ref=sr_1_3?s=kitchen&amp;ie=UTF8&amp;qid=1505579010&amp;sr=1-3&amp;keywords=ice+cream+maker”&gt; ice cream maker</a> from amazon and we made our ice cream and we stored it in zip loc bags we bought from krogers and we had plastic spoons we could use and we had napkins and we had our space and it was something we could do and it involved things we could get and people loved the ice cream.

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I just wrote a german email to a literary agency in new york city and I was wondering why I feel compelled to move to new york city. I have a thought that women in new york city eat each other laying in circles enscribed in the male attraction ego that belies the fact that though the human spiritual network a sufficient human orgy will attract all that are attracted to sex and I have been spending day wondering if I should move to new york city comprised of a physiological change in my body that draws me to new york cith where i know of the siren that woman from lore that entrances a man to move to her island with a song only to see him destroyed upon arrriving. i fear not the new york city i fear the people.

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All Rise, may the honorable Judge Atrayu please preside over the court. Atreyu did a head spin as was the tradition and the gimpy tickets were being sold the raffle ones and lucius pixel was standing there pinching his ticket so hard he won the drawing and it was a drawing of him ceremoniously lucius pixel pulled out his letter he got from Nicholas Lawson and it read yo ma dude ima mail a letter to jt and he a gonna mail a letter to me and we gonna be two neighbors that know ehrytang about each other ima mail him my notebooks and he uh gonna make his impressions on it and we gonna use the same pen and work on notebooks and i mean he gets a blank one too and like court is in session atreyu now you may speak …

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The White Family Reunion  The white family reunion is great it’s all the white people in a city getting together giving each other cash holding press conferences playing carnival games deciding on who the real white people are shooing away the black spies from the white think tank adopting a couple yellow people ceremoniously and putting giving cholos mops to clean up and they painted stuff too just a gathering of white people with their smart phones and their parade of white people and the press conference has the mayor of the white people there and the there was the city council of white people that all wanted to be mayor but weren’t mayor because the mayor was the mayor and they all wanted to be mayor but weren’t they were on white people city council with aspirations of being mayor but weren’t mayor and the governor was there that didn’t have to worry about being mayor and there were some representatives there that wanted to be senators and the senator was there that wanted to be governor and the president was on speaker phone and there was a beautiful white woman there and she had on a wedding dress and and was walking around looking for someone wearing a tuxedo and he was with this black woman and loving life.T  The Quran Fucked Up a Date  Steve was on a date with Jennifer and everything was going great, Steve took her to the nicest restaurant in town they ate the most expensive food he had a high paying job she wasn’t a model so she was kind of dating up for her and she did bring her cleavage and everything was going great. They take a walk in the park steve talks about how his family is all university graduates and they have family reunions once a year and that he really liked Jennifer and Jennifer felt like she belonged with him she knew they were soul mates and they went back to Steve’s place and they had a passionate kiss and she wanted to be invited up for some wine and then Steve asked her up for some wine and she said yes he knew she would say yes and then they went to steve’s pent house apartment and she walked in and laying there on the coffee table was a quran and jennifer smacked steve square in the face stepped on his foot and ran down the steps with the cops on her cell phone because steve had a quran.  Dude that Could Be Defeated with a Sweeper  It was to be a battle to the death and each could choose their weapon. Alfred walked up to the table and chose the glock and loaded it with hollow point tips. Daryl chose the Remivac Sweeper and put a new bag in it. At the chosen hour they were told to draw their weapons and before Alfred could fire a shot Daryl turned the sweeper on and it was over and all that was to be said was the hoovering sound the sweeper made. Alfred let it be known to Daryl Well Played.  When Rondo’s Go Bad  Larosa’s had a problem with their Rondo’s. Their Rondo’s were famous for beating police officers. They ran the streets mercilessly. 14 Businesses paid Rondo’s just to survive. Rondo’s were at fault for several high crimes and 3 Rondo’s were on City Council and the lead Rondo had the Mayor on it’s payroll. The city wondered who did what to the rondo’s.  Someone Ordered a 6 Way  Someone walked into Skyline Chilli and ordered a  Way and at that moment as everyone at the Skyline Chilli heard that sound. They froze. Hot dogs were on forks midway to a hot dog bun. Steve discovered what broke the matrix. It was ordering a 6 way at Skyline. He froze the skyline and walked out.

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I tapped out a song and wrote a song and it was a song I opened up a throng and they all wore thongs and none of them knew they were wrong I was the kong on the empire escape building and I was proving people wrong I was long on my time on the long time can use it for long thing I wanted to write something clever here about a diphthong but I was too lazy to do it I wanted a wong in my life but the wong got the gong and i asked her to leave her name was christine I grabbed the tongs and chose all of the finest cuts of meat I longed for the days when I could feel complete  We were just talking Baby I was out of line I was taking the leadership When I didn’t see a thing I was just talking We were in the wrong thing I saw you often We knew we were the throng I had a long thing But she said it was too short We took it to newport I spent all my cash on whores We were just talking I said I do this all the time When I knows shes watching I let my stripes shine I just got into the air plane I swear this is just an error plain And Simple You could do much much much much much much better Stay here for ever. Staaaaaaaaaaaaaaaaay Stay here forever.

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Kick back 4 years from now and I’m in the psych ward kicking just kiiiiiiiiiicking it, in the process of getting head from this bitch that said she needed semen in the hospital, BIG MEECH pops his head in like can I get some too, I’m like dude can you see me throwing up the gang signs while I’m getting head, i asked her to marry me, he like my bad but like can i still get some head, and she like looking at me like can he and i’m like i don’t know i’m getting head right now and he’s like but you won’t be getting head forever and i’m like i don’t know and she like well if you don’t know he can get some head so i’m like cool right now i’m getting head and in a couple minutes BIG MEECH getting head too from the same mouth and we in the psychiatric hospital and it the big room and like staff light so they ain popping around checking out hiding spots and shit kinds of places where you can get head and no one knows cept the chick gargling your shit and ima like you know what i don’t like to live a life where i don’t have at least a spot to fuck anyways don matter where i’m staying so i ain into voyeurism so like meech come at me like she went into the flying v and smeared my shit on her vag and i’m like me too and we both like PREGNANCY TEST so we go up to the desk and is like the two of us need a pregnancy test on this bitch and they like cool PSYCH WARD and it comes back NEEEEEEEEEEGATIVE hell yeah got head and didn’t get a bitch pregnant so then big meech takes a sheet of paper and starts smoking on some air through his doint and if you don’t know what a doint is it a thing you smoke in a place where you can’t smoke it just paper rolled up that you inhale air through and it just a doint and big meech smokes em and then we kicking it i’m like yo you work for the FBI and he like yeah and i’m like cool so then we kicking i’m talking to staff about the ins and outs of selling standard randoms to computer scientists and one thing leads to another and big meech is at my apartment on the outs i had a new friend so we kicking it he making juice by taking his kolonopin and putting it in 7up and microwaving the brew i killed 4 shots of kolonopin and 7up microwaved and he zonked out and then after he wakes up we start talking about the book ima write for him and he sees i have FL STUDIO so he like bitch sit down and i’m like this is bad and my european senses go off and i realize i am a slave now but my professional side kicks like be a professional slave for africans they would love that and i know that’s what they want and i gave it to him so he like move up click it put that beat with that button click that move left go up and i became big meeches mouse that he controlled with his mouth and the beat sounded cold he wasn’t wrong and i dare say he invented turning a human into a mouse anyways he was on his doint that he rolled out of one my epic poems in my notebook and it got to the point where he decided he was going to live here the first thing he needed to do was get rid of me from my apartment so he breaks out his marble easter egg in a dew rag and lets me know he’s going to kill me i know instantly i am never going to kick it with people from the hospital again and then after several hours of him realizing he is going to kill me and me realizing there is a knife on the table in my reach and he has a marble easter egg after squaring down with small arms in play i get up after his body language looked defeated on the bed and after he realized i won he jumps on me and pins me to the bed and dry humps my asshole with my clothes on and pins me to the bed and rapes me and then marcus calls the sheriff and i run outside and big meech just sits there until they come and arrest him

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To it may concern that it be done in a way contractable with the human species that we may conduct ourselves with mighty reverence of blood and to whit we shall take to the form that includes taking upon ourselves our very blood and extracting a full unit from a human body while at the same time introducing a unit of blood into a specimen of the human form of full artificial nature to whit that it be done and known that a human body will be conducted in form as a hell of a concept that to make it right and we want to step into a place of existence where in the interest of our human form remaining our healthiest human form that we would extract the blood from our body to an end that leads us to the extent that we would generate a style of blood wholly unnatural to the nature that presented us with ourselves and that we take our consciousness and to an end generate blood from the periodic table that we would take to our form water and mineral and from water and mineral we would liken blood infused with neutrogena like fluid such that the human form would enter into a state of massage that weekly we would take doctor calls and exclaim the virtue of living to an extent that we extract our blood from ourselves infuse our skin with neutrogena and in the process extract age from our life and in the extent that we explore the entire vascular system with neutrogena and this neutrogena that I have postulated would be a material that gives youth to the elderly coupled with sustainability to the youth and that an end to the grave would be at hand and that tis not the dead that would but that the living would not fall and to an end if we should wish to be immortal this does give us time to extract the dead from the tombs and take a neuron sample and rebuild a human body from the tutankhamen as the pyramids were space ships in egyptian time periods and quite frankly neil armstrong went to the moon and was the first man there but more impressively in terms of travel is the moon pales in comparison to time where the egyptians shine and the great pyramids of giza crashed when 14 europeans solved the clearly and explicitly placed markings of stay away stay out and the egyptians clearly intended for king tut to remain in his burial chamber and this generation of this blood unit has been accused in high court of not caring of being careless of shirking responsibilities and of lacking a respect for the authority of those that do their job educate themselves and take a moral stance on mathematical principles that do not delineate as there are no alternative lifestyles there are math wizards that theorize false behavior that is misaligned with the proper proverbial extension of the human moral code from one generation to the next and to the extent that you think obesity is politically correct is to the extent that you have a problem with this as political correctness is only a problem for slobs for the lazy for the sloven for the impoverished in thought as to whit it would be that hilary clinton is a political correct choice, al gore is a political correct choice, i lose mind and do not remember all of the political correct political leader choices but for centuries the united states of america was interested in political correctness until political science was developed that is a ruse set upon us that culminates with giving political power to the politically corrupt and that political science is based on experimentation and to the extent that you experiment with politics in political science experiments is to the extent that you doom your people and quite frankly it’s fun to be correct and you lazy uneducated masses that have been undeserving of my presence for decades now stand at the foot of my writing and witness the extent of education the thing you think tis big but tis small and you lack refinement and most of you lack a body of work and we do not need manufacturing in the amenities sector where in the world of basic income we would lose on this planet say the snickers candy bar or the coca cola soda we would still take pride in producing cars and houses and medical equipment in a basic income world where everyone has their dollar that we would all need a dollar and a nutsack that i need more than my nutsack fine i take your dollar and i spend it how i wish and we are near a time period where all will have the dollar and in a world where all have the dollar we crack it into pennies and now we do business with pennies and for a penny i will write you a poem in the face of an all we all have an all and quite frankly the math belongs to the mathematicians do believe and know that there is math behind my writing as i phase in and out of equations and follow the signature of the line that i am drawing that your consciousness if following and quite frankly where people do not need to do anything to live there will be demise and the great judgement is can you chief so hard that you keep an assembly line in your bottling plant because 15 people decided they would build the cars we need for the future in a world where 150 people said they would be auto mechanics and we have plenty of cars in this car world and the great lay off was not a great lay off it was a great done and we enjoyed our candy bars until they were no more and we relaxed and enjoyed the things we had until it was gone and the farmer noticed that people gravitated towards his farm and this is a fiction for in a basic income world even i cannot take into account all of the immorality to do an advanced accounting algorithm that would provide for the basic needs of all in a world where you have a man that shot a man at a convenience store yesterday you will not find basic income in a world where men pay women with cash to take their clothes off you will not find a basic income tis not the university graduate that is the reason the basic income is not feasible tis the man that failed out of high school which is most of you and tis a concern not of i as this is being written in code and you goonie fucks that fuck with me you have not the literacy level it takes to read such a thing as this and quite frankly you can drain the blood and survive and i do wonder if this is a matrix like thing but it still lasts forever as i have no way out and a gun is not a thing i think should be on this planet so i have to live here forever and do this quick thing that lasts a lifetime i still participate and quite frankly i do have a lot to say and you can take this to the bank and deposit it and get back some no you cannot have a basic income unless you have a city of artists and we have to socially engineer babysitting into our lives and the university graduates know how to stand in a world that is running .

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We were sitting in chairs and to get away from the television if i could take this blog right now out on the ferris wheel I could i let you read by yourself if we go downloading we go downloading together they’ll say that i was clever if we go downloading we go downloading together we’ll download everything let’s show them we are writers and we were sitting in chairs and standing there with a ziggarat out on the ferris wheel in this small town we had the internet if we go downloading we go downloading together and if you just smile i’ll love this lever 2000 and let’s show them we are let’s show them we are working we were sitting in chairs and the bills were piling up and the business was abrupt and the people that did it forever were clever  omage to the PARIS by the chainsmokers by Nicholas Lawson

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The word of the month THE MONTH this week was GOONY. I just got hit with a wave of understanding of what I am looking at, 7 years out of University an environment where everyone is in shape brilliant inquisitive intelligent bespoken and then I graduate from that environment and get tossed around several sets in Cincinnati Ohio I 7 years later realize what it is about Cincinnati, this thing Goony. Occurred to me this blog goony. I came to a point of realization as i am pondering buying boxes of toothpicks and engineering a way to turn 1 toothpick into 2 toothpicks and at that point it occurred to me AIN SHIT I CAN DO FOR CASH THAT AIN GOONY!  I just see goonyness everywhere outside the university, apparently the university is a goon free zone, spent 11 years probably too long got used to it if i had graduated from a 4 year university I would be 15 years now absorbing gooniness and would champion it without question but i went to university for 11 years and was a star struggling student because they kept treating me for mental illness and now in walnut hills on race day i am beset with how goony all of this is. Goonyness. Just goony people goony president goony pope goony world leaders representing their people and parading around in extravagance to show the superiority of their people and the goony nature of making cash gotta do something goony to make cash can’t just get cash and then cash serves a purpose it plugs you into the goony culture without cash you can meditate and walk and eat berries off trees with cash you can get a mcafe super latte with extra whipped cream without cash you can drink water and the more cash you have the more goony you are portrayed take the lead goon on the internet mark zuckerberg he runs a goony website and sergey brin the sub goon to mark zuckerberg on the internet he has a henchman named larry page that has no voice and is a university graduate i think and just goony ness it goony that i am writing ads for soap if i were to do a soap ad i would buy every brand of soap and figure out which one stings the tip of my dick the least when i rub one out LEVER 2000 STINGS THE TIP OF YOUR DICK THE LEAST! that’s an ad to me.  The goonyness of this i think comes from human behavior is goony most services are goony it’s goony that we are so goony as a people we need goons to to goony things to people like put them in prison so that we can stow away our goons so that the people that are so goony they sell slush puppies can survive around people that typically murder for cash and have to go to prison to the extent that you are goony is to the extent that you get cash.  Fucked up. A businessman is an expert on goony behavior so a master business man knows every goony gear cog widget and button he has access to, to be a business man is to be an expert on human behavior and i’d say body language and communication like a police officer i mean they get paid by the state they are JUST experts in body language and they can make a standard set amount of cash in my dealings with the police it occurred to me that there will come a day I am worth more than a police department and i defend that stance in this city that champions the value of the police as there’s like this one guy named the mayor that decides who he doesn’t like and those people go to prison in a city that is down to it’s public officials being lead counsel and in a city that sold off it’s expertise so it’s just us walking around and and i have to navigate a bank that gossips about income to anyone that wants to know so as my cash goes into my bank account i have to remind these people who they work for.

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<a href=”http://www.digg.com”>Digg.com</a> was my newspaper for too long, I could have been reading the new york times for ten years but I read digg.com and now I know when a dog chased down a squirrel and almost climbed the tree to catch it. I remember when digg.com was a viable alternative to reddit.com and then kevin rose went with a beautiful design that has informed me for years and given me the opportunity to have a snarky thing to say about 50 things a day for the last 10 years and i appreciate that.  I love digg.com but i question the intelligence in light of the bbc and i think digg.com could be a television program and that it could report on the weather in terms of where we are in regards to absolute zero for the weather and that we could report on websites that just appeared and explain to people the value of having someone pump your gas for you while you are at the house and I would take a cincinnati view of the business online and it happens everytime someone does something like invent a truck that pulls up next to your car to give you gas and i come up with i’ll walk up t your house and ask you for your keys and $30 and go drive your car to the gas station to make my $5 for your $25 fill up.  Every time you think of something I think of something better because of it.

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LA is an atheist city that does not believe in a living god so they do their church differently than a god fearing city does. They have the price is right. In a city that hates the thought of someone writing about the thing that no one knows shit about they get their people together and they hold church on the Price is Right and Let’s Make a deal. Church. LA Style. Not much roman catholocism in LA anymore since the CHURCH of scientology took down Jesus. They hold their church on let’s make a deal and i thought of my role on let’s make a deal and it was a man that told clive barker and la reid that you know what i get that i picked that box i want to pick that box too and quite frankly on the wheel let me just roll it to the number i want.

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So e books are so long as there is an internet a product that there is an infinite amount of software also is in abundant supply. When it comes to software like e books and three dimensional modeling software you can get a good look at the intelligence of an internet by noticing that capitalism died. You no longer have to go to a retail store and buy a box and insert a mechanism into your computer to get your software you can just literally just download your next expansion of your abilities nch software and autodesk appear to do this correctly and then you have maxon and adobe and coffee cup software doing their work as well. I notice that in the event that the apocalypse occurs in a world where we have no internet you no longer have an infinite supply of your software in a world of economics professors and yalees you can find that toothpicks and toothpaste you have a finite supply of in the sense that at any given moment there is always a given amount but with an ebook or a piece of software you have ample amounts to the extent that there are currently enough of my books for everyone on the planet to have one and there is not enough crest toothpaste at any given moment for everyone to have a crest toothpaste.

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Not certain what the coin is in this day and age as we have upgraded extensively to the dollar and the e. The E is a unit of commerce these days and I find that the more fluid the economic system is the larger the number that is levied is. In ancient roman times a single coin could be transferred from one person to another and a coliseum could be purchased now you need forty trillion E units to incur the same transaction. The coin is a thing that I want a coin with my head on it , something to work on, i can take a nickel and smelt it down to liquid and then reform it into a coin mold with my face on it and a keyboard on the back and twould be something that i could give someone for something. a nickel is not a thing anyone wants but smelt it down to a coin with my very likeness on the same metalic force and now i have something I I I can do business with.

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So we talk of african being latent and behind in the agricultral revolution sense let it be known that it just so happens that europeans invented electricity to the name of nikola tesla and then you have asia that was ripe with knowing what we were doing and they tested the same results and came back positive twould be a thing to wonder how expediently invention passes around the globe as word of mouth travels slowly from new york city to the heart of the zulu nation twould be extolling of a virtue to exclaim that africans are inferior creatures on this planet when we have latins also in south america that have yet to understand electricity as well tis one thing to know electricity exists tis another thing to in your very own language be able to translate the knowledge into your work horse so that you can in your own language gain the same results as it has come to light that african american studies programs and latin american studies programs in the united states to expediate the process could be taught to engineers as we need engineers to learn african and latin in order to translate their working knowledge into spanish and african and then these same people can teach their lessons to these people to upgrade their civilization and bring us on par with a more sustainable culture as cultural disparity is unwanting of a civilized planet as we need an african to teach african to an englishman and we need that englishman to translate his language into african and then give that new african language back to the african so that he can take it to his people, not something that can be done by simply looking at a photograph of new york city.

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In world where we have too many movies which we do not and too much music which we do not we have a need now to take a movie like platoon and watch it in vietnam as an expansion of the film industry is now per this writing a situation where we take a film and we watch it in the right setting. You take a film and play it for a film theatre and your setting is always standard you take the same ferris bueller’s day off and you watch it in a school now you have the right setting for your film you need to take your film and watch it in the right setting so that you get the experience you are looking for you want to watch the green mile in a prison and you want to watch a field of dreams at a baseball game and you want to watch any given sunday at a football game and you want to watch the god father in that room that no one has ever been to with that desk that no one has ever seen.

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New to the University Curriculum would be a general studies program light on the general in terms of not military general but just shit you need to know in general general like you go to the University of Cincinnati and your first year is comprised of classes like Driving Around the City 101 and then you have wandering around Downtown Cincinnati 101 and you have Browsing the Internet 101 and you write papers on your wordpress.com blog about your findings and you just do general things in general studies and you generally do fine.

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In my time at the library of cincinnati i have noticed several dozen parents dropping their children off when in cincinnati ohio there is also the public television station you can drop your 14 year old kid off at so that they can pursue television glory i also posit that a recording studio like ultrasuede is another suitable location for children that want careers in the performing arts. If you drop your kid off at the library yes they do get to play video games on the library work stations and learn god knows what on robloxx that has skant to do with the lesson mario taught which is to work hard for a woman and you have the recording studio where children can rhyme and rap and sing and speak and make beats or bang a drum to and they can alter their perception of the world by gaining an understanding of fall out boy takes to the same style studio and develops their fall out boy anthem and your child can take to the studio and BE fall out boy and you can also take them to the television studio and they can sit at a desk and BE kelly ripa your children can BE the people they think have super powers by spending time in the places where those super powers come from.

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Like i started blogging a month ago after spending 5 years studying .org and like i figure i’ll dedicate my career to blogging knowing it’s a 10 year old field of study and like i write prolifically and like i know the system is not in place for blogging like it is with novels and like i have novels down like i’m sitting in a library right now and every book is equal width and i know a novel is about selling a standard unit of paper and a cover and like i could be in paper sales but since blogging is so new and it’s untested even though it is like it’s untested in the stephen king sense where a blog has never been turned into a movie or a sequel and there has never been a television show dedicated to blogging and like there has never been media dedicated to wikipedia either like the television series that depicts the wikipedians that cover our history and blogging has never been portrayed in any light aside from maddox getting a book deal but even that was about his book and in nooks and crannies i blog and i write from libraries up the street and on my 668 a month just short of the mark of the fucking beast wouldn’t surprise me in this city i write prolifically and i want to pay wordpress but i don’t want to lose my url and i know you need an economic system for this and maybe you don’t maybe you don’t want people doing much else than worshipping people with guitars and news anchors that stand in front of teleprompters and read what someone like me writes to the docket for anderson cooper to read like our news outlets have their beats and we have our star politicians even though there are hundreds of them and we have our all important national narrative and our main stream and i don’t fit into the main stream and then there is the all too pressing confusion that goes into deciding if someone is a celebrity or not wondering if they are a celebrity or main character in our national narrative because i’m flirting with celebrity and it’s up to me to decide if i feel like a celebrity today or not and i just notice that it’s about ticket sales and ratings and then i also notice that like RT and the Hallmark channel have networks too and it’s a personal thing it would seem like like people that i hail as gods i have seen roughly 5 minutes of footage of and it’s who i have seen footage of that determines who i think a god is like pandora gets ZERO press and it’s a novel useful element of the internet and i keep getting fed that mark zuckerberg and that google in the press and so clearly i dedicate thought time to them but i get ZERO press and i know more about myself than zuck and brin and it’s the media outlets that determine nothing we just get something to look at an observe and i just went through something more monumental than a new years on times square and i started tripping drinking coffee by the pot and i just know weed doesnt do that and it occurs to me in the library i can get killed for knowing how to type on a keyboard and that dick and that harry that comes in and pecks for a keyboard is sitting next to a trained artisan and yeah it’s they just asked me about my typing at the library and i have a loud keyboard and i let them know i’m the best typist in the city because no one types anymore they just fill out forms and i fill out forms too i just fill out forms like this and it’s true you have your national narrative but you also have the hallmark channel and as famous as you are is as obscure as you are as there are your regulars but there are people like me that just got forced into watching television recently due to circumstances and i hate television i didn’t watch it for 10 years and i just stayed in a shelter and HAD to watch television and i don’t know how people do it and it’s an insult and it’s a common narrative and i want more for people than what television provides and the radio was nice the last time i heard it and i sit on the computer and dole out comments and i goon check the shit out of mucho goony shit and television never had a comment box and when shit goes unchecked it just gets goony and people need feedback and television and radio never get feedback so it just goonifies and i just notice people thinking people are gods because they sit in front of a camera and football and basketball and baseball and hockey and golf and all of it is to sell these boxes and they sold this as another consumer electronics and i sit and write and this means something to me and i’m just another consumer of a device that is from one to many from many to many and they went down the line and sold the light bulb the phone the radio the refrigerator the stove the television then they sold the desk top computer and it was on a local drive and then they sold the internet and russia didn’t survive the internet and i wonder if we did and then when they went from local drives to one to many drives and that internet changed the game and no one talks about it and radio doesn’t talk about television and television doesn’t talk about the internet and the newspaper doesn’t talk about the internet and so it’s up to the internet to talk about the internet and the most fundamental change happened and everything stayed the same and i just got caught up in being accused of mental illness for 15 years because i used the new thing and people saw me creatively writing on facebook so they called the psych ward on me and the cops came and took me and everyone thinks there is something wrong with me but i know more about everything than anyone because i surfed the internet for 15 years and i spent 4 hours a day on this thing for decades and no one else did and people that know less than me that are less educated that are less capable are making calls on my style of talking my vocabulary and my intelligence when i graduated from university and they kept tripping me up and i still did and everyone in my family did and we are doing fine and i am struggling financially and they claim there is something wrong with me the same way there is with that woman that drools on herself and has a stomach hanging over her vag and i sit her looking at psychiatrists that pass out pills like you stupid fuck and he claims i make grandiose claims when i went to design school and i keep having to recover from the psych ward visits where they do nothing they say nothing they sit there and watch youtube and i live in a city of consumers and i am a producer and my psychiatrist is a media consumer and i am a media producer and he claims i make grandiose claims because he thinks doing something in front of a camera is a big thing and the entire thing collapsed in my city that thinks celebrity is big when it’s someone that did something in front of a camera or on a mic and the media in cincinnati is totally other city focused and it’s absurd to think you are famous in cincinnati because you are not jay z and he gets the same press in his city i get in mine when i take out and ad and you fucked around and called the wrong dude mentally ill.

