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you live in the city of America’s Got Talent … why did a blind man and a plegic make it to the last round of anything? like there’s a lifestyle associated with trophy winning talent success like political science seems like it’s at an all time high like it really does seem like someone is trying to invert an equation and have the talent pay the genetic defects money that the talent earned working in labor when the gripe is that a white collar worker is always the same type of person and someone asked a question why can’t a genetic defect win a talent show? my supposition is there is a reason … and i’m like guess what it is


i could try to book a speaking engagement about the craft of writing under the pretenses that writing makes being poor easier to deal with

i could profess on writing the act of writing, the need to develop professional typing habits, um, the value you get from the internet as a writer, considering yourself as influential and what that entails, and gaining an ability to develop a product and product line for yourself that would give you the experience of having something to sell and all of the problem solving that comes with that

i could be a weight loss consultant in a store front or at a gym or i could cold call a major corporation and work to instill the value of writing into the corporation

all i know is that in the last 3 days i went from well just sitting here working on regular shit i work on to being inspired to start making cold calls to give a lecture on the act of writing

there just fuck i’m some kind of internet addict and i don’t know why my physiology is doing to this me but i see a lot of shit online that’s just parallel to the frame and you stuck out and it’s not even the T and A and the subtle masochism it’s just fuck a little 5 inch tall THING appeared in my youtube stream and then i fell in love and i’m like this is bullshit i’ve been surfing the internet since 2004 and i never fell in love before with ANYTHING in it

so now i get this weird level to my life


Nicholas Lawson i got a lot of negative energy in my head and it’s like i got this metal tooth that i think is the source of a form of telepathy and i don’t know what to make of all of this i’d imagine i’m some kind of test subject because they needed a infinite grid of outlying information since they didn’t take a typical person to do their testing on … i’m a source of outliers in a scientific experiment and it’s starting to affect their masculinity so they are losing touch with their professionalism
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damn i wrote this

Nicholas Lawson that’s a good point like they could be working by the hour instead of by the procedure i never thought of that before that my father could have made like $75 an hour or something I don’t know $125 an hour or something and then there’s for the use of the disposables like there are disposable items in a surgical procedure but a lot of that is a one time purchase i’d do a break down of hospital equipment that’s a one off purchase and then there’s disposables and then there’s med school tuition you have to pay back like if you break down the business of a hospital you can sort of pay with some like trophy ;pay for a doctor like if med school stayed the school you would make the most money at and then you were hit with a fair but less mysterious medical cost like there’s a lot of fingers in that pie like if you laid out what precisely the ceremony of surgical care is and then broke it down to like $250 an hour a move that would make it the standard highest pay


“When we agree about our hallucinations, that’s what we call reality.”

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  • Nicholas Lawson i’m tripping because i think this time on disability with living alone for a year and with television and facebook i’m starting to feel like i’m on a show i just saw SNOW THE PRODUCT online and I was like oo okay now i’m on the next level and i’m on disability for mental illness and just recently i smoked some weed like a $30 sack for 5 days and now i’m tripping because SNOW THE PRODUCT is like some kind of next generation woman and i’m like this is all so real IT’s SO REAL like i could do a show at an open mic and channel fanaticism and psychosis on the topic of I ACTUALLY EXIST like i can get psychotic with an interpretative rendition of how I feel about being alive i can fuck up your hallucination so they have me down as mentally ill and i’ve been to the psych ward 40 times in Cincinnati and i might be fucked
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    • Nicholas Lawson is that why i’m mentally ill because i fuck up people’s imaginations?
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not even a little bit fun

what if you had to bet how many throws it would take for someone to roll a 6

that works

in game theory you can place a bet on how many throws it will take someone to roll a 6

it’s little new shit like that let’s me know i’m growing

i just bought like $30 worth of weed and i’m at that point in my drug career where i’m doing the drugs but my brain is like the fuck we doing this for like nothing drug related is fun anymore