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tai lopez


i’m suspicious of someone so interested in getting paid to teach me how to make money … i have nickspoems.com and my thinking is blog until the traffic prophecy becomes true and sell advertising on a 1000 unique visitor a month on my website … no i don’t want to teach anyone how i did it not entirely certain why tai lopez wants to flood his market like i’d think mr lopez needs to keep his mouth shut so that he can keep cutting his deals … i think my concept is standard simplicity … like for some reason at around 34 i had it in my head that doing something unique is more risky than doing something standard … so i quit trying to think of something new … like cash is not the end all be all goal to accomplish receiving that’s what public school taught me for 24 years it was always there are things more important than cash it was a common theme … i do actually value time more than cash and that plays out well on disability like my public school principles are perfectly at home on the $900 a month budget i have to work with …. because i can do this … it seems fair you the general you thought there was something wrong with me so i get to secede from society and weird out in the name of trying to do something useful … i do value time more than money and i currently have maximum time … so well i’m in public school’s sweet spot … looking forward to the regular updates … i can probably quit accosting you and develop a cogent reciprocal relationship with this form …



i think it’s cool how i live in the city with the greatest shit ever …

check it out …

ad for a grocery store chain out of cincinnati …

i like the mouth that chewing in a circle and the line where she says throw it in the microwavers

i also know photorealistic three dimensional animation is sort of a pursuit in the direction of futility sort of but cute quick three dimensional animation like this works just as good as james’ cameron’s Avatar animation just saying …

this kroger’s work is smart

i’ve seen porn

thought about this a long time ago … i could qualify for one of those groups with the small dicks and i’m 6’4” i think if i naturally knew i had a big dick i’d treat life differently like if i knew i had a big dick i don’t think i’d try so hard … i’d just know that i’m good enough for women because i my dick sticks out at the other end even though i’m double fisting my dick … that’s not my situation … i have a small dick so i make up for it in obscure ways to impress women


i’ve worked my way up from tweeting musicians on twitter, to leaving messages on facebook news feeds, to write my local television station, and council and mayor, i just need to get tired of writing you at the white house and i think i’m pretty much done with the internet, i just need it for utilitarian purposes, like i need my brain to get so tired of this it just focuses on what’s best for it which would be leaving essays at nickspoems.com and just doing that … facebook doesn’t like the way i write so i tricked out a flipboard and now i read the news feed and leave comments on flipboard’s online writing … i was a valedictorian in high school 20 years ago well one of the valedictorians there were three of us … i went to university for 10 years and graduated and then i was in the americorps volunteer service and then i got an apartment and enrolled in a loan dismissal program and then i was homeless for two years because i got scared of my apartment which led to getting evicted and now i’m here in this apartment and i’m trying to get tired of the internet but to do that you just have to binge and then you get past whatever you’re binging on

so please forgive me for writing you my brain treats you as the last thing i need to write but everyone previously i wrote i quit writing also …

i’m in that first generation that go to use broadband internet as it’s introduction to the internet …

i’m on disability so this is part of passing the time … i try to write decent emails like i’m NOT trying to be a pest i figure the better i get at this the better that is for both of us



delivery groceries

this is a GREAT time for ordering groceries online and opting for grocery shipments … if walmart krogers giant eagle whole foods if they wanted to secure market share and i’d think get a government contract but if wal mart could get a kick back for delivering groceries to someone’s door and then walking away … or if there was a grocery store that was ONLY a delivery grocery store … that’s some business math there just optional delivery pick up and shop grocery stores or a grocery store where you exclusively order online …

i don’t know this would be a good time for delivery groceries … that would minimize contact and would allow for the most people to stay home the longest

I think I can do this … okay i could be a tastemaker … okay i can do this … I’m in magazine territory now … i can put in 40 hours a week doing this …

this is an intriguing concept for a pursuit of an expenditure of time. the red and blue icons playing a game with each other and the ways the game cracks a bit. the software engineering that goes into this is most likely highly advanced programming but i’m curious who would have done the graphic design work? who would tied in the graphical elements to the game logic.

currently the AI learned under controlled conditions where the game is the exact same every time and the game comes to a conclusion every time but let’s say every reincarnation of these characters they get another chance at solving their particular puzzle.

this intellectual puzzle to puzzle over seems to be similar to the film ground hogs day they just keep experiencing shitty after shitty day until they figure out how to act right to derive the highest level of safety in the scenario.


So I’m sitting here and I personally think that the story of Jesus the Gospels and the collection of other stories in the bible. I think it’s a book of fables. I don’t think a story comprised of explicit detail can live and exist for 1800 years and that that whatever occurred to split time from BC to AD is something recent. I think that Jesus and King Arthur have something to do with each. In the 16th Century or whatever century the printing press was developed was a bonus for the religion of jesus. the religions of the book  like king arthur, jesus and the stories of shakespeare prove that you can get extremely explicit with the retelling of a story. There was no electricity in this time period so the nintendo the internet the television and the radio was the book the chief priest read from during service on sundays.

before electricity there was the book so it was taken as seriously in it’s moral plays as james cameron takes the story of the titanic. that sort of creative might and the written word existed just a couple centuries before the contemporary age. the book was the thing everyone gathered around when they weren’t gathering around the work of elegant painters and art. art was the original video game as good as people are that develop the game Call of Duty is as much effort as would go into a painting or a book. movies and television and the effort that goes into those mediums went into sculpture, book making, and painting.

the discussion of jesus as is being done in this documentary to me based on my understanding goes to show just how far someone will take a line of bullshit to keep the people the congregants the givers of goods following along and staying involved and wondering what happens next but most importantly it’s ultimately not done the teaching of the truth which is all we can do is guess about the behavior of the past and the characters of the past and it’s just now it’s just in this contemporary time frame with the internet and television and radio and film and theatre and sporting events that it can be said new biblical stories are being told and in the process the language remains stable as we do all this original work that attaches to the language but for the most part we stay to the original language.

above and beyond all of this is the language.that we speak as people. the  brain is ultimately the most important element in all of this it keeps itself busy and it was pretty much all figured out until electricity was invented and mass manufacturing now we’re in a future that’s defined by our tools not the calendar and jesus is starting to wane in importance in a post electric age. with other occupying forces church is no longer the center of society quite frankly there is no center to society now to me and the sermons that are being given have less to do with the bible itself and more to do with the theology that is currently taught at christian colleges and developed at churched but as people are learning and studying philosophy they are relying less and less on the bible for their theological statements and more on theological texts which is social programming the ultimate goal is to keep the people pacified which is an amazing idea its just that if you already knew the truth it’s hard to go to church for me at least , i find church difficult because i’m not into getting brain washed. i’d like to mingle with people. if jesus died for the sin of not wanting to talk about jesus i wouldn’t mind going to church and just chatting and mingling before service and after service mingle and chat but it’s the service that i have issue with and quite frankly i went to public school so i’m not entirely trained or programmed to situate myself as a patron of the church.

I was unhappy with one element of this burn. I did a 7 minute burn in writing this and I never addressed shakespeare or king arthur in this writing but there is significant similarity to me that jesus and his disciples and king arthur and the knights of the round table it’s almost like king arthur is the good guy and jesus is the bad guy and that story for story jesus and king arthur and their fictional narratives counter point each other. jesus was poorly behaved and king arthur is well behaved and that leader is the star mentality works with villains like in the bible or like here in the works of king arthur