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Author’s Note Regarding Subject Matter of Guerilla Rawfare from Khasssa Selassie I am essentially the author of this book, Khassa Selassie. I am a father and a vegan and an artist and an alchemistic inventor of sorts. I have spent the last eighteen years of my life exploring the vegan arts because I believe and have seen the benefits that this diet has had on my body, life relationships. Through just caring about the food that I place in my body and through religiously treating my body like a holy temple of worship I have created atmospheres of peak health in people that were used to chili soup and mucus pizza. I don’t mean to be crass but I see the world differently than you do. I see a world ingesting toxic food substitutes in such dramatic quantities that it makes sense to me that there would be an obesity epidemic. This country is ingesting mucus from a cow, chicken feti, flesh of multiple types of animals, and doing it all almost unconsciously and with a defensive posture at that. I find myself being viewed as strange because I am not engaging in this psychotic behavior. You do not know how many times I have had to remind myself that I am the sane one in this equation because I am eating what nature intended for me to eat. I almost feel like an early astronomer at times where I am imbued with the knowledge that the earth revolves around the sun and I have the data and I have the statistics and I know it to be true but then I have the 1 opposition that wants to believe the knowledge that is to be thrown away. I could keep these thoughts and accomplishments to myself but every time I hear about the obesity epidemic, I just think that it doesn’t have to be this way and I feel compelled to work to develop my regimine in such a way that you can assimilate what I have learned because I love you. I have knowledge about a slow build up of poison that is occurring in the human populace of the United States and I have so much love in my being that across all ethnic and socio political boundaries I would work to write works such as this so that I could reach out and develop a relationship with the nation that needs my help the most. Rich or poor, ebony or cream, male or female, if I see you eating flesh I die a little on the inside. I would like to run from restaurant to restaurant stealing all of the flesh and throwing it away to save YOUR life but then I would get arrested. I would like to go on television and just paint a picture that saves your life in the media but McDonald’s would not allow that and the current infrastructure would buckle under the arguments that I would share and I may get physically injured because non-vegans to me are like zombies fighting for the right to eat their flesh because the United States is a place for freedom and I can do what I want in the United States but what if I have the freedom to heal you? Yes you have freedom but can it not be said that your freedom ends where the ending of another’s life begins? Namely the millions of cows that allow for billions and 2 billions of people to be served cow flesh. I love you so unbelievably so and that is why my work must continue through my own hands and the hands of others because my only weapons against your depravity are my life choices and the example that I set and from that example comes books like this one that I write when I have time in between taking care of my DNA and keeping my family taken care of in this economic environment. Introduction What is the business of Sunfood Sovereign? Sunfood Sovereign is the title of my life’s work. Sunfood Sovereign is the ideal phrase to describe what it is that I am creating. You have the Sun which is the source of life and you have Sun Food which is food that comes from the sun such as produce and this food is sovereign because Sunfood like the manna from God, appears on the earth. Animals are searching for Sunfood and humans can survive solely on Sunfood and our lives and our heritage are intended to change through Sunfood Sovereign. I have a number of children that I am passing my heritage on to and I would like to spread my message to all listening ears so that the collective health and sovereignty of those that exist with me can thrive. 3 I was not raised vegan like many of you, I became vegan out of necessity and my children will be shown the vegan ways and it is my hope that Sunfood Sovereign will begin as an idea with my life and will become a way of life for my children and will become a global movement for their children. I physically do not have the time to devote to Sunfood Sovereign the way I would like but I work on and I develop and I grow and I sustain my regimen. For my family I would like to show them that anything is possible through my example where I create music videos espousing veganism, where I create advertisements, and where I create pop star ideals for them to follow in a city that typically lays in the cut and waits for something to pop off. I want to be what pops off and I want to be what changes the way you think and gets you poppin off on what I am poppin off on. This is my ideology and this is my mantra and this is my creed and this is my work that I am giving my life to in the hopes that I can serve my community to a much fuller extent. I want to take the success that I have had with my restaurants and my juice bars and I want to share the knowledge I have gleaned so that you can start off in a better place than me when you begin your vegan regimen. This is a book that I wish someone would have given me. I am trying to create an item of power that you can use to empower yourself with the powerful messages that I am transmitting through these symbolic manifestations. 4 This is what Sunfood Sovereign is, it is a mission that has transformed me and has brought me the most interesting relationships I believe that the world has ever known. Sunfood Sovereign is and is not a religious practice. It is because it is a set of rules that I follow to maintain optimum health and it is because we are in alignment with the Creator worshiping Truth, Love, and Life. We give thanks and praise for the cow, the pig, the chicken, the duck, the frog, the fish, the insect, and the crab. I have whittled down my dietary beliefs to the extent that I firmly believe that if it can look at me from eyeball to eyeball then it experiences a form of consciousness that does not deserve to be chewed. I don’t know how else to put this. I said it earlier but especially in the United States there are millions of people that think I am strange for not chewing on life. How strange is it for me to be viewed as strange when I know that our creator is just waiting for the psychosis to stop. I feel chosen by the Creator at times to be a vessel of pure information for the culture of death that surrounds me to learn from and gain enlightenment from. Sunfood Sovereign is my legacy, it is what I wish to be remembered for and it is the work that I have devoted the best years of my life to. When I leave, this book will remind people what I believed and what I was a part of and what I was devoted to and this book is my work as Sunfood Sovereign’s father and loving creator. There are pockets of vegans in various communities around the United States and the world. Most vegans 5 keep to themselves but I feel a distinct urge to take my abilities and thoughts and express them as perfectly as possible so that my children can best understand what I meant when I said to them “I am a vegan.” The movement has to start somewhere, at some point the message that the world was flat had to spread and it had to spread from a single person at its origin, and the idea that eating flesh is a disgusting practice is spreading and we should feel blessed about this as conscious creatures. The message is spreading that corralling life into pens and letting it wallow in its own manure and then eating its nutritionless flesh just for the taste and convenience is purifed distilled abhorrent evil. This message is spreading because of people like me and the mantras that we have developed. I have converted numerous people to vegan ways and in doing so I have saved lives. I choose to do no evil and through my actions resurrect my people which so happen to be the people of Earth. All of you are my people. There is only one blood, all that dream have blood. I have to work to develop my ideas into solid form because every generation will take and grow my ideas and turn them into what they wish with the main intent being . . . eat nothing that excretes excrement. That is the Sunfood Sovereign way. That is what my work is about. It may seem silly to you if you eat cellular tissue on a regular basis and chew on chicken legs and cow shoulder and pig stomach but maybe you are blind? I think about that sometimes… that for some reason I was blessed with insight and for 6 the life of me I would never go back to being blind, it’s like seeing a new color that you never knew existed that makes every thought and image more vibrant. I see philosophies on earth differently, I see expert men walking around eating chicken legs acting wealthy, I see politicians defending the slaughter of cows and I see an FDA approving dead carcase tissue. All I see is a giant eternal disgusting embarrassment or some kind of hadesistic, show that is meant to corrupt me into providing finances for the procurement of my own death, and the death of others. I believe livestock should be left to become living stock as they can provide much more valuable resources for earth, through the dispersement of their fecal matter. into desert areas on the fringes of earth so as to increase the amount of farm land that is arible and useful to the growing of plant based organism that we can live off. There is no reason why these bovine and chickens and the such cannot be allowed to be given food sources in arrid climates and allowed to begin the ever so slow process of refertilizing the non-fertilized sands of time. Fertilizer is excrement and by providing excrement for desert lands you will go about the process of bringing life where none exists currently. I do not feel as connected to society as I once felt but at the same time I feel like earth is my client. I have to do this because I have love. Do you understand the type of love that I am talking about? I have the kind of love where you can pull a knife on me try and stab me and I will still love you love. I have the kind of love that grows families and family trees. I believe in love and 7 want love to be the type of world that I see before me. I am not talking soft love that dissipates with time, I am talking about great love that brings people to write books about what I have to say. I am filled with dynamic and ever changing and beautiful love and Sunfood Sovereign is an extension of that. Love is a force of change, love is a force of improvement, and I see something that needs improved and I have love and so you have this book that expresses my language of love in my loving dialect. This is a world that is in need of a love like mine and I am not afraid to say it. My family needs me, my friends need me, my community needs me and my world needs me. I do not know where I was before I was created and I do not know where I will go after I ultimately leave but I am here right now and I am filled with the love of purpose that allows me to create new ways of looking at the the conscious universe. I might never see the world in real life that I imagine in my mind but I have already been to Shangri La. I have already been to the place where the only foods available are fruits, nuts, seeds, water and vegetables. I have spent so much time imagining what it would be like that I don’t need to be there myself but you need to be there so that you can fathom what I am talking about when I am talking about Sunfood Sovereign my eternal creation. I have immortality in my eyes and I can see it in the mirror looking back at me for all the evers that ever 8 were ever are and ever will be. I look in the mirror every day and just look at myself and ask myself …Is that you?… and then I answer “Yes It is.” And from that daily conversation I begin my work as a Sunfood Sovereignist with a life purpose driving my actions and motivations. I am like a seed that is growing in your consciousness and against and through the thickets I am growing the Tree of Life as proof that through civilized discourse and with a cunning desire to do the most good for the most people I will lead us into an era of dietary prosperity and will specialize in my niche that I have been told to specialize in since my first business class. I focus on water because it is holy. Nuts because they are adaptable. Fruit because it is pure. Seeds because they are a focal point of potential energy yet discovered. Finally and Vegetables because they are my conduit to perfect Health and Healing. Sunfood Sovereign does what it can to survive with the beautiful ideas that it has and that is partially why this book exists. I am looking for help to help me build what can only be a grass roots effort and with your help I can achieve my purpose in life and we can plant a conscious seed that will grow forever. Guerilla Rawfare is in your hands right now, will you ask someone else to read this book? Will you take notes and apply what you are learning? Will you start to look at the empire of food differently? Will you look at Wendy’s , McDonalds, and Burger King differently? We hope you see more than fast food and see death in a box really. 9 The rest of this book is going to be a project that Sunfood Sovereign recognizes and approves as I am going to be working to inspire you to start your own Juice Bar and Vegan presence in your community. We are going to try and inspire you to create artistic expression that will allow you to be Always Rememberd Through Always Remebering Truth As Reality Truly Arises Reactively To Any Righteous Teacher and we are going to try to inspire you to create life and from this life we hope you will generate life in your community and online. 10 Chapter 1 What does the Sunfood Sovereign practice of Veganism consist of? Veganism is quite simply the practice of only subsisting on fruits, vegetables, nuts, seeds, and water. That is the essence of veganism. It has been found that this practice of dietary exploration and alchemy leads to longer healthier life and at the same time cleanses the body of toxins that any type of animal product would place in the body. From simple origins comes the most amazing concepts such as a vegan industry. There is a growing movement to essentially wake up from the zombistic practice of eating flesh and veganism is the answer to a dietary habit that multitudes are beginning to excoriate in terms of creating the origins of hatred for. If you have to hate something, hate the killing of life, period. Hate the killing of the innocent, period. Hate the unnecessary killing of life for the unnecessary ingestion of flesh that excretes fecal matter. Hate the foul practice of tricking you into being comfortable with eating something that was not meant to be eaten and that is worth defending. Hate the development of a culture that has mutated from a love of the texture of flesh and the taste of flesh. Hate the daily slaughtering of the animals for a mutated form of nutrition that is not nutrition at all and that could in fact be termed anti-nutrition. Hate the fact that we could live in a utopian world of tranquility with nature but instead are forced to have to engage in cultural warfare 11 just to get us on the right path to dietary cleanliness and kosher living. Foster your hatred and let it be an extension of your love for the world. Foster a loving hatred for the world around you and just stare at it and wonder and realize that this world is dominated by decision making , decision making that can change that you can be a part of bringing the change to. This process takes generations and it takes voices and it takes writing and it takes counter decision making and it takes you working with us to bring this world that we are all dreaming of but not working for into being. Why should you practice the Sunfood Sovereign form of Veganism? You should practice veganism because it aligns your diet with the most beneficial diet to your body. We are entering an age where statistically speaking you can live longer than any time period in history prior to this shared extended moment. Veganism and the study of veganism provides the best possible chance for us to inhibit our caloric intake properly thereby generating longevity and by inducing the greatest nutrient intake that is possible which also helps keep the body healthy. Practicing carnivorism is like smoking. You can live long after you start but your body will degrade terribly from the practice. If you believe otherwise look at aging geriatrics today who lived carnivorous lifestyles. A great majority of them are suffering from vascular disorders, heart disease, and cancers. This is all from eating the flesh that was dipped in manure at the farm. There is 12 poison in the farm animals and that poison is passed on to humans through ingestion. You should practice veganism because it prolongs your life and improves the quality of the life that you are leading as you are leading it. You might be addicted to flesh that excretes excrement. Many are. But think about the addiction to flesh that defecates. You are addicted to being a part of a farming system where the farmer kills animals in an industrial fashion and then packages them for you to eat. Some of you reading this may stop right here and agree and go on with your life , but some of you that are reading this may begin to open up your eyes to what is being offered here. The premise is simple. Do not make your belly a pet cemetary. Just … do … not … do it. Do not give credence or finances to the families of farmers who spend their lives taking the lives of other living beings for carnivoristic ingestion. At Sunfood Sovereign I have been regularly following my dietary regimen and have prolonged my own life. I have sickle cell anemia which is a blood disorder that weakens my body and brings me great pain. I have had to purify my body and saturate it with nutrients because my body needs a tremendous amount of energy to keep healthy. I have to stay in professional athletic form just to function and it is veganism that provides me with the highest levels of efficiency that I need to function as a sickle cell anemic. This diet has helped me survive and because I am highly in tune with my body. My body is a finely tuned instrument and from time to time I test it by neglecting my diet and it just screams at me if I eat 13 mucus (cheese) or flesh (meat). I understand that my body loses it’s response to these poisons if indulged enough but I indulge ever so infrequently that when it does happen I reiterate the mantra to myself to be a vegan and to avoid the flesh of the living and the life that was meant to be living. I live in phenomenal times where the vegan lifestyle is possible to an extent that is has never been before. I tell myself that the future is a vegan society and it is my role to bring us closer to that vegan empire of thought that will sustain humanity long into the future in the healthiest form possible. I do not want to be prideful but the explorations that Sunfood Sovereign do are the types of explorations that PH.D. college students learn from. When a member of society breaks new ground or improves upon the rhetoric of a practice they are remembered and studied. I did not invent veganism but I did improve upon the practice by developing new recipes and studying it to be a true lifestyle to follow in difficult conditions. What benefits are there to being a Sunfood Sovereign vegan? The benefits of being a vegan are profound. The main one in my opinion is insight. You understand your position in life better. When you are in line with the carnivorous mindset you are also blind to the level of manipulation that the media places upon you. When you are eating cheeseburgers and steaks you never really notice how many times the media harps on the continued ingestion of these items but it is frequent. 14 You notice these things more often when you are a vegan because your mind starts to work differently as a vegan. You start to feel separated from the mainstream because you are no longer a member of the society that you once were. There is a line in the bible that says ” let the dead bury the dead ” well you are as a vegan emerging from a mindset of ” let the dead eat the dead ” the carnivorous mindset is one that is sick. I was sick for 18 years of my life and then while I was in prison I began my explorations into avoiding meat which has dovetailed into dovetails which have led me eighteen years later writing this book. Another benefit of veganism is that the benefits to you as an artist are bountiful. I am going to assume you are a performance artist of some kind , a painter, a violinist, a dancer, a photographer, something. We assume you to be some kind of fine artist or at the very least have a hobby. Being a vegan in this time period is phenomenal because you have moral authority as a vegan. Let me tell you about moral authority. When you finally begin to fathom the depths to which veganism is the correct mindset you start to feel righteous as well you should. There are complex emotions that emerge when you first become a vegan. Being fooled is one of them. You feel as though you have been fooled to a very deep level. When you become a vegan you feel as though you have just been pulled from a sinister matrix of flesh devouring meat worship and you will want to save others. This is the power that veganism has, it has the power to completely 15 transform you when applied properly. If this deeply sinks into your cortex tissue , if your mind absorbs this information deeply you will begin to feel authority over others that you once did not. You will feel authority over the FDA and your own Doctor. You will begin to see the world in confusing ways where a carnivore adheres to the entire present information matrix of modern society, a vegan is busy building a new one and you can start to see cracks in the carnivorous system. You begin to wonder just how far someone would be willing to go in order to convince you to eat flesh and you end up with ideas like veganism is essentially attempting to bring the field of farming to a new and different plateau where the animals are left alone and the fields are filled with vegetables and its not a simple thought because the world is filled with enough death that death is doing over time and death is itself an illness that humans bring to life with their poor decision making. An interesting benefit of being a vegan is you are part of a very normal movement. We are not picketing and we are not protesting because we know that does no good. No, being a vegan is like being a part of a very interesting culture that ultimately knows no boundaries because it has boundaries and that is a contradiction but you have to look at why it works. A carnivore will eat anything. There is nothing a carnivore will not eat and as such it has no rules it has no boundaries and can only be so creative with its culinary choices but a vegan has limits on its dietary items, well what looks like limits, but with a vegan diet you can explore alchemistically all 16 of the different ways that fruits, vegetables, nuts and seeds can combine to form your diet. You are supposed to be a chef with these foods and the thing is all of this food that you can cook for yourself is guilt free in terms of your spirit and your belt buckle. Veganism is just a healthier dietary choice and that can really not be disputed. You have to be careful though because carnivores will take your displeasure for meat as a moral decision and some will feel judged as lesser people and will get angry at you for not zombistically eating the flesh that defecates. This is a zombie cartel like mindset. These people are the hardest to speak to about veganism because if a 60 year old woman encounters veganism for the first time she may think back to 60 years of carnivorousness and when morality is applied to it she will feel pangs of guilt that are too great to handle. She also might not want to admit that eating wrong for such a long time stemmed from an ignorance that she does not want to deal with. When you bring morality into the world of food something very interesting happens. We live in a God fearing world and the majority of those people that fear God are Christians who feel as though they have the deepest understanding of God in the world, that they have the best pastors and priests and that the United States is above reproach when it comes to God and the thoughts about God. When you question the morality of a supposedly moral person they wretch because they are busily working on their path to heaven and if you point out a PLANK in 17 their eyeball when you have not even a Splinter in yours they will feel at once a pain that causes them to spasm. The majority of people have deep problems with issues of morality especially when their morality is at question because when you are attempting to improve ones morality the student must first admit that their morality is at fault for a problem. That involves experiencing weakness and intimacy two facets of life that Americans are usually terrible at. We watch Football and we eat Meat. The people that sit in the stadium and watch the game are followers who have their moral leaders in place and if you try and trumpet yourself as a new leader you will face opposition because eating meat is sacred to carnivores. These are zombies when it comes to meat and you are attempting to literally heal the brain of a zombistic creature that is unwilling to admit that they are a zombie. Unrepentent zombies we call them and they may work in your PR firm and they may work in your local Gym or even be your teacher or your Doctor. Zombies. In. Our. Midst. UnRepentent. We want to bring you back to life. Sunfood Sovereign wants to shed light on a condition that you may be experiencing known as the carnivorous diet. Some people will never admit that farming cows is wrong. Think about that for a second. The process of breeding cattle. You inseminate healthy cows and allow them to give birth and then you raise the cows and then you eat the cows. Can you not see a level of disgust in this process. There is much that can go wrong hygienically as these are animals that need to be cleaned and and taken care of and you are making them wallow 18 in their own manure and then corralling them into pens to be turned into food? For money? That’s it. You choose to do this evil and then you get paid so that you can do it more? Do you feel like you are keeping earth alive? Does this evil not sink in to you as you are reading? Does your God allow for the mass slaughter of animals as though it were meant to be this way? Does your God allow for the desecration of life? Does your God mind if you are used to ingesting his creations? Does your God mind if you follow unhealthy dietary practices such as eating flesh raised in its own urine and fecalia? Does your God mind if you allow for the killing of animals in terrible conditions so that you can eat the dead carcass that is devoured before it becomes infested with flies? Quite honestly as you are reading this you may want to say No, my God is better than that. Turns out there is a Living God that Supports the Life of the Living in All of Us which is believed in by myself. I know a better God that I am in the process of introducing you to. We are working to build a new consciousness here at Sunfood Sovereign, one with which you can be wide eyed and amazed at the work of carnage being done that you are being asked to eat. The crime of slaughtering cows is done by criminals. We invoke our moral authority at Sunfood Sovereign and we essentially declare this work of slaughtering cows as criminal but these criminals are protected by the police and they are protected by the government and they are even protected by large populations of people. The practice of carnivorousness crosses all professional boundaries. We 19 are working to put the carnivorous ways of the animal farmer out of business and we shake our heads because if we did not do this work no one else would and so we seek out the type of work that can bring a better world and like the Mothers Against Drunk Driving and like the movement against Cigarettes we seek a healthier world and seek to bring Art. Them in our wake and a new form of looking at the world so that you can understand what we see and will never forget the lesson that we bring. Why Would Someone Want To Be A Sunfood Sovereign Vegan? Because you get to think of the future and what it might really be like in best possible terms. You are not busy thinking about robots and you are not busy thinking about computers you are busy thinking about not slaughtering masses of animals. Your work as a vegan is organic and you don’t have to worry about the next iGizmo that is coming out , you don’t have to worry about the next most powerful processor, you don’t have to worry about the next hottest rapper, or the next promotion at work, you can worry about something real like an epidemic that needs your help to solve. As a vegan you can apply for work at places like PETA and the Humane Society. You can also do something novel like work with Sunfood Sovereign to help us develop the ideal grocery store for our future headquarters. You can dream with us in a healthy way. You can also help us question the one thing that truly bothers a vegan if something as complex as eating meat is holding us back as a culture what other simple 20 activities do we engage in that hold us back as a culture spending money? using computers? what do we blindly not do or what do we blindly do as a people that degrades our consciousness and our well being ? I will tell you this being a vegan can be very confusing in this time period because a vegan ultimately wants to perfect their life and when you see the amount of meat you ate you just start to wonder how else can you perfect your life in ways you are not even thinking about? The grocery store. You want to be a vegan because you want to help us sell these books so that you can help us raise money to build the hottest vegan grocery store you have ever seen. It would be like the Abercrombie and Fitch of food. Listen, this is a real discussion I have in regards to Sunfood Sovereign. Okay, you have models at the front door wearing bathing suits and doing pull ups. Then you walk past them and they stop doing pushups and you receive a coupon for strawberries and you move on and into the main arena. The music is Caribbean or Jamaican and you can tell it was custom created for the store because there is a hot looking female DJ that has her midriff showing and she is spinning the music getting you in the mood to buy some food. Alright you look around, it looks like an Apple Store, funny enough, but the entire store is a mild brown like a paper bag color. There are bins all around the store filled with fruits and vegetables and nuts and seeds. You can purchase a blender, food processor, dehydrator, or juicer near the cash registers that are 21 essentially just pay your own way registers which is cool because we don’t expect vegans to steal and if you do a model vegan will have some questions for you. There is also a recording studio right in the center of the grocery store where people are hanging out and performing poetry and rapping a lot and singing. There are lyrics being thrown around that deal with the downfall of McDonald’s or any other obscene rhetoric about carnivores. Here is the thing about vegan rap and vegan poetry and vegan singing it can be as obscene as it wants to be in opposition to carnivorous food because what is a carno going to do . . . hey hey hey . . . you are getting too accurate and to the point . . . so we have hit records after hit records at our Sunfood Sovereign grocery store . . . oh and you are just in time for the freebie fashion show where scantily clad men and women walk down the runway handing out oranges and kumquats in their latest fashion accessories for the fall season. Sunfood Sovereign looks forward to the seasons with great pleasure because that is when the palatable food changes. That is what we have so far, kind of like a functional night club that serves produce and here is the thing you can throw parties in a Sunfood Sovereign grocery store because it is conducive to parties. It’s exciting to be in a correct answer and produce is in my friend, you can have a food fight and get splat with an orange and it’s cool because its not a bloody cow liver . . . you dig? That is why you would want to be a vegan and that is why you would want to partner with us because we are 22 building a culture and if you don’t believe us then ask yourself what this book represents to you? This is culture my friend, join in. You want to be a vegan because you can write the most hardcore jokes against carnivorousness, what kind of jokes can you write that involve DONT EAT ANYTHING THAT HAS AN EYEBALL ATTACHED TO IT . . . its like the commandment that Moses forgot and you can be the person to write all of the jokes that help stem the tide of carnivorousness. You can do things like walk into a Wendy’s and ask them how many chickens they killed last year and just raise awareness, you can be a dick about this if you want but you can also be as smooth as margarine or you can be a dick that is as smooth as margarine about this? Your style is up to you. I am personally smooth as margarine. The thing is you want to be a vegan because no matter what you say it still won’t be as offensive as putting a chicken thigh in your mouth. Have you ever looked at your food and thought to yourself that a couple of days ago this thing that just got fried up was walking around looking for food and now it is food? You want to be a vegan because its like the Illuminati that’s open to everyone. We have secret goals like taking the planet earth . . . you read that right . . . we dream dreams that start with words like . . . we want to take planet earth and then we add words like turn it into a vegan empire. There may be conflict in Mogadishu but if we can convince them to eat produce we can teach them how to smile. There may be communism in China but if we can teach them to stop serving orange chicken 23 and instead get to serving fried walnut patee we can bridge barriers if we can teach Uncle Sam to put down the reconstituted cow body that is covered in mustard seed sauce and tomato puree from a bottle we can bring World Peace. We on some World Peace Shit Bitches becasue lets be honest, I have a YouTube Channel that I want to fill up before I die and honestly all this death bullshit is keeping me from my secret Music Video Project, so all ya’ll peep game and realize that this ain no thang. You might act like its a thing but really this is just a guy thats a chef telling you , hey , bro. I made these lentils. Put down the chicken leg. Then all we do is pass you some spiced lentils. You put down your chicken leg. Your stomach gets full. You get your protein. You taste some nice spice. A chicken gets to live and everyone is happy. We on that shit , if you ain on this. Then I mean let me see you write your counter-point to my book called what … Carnivore World … no really. Get philosophical about your philosophy behind bovine destruction and poultry holocaustica. I’d read it and go to your conferences and just study you. I recommend you study me as well but you might want to kill me if you are deep into carnivora deep enough which is understandable because you obviously dont care about life and you obviously dont care about yourself , why would I expect you to care about me? Zombies destroy to feel comfortable being destructive to themselves. You scare me Carnivores. You really do. There I said it. I secretly want to bring World Peace in spite of evil forces and think that if anyone is going to do it it’s going to be a vegan. I want the bronze statue to 24 be of me. I want to get the platinum medal in waging peace and they don’t even give platinum medals at the World Peace Olympics but Sunfood Sovereign wins the Platinum Medal for real because we have the hottest vegan style. We bring world peace with style , for real. We bring the kind of world peace that gets eighty year old women looking for the dance club. I want to be remembered like a very astute vegan who saw the potential for a world that embraces vegan dietary practices. You want to be a vegan because you want to learn to think as big as me and just think about it, can you really respect a world peace advocate that gets down with a pepperoni pizza, or do you respect a world peace advocate who gets down with flax seed crackers and nore soup? Yeah, so now you are starting to get to see my personality and what makes me smile. There is a part of me that finds my place in life hilarious because here I am this little performance poet that drops hot lines and it’s like God came and told me Khassa , I decree you a chosen vessel of light to bring these people to the land of Vegana. It feels like I was chosen and then given trials and now am being given a camp of people to work with while I build my family. You have no idea how complicated all of this is to me but one thing is simple. DO NOT eat that which has an eyeball attached to it. I know that much and if I ever see a cucumber looking at me funny I won’t eat it either. I just won’t eat anything that has an eyeball on it. That eyeball means it’s looking for something and whatever it is looking for is not the 25 bottom of my stomach. Vegans want to be LIFE FRIENDLY and be friends of life and the living. God forbid an alien race come down and see how we do things and start rounding us up for slaughter as humans. Vegans think about stuff like that, like maybe an alien race never thought about eating life and then they see us eating cows and they think to themselves, “I bet those humans would taste better.” and then they get to eating us. It would only be fair and then the aliens could move into our houses and start Xornax’s Crispy People Bits and he could watch Nickelodeon on television or David Letterman reruns because by now all of the humans are in corrals getting munched on hardcore. How messed up would it be if aliens started eating humans , maybe the aliens are like long lost ancestors of the ancient cow races that we know nothing about and they come back and get revenge? You want to be a vegan because then you get to help make that movie with us. You get in on the in jokes because in the midst of this horrendous slaughter I have jokes or the people I know have jokes because this is kind of funny, sort of, not really, well it kind of is and you get it if you are a vegan. Like you understand why going to a buffet as a vegan can be a fun experience with a group of carnivores. It’s like you get to twirl around and stunt hard and be like got my lettuce, check, got my tomato, check, pass on the pig flesh bits and on to the next vegetable, now I have myself a salad and I am good. Then you look back and everyone is fighting over the bacon bits and you just want to be like guys there is 26 plenty of lettuce for everyone . . .we want bacon bits! . . . is their stereotypical response. I don’t know I just imagine that is what I was like before I became a vegan I fought over pig stomach particles . . . not a pretty thought but you live and you learn and you move on from one salad to the next. You want to be a vegan because its like joining an omnivority in that men and women alike are in it. It’s not a fraternity and it’s not a sorority, it’s an omnivority and you might meet your spouse in the omnivority of veganism. We accept anyone that is willing to just stand up and against eating flesh. Vegans accept people with nine fingers, four eyeballs, and two belly buttons we just want you to explore the ideas that stem from the inspiration that comes from avoiding carcass tissue. There is a tremendous amount of inspiration that comes from being a vegan, it is like the new absinthe, it just flows over the mind and purifies everything as it goes. If all of this makes sense to you and is even funny then you are a vegan at heart most likely. If this is all nonsense to you then ask yourself why you take such high minded pride in eating flesh? Why are you so prideful that you believe that your way of life deserves to harm another? What tradition is so sacred that it cannot be changed to accommodate vegan changes and challenges in society? What gives you the right to believe that animals were meant to be eaten? What God , Creed, or belief do you hold that GIVES YOU THE RIGHT TO BELIEVE THAT YOU CAN JUST KILL MERCILOUSLY FOR PLEASURE! What gives 27 you that right? What gives you the right to think that that grocery store is a not a product of your choices? What gives you the right to disagree with me? What gives you the right to not feel terrible about eating meat? What gives you the right to be so dismissive? I want to know. I want to know because I am sitting here in life helping to protect life the only way I can and you are not thinking about life in any shape form or fashion? What gives you the right to be disgusting? What about Thanksgiving, the one holiday that is growing more controversial every year in the circles I pay attention to. Turkeys do not celebrate thanksgiving. You may laugh that I care what a turkey cares about but at what point do you start pointing out that we flat out do not care about life in carnivorous society. How can you expect to be truly compassionate or claim to be compassionate and eat a chicken wing? How can you explore the beautiful side of life if you hold onto the ugly? Every major religion believes in a heaven of some kind. Do they serve chicken nuggets in heaven? It may sound like a silly question but think about it: who gets to kill the chickens in heaven? Veganism makes so much sense in a religious sense. When Moses said Thou Shalt Not Kill he was talking about period. He meant do not kill, stop killing, do not imagine killing, do not take revenge killing. Moses was great for a reason and we forget the reason for that greatness. He just broke it down real simple like and one of his simple life lessons was to celebrate life. Not 28 killing is to be a followed practice because life was meant to live. God did not create carnivores , carnivores are just the term we give to animals that have lost their shit and are psychotic. Humans are smart enough that we can avoid the ingestion of flesh. We are smart enough to change our culture and we are smart enough to teach our children beautiful eating habits. The problem is that eating meat is even an option. If you convert to veganism you are committed to eradicating meat from the planet forever. We work to eradicate and then we work to forget that we ever ate meat and we just push meat off our plate forever and allow life to live and flourish and then we watch fear dissipate from society as we grow to trust each other because subconsciously I don’t trust a man that enjoys steak. “Enjoys” is the key word. It is the enjoyment of eating meat that makes me think you might eat me and that is an unsettling thought. I can think of no worse death than being eaten and your enjoyment of that steak is making me look for an exit and an ax as carnivores are kind of zombieish if you think of it. Just a little too happy to eat that flesh if you think about it. At least can we stop putting advertisements for meat on television? Can we at least act like we shouldn’t program our people to eat the flesh? Imagine a television commercial for the vegan restaurant that you have never seen on television. There has never been a vegetarian restaurant on television because fast food advertisers pull their ads if they face 29 collective competition but here is the vegan commercial you have never seen. You see a model walking down the street and people are offering her / him wings, legs, ribs, livers, sausage, steaks, and she just walks over to a garbage can and throws up and then she perks up when someone offers her a smoothie from Sunfood Sovereign. We want to do commercials like that were we just paint our perspective. We denigrate the carnivores and then we uplift the food that we are producing. That is our formula. We denounce and then announce our product. These are all reasons why you would become a vegan because you want to make the world a better place and because you don’t want to be a zombie. You want to be a vegan because being a zombie frightens you and you want your own mind and you want to celebrate life. That is why you want to be a vegan because you want these things. You want life in your life not carcass tissue. You want life in your life not death because we let the dead bury the dead or rather munch on it mindlessly as we mentioned earlier and you want to be a vegan because it just makes sense and because I am presenting a valid argument and because you are starting to see the world the way I do. That is why you want to be a vegan, and most of all because you want to be healthy and death cannot bring health. It just doesn’t work that way. 30 Chapter 2 Why Do We Care At Sunfood Sovereign? Starting a business is the most difficult kind of work and because of that you have to find a partner to help you stay sane in the process. I am vetting you for Sunfood Sovereincy and am sharing with you my ideas and my concepts so that you can better understand how you can become a member of my organization. I have theories and techniques that are unique and capable of helping to sustain you. Here is where we begin the discussion about what the best route would be for your success as a Sunfood Sovereign Franchisee. Inspiration is something that I want to provide for you as well as the most realistic regimen that I can conceive of that will place you in a mental state of consciousness that will give you the most essential tools necessary for your success. Quite a few people dream of owning their own business and you could be one of those people. If these ideas strike a chord in you and create a sense of excitement or wonder then you would make a great Sunfood Sovereign Franchisee. I will work with you if you are willing to take the step to understand these principles and I am willing to work with you to help you develop your own version of what I am working on and have been working on and will be working on for the rest of the future that I can see. 31 My work has taken over my life and has become my life and produces my life. I want to start out by talking to you about partnerships because very simply you need a powerful relationship in your life in order to create powerful effect. The best experiences you can have with my ideas are in the form of partnerships and the greatest explorations you can do in this or any business is in a partnership because there is no greater realm to explore than the human psyche. I want you to become an explorer of someone else’s subconscious and I want you to have deep all night conversations with your partner because when you are working in a Juice Bar you are going to be spending A LOT of time with your partner and you need to have these conversations to build up trust and understanding of this infinitely complex being that you are working with. If you worked with me I would first and foremost want to converse with you with and discuss God and health and love and nutrition and music and your past and I would want to delve into the deeper realms of esoteric knowledge that you ascribe to. I don’t just want to know if you are religious I want to know why you are or are not and if you are which are your favorite passages and if you are not then I want to know what turned you away? If we discuss nutrition I want to discuss which fruits and vegetables do you feel are the most nutritious and which are you favorite to eat? My interview with you will be everlasting because at any moment you could say something that changes my entire perspective of you as a person and those are the moments where I realize how unique you are. I am a very patient person 32 and I expect you to be the same. We are going to be working on juicing fruit and vegetables and sharing a perfect answer to a business problem, how do you start something sustainable? I can help you start something sustainable but I want you to have a support system and a sound board for your ideas and your art that you will be creating because this is all a giant art project but the combined effect is to allow you to sustain yourself with your art and I have developed a palette for us to paint with. I have chosen the colors and from those colors that I have very carefully chosen we are going to paint pictures with food that please every single person that comes into contact with the work that we will be doing. Flat out I care whether or not you have a business partner because I care about your success. I want you to succeed and I will tell you that your chances for success go up significantly if you have a partner to work with. We are going to teach you a profoundly simple business practice known as the Juice Bar and you need a partner for simple things like holding the store open while you resupply produce. That is one practical matter that having a partner solves. I am starting off our business discussions with discussions of choosing a partner because I feel this is the most important element you need to explore and its really your starting point as a business. Finding a business partner is step one to achieving success so I am starting at step one in my book after having made a famous argument for being a vegan. 33 I care whether you have a partner because it lets me know as a Sunfood Sovereign Franchiser that I can work with you. I have a network of people that I call upon for our success and you are going to need a similar network to achieve the success that I would have you achieve through our mentorship. The planet is mostly free and on that planet you can do as you wish but if you are following the instructions of this book you are going to listen to me and make a friend that you can work with. I want you to have a holistic experience and building a family is a part of that and through the combined efforts of yourself with your partner you will find it easier to work with me. I also care whether or not you have a partner to work with because I want you to have a friend that you can work with, another vegan. At this point there are so many people that do not adopt these ways of life and having someone that you can work with that believes what you believe just makes it easier. If you want to believe that I am being religious about this, fine, but if you want to believe that I am looking out for your best interest then please do that. Please understand that I am working to help you experience the love that I would have you experience and working with someone is a sign of love. You can work in love with your partner in that you can work to build something together and have someone to share your success with. I know you will have some love for your partner because what other emotion do you call spending 50 hours a week with someone? That is 34 love and I want you to experience this love that will come from building your business with someone else. Out of love I want you to experience love. What should you look for when finding a partner to build a Sunfood Sovereign Franchise with? You want to, flat out, under direct orders from myself the Divine Emperor of All Things Produce find someone that has a hobby to work with. That is the number one de facto character trait that you want to have in your partner and you want to have a hobby yourself. Sunfood Sovereign really only works as a concept if you have a hobby of some kind. You can be any type of person and be a vegan but being a Sunfood Sovereignist and starting a juice bar with me and working with us really requires a hobby to be quite honest. If you are averse to starting a hobby then won’t you be averse to starting a small business? I know there are dozens of people that you could interview for your partner but of the people that this book is asking you to consider to work with, who has a hobby? Who do you know that draws pictures or that collects stamps or that read books or that always has something to say that involves their own personal interests? Who do you really know that has a hobby? Have you ever really inquired as to what they think about their hobby? I will tell you this these are the people that you want to approach about doing business with alongside Sunfood Sovereign. 35 You have friends that you trust and that you know have hobbies but do you have hobbies? If you do not have a hobby you might want to consider developing a hobby. Spend six months going out and taking photographs or learning how to draw and develop a hobby. Have something that you do that lets you know what you are capable when it is just you. This book is not an order manual so the minute you finish reading it you do not have to do just what I am telling you but if you do not have a hobby, develop one. For your own good, please. I am going to be discussing business within a few short pages but right now I are preparing you for the chapter where I introduce the concept of starting a juice bar with you. I have a business plan that I want to share with you but before I get to sharing my business plan with you in this book I want to talk to you about people and the kinds of people that you want to start a business with. You can start a business with someone that wants to work and I am pointing out to you people who have hobbies as being the most interesting people in typical society because if you think about it, it is typically the people that have hobbies that are the most celebrated in society. We turn hobbyists into celebrities more than any other type of person in society. Singing starts as a hobby, acting, writing, photography, dancing, drawing, painting, even coin collecting and stamp collectors have their social rewards and all start as hobbies. I love our hobbyists and for good reason. A person with a hobby has something to talk about that doesn’t involve television if you are interested in listening to them. A person that has a hobby has a passion or an interest that 36 they care about. A person that has a hobby is self motivated and interested in something and they can talk to you in the language of passion and they can describe to you why they do what they do for their own reasons. Hobbyists are self motivated people who you want to work with. I will help you weed out a lot of people very quickly, you want to start discussions with a person that has a past time if you want to do business with Sunfood Sovereign I request that yes you have a hobby. This book will reveal to you in a series of chapters various pieces of information that I believe you need to partner with me to work on on developing vegan franchise juice bars. If you are reading this book then that means that you might have a past time, that you might have a passion, and that you might have a skill that you love to engage in that you can use to engage in creative behavior with your partner. Right now I want you to be thinking about what it is that you can be doing with a partner. Most people at this point will think of something sexual and that is natural but I want you to think of everything else you can do with a partner. What can you do with a business partner that you cannot do alone? With a business partner you can discuss plans and you can morph your own personal language and senses of grammar and style. What this means is that you can mutate the way you think about the world in such a way that you develop your instincts about how to discuss the world. Working with a partner and spending countless hours conversing is where slang comes from. Slang is 37 useful because slang is language that serves a purpose more effectively than the supposed original language that the slang replaced. You can develop slang with your partner. You can iterate with your partner. Let me tell you about iterating. Iterating is the process of developing ideas from unstable promising early forms to pristine crystal structures that are marketable and that attract customers. Every businessman or woman needs a partner to discuss ideas with and to help create ideas and to refine ideas and to engage in the type of knowledge work that will allow for the crafting of new drinks, marketing plans, artistic expressionary ideas and just to plain old help refine what the next days activities should be. You want your partner to be more than your best friend and different from your lover. You are not trying to woo your partner into lovemaking, you are trying to bring out the best side of your partner. You want to refine your partner and you want to go through stages of friendship and relationship and you want to develop new stages and deepen your respect for your partner. Business is a series of successful decisions made and built upon themselves. Your partner is going to be the person that you trust to develop business decisions with. You are going to work in conjunction with your partner and you are going to utilize your collective business savvy to build your choices as Sunfood Sovereign business. 38 We are going to want you to develop more than just juice with us, we want you to help us build this culture and develop ideas and populate a website with your successes and questions and advertisements. We are working to build a culture and in that culture your partner will help you build your ideas and will give you someone to trust. Think about a band. A band is as famous for their friendships and their relationships with their audiences as they are for their music. It can even be said that the party that a band throws is as important as the performance they give. A band is a relationship machine and that is what I want you to be with your juice bar partner. I want you to develop relationships like humans do and nurture your relationships and develop your relationships to the point of building a family. You want to look for a partner that wants to reciprocate these methods in you. You want someone that gets it and this might be a book that you keep on your shelf for a while as you go through life searching for that person that you can work with, not knowing who it may be or where the first encounter may take place. You want to be open to the possibilities that your hobbyist partner will have for you as your partner is the person that you will be spending 50 hours a week with. Imagine that every person is as unique as a universe and just as interesting. Imagine that the more experience a person has the more complex they become and the deeper the relationship may become with an experienced person. A person with a hobby is going to naturally be 39 more experienced if even by a little bit than a person that has not. I am definitely stressing people that have hobbies and a great place to meet amazing people that will be open to forming relationships with you is at the local performance poetry open mic. I am a Performance Poet and I have done over two hundred and fifty shows at various venues around the country and have had my music listened to around the world. Let me tell you about the open mic. The open mic is where I have found the most interesting and passionate and profound people and on a bad night it is where I have found people that are the most interesting and profound and captivating. An open mic night is where passion shines and if you want to find someone that has passion for a hobby find the open mic night in your local city or neighboring city and go on the mic and talk about your interests in starting a Sunfood Sovereign Franchise and about how you are looking for a partner and step back and see who responds, you will find at least one person approaches you and begins conversation. I want to start partnerships because the most good I can do is through the conversations I have with my family members and through our experiences with them are most profound in partnerships. Success or lack of success in your partnership will mean little if I can’t help you find a new life long friend who you can partner with for your own artistic endeavors. I want you to be artistic with your partner which is why I want you to have hobby’s because if you are a singer and your friend 40 draws then you can work to teach your friend how to sing and they can work to teach you how to draw and you can both grow past your complacent behavior that happens outside of partnered behavior. You want to set the foundation for a long term creative relationship is what I am getting at. The whole point of building this partnership is to engage in a relationship that you can reciprocate input and feedback for years and I want to help you develop a foundation that you can use to grow your power and your respect for yourself and I want you to develop a friendship that will help you become brave, enough so that you and your partner can contact us at Sunfood Sovereign and begin a partnership with us so that I will be growing our partnership with you. If you have the kind of relationship that I am describing in this book then a lot of what you will want from me will be direction, you might want to know how I placed our book on Amazon.com you might want me to help you write a book of your own about your reaction to this book, you might want me to help you research legal matters regarding developing your business, you might want me to help you answer questions and act as a business friend with you as you develop your business, I would be interested in sharing our menu with you and helping you develop unique items that I have created. There are an number of things that I can talk about on a certain level if I know that you are working to develop your own relationship with your partner because ultimately Sunfood Sovereign is about partnerships. 41 Yes I want to build a vegan empire and take over the throne of the Burger King but I don’t want to do it alone. I have a complex family and to me that is the most beautiful aspect of my life, my complex familial life. It is this life that I am living that I feel is the most important to share with you and to develop with you from a human to human perspective. I love you and this is about love and if I just sit here and tell you how to make money with out telling you how to do business in love I am not doing anything any different than the Burger King or the Wendy or the Clown. I just do not even want to go anywhere near their business model. From this foundation that I am talking about I am building something that will transform earth. Right now think of every fast food restaurant you can think of , any, pick one. Can you think of any restaurant that invites you to spend time in their restaurant and dance, or draw pictures, or use their space for any type of relationship building? Do you see what I am getting at? I have to get you to understand that you need to develop your relationships first and that this business is about relationships so that when I start talking about clientele and customer differences and when I start talking about how I want you to establish your presence in your bar it will make sense. To go back to the lack of relationships that EVERY fast food restaurant engages in just think how powerful our country would be if every fast food restaurant had a recording booth in it, nothing major just a computer with a mic and people could congregate there to record 42 music. They do not want that, they want your money and they want you to leave like every major retail or business establishment. Transaction and leave. That is how business is done in America but I am telling you I need more than that and Sunfood Sovereign has done business before, I have proctored two juice bars and I have overseen a Living Room restaurant and what I have always done is put my relationships first. My relationship with you is the whole reason I am serving vegan food. I could just be eating it myself and serving myself but my love for you makes me want to work on this project to the extent that I enter into more relationships and spread more love, you feel me? I am here to train you on love as much as food and business. We have to give you a reason to want to do business with me and love and business and food are it. I have had partners in the past who did not share my love of love and they got what they wanted from me and left to pursue their own ventures after leaving emotional scars in me. I persevere though and want to spread more love and this is what you want to find in your partner , you want to find their love and you want to make them feel loved because if your partner respects you but has no love for you that relationship will not succeed as well. Remember this is not a project that you are engaging in, ideally you are engaging in long term behavior and a loving respectful business partnership will provide an interest factor that will keep you motivated for the long term. I sit back and imagine if my partners had been as 43 invested in love as they were in profits and then I think that they missed the whole point. They received but never gave back and these are not failures in life they just left scars in me that I am still trying to heal as I go forward into new partnerships with more guards up and more defenses against my soul … really. You want to treat your partner well and even if you go a different direction you want to partner with someone that you know will not scratch your back and leave you wounded. It can happen , it happened to me and people get ideas and they get aspirations and they want to leave relationships but you have to keep the band together because once you find a partnership you want to build on that and if someone gets swayed you want to sway them back. There is so much to relationships and there is much that can be discussed because humanity is aeons old and humans are all still learning about relationships. Every human begins their life in a relationship with their mother and we spend our entire life learning about how to develop relationships in successful fashion. Every successful person was successful in their relationships with other human beings. Everyone is learning about relationships and I am telling you what I know. I am speaking my truth to you so that you can benefit from the truth that I have been and am experiencing in life. I have multiple types of relationships occurring in my life from business to friendship to love to parental to teacher and I balance them all and am letting you know that you can find that special place in life that you can call your 44 own if you can find that relationship structure that will feed your person with the energy you need to continue as a Sunfood Sovereign Business Franchisee. WHY DO I WANT YOU TO SUCCESSFULLY WORK WITH SOMEONE FOR THE CREATION OF YOUR JUICE BAR? I want you to successfully work with someone for the creation of your Juice Bar as I have touched on in previous paragraphs because alone you will mess up. Your partner will give you someone that you can be successful with and that will appreciate the amount of work that needs to go into the juice bar. Your partner is someone that can be helping you juice when the bar gets busy, they are someone that can be making phone calls inviting businesses to come down for drinks when you are busy juicing, while your partner is juicing you can be outside offering samples. A partner legitimizes you in society as well as it shows that at least one other person will vouch for you and in vouching for you you are vouched for and you are vouching for someone else and that has phenomenal social value. There is value in having a partner that single people respect and other people in relationships respect as well. Having a partner makes good business sense. A partner is someone that can keep you company when times are slow and you can be drafting plans with when you are trying to gain you first few customers. A partner will help you have faith in yourself and a partner will help you feel the love that you want to put out into the world through your juice bar. 45 I want you to have a partner because I want you to have someone you can push and that will push back. I do not want to work with you if you are alone because then that means that you are not working to develop the relationships that I want Sunfood Sovereign to be establishing. I want you to work to find a partner and I want you to develop your relationship with your partner so that I can trust that when I share the Sunfood Sovereign label with you and our menu and our recipes that I am sharing it with people that are going to be stable. I feel like a partnership on your end is more stable than a sole proprietorship. I want you to have a partnership because I want you to know what it is like to have the peak amount of success that is achievable. I want you to know what it is like to open the doors for your juice bar for the first time with your partner. I want you to know what it is like to serve your first customer with your partner. I want you to have someone to share this knowledge with and to develop business practices with because I will not always be there to discuss everything with and I don’t want to be , I want you to have a a partner to work with because this business is not hard. Two people can run a bar optimally and I want to be a cultural liaison to you and an inspiration that serves to help you meditate on the society that I am helping to pull you out of. Your partner is a person that will understand your vegan mindset and your partner is someone that you can vent your frustrations about non vegan society to. This may be taking on religious connotations in the way that I am 46 structuring this but I have to think what is the best system that propagates itself and a “normal” religion is the best model that I can think to share this information with you. The style of this writing is religious , I will admit it, because I take religion seriously and all of this writing about relationships is religiously focused because religion typically focuses on the whole person or at least it does at its best. A religion is a social contract that binds large groups of people together through a common mainstream culture that they all share. This book is the first step in me developing my religion. This book will be read by multiple people and those people will share a culture with me and the people that really read this book will contact me and discuss with me what I am talking about in this book and then from those conversations I will build partnerships with you and you do not even have to want to build a juice bar with me but you might want to talk to me and speak with this person that wrote about partnerships so deeply. I am working day in and day out to reestablish my own Juice Bar and it is work like this that is helping me to prepare for the ultimate foundation that I have been building in the wake of my last troubled partnership. I am more sound now, I am more capable, and I am working with more capable people and we are developing my newest work of art and I could not do it without a partnership. As you are reading this I want you to think about the religious connotations of this writing. Do you believe that God stopped creating Gods? What do you think a 47 God is? Do Gods write books and publish them on amazon.com? Doesn’t God take an interest in his people? I have an interest in you and through my thoughts and actions I have worked to provide wellness to my community and now I believe that religious tones in my writing are the best way to go about building my dream castle. I want a Juice Bar that networks with other Juice Bars and I want to have multiple Juice Bars owned by people that have hobbys and I want to leverage those hobbys and sustain your interests and share the digital files of our creations of music, photography, film, and writing so that we can very cleverly not only build a juice bar network but in that network we can build a media outlet as we develop high level vegan supreme master entertainment that speaks to the American population. This is why you are going to need a partner because you need someone to bounce your artistic ideas off as well as your juice theories. This book is just the beginning but it is a proof of concept that I am building that proves that vegan artists are the most powerful artists there are and they by binding together they can develop networks starting with me as an Alpha point that creates a sustainable network for dissemination of work. I want you to partner with me. I want you to share your ideas for how to grow this young empire and I want you to help me create vegan support networks and develop an artistic infrastructure that will allow for us to create the revenue stream that it will take to purchase a television channel or a radio station. I am dreaming so phenomenally big that I have to write out all of my 48 thoughts so that more than one person can help me assimilate what it is that I am looking at. I am talking about partners quite repeatedly because I am searching for more capable people who are not afraid to build an empire with me. I want to work with people that have self sufficient and stable backbones and I want to work with people that want to walk away from the consumption of television and radio and get to the business of creating television and radio. I want to write books with you and I want you to contact my website at h t t p : / / w w w . s u n f o o d s o v e r ei g n . c o m and call me. Let me know that you read this book and that it resonated with you. I have the time and will speak to people that support my writing and through a conversation with you , you can tell me what I can do to help you support yourself. I can provide guidance in the arts and we can discuss getting your work in the collective Sunfood Sovereign media store where all of the work is created by vegan artists. We are starting off as a subculture but we are going to turn into the THE culture. I have seen the end result of all of this and it isn’t magical. It is a slow transition to veganism as we start with building a media infrastructure and make people feel necessarily awkward for their non vegan habits and essentially we capture the most relevant message in America and we capture the feeling and really denigrate the flesh consumers and make them feel awkward for their eating habits because that awkward feeling is healthy. I went through it the first time I saw BLOOD on a plate that was considered food. I remember the first time I saw the blood and realized that 49 that was not meant to be eaten. This is information that I am providing for you because I have to let you know why the partnership is ultimately important and that reason is because your stability will breed creativity and output and production and all of this builds into a religion. The problem of eating in the United States is so remorseful that why isn’t a new religion necessary and I look at my life and I realize that my habits and my regimen and everything about me puts me in a place where I have this work to do because I know when a higher calling occurs and it happened to me. I am seeking partnership with you that is reading this and I want to know about your partnership that you have with your partner and I want to help you express yourself and sustain yourself. This is new writing for a new age and I am not trying to espouse any beliefs that will harm you. I am in fact asking you to harm the businesses of others. You will need a partner for your practice of helping to destabilize the fast food empire as I build our counter empire that does what they do not. I am at the beginning of my new purpose even though I have been doing this for eighteen years. I have finally found the people that can help me speak my mind to the masses in such a way that allows me to truly feel connected to the world that surrounds me. I have a world that I want to improve and I want you to help me improve it. I want you to have partnerships the way I have partnerships and I want you to do what it takes to keep your relationships whole. 50 WHAT CAN YOU DO TO STRENGTHEN YOUR RELATIONSHIP WITH YOUR BUSINESS PARTNER? If you would like to strengthen the relationships of your partnerships you can engage in conversation. The one thing you should do with your partner is converse. If that means getting together and drinking some liquor and getting drunk together or getting together and smoking some herb together this is what I recommend. I want you to get inebriated together and develop the memories that come from knowing someone when they are not crisp. Lubricate the relationship and get to know the deepest depths of a person and talk about everything. Talk about everything. Talk about everything. Talk about everything. Talk about everything. Talk about why I wrote that sentence five times. Talk about this book but be open enough with your partner to allow for a strong relationship to occur. Remember timing is everything and by timing remember that there is a rhythm to how friendships are formed. You want to start off with biweekly encounters where you see each other for a couple hours every week and a half. This is to give you time to get used to a new person entering into your sphere of expenditure of time. Then you want to move up to seeing a person once every five or so days so that you can get used to seeing someone every week and then you want to work up to seeing someone every two to three days and then up to every day and then for hours every day every day. 51 That is the healthiest progression of timing for spending time with someone. That is the schedule that allows for the most comfortable transition into a business partnership with no shock and awkwardness that comes from starting to work with someone on a business. You want that last paragraph to take place over the course of several months. You want to naturally merge lives and you want to naturally merge interests and you want to naturally make certain that both you and your partner are ready for a partnership. It’s a little like marriage starting a business with someone because you spend as much if not more time with your business partner than your romantic partner and you may have more in common with your business partner and more to talk about, that might happen just be aware of it. Your child is your business and your income is your reward for developing a powerful bond. You want to share your world with your partner in whatever state it is in because the type of partner that you want is interested in you and is not concerned with state of your world. You want your partner to know everything about you in a platonic fashion. You want to share the type of music you listen to, you want to discuss what your thoughts on veganism are, you want to discuss your visions for a business, you want to talk about your hobby. Your hobby again. You want to share your hobby with your partner and work to dovetail hobbies and you want to create artwork together. You want to cook food together. You want to juice together. You want to hop in 52 a car and go driving together. You want to eat together. You want to do everything that happens in your life together with your partner so that your partner understands you as a person to the fullest extent that you exist on earth. You want them to have a full imprint of who you are as a person so that both of you can know that your partner accepts all of you. Even the angry you. Here is something that you need to know. Your partner is going to get angry , you are going to get angry. There is a trigger in the human psyche that when someone gets too close to it it will start to go off and in going off this will happen at least once. Its called the “first argument” and it’s a good thing because it’s a test. Is your first reaction when someone gets angry at you in a partnership to counter with anger yourself, or do you back up and try and resolve the situation quickly for the good of the relationship? You want to resolve the situation for the good of the relationship. I will even say that you want to test your partner to see what makes them angry, not maliciously or teasingly but where are your partners boundaries? If you never see them angry maybe you are not pushing them hard enough in conversation, maybe you are not learning enough about them. You want to see your partner get angry so that you know what it looks like and so that you know how to quell the situation for the good of your partnership. Anger will strengthen your partnership because if you find that you get in a fight with someone and all out scream and yell over something like the name of the business and then go your separate ways 53 and then start working together then at that point you know you have something beautiful and that you have love in your relationship. If you can fight and still work you have love in your partnership and know that you wouldn’t want to work with anyone else anyways if there was another option. That is the type of partnership strength you are seeking to achieve as it can get no stronger than that really. Another way you can strengthen a relationship with a partner, is give them $50 and watch what happens. When you offer to give your partner $50 what do they do, do they accept it or refuse it? Money makes all relationships strange but you have to learn to deal with money if your relationship with your partner is going to work. What you want to see is your partner reciprocate in some fashion maybe not right away but eventually as they share the appreciation and you want to shift appreciation back and forth and let your relationship’s currency be appreciation. You appreciate that your partner came to work in the morning so you make them some coffee they appreciate the coffee so they sweep the floor you appreciate them sweeping the floor so you cut some apples for juicing. Do you see how this works through the language of appreciation your partner and you can transcend finances and get to the business of helping each other run a business. Appreciation for the person that is interested in YOU is paramount. You are in a courtship that can last a lifetime. You are trying to subconsciously, in building a business of this type, let your partner know through the 54 language of appreciation that you are building something special with them. Starting a business is special and most businesses and businesses schools take all of the love out of business. Where do you find a lesson at Business School about courting a business partner? You will not find it and that is the whole point of this book. We have to go over the basics of starting a business because the most important, basic elements are never touched on. Maybe this is rudimentary to you, maybe you court business partners regularly but maybe you need some direction and if you do this is it. Back to appreciation. At some point you are going to be building your business and it is going to hit you. This person is more important to you than family you have not talked to in quite some time. Your partner is trying to work with you to build life and sustainability. Your grandmother wants you to visit weekly. Your business partner wants to see you everyday and they get in a fit if you don not show up for work. Communication is the key to family when someone starts speaking to your person for a long enough period of time and converses with the same heartfelt introspective tones for a long enough period of time this person is going to become like family to you. Your family consists of the people that you have open communication lines with an intimacy. When you are speaking with your partner openly and honestly for as many hours as the partnership will need you will develop a familial relationship that absolutely will take on more 55 importance than your own grandmother to you because your partner is helping you pay the rent, buy groceries, create art and remain entertained and if this type of relationship does not supersede your familial relationships on some level then you have a tremendously amazing family and I definitely want to talk to you. Your business partner will have a family role in your life and you will interestingly enough work with them to be a good family member. After the courtship rituals that I have described above your partner will be expecting more time with you. Unstructured time , structured time. Just time. You grow to get used to having someone in your life and that is the whole point of starting the partnership because when you are used to having someone in your life you can begin to depend on them to work with you in ways that non business relationships encounter. A non business relationship is one where you watch television together. A business relationship is one where you talk about what you are going to do the next time you get together and the five times after that. You work on projects in a business relationship which is why you want someone who has a hobby because a hobby minded person won’t mind. This all fits together in the courtship of a business partner and in that partnership you will find success. 56 Chapter 3 WHY SHOULD YOU START A JUICE BAR? The partnership that we spoke about in the previous chapter dovetails with this chapter where we begin discussing the juice bar. We want to start discussing with you exactly what type of business your partnership is preparing you for. A juice bar. You have read me allude to it in previous chapters but in the same way I told you why you should form a partnership let me tell you why you should form a juice bar. A juice bar is perfect. It is profitable. It allows for you to pay the rent of a commercial space, afford an apartment, make people happy, and give people a space to create performance art and learn about a lifestyle that is young and growing in the United Station Empire. You want to start a Juice Bar because you want to spread health and you want to do something simple with your life that is honest and that does not require advanced degrees to understand. You want to sustain yourself and promote community. You want to spend time with exotic fruits and vegetables and nuts and seeds. You want to be a vessel of health in your community and you want to spread health in people’s lives. You want to be a proprietor and you want to improve your community. That is why you should start a juice bar because you can do all of that if you do. Starting a juice bar with your partner is a kind of business that will put you in 57 partnership with Sunfood Sovereign and is the type of business that I can support and offer assistance with in that I have started juice bars before and I can tell you, you make gwop but you have to have your partnership right. People get strange about money and success so you have to keep all of this in mind. Your starting a juice bar because of this book is phenomenal because that means that the system works and we can share with you all of our information about the system. The system of building books and promoting a lifestyle that is exotic to many people. Kumquats are exotic to a Wendy’s regular customer but imagine making Kumquat Juice and selling it for a nice profit because you get paid for knowing where the kumquats are and for owning the juicer and the juicing environment. You should start a juice bar because it is profitable. Subway restaurant sells sandwiches and deals with cold cut flesh and mucus patties, sushi bars deal with fish carcass and you deal with fruit and vegetables and seeds and nuts. You want to start a juice bar because it is simple you develop drinks and then you make the drinks and then you repeat. You make wheat grass. You juice bananas and peaches. WHAT ARE THE BENEFITS OF STARTING A JUICE BAR? The benefits of starting a juice bar are phenomenal because for one you get to be around health all day every day. You get to be a symbol for health in your 58 community. You get to engage in healthy behavior and exhibit healthiness to your community. You get to be unpretentious in that everyone knows what you do, you juice. My life is very simple to many people and very complex to few. When I had my juice bar and was making gwop I was just juicing and people respected me for serving juice and there is a simple pleasure in offering someone a simple product that you believe in. As a vegan there is no greater joy than serving people the healthiest food on planet earth. I would do my very best to scout for new fruits and at one time even had a small wheat grass farm where and I am very proud of this I would revitalize people with shots of wheat grass juice that most people had never even heard of before. I know what a Kumquat is, most people are not sure if it is a fruit or a vegetable. I know how to make milk from pumpkin seeds and almonds. I have a talent and a skill that I can take to any city anywhere on earth and begin doing business. I take my juicer with me and visit a grocery store and start making purchases and juicing what I find and I am in business. I find a peace and a serenity in the independence that I find in juicing. Some people are professional baseball players or salesmen, I am a professional juicer and at one point even survived homelessness because of my gift at juicing. It sounds funny but juicing is a very real skill to me. If you think about it juicing is a futuristic drink because Julius Caesar never drank juice from a juice bar, they did not not have juicers then. A fruit juice is the most futuristic drink that exists on planet earth and I love 59 serving it. When I serve a juice to you something perfect is happening and the benefits are that you get to explain to people the health benefits of this food they are eating and for a brief moment they get to experience guilt free imbibement of nourishment as they go back out into the world of soda pop and fast food. You get to provide an oasis of beauty in lives that appreciate such things. Your own personal benefits for starting a juice bar and the benefits of your partner is that your juice bar will give you a space where you can do anything you want and have the time to do it. The reason you have a partnership is so that at your Sunfood Sovereign juice bar you can film movies. You can work with your patrons and ask them to be actors in your films and you can work to bring performance poetry to your shop and you can work to bring photographers and film makers and you can be a beacon of art in your community. If you do not see the benefit of that I do not know what to tell you, man. The best times of my life were when I was juicing at a bar and now that I am beginning my momentum up again and have supportive people around me I am going to start doing projects like this where I teach people how to sustain themselves. You can sustain yourself , okay, that is the number one reason you want to start a juice bar because it will teach you how to be self sufficient in a way that working for someone else just won’t. If you want to learn the secrets of the capitalistic world sell juice for six months and tell me you don’t walk away with a different understanding of the way the 60 world works. You successfully sell juice for six months and then you start wondering why I am being sold such unhealthy food when healthy food sells for just as high a profit margin? You start asking questions that you would never think to ask if you had never started a juice bar. You want to know the benefits to starting a juice bar, its sexy. There I said it. How often can someone put you into a sexy business? You want to meet sexy people? Sell juice. You want to meet beautiful people, sell juice. You want to make great friendships, be a business owner, people want to be friends with business owners. You want to give people a place to write and something to write about, be a juice bar owner. You want to foster community and be a third place, be a juice bar owner. WHAT DO YOU NEED TO START A JUICE BAR? If you want to start a juice bar, you first need to find a location. You want to find a location that has foot traffic. A college campus is typically the ideal location for a juice bar, if you are not near a college of any type and are from a small town your city center is where you then want to share your forthcoming juicing experience. The reason you want a college campus or city center is because those are the locations that provide for the most opportuniites to engage the community that surrounds you in culture because you need people to have culture and college campuses provide enough people to develop the culture that you will need to develop your juice bar. This book is written from a city boy type of location , Cincinnati to be exact. If you come from New Brunswick , Iowa you are going to have to improvise 61 and determine where your city’s center is and how you can get your facilities there. If you are from a small town that has what you consider no culture then you might very well have to work harder or take on a larger chance than someone from a larger city but if you are reading this book then that means you have access to a network of people that can get you big city information. If you have this book and are from a small town then you have two options. Try it in your small town and be impressed by its success, or move and try to apply the principles this book is speaking about in a larger town where you feel you will have more success or you can do nothing, in which case, enjoy reading as I am certain you enjoy the sound of my voice at this point. You have your location for your juice bar, now you want to take the opportunity to speak with the land lord of the location of where you want your juice bar to be and you can contact them through a real estate agency that runs the property which can typically be found on the phone number number on the property of the location you are interested in renting. When you speak with the landlord or holding company you are going to want to get a quote for the property. There is little negotiating you can do at this point as the holding company is going to want to get the highest price and you are going to want to get the lowest price for the lot and the price they quote you is typically the price that they are going to stick to. This may differ from company to company and you can work to negotiate a lower deal if you know for a fact that this 62 property has been vacant for some time but seeing as how you are looking at the most prime commercial real estate that you are aware of this may in fact be more of an issue for you to overcome. The price will most likely be the price as you are not looking at dilapidated buildings in the middle of nowhere trying to strike a deal, you are looking at property near a college campus so your rent is going to be prime. In Cincinnati near the University of Cincinnati and you can contact us and I will work with you to determine what a fair price is for your real estate prices to adhere to in whatever location you are. As this book becomes a best seller and many people are calling me to request help for quotes or just to talk to me rest assured that I will as patiently as the Beatles did answer all of the incoming information that comes my way. I have to do my part to help us get out of this recession and this is what I am doing to get us back on our feet..I am teaching people where their feet are. Now you have your rental location picked out and you have spoken with the landlord and you are ready to make your first down payment. Go ahead and do so only if you have read further in this book than this. We will assume you have a comfortable knowledge of this book early on so please sign the contract and become the key holder for this property. You now have work to do. You are going to have to ensure that some basic elements are in place and your first month is going to be spent doing the following tasks. It might take you less than a month but you want to procure some chalk boards and some mounting brackets so that you can mount your 63 chalk board easily to the wall and so that you can take them down easily. These chalkboards are going to hold your recipes and prices. Yo are going to want to ask one of your more better handwriting oriented friends to sketch out the menu items that you will have at your juice bar on your chalkboard menus. Let us assume that you will have 20 different drinks. You are going to want to make your boards legible and interesting to look at for your customers. Please take time on this detail. You may think that I am jumping ahead but remember that I am assuming you will read this entire book. Putting together a business is less about step one two three and more about getting through an entire alphabet in whatever order the letters come. I assume you are going to read this entire book so there are places where certain pieces of information precede their technical order of operation but in writing this book you follow your instincts and let people know what you want them to know when you want them to know it. Now you have your location and you know about the menu. The next thing you are going to want to do is detail your store front. You want to clean it and ensure that it is spick and spotless because you have a beverage bar that will need cleanliness and health to be the main focus of it. You also have your menus up on the wall as a reminder of the goal that is in sight. Now for a juice bar you want to think of those chalk boards because the way this is going to work is that people are going to choose an item and then you are going to go into the laboratory and make the drink for someone fresh. There is no real interaction with the food from a customer 64 point of view and your partner can be engaging the customer in conversation while you are doing the juicing but essentially you are going to want to work with your partner to ensure that there is refrigeration space a plenty for your produce. Possibly one large refrigerator or two to four smaller ones. You are going to wake up in the morning and purchase as wide a variety of fruits and vegetables as you can fathom and you are going to go back to your laboratory a solid month before you open your doors and you are going to start juicing and developing your concoctions. You can also do this work in your apartment before you land the lease for your commercial enterprise but since you have a partner and you are efficient you can be doing two things at the same time. You can be arranging your restaurant and bringing in tables and chairs during the day and juicing at night. The reason why this book focuses on the commercial property first is for motivation’s sake. If you really want to be in business take the big step when you are prepared to and then be close enough to starting that you have enough work to give yourself from early in the morning to late at night. When you really start working on your juice bar you will be amazed at how much time you will have to work to keep up with the demands of your customers. You again will want to go back to your laboratory where you have your juicers and you want to start making drinks. You are going to want to talk with your partner during this creative mode and you are going to want to look at all of the honey, peaches, red peppers, jalapenos, 65 watermelon, flax seed and just massive assortment of produce and you are going to want to start creating your own original drinks. This is time for you to experiment and test your creativity and if you need advice on what drinks to serve again call us and I will give you recipes. I will give you a simple recipe right here. What you are going to want to do is take fresh raw sunflower seeds and place a handful of them in a blender with some water. Then you are going to want to blend these seeds up until you have a frothy mixture. Then what you want to do is strain out the particulates and throw those away, the fibrous parts of the seeds. You strain the milk you have created something silky smooth in its texture. Then you want to put the milk back in the blender and blend it again this time adding honey enough to sweeten the sunflower seed milk and in doing this you have a servable mixture. This recipe is a simple killer in that it knocks everyone off of their feet when trying it. That is a simple recipe that you want to explore when trying this book because basically you can essentially work to place any fruit or vegetable seed or nut combination in the blender to get one type of drink or the juicer to get another. You cannot juice seeds and nuts but you can blend them and between juicing fruits and vegetables and blending seeds and nuts you have a white board to work with. You need to come up with your recipes because the next great combination could come from you and you need to determine what drinks you think are phenomenal. 66 Part of this book is meant to provide you with a framework within which to work and part of it is meant to be explicitly inspirational in areas that you might not think to think of. I want to help you with what you don’t know about what you don’t know. Your partner and yourself are going to be creating drinks and one of the things that you are going to be doing is making batches of drinks and you are going to want to take down metrics for what makes what and what tastes good and what does not. You want to develop your custom itinerary of recipes. Since you are a Sunfood Sovereign bar you are making more than banana and strawberry smoothies. You want to be adventurous and mix jalapenos with watermelon or you want to make sunflower milk and mix it with honey. I want you to really expand your creativity and dig into the alchemy of your juicing. Your partner and yourself will want to come up with a solid ten drinks that you can recommend and serve and that you feel represent you as proprietors of an establishment. It may sound silly to take your juicing this seriously but I take juicing seriously enough to write a book about it and think about this for a moment, how many people do you know that juice? You know people that buy juice but most likely you know few people who turn apples into a drink on their own time. That being the case you have a business and juicing is that business. Now you know where to find your grocer and your produce. You know where to place your chalkboards with the recipes that you have developed. You have your 67 multiples of juicers ready to do the juice. You have your counter. Now you have a juice bar. That is it , now you can open your doors and start juicing. This is not a complicated endeavor but it is profitable. A juice bar is just that it blends juice. It is a simple endeavor that you can explore and if this interests you you may have questions that we cannot think of. I started a juice bar without someone telling me how to do it. I just built a juice bar. I did not read a book about it but I know that the main problem I had with my juice bar was not with my juicing that sustained me, it was with my partnerships which is why I devoted the better half of the beginning of this book to discussing how you should vett your partners and get to know them and build the relationships because really you will find the juicing simple. It will be the relationships that will be complex. You are going to purchase your fruit and vegetables in bulk and to do this you will need a relationship with the most variety minded produce business in your area. You will want to partner with a restaurant quality grocery store which may be a typical grocery store but usually there is a produce market that gives better rates in your area. You want to partner with a produce market and even talk to the manager of the produce market and have the quantities you need set aside for yourself for the next couple of days so that you can make trips only every few days as opposed to every day. Now you are going to want to pick up your grocery items and pay close attention to how much each produce 68 item costs in bulk because ultimately you are going to be pricing each of your drinks depending on how much the ingredients that go into the glass cost plus overhead. If you think about it your entire business depends on you to over price your purchases because what your price consists of in every glass is the rent for your commercial space, the rent for your apartment that your colleague may or may not live in with you, your gas, the fruit itself and the glass it is being taken away in. Every glass must be sold in profitable manner as every business operates the same way. What you are charging for and the reason why you are charging $5, $6, and $7 a glass is because you are bringing together fruit and vegetable and nut and seed combinations that are artistic and healthy and you are juicing them in ways that would be ultimately cost prohibitive for a typical person. It doesn’t make sense for a typical person to buy a watermelon and a jalapeno and start juicing because they will ultimately waste watermelon but you are sharing a watermelon with a whole community and you can afford to create blends that no one else can make. That is why you get paid. You are getting paid for providing the service of nourishment to a mal nourished empire. The work that you are doing at this juice bar that I am describing to you is no more exotic than a Jersey Mike’s restaurant but instead of making sandwiches you are making voluminous juices that replenish vital nutrients in the body. Of course this is a valuable operation to build and hopefully by this point you are starting to see that I am offering you valuable information that has taken me 69 eighteen years to accumulate. These short pages are my fullness of experience expressed for your very livelihood. I depend on this knowledge for my existence and now you can depend on it for yours. Subway is the same way if you think about it. Why is a mere sandwich operation so successful when they are only making sandwiches. It is because they bring together ingredients that would be cost prohibitive for you to bring together on your own and they are prepared to make a sandwich in the way you are prepared to make juice. You are prepared to make juice with your partner and you have a system in place where he or she takes the order and you juice the concoction and if another customer comes in he or she gets to juicing along with you and you pass the juice concoction back to the customer and you thank them. That is juicing. You might have thought there was a mystery to it but I can assure you it is very mundane work but in its mundanaity there is a lovely aroma and flavor and there the excitement that comes from doing something new and making dividends. I have started two juice bars before and I can tell you they work. I cannot guarantee absolute success for you because I do not know who you are but I can tell you that I achieved success and this was the method I used to maintain my success. I ran juice bars that changed my place in my community as I am one of the only people I know who has ever started owned and operated a business. I am a rare breed and I am trying to get you in the mind set that you can do what I did and am in the 70 process of doing again. This book is part of my new build up for my Sunfood Sovereign franchise. At one point starting a juice bar was a leap of faith. I took the leap of faith and started my business and now have an understanding of how to do that. Knowing what I know about this enterprise I would like to start a series of juice bars to the benefit of more people and so that I can establish a more lucrative endeavor for myself. I see a vision of a network of juice bars networking with each other and creating art for the vegan cause or for personal causes. I see the juice bars eventually providing a stability for my franchise operators so that they can be professional artists and go on to be performers or painters or photographers. We can support each other and my mission is to develop the greatest chain of juice bars that has ever existed by offering everything that people want in every bar. Health. Mental Stimulation. Community. Creativity. Juice. These are the foundational blocks for a healthy community and in light of every single fast food restaurant serving you and then telling you to get the hell out I can rebut this business practice with a sovereign practice of inviting you to stay and giving you something to do like take photographs or make a youtube video. We benefit by providing family space for customers to congregate because a customer that stays longer will only appreciate our work even more and will buy more juice in the long run. I don’t need numbers to back this up it just makes sense. You create a family business that serves family members and your family members will help support the home. 71 You want to offer amenities in your juice bar like cameras, computers, and software so that the experience of being in your juice bar and realistically just your entrepreneurial presence can be captured and uploaded to the web. This is a fundamental shift away from the typical restaurant ethos that says you are served and you leave. If you are building quality media for us in our restaurant, if you are acting out a script that we have provided for you and if you are capturing yourself reciting our lines for our website. You are helping to build our brand and we can provide free juice in exchange for hits on our website or promotion of our brand. That has value and we can compensate that value. I have to get the numbers worked out but it might be that I turn a juice bar into a structured media environment where drinks are free for everyone that records a solid hour of footage. We can have accounts for our patrons that track how much footage they accumulate and for every 50th photograph, 50th minute of video, or 50th line written you will get a free drink. If you perform at our open mic event’s or record in our studio and give us access to your content we can add that content to our media catalog and give you free juice. The juice at some point with a quality enough atmosphere and creative output of our patrons can create a situation where we have juice parties where all of the juice is free all day while we film a movie with random people who walk in. We can write lines and create dialogue turn everyone into an actor over night. This process would also be multiplicatively useful if we had a 72 network of juice bars run by a Sovereign such as yourself and then your bar and my bar could share resources and we could accumulate stock footage and share music tracks and share photography and build up our media empire with the tools available through the Apple Store. You are reading breakthrough conceptology in this manual and this is the rawest information that I have to provide. I break down every idea I have from these core principles. I understand that this is not a step by step by step by step by step manual but it is a step by step manual. I can give you the principles and the contact information for my person and from there it is up to you to do the work that you know you are capable of. I will tell you why I am not in business as a juice at the moment and why I am writing about juicing. It is because of my partners. I dealt with some people that in hind sight I should not have dealt with and when profits got moving they became strange so I will reiterate. You need to be on point about your partner and you need to make certain that your partner is going to stick with you and by your side or else everything can fall apart. One of the things that you can do to ensure your partnership , and this may sound Machiavellian but really is not. You want to make certain that you both have jobs that require the benefit of the other. When times are down you do not want to be two people just standing there. You want different jobs and assignments that compliment each other. 73 For example your juice bar would benefit from one of you being the business liaison and what this person does is when you get started in business is they start calling other local businesses and flat out advertising your existence. You start with the A’s in your area and you start making phone calls and promoting yourself on the phone while your partner is outside offering samples. You become proactive about letting people know you are a juice bar. You have a partner because this person is promoting you at the juice bar. You cannot do both which is why you have a partner. Their work is to attract customers and your purpose is to serve them and when you get too busy they can serve customers as well and you both prosper. WHAT ARE SOME THINGS THAT YOU CAN DO WITH YOUR JUICE BAR THAT WILL BENEFIT YOURSELF AND YOUR CUSTOMERS? You can create an inviting environment for your customers with your partner that will benefit the two of you. Now that you have your core juice bar in place you can start adding amenities. You can include a nice computer in your bar that has Adobe Creative Suite on it and you can allow your customers to spend time doing graphic design work and even to create businesses off of your business in your business in exchange for buying juice as rent , if you will. You can create a staging space and install a PA system so that late at night you can invite your local performance poetry poets to come and put on shows. This would benefit you and your customer because 74 unlike just about every other establishment that does not offer entertainment , isn’t it usually because they just don’t want to. Some places may tell you that they want their customers to be able to sit and talk and enjoy themselves with themselves but really don’t I have enough places where we can be by ourselves and chatting like a park? What you want is ambiance and you want vibrancy in your juice bar. You want a rapper, you want a poet, you want a folk singer at night because night time is when the beautiful people come out to spend time with other people and by beautiful I mean outgoing. You want to add to your performance scene and be a place that is known for its assistance to hip hop and poetry and singing. I would say to keep it simple and down to folk singing , hip hop , and poetry because these arts compliment each other. A folk singer is a different type of poet who is a different type of rapper and they all require basically only a microphone and maybe a pick up for their instrument or laptop for their beats. What better way to ingratiate yourself to your community than by partaking of the arts. What other way can you get involved . . . you can have photography on your walls. You can be one of those local establishments that has the mysterious photographs of rail roads and umbrellas on your walls and the reason you do this is for a number of reasons. It is good citizenry. You do it because fast food is not. How many fast food restaurants have been there for two and three 75 years and even five or ten and have never invited an artist to come in and liven things up? That is just bad citizenry to me. You want to get started being a good commercial citizen and work with the local community to promote their work. You are depending on your community and you want to let your community depend on you. You want to reach out to photographers and talk to your customers as this is not a fast process. Someone knows a photographer that wants to show their work and you can be the place where it happens. Also think about graffiti. Think about a graffiti artist. I know. I know. They are typically considered derelicts but their work can be quite evocative and if you want that futuristic vibe you want a graffiti portrait of Rakim or your local football or baseball or basketball hero on a three wall portrait. You want those graffiti artists to have a place to work and one of the things you can do is offer a space on your outside wall where you let graffiti artists paint and paint over each others work. Just ask them to take photographs of their work and put that work up on your walls and you are now a part of the graffiti community. The more communities you can be a part of the better and the more relevant you can make yourself. I want you to be an award winning juice bar and win that best of prize from your alternative press’s publication. These are the steps to award winning. If you are looking for most efficient or least amount of time to spend being a part of your community then this is not the book for you 76 and I am not meant to be your partner at Sunfood Sovereign. I will just be asking you about your progress in these areas as well as your juicing and I will lose interest in you if you are not ingratiating yourself to your community. This comes from love. You understand I love being alive. I love seeing life. This is all about life and love and if you are a part of your community you are spreading life and love and juice is a part of this. Some people may think this is a hippie mentality and will look down on it but wouldn’t you rather someone spread love and be a hippie than spread hatred and disinterest in you and be a murdering carnivore? Its a simple problem really , do you spread love or hatred? You are spreading love by creating a juice bar. Just by integrating your juice bar into your community you are extending the appeal of that community. Your juice bar raises property values in ways that a burger joint just doesn’t. When people see a juice bar they think pleasant thoughts because no one has any negative thought about juice, maybe the juicers but there isn’t a human being on earth that can say a bad thing about juice. Who has a problem with guava? Really? No. Juice bars are meant to be places of excitement and interest. Why do you think you would be different than a coffee bar? A coffee bar takes coffee and serves it all the ways that you can serve coffee and a juice bar can take juice and serve it all the ways you can serve juice. Your juice bar is a place that you can build family and that you can craft new friendships with. Your juice bar 77 through the careful crafting of your instincts and familial relationships will add to the community that surrounds it in ways that only health food can. Provide health and be at peace with the world around you. 78 Chapter 4 WHAT IS THE GOLDEN PATH? I want to share with you another component of what your juice bar can utilize to be most effective. Essentially what I am trying to do is show you a golden path to healthy living in a world that is consumed with consumption. Visit your grocery store. Look around. Does it seem like your grocery store is interested in your health? I know people that take pride in eating everything that is placed before them that is called food. Think about that. There are people that take pride in being able to eat everything at the grocery store, from pork belly to sardines to kim chi to apples to potato chips to cheese to pizza to hamburgers to hot dogs to candy to milk to fruit juice. I see lost people. I see people that need Juice Bars like the one that I am espousing in this book. I see people that need a road map to their own digestive system. I see a need for my services with earth as my client. Most of you are sick and walk into grocery stores randomly choosing food with no rhyme or reason. You are given a food pyramid from your government that does not help you at all. You are given no guidance as to what to eat to remain fundamentally healthy on television, radio or film. You are given no guidance. I want to give you guidance through methods that will serve to aid you in your own fundamental development as I help you navigate the grocery store. I am providing 79 you with a firm foundation that you can use to build up a clientele for your juice bar in that I am showing you how to develop fundamental practices that when followed guarantee success. I see sick people that take to the only refuge they have to cope with their dietary situation. They take pride. People are taking pride in eating cold cuts and chicken livers. People rest on the idea of “comfort ” and rest on the idea of “soul food” and embrace the idea that all food is good for you and is special. That is simply not true. You simply cannot survive in that way and in the body that you are meant to survive in if you desecrate it with your failing and poor dietary choices. I will reiterate what I am promoting for your life. FRUIT. NUTS. SEEDS. VEGETABLES. WATER. That is what you are meant to eat. There is no debate on this matter. This is chemical warfare versus guerrilla rawfare tactical practices. I have to be tactical about my dietary concerns because I am concerned about yours as well. I have to teach my lessons while the television is championing beer and chicken wings and hamburgers. This is my country and I live here too and I will not stand for it to be desecrated any longer. This book will change your life because I require it to. That brings us to your juice bar. You are going to want to serve food. I am telling you that you need to have these foods for your patrons. You can serve them in their whole fashion such as fresh walnuts, fresh kumquats, fresh avocados, fresh pumpkin seeds. You can have these items on your bar for people to eat while they are 80 there but you have to remember that you are a beacon of health for your community that might not even want to be healthy. You have work that you can be doing and at your juice bar you can create appetizing dishes for your customers with the following equipment. A juicer. A blender. A dehydrator. A food processor. These items work with the food that I am espousing to you and allow you to enter into a culinary space where you can do no wrong. If you want to juice an orange and dehydrate the pulp and serve orange pulp with a glass of orange juice that is freshly squeezed you are going to be doing something fine. You can even dehydrate the orange pulp and create a snack that becomes a cracker. This may sound strange to you but it is far more normal a food operation than what you will find at a fast food restaurant. Let me tell you about my operation. I engage in Guerrilla Rawfood tactics which means that I can operate anywhere. I can use the juicer, the blender, the dehydrator, and food processor for the purposes of setting up shop at an event, at a beach, or at a street corner. These food processes that I am telling you about do not require a massive stove, or microwave, or anything other than the equipment that I am telling you about now. I start off with seeds and I germinate them which means to soak them in water until they come alive. Your bar can be selling living foods that result from serving food at the highest levels of nutritional value and the produce 81 that I am telling you about has the highest level of nutritional value where the livestock that you find so many other places has is not at peak nutritional value. You cannot soak a steak in water and expect it to remain palatable. If you try and add water to livestock cuts that arrive in your kitchen you will fail in all walks of life. Think about that for a second, steak cannot be soaked in water and ingested. It breaks up and dissolves. Water, healthy water, destroys already destroyed meat even further. If you take seeds and soak them in water they germinate and come alive and seek to engage in their life cycle. You can take a strawberry and dry it out and then plant it and grow more strawberries. There is a life cycle to these foods that I am telling you about that serves to nourish life. If you plant a steak in the ground you get nothing. Steak and meat and hamburger and hotdogs are fundamentally unsound food items not to mention morally disastrous to those that eat them. When you eat meat you are taken out of the cycle of morality that emphasizes the vitality of life on earth. You become a worse person when you eat livestock and you become a better person when you eat produce. It is really that simple. There is an alchemistic practice that you can and need to engage in once you have obtained your implements of culinary creation. I want to tell you about how you can create a walnut pate dish that is savory and tasty at the same time. You take the walnuts that I told you to germinate and you allow them to soak until they are starting to sprout, which usually takes about a day. You take these walnuts and you place them in a food 82 processor and you blend for about five minutes until you have the finest pate that you can create. Then you take this pate and you place it in a bowl. You cut up a red onion and the chopped onions in the pate. You chop up some red pepper and you place those in the pate. You chop up some celery and you place it in the pate after it has been chopped up real fine. Then you take some barbecue spice that you purchased at the produce market and you add that to the walnut pate and you now you have a dish. You can then go further and take this walnut pate and place small portions of it on nore roll and you then dehydrate this mixture and you have a cracker that you can serve to your customers. Notice that at every step in this process the food was palatable. The walnuts are palatable dry. They are palatable soaked. They are palatable as a pate. They are palatable as a dried cracker and they are of peak health and considered living foods at every point after you germinated the walnuts. This is the type of food we want you to serve at your juice bar if you choose to do so. It would not make sense to have a healthy juice bar and then to serve unhealthy food so in order to keep with the Sunfood Sovereign brand you need to be serving the highest levels of nutrition in your food to complement your juice bar. When you are working to create your own food combinations in this method of preparing food that may be new to you , you need to experiment. You need to blend your own food choices and you need to juice your own items and you need to process your own items and 83 you need to work to develop your own dishes so that you can be original and maybe even more original than myself. No one told me how to create the food that I create , I followed my instinct and sought out to work with a simple principle. I will treat food like it is medicine and I will keep the food that I prepare in the highest levels of health that I can achieve. I will not compromise on the principles of veganism that I practice when I am professionally serving food to my clients. I will not follow the masses into the slaughter houses looking for food. I will deal with life and only life and serve food that promotes life and that is all that I will do when I am preparing food. I will not allow my clients to fall victim to the knowledge that it is acceptable to place any item that is called food into their system. I will point out the trap that the media places around our diets by extolling the virtues of tasty meat, it isn’t tasty its disgusting blood filled carcass tissue that only serves to degrade the status of the planet in the eyes of Jah. If you want a rock to build your restaurant on build it on the principles of veganism or be a lesser organism on planet earth. You are smart enough to know better and now having read this you and in reading this your life has to change because you have two options at this point you can continue to deal with the flesh and degrade your body and the universe or you can deal with the life that nature naturally provides and you can join Sunfood Sovereign in promoting the principles that will bring life to the earth and will bring life to your clients. 84 I weep when I think of the world that I was born into. I look at mindless dutties walking around from flesh meal to flesh meal and I just want to know what happened? What went wrong? Who started this and how did the need to survive from eating flesh as a very last resort turn into a commodity that is traded on the stock market as the numbers for flesh consumption are capitalistically pushed higher and higher and generation after generation of humans are taught that eating meat is MANLY and HEALTHY and a right for the American Way! Since when did participating in a mass slaughter of innocent creatures and eating off their bones become a right? If you are interested in starting a restaurant with the help of Sunfood Sovereign are you interested in following the herd into slaughter or are in you interested in being a vessel of health in your life arena? The rhetoric is strong because the origins of these thought processes come from strong roots. I have had to follow these principles to keep myself alive and now I am letting you know just how deep this rabbit hole goes because we are in trouble as a people. We might have the most obese people walking around our streets since the dawn of the phrase obesity entered the lexicon. How many people have you seen on television or in the streets right in front of you that suffer from just not knowing what to eat? You know a culture is sick when you see people with arms as big as legs walking around. I feel that the media and society has failed us. There is no excuse why animal cholesterol filled meat products 85 should be pervading our airwaves and miseducatinging the less fortunate who do not have access to the knowledge or the inclinations that I have. We are allowing ourselves to be surrounded with failed restaurants serving failed food. You need to see a media stream saturated with vegan principles and you need to be saturated with the highest levels of health daily so that your media consciousness wretches at the thought of dead animal flesh moving past your lips. You need food like this, your body is built for food like this and I am not going to tell you lightheartedly that I am serious about this, I am flat out going to tell you that if you disagree with me you espouse immoral character traits and are comfortable in your immorality because you are surrounded by other like minded immoral people. This is a moral issue and this is a health issue and this is a decency issue and I am telling you. I prescribe medication that saves lives while Wendy or the Clown is literally paying for advertising to convince you to patronize their establishment where they can serve you rotten flesh. I do not know how this started but I know how it is going to finish. We end up vegans we don’t end up carnivores in totality. The more I feel threatened by your lifestyles and the more you make me feel strange for being moral and upright and principled and healthy the more I will point out that your lifestyle is unacceptable and disgusting. 86 You are interested in starting a Juice Bar, this is the kind of mindset that you can have. This is my rhetoric and this my mind set and you can pattern yourselves after these words and develop your intuition for culinarily appetizing food and we can work together to start healing this country. We have the freedom to eat whatever we want but what about responsibility? Are we responsible with our freedom? What if our freedom only increases with the amount of responsibility that we bring into our lives? What if our inspiration levels increase the more we treat ourselves properly? What if our actual wealth increases with increased health? This is a capitalistic nation, fine, then I will capitalize on your weak dietary decisions. Would you rather I be polite about this or do you want at least once in this book to just flat out call carnivores stupid and fat. People talk about wanting to be healthy but when the health comes their way they think it too strange to listen to. So what happens when the health starts yelling? What happens when I hold up the problem and raise panic with my demand that you adhere to the vegan principles? A man in Cincinnati in the heart of Porkopolis applying the dietary principles to his community that save lives is at work. People love vegans, they just need to be told how to love first and then the process of love for veganism can begin. Would you rather I be polite about this? When you knock on the door enough times and no one answers you start banging on the door and breaking 87 in the windows to get what you want. You need to know that people like me exist and that we are tired of being marginalized and maybe you are to if you feel what I am saying. The world has always needed moral people and the need for moral people rises as the levels of immorality increase in society. We are experiencing highly immoral dietary practices forced upon us through consistent choices of people to adhere to no vegan practices. You want people like me to inform people such as yourself that there is a way out and that there is a sun rise coming after this nightfall dark age of dietary consumption. Think of the obese and the way they were not intelligent enough to practice better dietary practices. We are failures as a nation because we have lost our fundamental principles , or maybe we just never had them dietetically. We have the nicest cars and computers on the planet but the worst diet and it shows. 88 Chapter 5 WHY WOULD YOU WANT TO PRODUCE ARTWORK FOR YOUR JUICE BAR? Filled with the vigor of the previous chapter I want you to consider that this type of passion can mark the landscape for centuries if channeled through art. You have the most media tools available as has ever existed and now it is a matter of waking up and putting this media to use for a purpose. We can document our world and our earth and then document the healing process that we are going to go through. We can document through art our feelings about this time period and let the future historians know that against unfathomable odds we worked to make the world a better place even when it wasn’t cool. We worked with money and we worked with what we had and when we developed the formula for a vegan infrastructure through the juice bar network that I am promoting here we gained our traction. We are guaranteed success on a long enough time line. Every film we make embarrassing cattle ranchers, every song about the evils of carcass ingestion, every poem about the beauty of juice. We will champion health until every man, woman and child is as expert as I am on the principles of veganism. We are supposed to be thin, we are supposed to be healthy. If you are not healthy it is because you do not know or believe what I am writing here and maybe this is a hard sell for you but I am going to work to transform the entire media infrastructure until it becomes retarded stupid simple to 89 understand these health principles. You will be treated as patients from here on out until we identify the problem that causes your intellect to fail in the light of overwhelming evidence pointing to the fact that your food is killing you. I want you to live and we have work to do. Okay follow me here. You are going to want to be an artist yourself. Not only are you going to be ingratiating yourself into your artistic community but you are going to want to be creating artwork yourself. You want to commission artwork. You want to be one of the only venues on the block that has people holding up grapefruit while being painted. You want to create that and espouse that. You want to speak to your local rappers about rapping about fruit and seeds at the recording studio because you want those tracks on your juice bar CD. No artist has a problem with commercial produce they only have a problem with commercial livestock killing. The only reason why you do not find artists on the radio rapping about produce is because there are no ads for produce for people to rap on. You are part of the movement to change that, yes you are. I perform. If you do not I suggest knowing someone that does. Being in a recording studio is a beautiful place to be and having music that you have created to share with people is a beautiful sensation. I know because I am fully loaded with music that has changed my life and that will change the lives of my children when they hear the music that I have created for them. 90 You want to produce artwork for your juice bar because you have time to and because you add value to your juice bar when you create artwork. I would even go so far as to say to work to create a recording studio in your juice bar and allow your local artists to record and be nourished throughout the week. You do not need soundproofing, you can offer juice bar quality recordings through the offerings of microphones and platforms to record on. You can even do something novel like allow people to choose which album they want with their juice purchase. Do you see what this Sunfood Sovereign vision is that I have? I am really after the art that all of this has to provide for Sunfood Sovereign and its Franchises. Right now I am an artist in search of a new field and writing is my current form but if you can see how as a writer I am tying in my past experiences hoping to find new inspiration because life gets at you and my life is becoming more difficult and I am embracing new friendships and new endeavors are coming and I want to improve upon my work of the past through my writing that I am doing right now. Your involvement in the arts is crucial to the success of your juice bar. Yes you can be successful just selling juice but you have a partner who is as passionate about the community as you are and what other function does art serve than sustaining a community. Invite artists and all of the whirlwinds of strangeness they bring and give people something to talk about, someone to talk about, 91 give them something to talk about and they will positively and enjoy juice along the way. HOW CAN BEING A PART OF THE LOCAL ARTS COMMUNITY IMPROVE YOUR CHANCES OF BEING SUCCESSFUL AS A JUICE BAR OWNER? Let me tell you how being a part of the local arts community can help you. People power. You build networks of people that in conjunction with you helping them will help you bring people to your establishment. All oft the artwork that all of the artists that are a part of your community will bring will share the word that you are in business and that your juice is tasty. Your reputation builds quickly with artists who have a new place to perform. A lot of businesses don’t appreciate the arts and give them a hard time and expect miracles from artists but a solid juice bar with an arm in the arts can create devoted followings of people who have an enjoyment for what your juice bar can provide. Your success as a juice bar depends on bringing people in the door and by appealing to the arts and having art openings and art galleries you will appeal to the people that will buy your juice. You want to beg artists to come in because they bring people and enjoyment. HOW DO YOU BECOME A PART OF YOUR LOCAL ARTS SCENE IN THE FIRST PLACE? I became a part of my art scene by being an artist first and foremost. I knew producers and I knew painters and I knew people because we have a little bit of a 92 renaissance happening in the arts in Cincinnati. There are at least people who are expressing themselves artistically and Bill Clinton might not put an office here but I have people doing things artistically and I know these people. Well at my bar I held open mic events. I set up a microphone and I invited people to come and rock it and it happened. People came and devoted themselves to performing at my juice bar because it was a place to perform. This brought me success financially as well as personally because I grew as a human being during these events as I saw how the hard work that I put into creating my bar went and dovetailed with emotional experiences for poets who needed a place to perform. You would be surprised by your local poetry community. First of all they are poor. If there is a group of people who are poor it is poets. They might not even be able to afford your drinks but every poet is kind like a dandelion seed floating in the wind and I want to be the kind of place where they can perform because I can get on the microphone and spit hot fire and then go back to the bar and serve drinks that I just spoke about during my poem. Juice is attractive and sometimes poets would split the cost of a juice just to have some of what I created. This book is completely about artwork. We want you to help us form franchises and franchise networks through the careful application of basic principles of art. Ideally the juice bar will support the art and like I wrote earlier there is much that a partnership between yourself and 93 myself could yield. I see the future with juice bars everywhere this book is read. I would like to see a network of artisans crafting juice and photography all around the globe. We believe that we can build an international living room for travelers to rest in, for college students to study, for actors to perform. We want to encapsulate the very best of vagabond society into our Sunfood Sovereign establishments and we want to work to develop our relationships with the world at large through our establishments. HOW CAN CREATING ARTWORK HELP THE VEGAN MOVEMENT THAT I WANT YOUR BAR TO BE A PART OF? Your juice bar and the people that patronize it can help the world. Listen. I am a vegan and I need your help in building a movement. I will tell you. This is where I sway your opinion. In your starting a vegan juice bar and in your creating artwork I need to start creating propaganda. Flat out. Vegan propaganda. Not just buttons and bumper stickers , honestly no, I need short films. I need you to as a member of the Sunfood Sovereign franchise network create short films espousing veganism. I need you to interview your customers about the vegan life styles and find out what they know and are willing to talk about on camera. This is something that I am passionate about and in this loosely structured book I want to make an appeal to you you. Help me help earth. Help me help people. Help me 94 help our bodies. I need help. If no one has ever told you before we flat out need help as United States Citizens. I flat out need help. I can see it and I am so filled with love that I am asking you to help me spread this love of existence to other people. I do not need to be eating meat. In emotional terms it is draining on me to be one of the only people I know in a city that is known as Porkopolis to be vegan. Being vegan is hard. I need help. I need for you to join me in this fight that is ultimately against cancer and heart disease and I need you to help me build a stance against meat consuming populations. You can help with this movement by making short films. You can have your patrons acting out scenes to lines that you have already written and I can start building a message. I want there to be a number of restaurants bear the name Sunfood Sovereign and I want them to be in this vein and I want to work with you to collect this footage of people discussing vegan awareness. I want to find out what it means to be a vegan to people that enter a juice bar. How do you feel about the fact that people chew flesh and smile? How strange is this world? I honestly think that there is a lot of work that vegans can do in the arts realm to craft messages of harmony and enlightenment. What I mean by harmony is that I take care of our world and what I mean by enlightenment is that i sit there open mouth realizing how strange the world of carnivorousness is. 95 96 Chapter 6 WHAT AM I LOOKING FOR IN A RELATIONSHIP WITH YOU? I want to talk to you now. If you have read this far then realize that I can work with you. We have already begun our relationship and if you are interested enough to read all of this then I should start talking. This is my vision up to this point but at some point I have to talk about your vision and your cooperation with us to propagate these ideas and this juice bar philosophy. What I am looking for in this relationship with you is to exchange files. I want to share my digital files with you and I want you to share your digital files with me. I want to advise you on how to determine your future. I want to help you with your entrepreneurial ideas and to give back to you for giving to me by reading this book. I want to talk to you about your artwork endeavors and how I can introduce you to other artists. I am only asking that you communicate with me. This book is in the real world and exists in real life and in that a real person wrote it. Contact me. Look me up. This book is like an extension of my business card, do business with me. WHAT AM I LOOKING FOR IN THIS INSPIRATIONAL MATERIAL IN REGARDS TO YOU? I have been studying vegan practices for eighteen years and I can understand that all of this is coming as a shock 97 to you , this vegan philosophy. What do you want from me? What information can I share with you that will make you understand that I am working to solve the situation. I am locked in a situation that takes lifetimes to solve and generations to become at peace with so I have time to communicate with each other. What do you want to know about me? What do you want to know about earth? I can just be human for a second and put it all aside the book, the business, the art, and just talk to you. How are you doing? How are YOU doing? Do you have a boyfriend or girlfriend? Do you have a family? Do you have any friends? Do you want to be an artist? Do you want to go to college? Do you want to act like this book does not exists? What do you want to do? This is a business that you can start you know. No really. If you can read there is nothing in this book that you cannot do yourself and with a partner and with my help. You can move in with your partner and use the rent money for the place you used to live in for a starting point of retail sale, look into the prices its cheaper than you may think. You can foster the arts and be a space that people recognize for the arts. You don’t have to be a data entry specialist, you don’t have to be a salesman, you don’t even have to be a manager. You can be a business owner. I did. I just woke up one morning and decided that I wanted to be a juice bar owner and I made it happen. Do you know the power of your mind? Have you ever thought about how powerful your mind is? Have you 98 ever thought about the universes that your mind can create just by applying its power on life? You probably haven’t. You might not know this but you are alive. Did you know you are alive? Did you know that life wants to be alive and that this whole vegan thing is just a name for being normal. Vegans just want to be normal and live in a normal reality as opposed to this alternate reality that we are coming to find is filled with evil. We want to change this with you and this is our literature. I am starting a religion and am not espousing one. I am making this up as I go and figuring it out as I move along. I am working on being known as immortal and I am strange because reality caused my truth seeking minds to discover against all odds just how strange this world is. When you have a psychotic clown offering you ground up cow carcass on a bun with lettuce you know life is strange. Did you ever think about the fact that you exist right now? Did it ever occur to you that at one point you did not exist? Think about that for a second. You were not here for a trillion years and now you are and in that now that you are experiencing you have the potential to exist forever because from now on you always will have been. The universe cannot not exist without you now that it created you. It will always need you and remember you. You are an imprint of yourself on yourself and the love that you feel is the universal love of existence. Everyone that is supposed to exist does and we just keep finding more people that exist every day. 99 Babies are born and babies become adults and adults die and the cycle continues but for you personally it is more than a journey it is your life and the road to death may seem quick to your neighbor but for you personally the path to death lasts forever and you never find the time to die because death never finds the living only the dead and you will be forever alive so embrace your immortality because your journey is your journey and we are just here to observe you in your process. Veganism is a means for you to express your love of life by not devouring it. I thought vegans were strange until I realized that eating chicken flesh was stranger. How long did I go thinking they were strange when it was me all along? Too long. Now I know that there is a better way and just think about the fact that this book did not come off of an assembly line, I loved you so much that I wrote this so that you could read it whoever you are. If you are reading this I love you and out of that love I want you to be healthy and I want you to thrive and I want you to exist in a natural state that does not involve industrial farming of cattle and poultry. HOW CAN WE BENEFIT EACH OTHER WITHOUT TAKING ADVANTAGE OF EACH OTHER? How can we cooperate and form a cooperation between us? The best way would honestly be to talk on the phone. I can tell you about a website that we are working on at http://www.sunfoodsovereign.com this is a place where you can speak with our webmaster 100 Nicholas and begin helping us write and promote a file in space. It may seem strange but if you can help us promote our writing we generate hits on our website that way and it helps us garner advertising revenue from our advertisers. You can view my website at http://www.sunfoodsovereign.com and this site is like all websites in the process of experiencing some changes and as the changes come you will be able to view videos, listen to music, and read our writing as this is where our cornerstone shall lie. This is the site where you would go to find my contact information to see about contacting me. I can tell you what our plan for the website is if you want to get universally involved. Our plan is to attract writers who want to divulge their deepest thoughts and then collect them on this website and organize them and turn the writings into books that we can promote on amazon.com we also know that people will be promoting the site with their writing and that when we get up to enough hits a day we can start calling advertisers and asking them if they would be interested in helping us in our creation of art. I feel that advertisers would want to support art generated from a website more than just a typical commercial website. You can help us with this, it might get you off the couch and away from the television. It might introduce you to wordpress and the simple blogging environment that it is. You are welcome to inquire to me and I will direct you to our webmaster and 101 then he can show you how to view the statistics of our website on Google Analytics. We feel that by being transparent we can share with you our future goals that I plan on pursuing at sunfood sovereign. What would you want me to help you with? What can I do to help you website wise? Inspiration wise? Or through the creation of art that would help you? Can you help yourself enough to know how I can help you? If you cannot think of a way that I can help you maybe you need me to help you help yourself. Maybe I am supposed to show you what is possible and how to achieve what are currently un 102 Chapter 7 DO YOU BELIEVE THE WORLD IS A GOOD PLACE? Do you believe in God? Do you believe that all of this was created by a single deity? Do you think he had all of this in mind? Was this his divine order? Do you believe the world is a good place or do you believe the world is inherited by every generation that then makes the world what it is in their own collective image. You want to know what I think? I think this is a very special time period because our generation was born after two world wars. All kidding aside I think we were born after the end of the world. The end of the world does not happen on a single day. Do you ever notice how the tremendously older are genuinely different than the people in their twenties. That might not be just a generation gap, that might be a end of the world gap in that their world died. We live in a new world and if I can get on my pulpit for a second I want to point out to you that the future embraces health. If it is really the future it is really better than the past and they don’t eat meat in the future because of writing like this. The truth can seem like a foreign language and these are not popular consent ideas these are artistically crafted ideas that are meant to stimulate your imagination and get you thinking. If this plan is to work, if you are going to help me stamp out carnivorousness you might want to know how we do 103 it? It takes generations. You raise your children vegan and they theirs. We become a tradition that finds itself raising children on better eating habits than our own. We raise our children to believe they are special and deserve eternal life foods. We understand that it wont be our generation that sees the future we imagine it will be decades from now after we do the work like this book to create new ideas to think about and help to ressurect our people from the bonds of carnivorousness. I am an artist and I cannot help but think original ideas and I cannot help but try and find new and better ways of saying what needs to be said to get a point across which is that our world need the help of the vegans and that we exist for a reason. The vegan is a very special creature in humanities big picture. Your juice bar provides a way for you to be a part of this movement where humanity changes the way it consumes calories to a much more efficient and life elongating method. Carnivores will never care about this and honestly we can only let time dictate who wins the battle of the diet as vegans hope that through longer lives and more pronounced artwork creation that our voices will gain prominence. We know that the buildings we live in will not crumble in our life times so all we can do is work to change what happens in them. McDonalds will in our life time begin serving palatable vegetable products for our consumption that are healthy. McDonalds will offer at least a single Vegan Approved Menu item since we have to live together we are going to make changes occur. We 104 are going to help McDonalds through a grass roots effort to champion their first delicious veggie patties and we are going to work to improve its rating on their menu in terms of profitability and through our work to be their promotional arm we are going to change their menu. We will succeed as vegans because we are not going to protest we are going to creatively leverage our numbers and identify a troubling situation for what it is. We think they are strange and they us but in the middle is marketing and if we market them and patronize them they will cater to us and develop cost effective vegan food products and in return we can learn about how they manage their matrix of stores and you can see the give and take that we are discussing here this is how we will win but taking over the menu and putting the farm out of business. It is the only way I can comprehend that will work. This book would not exist without my eighteen years of self directed training in the vegan arts and honestly all I experience daily is strangeness. I experience strangeness at the grocery store and in life and I just wonder how it all came to be the way it is right now. This cycle of perpetuated evil that surrounds me, I just look at it anymore and I write books like this. I have much time left to live but at some point I have to leave something behind and I am tired. I am ready for retirement and I want to watch my children grow and become adults. I want to make more music and help people like you understand how people like me perpetuated the origins of the vegan ideologue that you see before you. 105 You know this world needs your help? You know this world needs people like you to stand up and speak out and be heard. I don’t want the next generation of vegans to be so lonely and obscure. I want you to have communities and congregations and throngs of vegans to commune with and feel normal around. I want the carnivores to start to feel strange or at least something for eating meat. I want to see at least a ceremony before eating a chicken nugget. I want to see some kind of acknowledgment that life is at least precious in some fashion that it has a purpose beyond being eaten to seek out in this world. I believe that eating anything with a nervous system and eyeballs is wrong because those eyes are meant to look at something they are meant to see and I feel like earth may be debilitating itself through its diet. There has to be a better way and the argument against veganism seems so ignorant. I don’t care if you happen to be a southerner, taking pride in your chicken is like taking pride in your pus. It doesn’t make sense, why would you be proud of that? I am standing here right now looking at all we can eat and should eat and then I look at what we do eat and it just dawns on me. I bring the change. Me. Khassa Selassie. It is because of my life that the world improves. I accept my role in this and I believe that I present my argument in such a way that intelligent people can only listen. There is no counter argument to my argument there is only spluttering and dismissal out of fear and misunderstanding. 106 I am the origins of Sunfood Sovereign and I am leaving you this book to move the movement with. This is a taste of what it is that I come to talk about to anyone that will listen. You can only talk to so many people before you start running out of people to talk to in your normal life. I have given talks and lectures and I bear the marks and the experiences of a man who deserves to change the world. As I age and become more powerful more of the world will change by my hands and my relationships with others will become more powerful and we will change the world. I will bring about a new awareness of dietary consumption and it is through the work that I do that greatness will be accomplished. If nothing else I have this book that I wrote and stand for that means that I believed something. I was created and changed as a person and developed a belief system. I became infatuated with love and loving others and from that love I created this book that serves the purpose of changing the world. I feel cheated by this computer age because all of the energy that went into these computers could have gone into the food chain but that didn’t happen. We eat more meat every day and it can only last for so long and then the whole thing collapses or a massive disease breaks out. What more can I say. This is Sunfood Sovereign. I want to partner with you and this is my business card.

Jail

AND HE WENT TO JAIL BY NICHOLAS LAWSON

Money Cash Dinero Bitcoin Currency Tools of Trade

Cash Rules Everything Around Me. CREAM.

There is a song, well I can’t quite call it a song, but there was a recording that was created of a poem, by a group of New York City Residents known as the Wu Tang Clan. In my world the Wu – Tang Clan are poets. In New York City they to the best of my understanding are known as rappers. I will be honest. I do not know what a rapper is. I am not really certain. I know enough about Rapping to know that it involves recording studios and microphones and stage performances and being a Master of Ceremonies.

I know I am a poet. I know poetry is ancient. I know there have been poems being written since the days of Ancient Greece. I know that depending on the quality of the poem that is being written that civilizations will remember a poem of high enough quality for generations. Homer was a poet. We still recall Homer because of the quality of his poetry.

Poetry. What is it? Why is poetry important? What purpose does poetry serve?

It has to do with the English Language. Poetry is a phrase that exists factually speaking only inside of the English Language. In other languages there may very well be other phrases that translate from poetry into those languages. I am unaware presently as to what those phrases are.

I have only ever been asked to speak a single language during the course of my lifetime. During the course of my lifetime I have only ever been called upon to speak English.

I have been exposed to copious amounts of English in my lifetime. Copious.

I dare say if I had been born I the 1800’s I would have been less fluent as an English Speaking Citizen of the United States because , well , there was less English to be exposed to then than there is now.

I , over the course of my lifetime , have been exposed to Television Journalism , Hollywood Film , Broadcast Radio , English Literature , Professorial Dialogue , Conversation Between Colleague , Performance Poetry Showcases , Playhouse Ensemble Plays, and times of Contemplation.

I have had the time to be exposed to quite a lot of the English Language.

Because of the amount of time that I have been exposed to the English Language I have developed Fluency.

To my original Point.

Cash Rules Everything Around Me. This phrase was developed in the same Metropolitan Area as to my knowledge Money Power Respect.

I am not from the city where the population is experiencing an ethos that revolves around Cash Rules Everything Around Me CREAM and Money Power Respect.

I come from a Different City.

An Older One.

I come from a City that feels quite the opposite actually in terms of Cash Rules Everything Around Me and Money Power Respect.

Cash Rules Everything Around Me is nomenclature that we adhere to in this city. Cash Rules Everything Around Us in the sense that it does in fact require Cash to be used as a Tool of Trade. We value the Trade in this city. The trade. Cash is used as a tool of trade in this city. It is and it is used quite frequently in various sums and quantities.

When it comes to Cash and How it Rules Everything Around Us. In this city that is to say that a culture has developed that could not exist without Cash. Cash is a Tool of Trade.

We use Cash in this city because it creates civility and it creates organization in this city.

Case in Point.

I am sitting here presently in my writing chair and am interested in drinking a cup of coffee.

I do not have any coffee.

I would like some coffee because when I drink coffee it lubricates my senses and inspires me to write inspired writing without fail.

Which is why I value coffee.

For it’s ability to without fail inspire writing.

I do not have any coffee presently.

I do have a lamp.

I have a lamp that works.

If I plug in my lamp.

It will in fact provide luminance.

I want coffee.

Roughly speaking the lamp that I have access to is in fact more valuable in certain terms than a cup of coffee.

There is an establishment not far from where I reside where in a world where all is possible I could in the interest of desperately needing inspiration to keyboard my next piece of writing go through the process of unplugging my instrument of illumination and throwing it over my shoulder and putting on my coat and taking the time to walk to the restaurant up the street where I am certain they have coffee.

I could walk into that establishment and place this lamp down in front of the cash register because I have the freedom to do as I please and I could very well with the lamp next to me request a cup of coffee. I could then drink the cup of coffee to full completion.

The individual who took the time to pick up a cup, pour some water that was saturated with the coffee infusion, and bring the cup to me so that I could drink the coffee and receive inspiration would then be expecting something.

She or He would be expecting to then receive in exchange for this single serving of coffee traditionally speaking, about what is known in common nomenclature seventy five cents.

This seventy five cents can be provided in the form of three quarter of a dollar pieces, seventy five what are known as pence, or and there are many ways of accomplishing this, one last example would be, a quarter of a dollar piece of currency, five what are known as nickels, a what is known as a dime, and a fifteen pence. Those previous three examples if provided would ceremoniously provide me with the ability to pick up my lamp if provided and walk out of the restaurant with no problem.

Although, if after consuming the coffee from the cup I attempt to walk out without providing a tool of trade, whether I am expecting it or not, something will happen. I am certain.

The person that provided me with the coffee in the styrofome cup will pick up an instrument of communication and will press three buttons in a certain order. She or He will press a button with an Arabic numeral known as the Nine, then she or he will press the button enscribed with the Arabic numeral One and then One again.

This person that provided the cup of coffee will then place the phone to their ear and will if timed properly hear a voice that inquires as to what the problem is.

This person that is known as a server will then describe the events of what recently happened and place emphasis on the element of the story where no tools of trade were provided in exchange for the coffee that was provided and a person that walked in with a lamp and set it down next to the cash register walked out with their lamp that they set down next to the cast register and that well yes they are certain the lamp worked quite well but that no tool of trade was provided in exchange for the cup of coffee.

The person on the other end of the phone will double check and make certain they have the story correct they will want to know FACTUALLY was there or was there not a tool of trade provided for the cup of coffee. They will want to know if an accounting is made on the cups of coffee will there be noted a single less cup of coffee than the currency in the cash register denotes. If the coffee is measured will there be noted an amount of coffee that is less than what is noted on the accounting sheets. After a thorough investigation involving a trained accountant it will be factually noticed that the cash register is in fact short and that in fact there is a lack of tool of trade in the til.

Now that the facts have been investigated and the person that did in fact have a perfectly good lamp that worked perfectly fine when placed in a wall socket to allow electricity to move through it where the electricity would move up to the light bulb that Thomas Edison Invented and inspired millions of people to want similar devices of to light up the night when the sun is clearly on the other side of the planet, is in fact now a perp.

This perp is now in need of being found by the organization that the server has contacted. A cup of coffee was given to someone and a tool of trade was not provided even though there was a perfectly good lamp standing placed right next to the moment where the lack of trade was not exchanged.

Three quarters of a dollar dollar bill ya’ll was not provided in trade for a cup of coffee and now a process has begun.

There is now a man that has been dispatched in search of the man that has a lamp that can be clearly identified and described walking down the street somewhere. This man that has been dispatched is now getting into his squad car and is now expending gasoline and is in fact on the hunt now for the man that did not provide a tool of trade and unbeknownst to this man that did not provide the expected tool of trade at the expected moment his debt to society is now racking up to the tune of now he owes significantly more than three quarters of a dollar as an entire process has now begun that includes several people and a man hunt for a man that has a lamp with him that is most likely walking down the street somewhere trying to get away and hide before as he would certainly know by now what must be occurring and the police officer will be looking out for a man that is carrying a lamp to identify the man that received a cup of coffee and did not ceremoniously finalize the transaction in the socially agreed upon format that would have avoided the beginning of this process altogether.

Now the trained police officer that engages in this behavior every day is aware of the gasoline that is being utilized to engage in this man hunt for this man and the police officer is aware that oil that has been extracted from another part of the planet that has been extracted from deep within the earth possibly from underneath an ocean and has been pulled to the surface and sent to a refinery where the crude oil has been exposed to a process whereby the oil is separated through a chemical process into it’s disparate chemical properties and the chemists that oversee this process that have spent the better part of the last quarter of a century as an organization of people developing a knowledge base that allows for this process to happen that provides the product known as gasoline that is burning in this police officer’s gas tank that the police officer is aware of and is keeping note of his gas gauge noting the debt to society that this man that that had a lamp with him at the cash register did not offer a tool of trade.

The man with the lamp is casually walking down the street with the lamp flung over his shoulder. The police officer notices this man that fits the description of the person from the restaurant.

The police officer approaches this man and takes out his handcuffs and places them on the man because statistically speaking what are the odds that anyone else would be walking down the street with a lamp. This man is now being brought in for questioning about the three quarters of a dollar that he did not provide for the cup of coffee that he received.

Whether the man that has the lamp realizes this or not to the police officer and to the server at the restaurant at this point is irrelevant because quite frankly the restaurant is extremely interested in engaging in a stable business that can continually provide cups of coffee and a myriad of other extravagancies to patrons. The restaurant is quite aware of the fact that if over the course of three months it made the decision to wantonly abandon it’s civic duty of expecting to receive tools of trade for the services that it provides that a form of anarchy would be engaged in and the restaurant knows that if word got out that it was providing free food of a certain restaurant quality and if word got out that it was dedicated to providing free food with no stream of revenue coming in to offset the costs for providing this free food that within three months time depending on savings that they would not be receiving the incoming tools of trade necessary for them to provide these tools of trade to the people expecting to receive their tools of trade that allows for this restaurant to remain in business and paying taxes to the local municipality.

The reason they had the duty to engage in calling the police has to do with civic responsibility and the server that made that phone call is hella bent and pissed off that she motherfucking even had to do it because she is enraged like a motherfucker that someone would go to some motherfucking length to do some audacious shit like walk into a restaurant like a fucking asshat with a lamp for no god damned reason like she gives a fuck she because the moment the mothefucker walked in she knew there was something wrong with him because who the fuck is walking around ordering a single serving of coffee with a lamp and the moment he asked for the cup of coffee she was thinking to herself motherfucker am I going to have to do what the fuck I think I am going to have to do because SON OF A BITCH LIKE I FUCKING WANT TO DEAL WITH THIS SHIT. Alright fuck it the man with the lamp asked for the cup of coffee so the fuck I am going to do I am going to fucking pour him a cup of coffee. I am going to hand him the cup of coffee and there yep he’s drinking it aaaaaaaaaaaaaaand like I motherfucking didn’t see this coming he’s walking out the door with his motherfucking lamp why the fuck did he I fucking hate people son of a bitch alright time to get my go fuck yourself on pick up the phone push the magic three numbers that always get’s shit done yeah and he’s fucking carrying a lamp for fuck’s sake why the fuck would I know yeah thank you

And he went to jail.

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Vitae Magazine Issue Number One

This is Vitae Magazine. It has been three years in the making and many previous years of building acumen in writing for Vitae Magazine. The purpose of Vitae Magazine is to be Literature. I am a creator of Literature and these are my creations.


Editor of Vitae Magazine

Nicholas Lawson

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Observations of the Relationship Between Branding and Typography

In terms of history there has been a rich coupling betwixt branding and typographic glyphs. Since ancient times there has been the process of culturally agreeing upon typographic symbols and a similar process of crafting brands for companies and lines of business. The most modern way of describing the creation of glyphs used to convey information is type design and type design is done by the technological minded industrial type designers. Industrial Type design is the process where abstract symbols are created in relation to each to other for the utilitarian purpose of conveying information, ideas, and emotion. There is a parallel to be drawn between the process of developing a successful brand and the the process of developing culturally relevant and acceptable typographic glyphs that we collectively are deemed acceptable for use and worthy of being declared “type”. The collective effect of a culture understanding what a specific glyph denotes in terms of the information, idea, or emotion it reflects is done through what is now known as branding which is where the two disparate concepts find their point of similarity.

Consider this. In a conversation with John Recker, of LPK International, a company whose purpose it is to build leadership brands and to convey the intent and the purpose of its clients it was discussed that western civilization collectively understands the letter “R” and the Nike Corporation’s “swoosh” iconography in similar fashion. It was discussed with John Recker and Vitae Magazine that at the onset of the creation of a typographic glyph which is unique in it’s design and representation of information and for lack of a better term beautiful and arbitrary there is a similar construction to typographic glyphs as there is to iconic branding. Where the meaning of a typographic glyph, if you have never considered this before, is in the building of the brand of the glyph and the collection of glyphs that interrelate with each other for a specific purpose that is to collectively enable an adherent of the collection of typographic symbols the ability to communicate meaning to individuals and communities of people that also subscribe to being literate in the crafted typographic set of symbols.

Look to the Western Civilization’s Alphabet. The Western Alphabet in succinct terms consists of twenty six symbols in its most basic format. There are the letters A, B, C, D, E, F, G, H, I, J, K, L, M, N, O, P, Q, R, S, T, U, V, W, X, Y, Z in that essentially agreed upon beautiful arbitrary sequence. The process by which these twenty six symbols are given meaning starts in early adolescence in Western Culture where young children that are beginning to interact with their peers and are in generation after generation explicitly and with great effort taught how to use their youthful ability to absorb intelligence to develop an understanding of what these beautiful arbitrary glyphs represent and how to comprehend their collective meanings.

The Culture surrounding typography is a very serious one to an advanced civilization as there is no modern civilization that currently lacks having a cultural system in place where the community’s children are not in systemic fashion taught by adults already familiar with a set system of typographic symbols how to interpret the ideas, emotions, and information that various combinations of unique and arbitrary symbols are meant to represent. As children are learning to in their early years to speak and to mimic the vocalizations of their parents when they have matured to the extent that they are in youthful control of their voices it is typically around this time period that the children are taught how to equivocate their vocal pronunciations of words and to as they in their early years are beginning to understand the parallels between what they are thinking and what they are saying they are also being taught how to use a beautiful carefully constructed by industrial type designers abstract set of agreed upon typographic symbols to visually understand how what they are thinking and what they are saying can be represented in type.

There is a cumulative agreement within the culture that accepts these ideas as the core of its communication strata that every single one of these alphabetic glyphs resonates with singular utilitarian meaning. It was discussed with John Recker, again of LPK, that the origins of these glyphs has been lost in history and that the original authors of these glyphs have also been lost to history and that it would take extraordinary research and leaps of faith to ascribe to a singular historic individual who for instance the letter “R” was authored by. For lack of a better way of putting it John Recker of LPK put it this way, “The letter ‘R’ was developed by a caveman. Culture and the passing of time has come to describe what this symbol means and we carry it with us and accept it to be true collectively.”

This culture that has come to project meaning onto the arbitrary does so for a purpose. There are many different cultural glyph systems that are in use by various and distinct cultures. The Modern Chinese have their glyph system that consists of their unique sets of strokes and their unique sets of identity per each stroke based glyph which is unique to the culture of China. The Russians have their unique culture with their unique sets of glyphs that have been developed in line with the evolution of Russian culture. The field of Mathematics has itself a unique set of glyphs that it uses to denote advanced mathematical ideas which exists entirely in the advanced collective understanding of what a symbol means in terms of mathematics. Every major advanced culture has a set of symbols it uses to architect information that can be used to convey unique styles of information for the purposes of individuals being able to communicate from one to another what individuals and collections of individuals are disparately experiencing or are in need of experiencing to further individual and collective proliferation of what is necessary to be expressed for individuals and groups of people to be reliably understood.

The process of branding and the professional field of developing brands is not dissimilar from the process of teaching young children how to interpret and put to use to their benefit the ongoing striving for literacy and understanding of what the collective corpus of alphabetic glyphs represent phonetically. When someone is building a brand they are interested in being remembered in a certain light and with immediate recall similar to the way that when someone considers the letter ‘R.’ The letter ‘R’ immediately in the person that understands the individual meaning and use of the letter “R” what the letter “R” represents and how it is intending to be used. It represents the syllable and accompanying sound as symbolized here /rrr/ : (slight resonance of that takes place in the center of the oral cavity). Consider the Nike Corporation; their respective branded curve the indelible “swoosh” is a constructed symbol the same way a letter “R” is a constructed symbol. A branding symbol in business and a typographic glyph and tool and the process through which they are developed is not altogether dissimilar. It takes time and it takes understanding the same as each to be able to trigger the recall of meaning that the effort that goes into is supposed to create.

In my research for this article that is meant to provide a metaphoric magnifying lens on branding and typography I was serendipitously drawn to a link on reddit where I happened across Motate Media. Motate Media is on what I would consider on the leading edge of modern glyph construction because at the top of their company’s representative page they have a unique offering to the world of the traditional glyph and the traditional concept of branding. I happened across Motate Media from their pointer on Reddit and was immediately fascinated by what I saw. I saw at the top of their website interactive glyph branding in the form of a logo for their company. I saw something that I thought was new in the realm of typography and glyph creation and branding and in the interest of trying to find out more about this style of interaction and branding. I sought out and successfully landed an interview with Motate Media and had the opportunity to enter into a conversation with Chuck Mathias, from Motate Media. In conversation with Chuck Mathias, I came to understand that he wanted to create a unique branding interaction point for his company that was founded this last past July 2014. I came to find out interestingly enough that there has been an overwhelmingly impressive reaction to his branding icon. Chuck went into detail in this fashion in regards to his interactive glyph, ‘What we want to do with our company is essentially inter-cultural design. People are different. We are alike in different ways and perceive different ways.” I was in agreement with him that people do perceive things in different ways and he went on to point out that because of how modern and unique his branding style is he has received feedback relating to the fact that there are people that upon initially coming in contact with the interactive glyph are not immediately aware that it is interactive. I brought up in conversation to him that such feedback can be informative of just how modern something is. We then went on to discuss how when the Google Corporation was in it’s initial years when it’s website that has stood the test of time was a very minimalistic website design involved much more white space than search engines such as Yahoo or Alta Vista and website visitors would wait forty five seconds for the Google Corporation’s web page to load much to the confusion of the Google Corporation’s researchers of their patrons interaction with their company’s front end.

It is interesting to Vitae Magazine that in the process of crafting modern iconography that when dealing with the new and the modern that through no fault of individual’s own that fully understanding a concept or a piece of information that is in the process of being branded; the entire idea when it is extremely unique and modern will not resonate immediately with someone unfamiliar with the modern solution in front of them. I feel that upon conversation with Chuck Mathias that his interactive glyph is unique enough to this modern medium that for some of the visitors to his branding position on the internet his company is in the process of experiencing the building of a brand, the same process that is undergone by generation after generation of youth seeking to gain literacy in the various symbols of the various cultures around the world and the process of coming to terms with agreeing on a set of symbols to represent refined and high minded ideas so too does Motate Media from time to time encounter the process of informing and bringing people further into the realm of increased literacy involving a new style and offering of creative and unique branding that up. For the typographic symbols that now inhabit this growing and ever more far reaching medium known as the internet there is from time to time as people reach new digital solutions going to necessarily need to be a transitional time period for visitors to websites to in similar fashion to the way it takes time to understand a new graphical user interface, it takes time to understand something new and to come to a point of understanding of the new and the unique. In light of the feedback Motate Media has received due to the nature that their interactive icon which has an interface associated with it there is at least a moment with which someone needs to take a moment to explore their interactive typographic symbol and to at least spend a moment to understand the interface which through this process of interacting with the interactive glyph can create a memorable moment of interaction that reinforces the brand and associates it with the modern.

I would like to point out the following book for those interested in exploring typographic and branding solutions Dimensional Typography:: Words in Space: Kiosk Report #1 goes to show that there is exploration in three-dimensional typography and typographic symbols and cutting edge explorative glyph branding which exist in space and have volume to them as opposed to flat typographic symbols of tradition, this is in essence the style and field with which Motate Media’s interactive typographic exploration is kin to. It is part of an exploratative field of the ancient creation of glyphs enmeshed with modern technology that Motate Media has aligned itself with. Motate Media is another in the experimental field of three dimensional typography and not only this but they add the element of interactivity as well, this is a field that to Vitae Magazine’s understanding has only come to fruition in the realms of the digital media as within the realm of digital media you can within reason craft three dimensional interactive typography a home that it was less suited for in prior physical mediums. It should also be discussed that when attempting to craft movement into once static typography that there can be a period of transition between what people are accustomed to experiencing in terms of typography and the branding of the meanings of these typographic symbols and that with every branding process that is no different with typography it takes time for people to fully understand the novel and the new which is part of the draw of the novel and new as there is a natural curiosity to people in general and when exploring new ways to brand a typographic image especially when interactivity is involved it can lead to a necessary learning curve before the AHA moment of realization of the concept is reached.

It is interesting to Vitae Magazine how interactive typography and typography that rests in the voluminous third dimension can at times catch people slightly off guard. Of companies that are seeking unique and exploratative technologies to couple their brand with, three dimensional interactive typography is a very valid and vast field with which to explore and to discover the possibilities of for the purposes of expanding what is possible and to craft ever more unique and creative positions as a brand.

During the conversation with Chuck Mathias, he went on to discuss how his logo was constructed. His logo was constructed using a plug-in for the Blender Modelling program from a Russian software company that represents itself as Blend4Web It is at this online software distribution portal that a developer can gain access to the software necessary to create a similar solution to Motate Media that realistically to an online savvy audience realistically is of the style of exploration that adds value and interest to an ever exploring the z plane and ever exploring the potential of this medium. The software uses Web GL technology and allows for extremely detailed and interactive models to be used to create unique interactive imagery online with very few lines of code being necessary to implement the solution into your developed web site once the Blender Modeling work and plug-in enabled export has occurred.

Mathias, went on to discuss his company’s plans for the future evolution of their logo and their branding iconography by stating that “We would like to animate it and to craft it to move upon the loading of the page. It’s a different and unique logo. It is a push back against flat design and it is taking advantage of the new potential of the new media. We can have an interactive and minimalist design that is not flat.” Motate Media is starting off it’s professional brand by allowing itself to become memorable as the very fact that someone took notice of their web design and development company and posted a link to Reddit is a sign that they have a successful formula for branding themselves that is taking root in niche social media culturiste locales online. In the history of their company upon looking back they could very well come to notice that they were stepping foot into territory and coupling with their identity a style of typography and a style of branding that is very new and very robust and is typically only being utilized in exploratory academic design communities that are seeking to explore what is possible.

Because of Russia’s Blend4Web it is now possible to with a few lines of code upon the exporting of a model incorporate an IFRAME into your website and now upon linking to the interactive file in the IFRAME you can with this solution that through Russian development have the ability to explore three dimensional interactive typography and make the statement for your company that you are interested in being associated with the modern and the unique and the new and the conceptual and are interested in discovery and exploration.

Where typographic glyphs become shared in spaces of interactive volume and where visitors to companies websites can now begin almost touching a brand with their finger and moving it around there could be immersive branding and typographic solutions coming that rely on interaction to make sense of them using motion and colored physical interaction with digital branding and typography that as advanced cultures become technologically driven there could be with the emergence of solutions and the needs of brands to as is traditional remain memorable and unique and disparate from other brands in ever and more robust fashion there are likely to be more explorations into interactive typography and branding icons.

What is not new, what is as ancient a tradition as can be experienced in this modern time of crafting modern typographic solutions and modern brand creations to the past is as Chuck Mathias pointed out, some people upon reaching something new are in fact when all of the information has physically not had enough time to be absorbed there is now with new glyph creation and new brand creation as what would have to have been in ancient times when modern evolutions of the works of some distant ancient scribes in caves such as the author of the letter “R” had to face. When the first symbol that represents the /rrr/ or slight growl sound was crafted when civilization was first stepping into the realms of the processes of branding and collectively agreeing on what symbols stood for what sounds at the onset throughout the entire process in similar fashion to the way that Motate Media encounters some people that are in need of spending time with a defined design choice it had to have taken time at the beginning of typography and the branding of the meanings of typographic symbols into society for us to reach the level of understanding that A comes before B and B comes before C and C comes before X and X comes before Y and Y comes before Z. It stands to reason the development of the static symbols and the process of branding these static symbols into the collective consciousnesses of communities of people and further entire cultures that the process of Motate Media of branding itself with an interactive typographic glyph is to its inherent nature new and unique as likewise is their business and because of this the traditional processes of branding and the process of teaching the meanings of symbols comes into play and just like in ancient times there is a process through which agreed upon conventions are established and the work of LPK of building brands is the work of increasing literacy in understanding the meaning of symbols and the work of Motate Media in branding themselves with uniqueness is all part of the process of expanding what the symbols we have agreed upon means and it’s the process of sharing this information and agreeing upon it is that gives us our ability to continually expand how we express ourselves from each to each.

Cincinnati Red’s Oakland A’s Bottom of the 9th Game 4 World Series 1990 In Shakespearean in Original Fashion by Nicholas Lawson

(((There is a tremendous amount of montage in this work. The dialogue is spaced out in what can be called acts. They are not immediately complimenting of each other and to bring out the rest of the time for this piece into 30 minute range there needs to be Oakland-Cincinnati footage interspersed here to show a montage of baseball. This is a first draft that is to be taken into the hands of an art director and worked with and it is also evidence of a shakespearean style of writing that comes from this.)))

Act

A Baseball Field

(- There is a man with a baseball on the pitcher’s mound. -)

Dennis Eckersley

Prithee we speaketh no more of the days we used to not play the game we play today. We openeth our insides and breaketh outish of our modern asides and begin again to wonderment and wonder how again we became men in this era of football and basketball and hockey and twas again the baseball’s and the bats that broketh all that we cameth upon this earth to play and twas again the baseball players that taught all players how to play.

(((There is a close up of the baseball and this work is timed so that the dialogue happens at the pace of a baseball game. The dialogue is spoken slightly slowly for emphasis.)))

(- Dennis Eckersley threw the baseball to Terry Steinbach that was sitting squatted at home plate. -)

Terry Steinbach

That you would throw me thus ball and that twould the pitcher of pitchers throw meesus that which is of opulent gesture and of the gestures that a pitcher could gesture to send the ball in my direction here behind the diamond that we form the ring around and of the rings we have formed none are so taken as to be this that this was a warm up pitch and that there are two more to come and then we we play the game that we have come to play.

Umpire

Please do not forget about me for I provide the rules that we have come to play the rules to the rules are the rules that the rules are rules and of the rules we follow the rules in the rules are rules and for rules being rules there rules to follow and we follow the rules in as much as rules are to be followed.

(- Terry Steinbach throws the ball back to Nolan Ryan -)

Dennis Eckersley

Oh that this sphere of twine and leather would be so round. That I could curve it and bend it and open it in my air that is the throwing that I do some seventy times a game again I say I throw seventy times a game and the catcher is but bended knee the entire time and of bended knees the entire time the catcher sits there upon bended knee the ball is hurled oh how it is hurled and sent to the opening of the mit that one must admit is but a trap that the batter oh whoever he is does tis it matter that twould the batter ever such wonder if he could hit a hurl from the Ryan did I ever fear the batter oh did I ever fear the batter.

(- Dennis Eckersley throws the ball to Terry Steibach -)

Eric Davis

Yeah that pitcher. That guy. That guy that is standing there working with this guy. Some guy on bended knees sitting there wondering if their plans were going to go right. If their plans were going to go according to the plans they have inscribed in their mits and they collaborate oh and they work with the Umpire and I’m standing here with a stick in my hands and I am working this out that I got this swing in me yeah. This swing that I have in me I swing with the swing of swings and they are going to try and pull something here. Oh look the ball just went by again. Look at this one. Oh look. There are some people to my right center and left. I got three men in outtest field that are standing there hoping that I am going to be short by a short distance and I have five men in the short field hoping that my long distance is even shorter than my short long distance and I am going to be taking my big swing I have been before the Ryan before the Nolan the Nolan Ryan and the Ryan Nolan and I have been before this situation so many times in my life going back to youth I have and the ball is coming and I am reaching back into my glory days and I am sending an arch in my back to a step in my legs and I am turning my waist and I am cracking this one and I am sending it out of the park on the first and they have already thrown it three times for practice and the game has begun and from my eyes and from my position out numbered nine to one with an umpire hoping I do or do not neutral in his stance and I find that there is a meaning in my movement and here is the contact and the ball is no more.

(- Eric Davis hits the first pitch into the bleachers of center field and it’s another late game first pitch home runs that a Cincinnati Red could achieve in his dominance of the game from the 1990 Cincinnati Red’s Home Run Machine comes another Home Run. -)

Marty Brennaman

I’ll call it I shall that this is a long one this is a deep one and this is a one that is a one to be won by. We have one more point for the Reds a Single Solo Shot deep back and forth into the fourth seat bleachers of Riverfront Stadium and we have players confused and belucked by the pluck of the Eric Davis that is the Eric that is the Davis that is the opening of the can you believe it the Eric Davis hit one opener and it flew to the ends of eternity and inside of eternity there was a cry from the

Marge Schott

Do that again nigger and do it nigger every time you nigger and make certain that you pet my dog!

Marty Brennaman

And I wish she wouldn’t talk like that but may the Gods bring us cheerleaders into this diamond mine of people playing the first game that was played and we don’t know much about crickets but we know something about baseball and crickets don’t get paid much to play but we don’t get much attention from the queen but we do the President and maybe for the first time there was a time that people saw words for what they were twas notes and the only note I have for this opening drive is that there would be a galavanization of epoch that would come betwixt my throat and a Congratulations to the Cincinnati Reds for winning the Sweep that is the Sweep of Sweeps and could you imagine a sweeter message to take than the history of Baseball that would be being watched and…

Thom Brennaman

Now hold on there we call every game perfect because perfection is the game of Baseball. Does it not bring the people together and does it not bring the least amount of product into the most amount of use sans the stadium of course of which do we need the stadium and do we need the bleachers or do we just need a field and some hot dogs to do we need the much do we need oh need do we what do we need we come together in harmony to bring ourselves into this division of labor and game and we labor in the game and we make amends with this that is here.

Dennis Eckersley

Oh another one. Another one has taken the field in this 9th inning they are behind and the need to scoreth a two set is upon them and i have my side arm with me and we have our wanting to be throwing this ball into the hands of the catcher and the game is much more than you could understand and i have the arm that is winning and they have the game that is through it all and this is there game and we have come a long way not to be defeated in this 4th game of the World Series a game that we are three down and we shall not be four and in four games they shall not defeat us in this 9th inning of the baseball that we call our visiting status visiting and we are again to be lost in this game if i am not to be throwing the ball and down they are and up we are and if i shall throw this ball again i shall throw it agains and again and we shall have our notes to play again but oh how long we have to go to over come the three down but we play and we play and we have been playing and they do not call us the A’s for nothing that we would become the B’s oh shall we would sting so many if such would happen leave with broken backs and arms and legs if twould we should sweep ourselves off of this rug.

Chris Sabo

Yeah. I get it. I know. It’s my turn at bat. Oh. I let one go looking. Oh look. I let one go looking. Oh Look. I swung. Oh. Apparently it’s the bottom of this and I need to do something. Okay. So. Apparently I need to swing a little harder and oh there it goes. Into left field. I have left the ball go into left field and I have spun a miracle. I do this all the time and the time does this all the time to me.

DennIs Eckersley

Alright. I got a man on and the man is on and the on is the man and I am trying to be something here and that I could be something I need to do something. So I’m going to strike down the next two. I’m tired of this. I am begotten we have no outs. It is the bottom and at that bottom there is something to be said for winning. Alright. Wam. Strike. Strike. Strike. Strike Out. Alright here is the next batter. Okay. He is up here to bat to be here he is he is up here at the bat and I can see him and he is here and it’s something to see something and I see something. I see. Strike Strike Strike.

Barry Larkin

Laugh. Guffaw. I already saw this. I won the game. I won the game and hit the game winning homerun. I saw this before. Brennie’s watching so I have to be going to be doing the thing that is to be done and I am doing the thing and there is thing to be doing done and I have done thing done thing done done and I’m going to let the first one go by. I did that. I let it go by. They are playing catch for the first two. Oh maybe they are trying to walk me. Two balls from one ball and the balls are the same ball and they just keep reusing the same equipment which is why sports are athletics which are stadium friendly and alright. I hear we are losing. So Ima gonna just let this one hit left field becasue the left fielder can’t jump the wall I can I did it before in practice even though I am a short stop watch me watch the watching tower and I am swing oh look there we just won. It’s not hard to win in the bottom of the 9th we do this every rotation around the time dimension and ever 1990 we sweep the game clean and we sweep and they weep and we keep ourselves in our history book and those people watching television keep thesmselves busy and we be swinging you know what I am going to do right now. I am going to run the bases and I am going to there is this thing called 1st base and I am going to get my kiss with the base and here I go gonna walk and Oakland can suck it we swept em on the field and on the scree and we just need to oh look there is a second base I have to run so I am going to do that as well and we are going to round to second and then oh look there is a third and look here there is a fourth base I dare say I am home.

Dennis Eckersley

This funny oh this is not our team it has lostly lost and we have been sweepethed and swept and sweepied and we have a great tone in our wonderment it’s time to go home now and we have nothing and nothing we have and of the nothing we have we have nothing we have no ones singles or more we have less and there is nothing to be said.

Marty Brennaman

This sport actually it does and we win every year there is baseball being played and our city has the soap and the airplane engines and the television journalism and the baseball and aaaalmost the football but Canton has that and we win sometimes and sometimes we win. These guys. These baseball players they sometimes do the thing known as winning and they keep playing and the balls keep being thrown and the bats keep being swung and the world keeps being played and it’s isn’t Griffey in Seatlle right now. I think so and we miss him but he played here and we played with him and Saint Margarat Mary is where Griffey played and it was right next to Nicholas Lawson’s upbringing and the world is dancing and the Reds’ are winners and the Bengals are 8-1 and we used to be Oh and the Cincinnati is the same and we have this pride in our city that is like divinity passed out in dixie cups and we have all of our worlds being worlds and we are who we are and it’s something to be who we are and who managed the 90’s Reds?

Lou Pinella

Alright. Alright. Alright. Alright. Alright. Alright. Alright. Alright. Alright.

Marty Brennaman

Thank’s Lou.

Joe Nuxhall

THIS ONE BELONGS TO THE REDS!

End

American History

Dear W. W. Norton and Company,

It’s sort of important who I am but really only to me. For your archives. I’m not seeking publication just participation in history. I wrote something that an encyclopedia’s worth of response could be written in response to. I did the required step of submitting this piece to a contest and it did not place. I have written a piece of American History.

I am submitting for Historical Records in American History a work.

I have no federal copyright for this work as of yet.

That is forthcoming with finance.

As a work of history circa America 2015 I submit :

Title: The Moment the Bible was Requisitioned

Sincerely,

Nicholas Lawson

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Title: The Moment the Bible was Requisitioned

“James, you requisitioned a book. How about this. We’ll take the wildly successful Torah and write a book that gets essentially attached to the end of it. Let’s extend an ancient holy text and start with a story about a man named Jesus that society hates so much they end his life and then feels love for after he survives their sincere attempt to end his life for flipping over the tables of the money changer’s temple. “Said the Famous Hollywood Book Producer of the Middle Ages.

“James, if you really want a book that is going to sell, write a book and couple it with a book that has a history of successfully selling. I got this Torah right here, I can rewrite that in English. Then to produce Kingly Riches for you James, I can attach this other book entitled the New Testament to the Torah that we will rechristen the Old Testament. So now we have a Bible that is comprised of the Old Testament and the New Testament. All of these families desire the Old Testament, they also want new writing so sell them the Old Testament with this New Testament coupled with it out of your production studio.” continued the Famous Hollywood Book Producer of the Middle Ages.

“Riches never ending.” said the Famous Hollywood Book Producer of the Middle Ages.

“I don’t know how interested I am in never ending warfare because if I was this would lead to that.” said James.

“Here is what never ending warfare will do for you. You asked for my services. I will deliver you this. Not only am I producing a book for you that you summoned me to produce, I am in the process of producing an entire business model for you. The book is the product here. It’s the way I am going about producing this product for you. You are going to be involved in rewriting history. There are elements of this history that your population are going to be made aware of. There is this element named Constantine that is going to be written into the education system that you oversee.” said the Famous Hollywood Book Producer of the Middle Ages.

“We are rewriting history?” said James.

“Absolutely. We are in the process of curating indecipherable scrolls that we are going to unveil in literally twenty years just to prove that this book that we are producing now is more ancient than it is. The older we can prove this story is, the more valuable it will seem to people. James, you don’t want people devoted to you. You want people devoted to an object. You want people fearful of you and devoted to an object. In being devoted to the object and fearful of you. You have the power you are looking for.” said the Famous Hollywood Book Producer of the Middle Ages.

“Why do I need this much power?” asked James.

“Because life is boring and you were born into a family that made a lot of the right decisions in life and studied architecture and educated itself for more than half a generation and because unlike ninety percent of these people you can read and since you know how to read and you know how to write you can understand at a very fundamental level that objects are created. People that cannot read lack the fundamental understanding that objects are created as I understand it or something I don’t know that is my best guess for what it would be like not to know how to read that the world would be filled with shapes and the shapes the world would be filled with would be indecipherable. Those people singing for money. They don’t know how to read so they sing rhymes because they cannot create more than sound.” said the Famous Hollywood Book Producer of the Middle Ages.

“I love to listen to the people sing.” said James.

“We rope them in too. Have you ever heard of a ‘choir’?” said the Famous Hollywood Book Producer of the Middle Ages.

“No. What is a ‘choir’?” said James.

“You’ll love it. At the book opening when we finish the leather bound version of this book that sells for an entire estate. We are also selling this new concept where included in the price of that estate and the price of this leather bound book, we round up all and I do mean all of the singers in Kensington and we give them brand new sheet music to sing that coincides with the plight of the main character of the New Testament Jesus AND we contract them to do it every day and we call that style Catholic.” said the Famous Hollywood Book Producer of the Middle Ages.

“There is going to be song sung about this book every day?” said James.

“Yes. No one else is doing it.” Said the Hollywood Book Producer of the Middle Ages.

“What will the ‘choir’ be called?” said James.

“The Choir of Angels.” said the Hollywood Book Producer of the Middle Ages.

“What’s an ‘Angel’?” said James.

“A Homeless Destitute Pauper that can really only make sound with its mouth is an ‘Angel’… for now … unless you requisition this project. We are saving the homeless. It’s going to be the Hark that Heralds Herald. You can have your own version. It will be called the King James Version and it will be the first version of something that will be an entire industry that started in ancient times. We live in Ancient Times in this industry James. That is how famous you are as King and without the war, without the loss of life of the atheists, your Kingship just won’t be remembered in the blood it could be.” said the Hollywood Book Producer of the Middle Ages.

“How long will they speak my name?” said James.


Ants

Chapter 1:

Opening: The Cincinnati Zoo is in the process of finalizing the paperwork for turning Fountain Square into a place where people can drop their pets off that they want to have adopted.

Middle: Someone gets a Light from CNN on their PlasticI implant that lets it be known a massive spaceship filled with hyper conscious spiders is on it’s way to landing in Antarctica.

Ending: Someone calls a Grippo’s representative just to make certain they are financing the deal.

Chapter 2:

Opening : Opens his eyes laying in a bed surrounded by 4000 bottles of liquor that have yet to be opened. A weasel wakes him up. He’s just laying there blinking off and on for some time.

Middle: He clicks the ceiling on and lays down staring at middle of the line 3Delio sphericurviture upglass computer to book his Super Zip to the show. He finally decides to do something.

End: He steps outside of his http://www.dreeshomes.com/ and into a Super Zip that takes him to the stage.

Chapter 3:

Opening: He is pulls his MasterFulls from their diamond glass holding case and clicks them on with his tongue.

Middle: He has a drink at the Starbucks in the Horseshoe Casino one super thick hottie tot.

Closing: He takes the stage and gives the audience a show.

Chapter 4:

Opening: Spiderifica Ohmywoses was at the helm. It was articulating the need to land in near the penguin troupe.

Middle: The Spiders land.

End: CNN dispatches a Camera crew into a Pliff and they make their way to the landing.

Chapter 5:

Opening: Someone is in use of the Creative Suite on the Infinitium in Fountain Square.

Middle: They are manipulating a live image of themselves in Adobe Premiere of themselves from three different angles from three different cameras.

End: Someone comes up and introduces themselves and says hello.

Chapter 6:

Opening: The Northside Tavern is holding a show for rappers that are vying for a month’s drink tab.

Middle: Chinook Sentience takes off on his song that is Revolutions and our need for it.

End: Romeo signs him to a record deal after buying him more drinks than Chinook should have drank.

Chapter 7:

Opening: A department head for the Cincinnati Zoo is walking around the zoo observing the dogs and cats that are walking around noticing how astutely the small robots that clean up the fecile do their job.

Middle: He notices one of the robots was picked up and punted by a young adult.

End: He lets the young adult know that he has to go pick up the robot and that he would appreciate in very strong words if he would not do that.

Chapter 8:

Opening: Lucius calls his woman Lucille and asks her if she wanted to meet for lunch at Melt.

Middle: She let’s him know she can’t and that she can’t see him anymore.

Ending: Lucius becomes morose and lays on the ground staring at his ceiling listening to the Tron Soundtrack by Daft Punk trying to figure out how to win her back, sadly.

Chapter 9:

Opening: Lucile is on WordPress working on her story.

Middle: She notices she has fewer views on her website than she had previously.

End: She decides to get to the bottom of it.

Chapter 10:

Opening: CNN Reports that 16 spiders that are apparently drones have come out of the clearly Fathership and that they each have 24 legs.

Middle: Three of them slowly approach a penguin and surround it.

End: They lock four of their arms with each other and begin to close in.

Chapter 11:

Opening: Lucius makes his way to the Infinitium.

Middle: He opens his account and pulls up his performance files only to notice apparently his account has been hacked.

End: He pulls up the cPanel to check back access to the database.

Chapter 12:

Opening: A Cincinnati Zoo Cleric notices that their Kickstarter Ongoing Numbers are up.

Middle: He wonders.

End: Based on what he can tell, apparently Lucius has been doing some work at the Casino on behalf of the Cincinnati Zoo.

Chapter 13:

Opening: Lucille calls the CenterI and requests to speak with an TeamI representative and when she does she discovers that she did not have one less view, she got a downvote.

Middle: Lucille discusses how this should have been made more clear that they were votes and not views.

End: She is instructed to read the instruction file that she firmly admits she has not done yet.

Chapter 14:

Opening: A pack of penguins notices that one of the penguins are clearly in trouble.

Middle: 4200 penguins form a circle around the 3 twenty four armed spiders that have formed a circle around the penguin. The other drones retreat.

End: A lot of standing around and the Fathership is starting to glow.

Chapter 15:

Opening: Spiderifica Ohymywoses notices the imminent trouble with getting the penguin on board the Fathership.

Middle: She gets up out of her chair having read the manual on penguin nomenclature, she decides she had better give a speech.

End: The penguins notice a lovely eight legged spideress walking out onto the ice.

Chapter 16:

Opening: Lucius is on stage with his Masterful Spheres and he is producing a juggliaria.

Middle: He does the trick he always does at the show and drops a floating sphere into the hands of an audience member and brings her on stage.

End: She tells him she wants to see him after the show.

Chapter 17:

Opening: That night Chanook makes his way into the recording studio that broadcasts live through the Live Event Podcast to the entire planet.

Middle: He actually has a problem with the standard backing track that everyone sings to.

End: He loses his deal that day.

Chapter 18:

Opening: A Grippo’s head is standing on stage in Fountain Square making the opening final announcement that every time you drop an animal off to run around in Fountain Square a Cincinnati Zoo attendant will take it to the Cincinnati Zoo.

Middle: A SPCA representative gets upset knowing that the final nail is in the coffin and they lament that they have to participate as part of the festivities by bringing all of their animals for the opening.

End: 200 Zookeepers from the around the United States show up to show support for this ground breaking initiative and assist with the adopting of the now zoo animals that are in attendance.

Chapter 19:

Opening: Lucille writes a post letting her readers on WordPress know that at the very least they could write her a message letting her know they have a problem with her writing she would be happy to change it.

Middle: Someone writes back quickly that it’s just as easy to downvote her writing.

End: She writes them back that that is not even helpful and they retort with the idea that the vote buttons are there for a reason and she hrumphs.

Chapter 20:

Opening: The Spiderifica Ohmywoses makes a grand speech to the penguins of antarctica stating that there is a good reason to adopt the penguin because antarctica is so cold.

Middle: The penguins rally and attack the drones who then lower, stop, and jump to safety.

End: The penguin that was going to be adopted makes it’s way back to the pack.

Chapter 21:

Opening: Lucius ends his show and goes backstage.

Middle: The woman that he handed the ball to was awaiting him.

End: She gives him a kiss on the cheek.

Chapter 22:

Opening: Lucille calls Lucius and let’s him know she was having a bad day and wants to get back together.

Middle: Lucius lets her know that he wants to get married.

End: She accepts and says he has to get rid of his liquor bottle collection.

Chapter 23:

Opening: CNN Reports that the penguins are all safe now but it appears that 2000 mini spiders have produced some small boats that they are making their ways to the coast of Antarctica with quite quickly and they appear to be making their way into the ocean.

Middle: CNN notices there is a very small spider on the windshield of the Pliff and they use the wiper blades to get rid of it.

End: Fourteen very large spiders start to sprint for the Pliff as CNN jumps in and starts the rotater blades.

Chapter 24:

Opening: The Cincinnati Zookeepers make their way ceremoniously to the Cincinnati Zoo where they drive the trucks into the open plot of land in the center of it where they let all of the animals go.

Middle: One of the dogs is afraid to leave the truck.

End: A Cincinnati Zoo Keeper picks it up and walks it out of the truck letting it know, it’s alright.

Chapter 25:

Opening: Lucius calls a priest from Saint Margaret Mary and requests that he oversee a marriage ceremony at the Horseshoe Casino in two weeks.

Middle: Lucille tries on her dress she saved from the last time she called the wedding off.

End: Lucius makes the announcement that he is marrying Lucille to the audience and someone requests his presence at the poker table.

Chapter 26:

Opening: Chanook is confused and has to have it explained to him what he is not going to experience.

Middle: Chanook explains it’s a terrible backing track.

End: Chanook has it explained to him that it’s a backing track that has a Grammy Associated with it and that it’s Cincinnati’s standard backing track at this point and it’s never going to change.

Chapter 27:

Opening: The spiders that have left the ship are now making their way into the water around the coast of Antarctica in an outward spiral pattern towards the full coastline.

Middle: CNN can’t handle the situation and makes it’s way back to the mainland.

End: The entire planet has to decide whether or not it’s going to be afraid of 4000 1″ x 1″ by 2″ boats making their way into the water, it could take years before they get anywhere.

Chapter 28:

Opening: That night there is an overnight slumber party with the new animals and most of the animals are adopted that night.

Middle: Someone points out that maybe all of the animals should stay at the zoo.

End: The Cincinnati Zoo laments how the SPCA is taking them to court.

Chapter 29:

Opening: Lucile writes in her WordPress that she is getting married at the Horseshoe Casino.

Middle: Her readers all let her know that they will be there, except for the people that let her know her marriage is going to fail.

End: She writes everyone back the date and time of the wedding and the dress code.

Chapter 30:

Opening: The Spiderifica Ohymywoses lets the spiders in their boats know to dive straight down once they reach the coast and to bring back the deepest ice samples they can find.

Middle: She laments that if she can’t bring back a penguin she is going to steal their ice.

End: CNN reports erroneously that the spiders are making their way for the continents everyone gets afraid on the planet.

Chapter 31:

Opening: Lucius takes Lucille into his arms in his chateau he just closed on from Drees and he lets her know her G-String has to stay on until they get married.

Middle: She lets him know the G-String is coming off.

End: He lets her know it’s not.

Chapter 32:

Opening: The Mayor of the City of Cincinnati let’s the SPCA know that it’s not going to have it’s day in court.

Middle: The SPCA lets it be known that this is no way to function as a city.

End: The Mayor lets the SPCA know that that is not true.

Chapter 33:

Opening: Chanook let’s notices that there are some spiders that landed in Antarctica from a space ship and remarks, that they just want some ice.

Middle: His girl friend lets him know that they are going to take over the planet.

End: He lets her know that they just want some ice.

Chapter 34:

Opening: Lucius is reviewing the Infinitium logs and he realizes it’s someone from Dayton, Ohio that intervened in his files and he only knows one person that could have done it or that would want to do it and it’s this guy that said he was going to get even with him for not closing his account the way he wanted it closed ceremoniosly.

Middle: Lucius shows Lucille what has happened and she pulls up the cPanel and unleashes a virus on the culprit that looks like it came from as he predicted Dayton, Ohio because as Lucius knows, she is a very astute hacker.

End: Lucius pays Lucille $2,000 for her white collar work and she takes the money and spends it at the Horseshoe Casino at the Poker table.

Chapter 35:

Opening: Chanook realizes that alright, maybe, just maybe he can work with the city’s backing track and they let him know his first audio on the backing track has to be about how amazing the backing track is.

Middle: Chanook grits his teeth.

End: He unleashes an aria that he only ever said he would perform live and he just leaves it on the mic.

Chapter 36:

Opening: Spiderifica Ohmywoses let’s it be known that there is trouble coming and they need to bring the ice back immediately wherever they are at in their ice picking.

Middle: As the birds of Antarctica have begun to frenzy at the sight of the spiders and they are dive bombing the spiders but the spiders are faster than the birds to the chagrin of the birds.

End: Spiderifica Ohmywoses makes certain all of the spiders are back on board and that the ice is safe.

Chapter 37:

Opening: One dog did not get adopted at the ceremonious Cincinnati Zoo’s “Adoption of the Animals” Festival and it’s an adult male pit bull.

Middle: The Cincinnati Zoo decides it can stay.

End: The Pit Bull looks around and starts playing with one of the zoo keepers.

Chapter 38:

Opening: It’s the day of the wedding at the Horseshoe Casino. The spiders take off in their space ship. The pit bull is at home. Chanook gets on the mic.

Middle: The audience buys the audience a round of drinks at the Rock Lounge. The spiders let the ants know that even the penguins can defend themselves. The pit bull escapes from the zoo through an unlocked door. Chanook sings his heart out.

End: Lucius takes off Lucilles g-string for the first time and she says he frustrated her for too long. The ants decide to colonize Mars since it wasn’t easy to get the penguin. The zoo keepers scatter in all directions looking for the pit bull. Chanook signs his record deal and gets the free studio house he didn’t know was in his deal to lounge in as part of Vitae Productions.

THE END

Female Empowerment

Jane wanted to play with her mouse. She had one right next to her set top box. It had two buttons on it. One was the right mouseketeer. The other was the left mouseketeer. The left mouseketeer got a lot of action from her index finger on her right hand. She wanted a left hand mouse. What she really wanted were two mice that she could use in either hand at the same time. She wanted a balanced computer. Her computer did not seem balanced with just one mouse. She thought of all of the clever things she could do with mice as opposed to a mouse. She wanted two mice to play with each other so that she could play the keyboard with her feet. Like an organ.

If the computer had a square monitor she would be happy.

The toast that she has in the toaster is toasting and she has some jam that she wants to spread over the crusting bread. 

Today is the day Jane gets in the mood to go for a walk. She has been eating mustard leaves and goat cheese for breakfast for the last few days along with some olives from the store. She just learned to like olives. She decided they are what healthy food tastes like. Olives.

Oil.

She has oil in her system now because of the olives. They do taste oily. She does not mind. She is growing sort of fond of and used to the fact that she is going to be eating olives for quite some time to come. Whenever she goes to the grocery store she is going to buy olives because of the way they taste healthy. She wants to eat pizza from DiGiorno’s but instead she is going to eat olive’s and mustard greens. She knows what is healthy for her at the grocery store.

She was tipped off from paying attention in a conversation once that if you groc around the sides of a grocery store you will find the best food you can find. A deli playing adele music is not a grocery that is something else. A grocery that sells all the food is where you can go krogering if you are interested in doing so. Jane feels like krogering a few times a month.

The wind is cold in the near end of winter and Jane is playing catch with her frisbee that she has named yo yo. It has a string attached to it and she throws it out and it whiplashes back.

She gets on her cell phone and pulls up tindr. She swipes to the right on the first boy she sees and he messages her.

Wut up?

Not surprised so she says.

Nothing.

He write.

Wanna hang out.

She types back.

Sure.

So a date is set and Jane and Boy decide to meet under an over pass to eat some cookies.

She calls the police to let them know that she is meeting a boy under and over pass.

s a good place to take photographs.

They let her know that the appreciate the phone call and that it was a responsible thing to call them since she has no idea who this boy could be.

She lives alone.

She has an instinct that everything is going to be fine but she got into a fight with someone once before from Tinder and she didn’t know how that night would turn out.

She calls the police every night she is going to meet someone she has never met before on the internet now. Just to be certain of something.

To be certain that she can say she did so and they will know that she did.

It makes her feel empowered and safe even though she is alone.

Just making a good decision can make someone feel so empowered.

She gets her coat on and walks down the street past a vegan white castle and to the spot that was decided on under and under pass. She has a tin of cookies with her that she wants to photograph in different locations with her Vivatar camera. She wants to photograph the cookies being eaten and she wants to post them to the Tinder Successful Date Photo Gallery Of People Having Fun that she is a fan of.

It’s heavily followed on Reddit and the sub reddit moderator is cool and lets people show cleavage. But no nipples or he deletes the posts. 

Anyways Super Dan shows up and he is ready to model for Jane. Jane has her camera with her and she pointedly states. 

Strike a pose.

Dan says.

Like this.

Jane says.

Sort of perfect.

Stop talking.

Super Dan looks super confused.

Female empowerment.

Creative Writing

My First Music Video

Alright so like the most pop sound you could possibly imagine is playing like something just super pop.

Then like you see me taking a nap on a park bench in Burnett Woods.

Then like I get struck by lighting.

Then I survive.

Then I open my mouth and the most powerful lazer ever imagined eminates from it.

Then I spin in a circle and like take off a slice off the moon, part of like Neptune disappears, and like someone gets offed in another galaxy.

Then I close my mouth and just look around.

Then noticing that I am safe.

I lay back down and go back to my nap.

Fade into Dream Sequence

Smurfette is on Vitae Magazine Dot Com leaving a comment.

Then I wake up again and aim my head down and open my mouth.

I am now being propelled by the force of the lazer into the sky.

I pass a flock of bald eagles that are happening by.

I give the thumbs up that everything is okay.

I close my mouth for a moment to lose altitude.

Then I open it up again as I am flexing my entire body.

I am then propelled into the stratosphere where I am scared shitless.

Then I realize that I can time travel too.

So I send the most powerful lazer beam back to the origin of the universe where I start it all over.

Then I lightly let myself down back to earth.

Then I realize even that is a dream.

Then I stand up from the park bench.

Start whistling.

Like WHOAH!

A Post On Writing …

Alright students, I am your professor Professor Professor and I am here today to speak to you about English. It has come to my attention that recently the internet has reached a plataeu in the English language and that there is not enough color in your vocabulary. I want to talk to you about K-Mart words. These are words like cat and dog. See cat and dog are K-Mart words. What you want to do when you get to those pivotal moments in a piece of writing is that instead of saying cat or dog you say feline or canine. Get it. Alright the reason why you do this is quite simple. There are words within this English language that do carry more weight than others. Its not about how deep you are. No one gives a fuck about that. Its about how heavy you are. There is a difference between deep and heavy. See deep is like when you tweet something like … Oh My Gawd Like Tomorrow Will Be Today Someday. Like that’s deep. See no one gives a shit about deep. I learned that the hard way. You can spend too much time being deep with someone when you are constantly trying to come up with a business plan. Like yes congratulations you are creating cogent sentences that do have a subject and predicate. You are in line with subject and verb agreement and from time to time you even use a beautiful adjective or something like that. Thing is you need to be heavy. Heavy is where its at. See you can never be too heavy. Heavy is where all of the magic in the English Language is. Heavy is where you infuse a decision into your writing and you can only really be heavy if you have spent enough time reading to know what all of the deep writing is. Like there are millions of pages of deep writing. But heavy writing is where you know a trend in the deep writing world and you just kind of go askew for a second. Like you up on English in a way that lets you know something along the lines of something like this … its when you purposefully utilize words that you are quite certain ain being used that often. Its like when you writing heavy writing you can basically be writing the same style of story that has always written before but because you up on what the typical style of writing is on the only thing that people are reading now a days … if you know the basic colors of the internet writing styles … you can go off color and the more slightly you are off color in parts of your tone, parts of your vocabulary, it can give your writing weight. Like your typical internet writing is on a certain wavelength because so god damned many people are watching television like its the gold standard in communication. It ain. So like to the degree esssentially which you can weave inside and outside of the way the langauge typically is disseminated to the public at large and to the degree with which you can intersperse your own nice little stylistic choices is to the degree you is heavy.

Lets go over this again. Like if you know what most people are reading say around the world. And you know for certain that places like Reddit, Digg, and Wired have a certain percentage of the writing audience on earth. You can take that into account and based on what you see at Reddit, Digg, and Wired and you can utilize the fact that they are a quality sampling of the style of writing that exists on the internet currently and basically all you have to do is keep your subjects in line with your verbs so that you ain writing lines like the ferris wheel spoke which makes no sense. Instead you take a typical line from like Reddit.com which is super heavy online right now which means to a certain extent it has a leadership quality in English on the internet. I would say that most people on Reddit are writing at like an 11th grade level based on the story telling that I am reading so keeping that in mind that the writing level of Reddit which is a healthy cross section of the population, you cater to that writing level. Like I know from Reddit that there is a standard style of writing that people not totally conscious with how performance writing works and how colors of the English language work and may or may not be on vocabulary auto-pilot … like I can read. I read a couple places online and I just notice that the color of the writing is very similar across a sub section of the board for the most part.

I have been writing for ten years so on a regular basis when I am writing my sentences I am typically extremely adept at high speed word choice and for the most part I naturally understand from thousands of pages of writing how to affect the color of the writing I am crafting. I typically never really start writing anything unless I can think of a good jump off sentence or concept line. Once I have my concept line its just a matter of following the math for the most part or knowing how to segue into some different math aka style of language. Like when I say style of math its like I am talking about the inspiration for the word choices. Like I am for the most part very in control of what I write and when I was writing at Nicholas Lawson Dot Com that was like where I was doing my katas and was in training. Now I am at Vitae Magazine and because I engaged in regular expressions of robustly unnacceptable writing. I learned the opposite lesson as well. Like I broke so many rules atwww.nicholaslawson.com BUT I always made sure to delete my work. I never left anything inflammatory on the front page for more than like an hour or so. I have this one frame to share my writing and its like on vitaemagazine.com I have this elongated frame that just stretches east. Notice how I said east instead of left. Its like east has more heft than left because people talk about left all of the time. Its like the heavier words are all of the words you are familiar with but have not heard in a certain length of time.

I just really enjoy utilizing words that people have not heard since ancient times for the most part because to me its the slightly ancient words that carry the most weight. Professor Professor Out.

The Wedding

It was Sunday. The Church was packed with Oreos, Snickers, Ho Hos, the Orange Family. The floor was covered in gummy bears. The Peppermint Man began to play the tangelo organ on the key lime ivories. It was the classic Coca Cola theme song that played at every Splendiferous Wedding. As the congregants stood in anticipation of the wedding of the Millenium Chewbacca was eating a granola bar and Miss Candy Sunshine was doing hopsctoch. Then a dolphin coughed up some glitter and fourteen clouds had a color battle. The moment had arrived and UGK was did the crip walk krump while Keynan Ivory Wayans high fived Garth Brooks as the Thunder kept its mouth shut for once.

At the front of the Juice Castle stood Lisa Frank the presiding Minister from Give Em Stickers Until the World Ends University. Well she turned in fourteen circles and did a somersault which was the traditional way to begin a marriage ceremony of this historic magnitude.

In walked Smoky J. The man of the hour. Man was he cool. Everyone was super super super jealous of him in the Evil Corporate Headquarters Poison Ivy Distribution Plant. He quite his job as the Most High and was a hop scotch champion in the Everglades for about six years. He made purple skittles smiling for a living.

The Ceremony began.

And there she was. Tagalong. The Princess. Princess Tagalong had finally found her man. Princess Tagalong searched through parking lots all over the country from Krogers to Get Your Food Here Inc to Kwiki Mart Parking Lots and thousands of Cheerleading Competitions. She finally fell in real adult love. She was smitten with Smoky J. He was standing at the front of Juice Castle in the space where the groom is supposed to stand. Lisa Frank was just high on life imaging a quantum smile fractal. Everyone was a little spaced out but hey, at least they were in the right building.

Pope YouTube was cheesing.

Buskin Robbins had sent some flowers. There was a pile of scales and plastic baggies about four feet high.

The front row of the Juice Castle was decorated with some denk hydro plants that were just for decoration. Bozo the Clown could not make it do to the fact that he could not find his bonkers nose.

Well , as was tradition in Euphoric Psychotic Perfect Love County. The ceremony would be short as everyone was fairly certain they were missing the latest episode of Duck Tales.

Alright heres what happened next. Princess Tagalong sprinted like a mofo and high fived Smoky J. Smoky J was like. We doin it. Princess Tagalong was like. Word.

Jay Z was like … Hova Approves and kissed his opal pinky ring for good luck.

Then the deed was done and that is the story of how Girl Scout Cookies and Marijuana became the first two businesses to become wed into the eternal future of time. As apparently the game plan is to spread out like the Girl Scouts will scout out some Prime Girl Scout Locations and the Marijuana Corporation will invest in mad real estate.

Just Remember in about 100 years when the two wealthiest people are just running shit don’t be surprised if they just doing it for a merit badge that ain no one ever unlock before.

Word is Bond. May Girl Scout Cookies and Marijuna be wed in eternal bliss as , certainly no one saw it coming … but who could state how perfect such a thing is. It just kind of seems like all you need to know is that a girl scout found the sweet spot and a dispensary finally fell in love.

The End.

A Love Letter to No One In Particular

I could be the rain that brings a desert some roses. The sands of time pass one moment through the hourglass. I believe in miracles that could never amount to anything more than an astonishing amount of transcendence. I believe in miracles yet unseen. One of these days I am going to meet a beautiful woman and we are going to fall in love. I transcend the miracles of life that surround me nightly. Every now and again I think about the time I saw a cicada fall from a tree and die. I surround myself with better people than I am. I have friends that do not have the time to talk to me. I make my own resources in a world that is destined for divinity. I see the ants in the ant farm milling about and I wonder where their queen is. It has been a long time since I have been in love. I still think about my first kiss. I spent too much time trying to decipher reality and then I fell in love with people that do not know who I am. I come from a queen city that knows so little about me. I am fine with being tortured mentally for ten years because it only made me stronger. I could try and recite some poetry but no one loves poetry like I do. I believe in reincarnation and maybe we will see each other again. One of these days I am finally going to lose the rest of the weight I gained on some pills that were supposed to make me better. Nothing means everything next to someone that is holding your hand. I believe in beauty in a way that makes me feel that everyone is. I have found enough silver linings around the clouds of my life that I could build a cube with ten foot sides. Sometimes I think to myself that writing is the only thing I was ever meant to do. I am less humble than I am proud. I am proud of who I am because I think that the universe was made with people like me in mind. One of these days I am going to enter the gates of heaven and then I am going to turn around and come right back here to purgatory and spend time with people deciding if they want to go to heaven or hell. I have been a dancer all of my life. One of these days I am finally going to meet someone that is going to want to go on a date. I could be the man that changes your life for the better or helps you get through that difficult spate in your life. Every now and then I try and perform at a show just so that people know that poets do poetic things. I believe in nature and that I am somehow connected to the pygmy goats that I see walking around my reality. Women love small gestures of kindness more than they like twelve page letters. I know this because I have tried. One of you women might like me and the rest might like someone else. I am fine with being single I get to spend time with myself that way. I see small people doing big things. I try and fathom eternity from a moment in time. Sometimes I walk for long distances just to see where I end up and I get lost trying to find myself. I write so much that there is no hope for me to ever make sense again unless I am sitting here with an alphabet trying to make sense of the world. I wish I could make the world make sense but that might not happen for a long time. The rain falls mostly on the plains of Spain because the Spaniards deserve the water they receive. From time to time I look at woman and wonder what they are looking for. I never really know if they see a man in me but I am new to being an adult man anyways. I believe that the world is changing faster than people can keep up with. I see smart phones being used by confused people. I see change occurring in so many places that I just have to wonder where this is all going. Do you ever think about how old some people are? Do you ever wonder where they were before they are where they are right now? One time I discovered the difference between this moment and this moment and I wondered what the distance between two moments was. Was it four inches or four light years? Could there be a mathematical equation developed that would help us locate ourselves when we lose ourselves in society? Every now and again I wish on a star and then I throw a penny on the sidewalk. Because I was trained in the world of ways of worlds that have never been I sometimes try and imagine if John Lennon was killed because he wrote the song Imagine. Did he imagine a world where he would die because of a gun shot. Did Yoko Ono miss him or did she just keep trying to become more famous than the beatles? How many slices of bread are in a typical loaf? Why did David Thoreau spend so much time observing a pond. Is it possible to reach a point in life where you just want to help people live their lives better until they know why you are doing what you are doing? Did you sleep well last night because I had a dream that you were sleeping in a dream waiting to wake up. Maybe the world stops spinning if you think about it enough. What would happen if everyone on earth either stared at the moon or the sun at the same time? Why is the moon the same size as the sun in the sky? Which came first the answer or the question? How often do we really take the time to meet someone new? Could cars be time machines since they save so much of it? Would our towns be more interesting if everyone did not drive downtown to work in a job they did not want to do? What happens when the writers start being honest? Do you ever think about the fact that without designers we would have no letters to type with? Do you ever think about if we had no writers we would have no sentences to talk with? Does it ever occur to you that college students work harder than retail store clerks? Do you ever think about the fact that the future is something we build and that it just does not just happen? The past is what is but the future is everything that is not but could be. How many times do you have to get your heart broken before you stop trying to mend it and put the pieces back together? When the world is changing do you ever notice? How often do the winds of change have to blow before you fall asleep and let it happen? If you could be anyone you wanted to be , would it be you? I could be a minister or I could be a gangster or I could be a priest or I could be a secretary or I could be myself. The most astonishing moment in a man’s life is when he realizes he is conscious. The second most astonishing moment is when he realizes that his eyeballs are attached to his brain. The third most astonishing moment in a man’s life is when he realizes his art will live on longer than he will. I could be the man that changes your life and you could be the woman that changes mine. This is a love letter to no one in particular. I believe in head strong people and supple hearts. One of these days I am finally going to mail that letter to that person that could use cheering up. If you build it they will come only if you really want them to. I was writing to find a passage that would make sense to you. I was guessing that the world was actually the most beautiful color blue. She was never really trying to get my attention and lately I was not actually trying to get hers. There are a couple of ways we could do this but a love letter to no one in particular might be the most romantic. I was trying to become romantic again for no reason at all. I guess the world was trying to entertain a moment in time while I was trying to unwind my lessons on life. She was just hoping the world was going to behave but really that was not how it works. Sometimes the reasons we do things are more profound than the things we do, well most of the time actually. How often do the parties we throw turn out better than expected. I guess the world is trying to imagine a better day while I am just trying to imagine a new way to do the same thing all over again. For the first time I am trying to imagine a way to write this story the way I need to write this story. They said writing needed a problem to be the kind of writing people would want but I think this style of writing would do just fine. I wish I knew a formula that would be the writing style I could write forever but this will do for now. Do you ever just want to read writing so that you do not have to follow a plot, this will help you with that. Sometimes when you are trying to fathom the terror of your past you forget that it was just a memory and in that memory you can smoke some weed and forget it more easily than you thought you could the first time but honestly why would you want to forget it even though you want to and you are trying to and then you succeed but then it comes back and then you hit this weed and it all explodes into a pear that you are eating and trying to remember the reasons why you ever cared about anything because hey you have this apartment and a dog and a friend and a computer and are just working to build on something from this and honestly when it comes to writing its not what you write that counts it’s the fact that you do. So the moonshine was changing all through the atmosphere and one day the earth is going to write a love letter to the moon and the sun is going to get jealous and explode but the moon will write a love letter for the sun as the sun writes a love letter for earth as earth writes a love letter to the moon and then some kids will write love letters to the stars and the stars will write love letters to the black holes and the big bang will write a love letter to the end of time and somehow these love letters will change the way we view writing love letters because lately I have been wanting to write a love letter to no one in particular just because these days writing love letters makes more sense when twitter could be filled with the love that would love us loving love so here goes to love the love that we love to love as we love love for the sake of love as love is what love is supposed to be while we love love until love finally starts to love love again. I could be the challenger explosion recast as a dangerous liason with esoteric meaning that you forgot to have and I am duct taping my life together because I do not want a new life so in this life I am writing for all of the reasons that I could be writing and as I am writing I am changing the ways that I write so that I can write some more in this world that is more beautiful than a couple of starlets flying through the sky above the ocean near a beach in new jersey. I have seen the red tailed hawk and I have taken photographs of the gecko and I have seen the goats and I have taken my time to read the words of the people that wrote before me. I write with an intent to write for the reasons you could not remember but here I am writing for the reasons you could write with as I write for no reason to write for writing is the writing of the seasons of change and I might take the time to let you read this as I take it to kinkos one page at a time to read the reasons that you could change the seasons of time and my writing is special as it is supposed to be and one day I will write this and see what happens as kinkos may publish this or some other publishing arm and who knows how all of this is supposed to work out as I might take this into a language of writing you never knew existed and latex this writing with latex just to set it in points of light that could change the worlds that change the times of exchanges for no reason other than to change the words of worlds that could never be more to me than I could be for you as we are what we want to be as we are all that we are supposed to be in a world that is asking us to be more than we are in a moment than we are capable of being so we keep on becoming that which we are supposed to be to the people that are not what we think we want to be for children that want to be like us as we just want them to live in a world less confusing than we did because our lives were more confusing than difficult and maybe confusing is worse than difficult but who knows because none of this makes any sense but these kids seem to know what to do so hey, maybe we could do something nice for some kids and show them that yeah this world is going to make a lot more sense to you than it did for us and maybe you will find our flaws that we never knew we had and you won’t make our mistakes and maybe your kids will find your flaws and one day someone is going to think this thing is flawless but until they do just keep wearing diamonds to keep the world worth a wedding ceremony that we are always awaiting to have happen. I was interested in nirvana not that kind of nirvana yeah that kind of nirvana the kind that comes with flowers floating down from the sky as I could be the one that takes the reins let me see this again as I was changing like the emotions that I was supposed to be leaving behind because maybe something was supposed to happen to me but it really did not and if you don’t ask I wont tell and we can write the spells that the world works with for the times that the world is changing and I could be the messenger that lets you know its all good as I just gave a show to some young adults and maybe they don’t know who I am but that does not mean I don’t and for the rest of time I could be opening up letters from friends that wanted to write the way I write because who doesn’t want to write the way I write and really its something of a message in the sky to be talking like this but I could earn a living writing like this as I wrote a love letter to no one in particular and I just have to figure out how to publish this love letter to no one in particular because maybe the world is changing faster than I can keep up with and just how it is is just how it is and sometimes the people break easier than the wind does and maybe we never break we just become something that we were never meant to be as angels try and decipher the mind of a demon that is trying to change its ways because I am too old to be chasing anyone and you are too weak to be chasing me and I could just be writing the words that change the lives of the people that want to know how it all happened but they gave me too much time to forget the messages that could be found in the letters that I could write for you and in these letters there was me standing there not talking about anything in particular and quite honestly I am just writing a love letter to no one in particular and really the world is trying to remember me the way the world would like to remember me and if that means I have to sit down and let you know about this then maybe the world is trying to hard to look at me funny because you know I look at you funny and we look at each other funny and its hard to be unemployed when you have to find the time to be someone you are not and maybe if the people that write books were not trying to be someone they are not they could write like me because I live in a world surrounded by a white board that most people find as a limit but I find that situation limitless because then I grab my grease marker and get to adorning that white board with the grease markings that could be the kind of thing that leave behind the things we would have done if we were not in some research laboratory trying to find a reason to use this computer that CERN just droped on us and you know what I love to do with cern … I love to con cern until we concern ourselves with something more useful to do than pretend we ever needed this lovely unique CPU enabled piece of technology that they gave us for no reason at all and we just looked at them as they dared us to destroy ourselves on ourselves but then the poets came out and let everyone know they had nothing to worry about and in that lack of worrying about anything they had nothing to do other than stare at the world because even CERN is jealous of US and US do US like things like write the kinds of writings that make the world glow with astonishment as we keep coming closer to a public understanding of what it takes to be someone in this strange country that could use a make over by some poets that are training to refrain from destroying all the we hold dear so I am writing a love letter letter to no one in particular because wouldn’t you rather read this than a story about a man that had an enigma to solve and then he did and no one connected with the enigma was happy because honestly no one wants to see someone succeed when they are placing bets on not if he fails but how badly and this this writing shows up and we change the way we change the changes in the way we change and I could be trying to establish a connection with the last star fighter because I saw that arcade game there on that dusty movie set and I wanted to play it and why does he get to be the last star fighter and couldn’t I try and get a higher score than the last star fighter to play because I got scared when the sword went into the air and yeah I am the kind of writer that wants to say something and maybe you are the woman that wants to hear it and I could be the kind of man that changes your life and you could be the kind of woman that changes mine and through this egotistical exchange of letters I just want to let you know that love is in the air and as an adult we are supposed to let the children love while we make agreements about property and children but maybe I am younger than I look and maybe you are younger than you look and until I actually look old I am not actually just that and as I am writing to the back ends of the woods I am trying to establish a moment that could change my life for the rest of it as I prepare to let the moments of eternity find their ways through my veins as our red blood cells are worth forty trillion dollars each so keep count when they take your blood because our blood is expensive and your blood is expensive and my blood is expensive and each red blood cell is worth forty trillion dollars and maybe its worth pointing out that our over seeers that run for election are not worth the change they try and make because they are usually over seeing systems that never take into account things like twitter or facebook or google and the further into this document you go the further into my mainframe you are going to remember this and we are going to remember each other because through time writers make the moments that we all try and remember and one of these days I am going to try and enlighten a small butter fly and remind it that it used to be a caterpillar and it wont believe me but hey that’s fine with me. The other day I was breaking some rules when it came to writing trying to let the world realize that there are no rules when it comes to writing as the blank page is for you to be yourself as bravely as you can possibly be and this is going to find its way to the internet and maybe in that moment someone will remember me and through the escapades of enlightenment I am going to reestablish a connection with the people that want to be people like themselves who are trying to find a piece of meaning in this world that is worth a little more than a white castle hamburger and maybe a love letter to no one in particular will get the attention of some people that want to meet that man that writes like this for no reason at all. The ever present changes that make the world a place where we can meet and piece together the pieces of existence that we all have access to for no reason at all change the way I look at reality in a way you cannot understand unless you know about the same things that I do and yeah angels fall all the time for the men and women of this planet and really its cool to be the kind of person that changes the eternal struggles of a man into the writing that would rearrange the meanings of the words that we play with and maybe the people that make the world work are just trying to better themselves for no reason at all.

Not that it mattered …

Distance was walking through the forest. She had sort of wanted to follow a brook just to see where it went. She was interested in seeing if there was some shale she could bring home with herself. She was about ankle deep in the water when she started walking. It was just a small brook that was fun for her to play in. She had to be careful though because there was algae on the rocks which made it slick.

She saw that there were low hanging branches up ahead so she carefully stopped moving forward and decided instead to walk to the side and go around. She was alone.

She looked down and decided that she should take off her shoes but then something told her that she would be better off keeping them on as though Yes she would have better grip with her feet, but it was far more dangerous to go barefoot down this brook.

She was looking down the sides of the forest and she noticed that there were groups of gnats flying in almost spheres of activity just floating in the air. She turned her iPod off and decided to just listen to the forest itself.

She was walking further down the brook and she noticed that the water was about up to her knees now and she was kind of excited. It was her first time going down this path of water and she just wanted to see where it led, because she wanted some shale.

She walked further but as she was going further it was becoming more and more difficult to walk but the experience alone was interesting to her.

She looked down and actually saw a black fish swimming beside her. It just kind of followed her. She was a little taken aback.

So she splashed at it. It swam away and she didn’t think anything of it.

Then she walked a little bit further ahead and there were now two fishes on either side of her. One of them was black and the other three were silverish orange colors. She laughed a little to herself. Fish.

She decided not to splash these fish. It would take away the fun of watching what they did. She kept walking.

Up ahead there was a small waterfall. That was probably where she would find her shale.

She noticed that the water had gone up to her thighs and the four fish had now become about eight and there were two purple fish and a yellow one and a green one.

She had never seen a green fish.

Distance was now noticing that up ahead she could hear the sound of what sounded like an actual waterfall. She thought to herself that maybe she should turn back. The fish were up ahead of her now and they were sort of slowly forming a wall.

Distance thought to herself.

Maybe this would be a good time to turn back.

So she turns around and starts to go back to camp. Thinking to herself that quite possibly there was shale in the other direction up stream, as opposed to down stream.

She takes a look over her shoulder and because she can hear what sounds like heavy water flow. She considers for a brief second that the forest is more magical than she can imagine so in that she is going to for once just pay attention to something. Like some fish.

Well she gets herself going upstream a bit and she notices that the water is receding down her leg and in so doing, she notices that her pants are slightly more wet than she would imagine.

The fish that were following her in a group have been replaced by the single black fish.

It does a little jump out of the water and Distance notices that it has a silver line down its back.

She likes the black fish.

Distance stops walking.

The black fish stops swimming.

Distance takes a step to the side.

The black fish takes a step to the side with her.

Distance moves closer to the black fish and reaches out to touch it.

At that moment, she hears some of her friends calling for her.

Steven calls out to her. “Distance, how far down did you go down the brook?”

Distance says, “I went down to where the water was almost up to my waist.”

Steven and some other people look slightly worried.

“Distance, you just got up this morning and started walking, you could have gotten lost or worse.” said Jessica.

“I wanted to find some shale.” said Distance.

“We already collected some shale, we have plenty.” said Jeremy.

“There were some fish that let me know something.” said Distance.

“What?” said Steven.

“That , well , I might not have wanted the shale as badly as I thought.” said Distance.

“Okay, Distance. Yeah.” said Jeremy the one that was raised in the City.

Distance thought to herself. “I know exactly what I saw. The city really wouldn’t know much about the magic of the forest.”

So Distance rejoined her group. She went and noticed that they had indeed found some shale without her. She did not know where.

Not that it mattered.

Steven Downloads a Dream

Steven was sitting at his desk as he had done for several years. He had just received a strange email. It informed him that he had just won a very special lottery and that no further correspondence would be levied. He thought nothing of it. Then a man walked over to his cubicle and handed him an envelope. In that envelope was a piece of plastic that bore no number on it. It had a red crest and bore his name. The man that Steven had never seen before shook his hand and walked away. Steven put the card in his wallet.

He had no idea what he now had. He just knew that apparently it was special. His boss asked him who the man that gave him the card was. Steven simply said he really did not say anything and just gave him the card. His boss asked if he could see what was in the envelope and Steven quietly responded that he did not think it would be a good idea.

Steven finished out his work schedule and stood there waiting for the bus. As the bus approached Steven reached into his wallet and pulled out his bus card. He walked onto the bus and gave the bus card to the bus driver and was allowed to step onto the bus.

Steven sat down and opened up the window. He felt the breeze that was generated by the moving bus moving through his hair. He just enjoyed the way it felt. Steven had a feeling that he knew what the Card was but due to a significant lack of explanation that came with the Card he felt no real interest in possibly putting himself in any form of strange debt or possibly even encountering a situation where he could be placed in a predicament that would cause him to have to return some products to the shelf. He just had the Card in his wallet and now he was on the bus.

His stop came up and he quietly walked off the bus. He walked across the sidewalk and into his apartment complex and then went up the stairs and opened his door. He took the card out of his wallet and placed it in the special files drawer of his apartment. Steven told himself that when someone further explains the significance of this Card he would take it more seriously and maybe even consider using it.

Well Steven sat down at his computer and pulled up a web page known as Pandora. He began to listen to the Preston Reed station, a station that he was informed existed after having listend to the Kaki King for several rotations.

Steven laid down on his bed and placed his Dream Catcher on his temples. He then faded off into the ether of sleep calmly.

Steven was now standing in a forest. He looked up at a greenish sky that had about fourteen large stars glowing up above him. He felt himself pressing his energy against the ground below him and through sheer understanding of what he was experiencing he propelled himself up into the heavens with nothing but a quiet thought. He was at his Constellation Point and in that Constellation Point he was actively doing more than floating, he was careening into the ether that was above him. He felt himself holding his breath that had no purpose in this realm that he was now comfortable with. He was used to this style of dreaming and he never once felt any way about purchasing a Dream Catcher.

Steven found himself wishing in his dream to cool off , so he did some imagining and flew up and through a small lake that he needed to pass through. He could feel the water flowing over his skin and through the process he felt refreshed.

He kept going higher and higher and in the process he was beginning to notice that the Suns that were floating in the sky were calmly beginning to morph into shapes like cubes and cones and toruses. He took a moment to relax and pull back. In this dream he felt calm. He was crafting his reality in front of him and just staring at his new play things. The stars that were above him. He coalesced his thoughts into a concept that was like the face of his long lost girlfriend that he met a long time ago. He was thinking to himself that upon seeing her face lit up by the stars he would have a moment that is really not possible. So he just sat there and then began to allow the face to morph into all of the faces of everyone that ever influenced his life.

He was staring at something like a Mount Rushmore made of light and in that light he was growing more comfortable. He decided that it was okay to turn around at this point and in that … he realized something. He had that card in his pocket that someone had given him. He pulled it out and the card was apparently made out of light at this point and in that card he saw something. He saw that something happened in his dream that he never noticed before. It was slightly more real. The card floated out of his hand and in front of him where it began to become a screen that was apparently embedded with a message.

A face appeared. This face was soft. This face was neither male nor female in appearance. It was simply a face. This face was the kind of face that allowed for one to just experience calmness. The face was explaining something to Steven. He was allowed to dream now. The restrictions that he never knew existed had been taken off of his account and that he could begin the process of selling his dreams to others. He was being allowed to understand that he was now a Dream Catcher Partner because he was adept at following the rules of the Dream.

Steven felt an emotion he had never felt before course through his body. He was quite certain it was a derivative of Love, an emotion he had only ever experienced briefly a couple of years ago. Love was such a dangerous emotion to Steven. In a way he wished he had never happened upon it.

So in this new found knowledge Steven had a thought, and that thought led the glowing orbs of shine in the sky above him to reverse in their color and then the sky that they were once object in became that which glowed.

Steven thought to himself. That’s new.

Well Steven , remembered in his youth being fascinated with the work of Berkley in California. He had called them several times to keep up personally on the progress of how the groundwork was being laid for their commercial product. He was actually excited by the possibility of being able to watch his Dreams in full HD Resolution in his waking state. He thought that of all that would be new, he would be interested in such a thing.

Well Steven, had a thought that he never had occur to him before. So he thought a thought that was never available to him before. He lightly concentrated on a new option. A small rectangle came up. He felt himself stopping the sequence of his dream. He reached his hand out and touched on the Oil button.

His next inclination was to engage in wiping his hand across what was ostensibly the ground below him. He could feel the colors morphing through his fingertips. He spun in a circle with his hands extended and in that spinning of the circle he saw something actually new happen. He saw the traces of color extending out from his hand.

Then he allowed himself to do something else that was new. He stepped out of himself and pulled all that he was in the center of down and into a point of focus. He placed that point of focus on his fingertip and rested.

He could see the fullness of this reality being pulled into a point and he just apparently went into camera mode and he held up his new hands in front of him with the right hand thumb down resting on his other hand that was thumb up and he pulled his now hands into his face and he captured a still.

He then thought to himself that this still was now available in a cloud somewhere that he could view at some point after this moment has passed.

Steven … was interested in this definitely new experience. He was used to running into certain walls in his imagination using the Dream Catcher Software and but now … he noticed that those limitations were in a state of disappearance. He was captivated by what he now saw.

In this reality … he felt like he wanted to experience a memory that he had a long time ago. He could feel the ability to fold back into his life and he was now resting in a movie theatre. He could understand his life with so much more etherealness at this moment. It was interesting to him to see his life pass before him in a resolution that he never had before.

He saw other people sitting in this theatre with him. He could feel an overarching emotion that was coarsing through the moment that was slightly unpleasant. He was watching his life turned into a music video that was playing sounds he had never heard before.

Steven, felt small.

He then found himself behind the counter of a pop corn bar where he was serving popcorn with an old friend from a place he never knew he would ever remember. The man he was serving pop corn with got up and walked over to the landing of the theatre and began performing a stand up comedy routine. Steven smiled.

He then found himself sitting on the front porch of his boyhood home … staring at something he never saw before. He focused for a brief moment and saw Dominic on the front porch planting two trees. He just watched as the trees grew and how Dominic was waving at for him to come over to the front porch.

Steven did and in doing so, he saw Dominic’s White Tank Top all over again. He saw Phyllis and Mr. Gehring and he was in a state of pure reminisce and then he saw as the tree was growing he saw the people watching the trees grow with him

Dominic let him know, that its rare that someone would live somewhere so long that they would notice the trees growing.

Steven was now sitting in a design classroom and he was having explained to him the new rules for this new Dream Catcher realm and Steven was just absorbing.

Then Steven woke up.

He looked over to his side and found himself a small circular disc that had never existed before.

He placed the disc in his Dell Computer, that was attached to a monitor that was now the ceiling of his apartment. He was awake now. Loving his new ceiling mounted HD monitor that had been crafted using polymers that he knew nothing about.

He walked over to his special files drawer and pulled out the card. It was hard plastic. He bent it and it would not break. He placed it back in his drawer and closed the drawer.

He had truly won a lottery that no one had even told him he had entered.

Teaching a Computer to Read …

George was just standing there smiling in the doorway to his son’s bedroom. The door was slightly closed and he was just checking up on Stephen. George was just surprised is all because apparently Stephen had a copy of the house’s dictionary in his lap. In front of Stephen was his first computer. Stephen was in the act of teaching his computer English. Stephen had a copy of a Webster’s Dictionary and for a reason that George could not understand Stephen was typing each word from the dictionary into the word processor meticulously one after the other. Now George was just watching. George stood there for a full fifteen minutes just to make certain that what he was watching as he thought for certain that his son was engaged in teaching himself to type and was trying to learn new vocabulary words.

George then knocks on the door.

Stephen looks over and says for George to come in. His dad.

George walks over some toys and into Stephen’s room and asks a question that he truly knows he knows the answer to as what else could Stephen be doing other than learning how to type as he chose words from the dictionary to type into Microsoft Word.

So George politely asks.

“Stephen, what are you doing?” asked George.

Stephen replies quite seriously.

“Dad, I am teaching my computer.” said Stephen.

“What are you teaching it?” replied George.

“I am teaching it how to read.” said Stephen.

“Don’t you think your computer already knows how to read?” said George.

“How could it, no one has ever taken the time to teach it.” said Stephen.

“How long have you been doing this?” said George.

“All afternoon.” said Stephen.

“How are you teaching your computer to read?” asked George.

“I am picking out the really hard words that the computer does not know from the dictionary and I am typing them so that when it has to pass its next test it will get an A+.” replied Stephen.

“Steven, maybe I should tell you, I mean, well, how many words have you taught the computer so far?” asked George.

“About forty six.” replied Stephen.

“How do you know the computer is learning?” replied Stephen.

“Well when I used spell check the computer let me know that it did not know all of the words. I want my computer to know all of the words. I want a smart computer so it can pass it’s next test.” said Stephen.

“How did the computer do on it’s last test?” asked George.

“It failed.” said Stephen.

“Who was the teacher that gave the test?” said George.

“Lynda.” said Stephen.

“Who is Lynda.” asked George.

“Lynda is my computer’s teacher.” said Stephen.

“Stephen, how many words are you going to teach your computer?” asked George.

“I am going to teach it all of the hard words and then it should be fine on it’s next test.” said Stephen.

“Do you want some help, I think I know a quick way of teaching it all of the hard words.” replied George.

“NO! There is no quick way to learn all of the hard words. I want my computer to get an A+ and you cannot get A+’s by cheating, this is the only way to do it.” said Stephen.

“That’s true , you are doing it the right way.” said George.

“Alright, well Dad. My computer wants to let you know that it wants to get back to studying.” said Stephen.

“Alright. Well I will leave you two alone. Just make sure to clean up for dinner.” said George.

“I will.” said Stephen.

George turns his back to walk away.

“Dad, did you know the computer already knows all of the words?” said Stephen.

“Yes Stephen. I knew that.” said George.

“Well, it might not know one of em.” said Stephen.

“Well if there is a word that that computer does not know, its probably in the dictionary. There are so many words in the dictionary Stephen that I am certain it does not know a few of em.” said George.

“Well, if I can help it learn one word, it will be smarter than the rest of the class won’t it?” said Stephen.

“Yes Stephen, if you can teach the computer just one word it does not already know, it will be smarter than the rest of the computers.” said George.

“Alright, Dad, I have to get back to work. The computer is really good at spelling.” said Stephen.

“It usually is.” said George.

“Well, I am doing a good job aren’t I.” said Stephen.

“Yes you are, I am certain the computer appreciates someone teaching it new words.” said George.

“I hope so.” said Stephen.

“Alright, well I am going to go back downstairs. Let me know how your student does on the test.” said George.

“Its going to get an A+.” said Stephen.

“Yes it will Stephen, yes it will.” said George.

“Thanks Dad.” said Stephen.

“Anytime son.” said George.           

With that George walked out of the room , kind of realizing that sometimes things are not quite as they seem on the surface, especially when it comes to kids using the computer.

Seven Things Performance Teaches You … Edited Down and Published in Thought Catalog by Thought Catalog this is the Original Version …

7 Things Performing at an Open Mic Teaches You

One: Being the center of attention can be extremely cool, fun, rewarding, and invigorating. When you are at the open mic and you are performing for a group of people at your local club you become something that you were not before. You become your best person and you become filled with confidence. When you are performing hot pieces of poetry at the slam competition you are at you become peaceful and serene and you fall in love with the idea that people are really listening to you. That is what makes it cool, fun, rewarding, and invigorating.

Two: Being yourself and speaking your piece is the most important thing. It does not hurt to speak from the depths of your heart and to fasten yourself to a thought that you can then share with the world at large. When you are performing your writing that you crafted yourself that is your moment to shine and when you come to find out that when you are being the truest form of yourself that even that person is embraced by an audience. That is the whole reason to go.

Three: Not caring about what people think begins at open mics. I was booed a couple times for my work and I learned it does not hurt to express yourself in a way that people object to and as people were booing me other people were cheering. Its chaos at an open mic but you learn to feel a form of energy that comes out of yourself and when you are just on the edge of your consciousness freestyling poetry and not knowing what you are going to say next in front of a group of people its excitement and more nourishing for the soul than sitting at home and watching television in my opinion.

Four: Peeking behind the curtains of entertainment begins at open mics if you go to enough shows. If you spend time at a solid show that brings in dozens if not hundreds of people over the months of being a regular open mic show that books talent and that attracts community you can get a pretty good understanding of how the entertainment industry works and then once you have that understanding, you can see through the hype of the smoke and mirrors of the quote unquote celebrity. There is a lot of posturing that goes into celebrity and performing at an open mic helps you care a lot less about the current state of celebrity that is reported on TMZ and Entertainment Tonight and it draws you more into your community and the people around you. All things being equal your best friend is as talented as the winner American Idol and that in fact American Idol is in fact a devout style of open mic … the Slam. Your friend is as talented as the people on television and you are too.

Five: You learn hand to hand business and how to handle transactions and freeloaders. You learn doorman skills at an open mic. You learn that if you do not take the money from their hands they will try and get to the hot show without paying. You learn that most people are cool about paying but some people feel that they are connected to the show even though they are audience members and it’s the audience members that feel that they are part of the show that cause the most problems. Performers make the show and the audience participates by paying to be entertained. That’s the deal. It pays to remember that at that door.

Six: Amazing long lasting friendships are fostered at community driven open mics. You meet some amazing people at a regular open mic and it’s cool to see how people have their own voices and facets to their personalities that come out at open mics. Drinks and tea and the fact that you never know what you are going to hear at an open mic that is the center of the city’s consciousness is invigorating and there is a great amount of comradery at the open mic that just cannot be found anywhere else.

Seven and Lastly: I will never understand why my local church that I was raised in never had an open mic, it seems fair to let the community speak to the community than to have the same person doing the sermon every week. I learned this and maybe you would too if you attended an open mic for enough weeks is that the open mic ceremony while much maligned is a more balanced ceremony for society than the leader driven church model most people are currently aware of and participating in. The world would be much more confident if more people spent more time spending more time speaking in front of more people. I learned that.