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just work

that’s the answer you don’t cater to the medical professionals that USE the tools and set them you cater to the people that MAKE the medical tools … if you set the community of people that make medical instruments and tools and if you give them what they need to work like that would lower costs … i had it in my head to save medicare costs set the doctors and nurses and just surround them with care but they can use money and might be considered less important than a knife manufacturer … that’s how to lower costs in theory you cater to the needs of the medical instrument industry in exchange for them to just work ….

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Nicholas Lawson like for the 2020 government for like the government i’m going to be a part of where like the public figure is like my age like based on like the DARK WEB and PORN let’s say that FACEBOOK would become THEE portal to the internet but it’s a browser with no URL bar at the top … like unilaterally blocking all access to the quote unquote world wide web with a facebook interface to the web and that we pass out sand boxes for people to use the internet for like facebook would get more robust and most of the internet would be inaccessible and that’s someone’s argument cut short cut the URL bar so that you can’t go anywhere you want online and maybe you have to write a letter to a network admin to turn on your permission to access a site to add a level of security …. that paragraph is how much not an animal i am



It’s sort of like the ONLY dream someone k – 12 has like college is the first dream a student has and every child in the USA is required by law to receive a High School Degree and elementary and high school is specifically geared towards training people to attend college. the dream of the k through 12 student is to go to college you ingrain that in us and then we get hit with debt that has to be paid off somehow … which quite frankly is a business model where the university is currently dependent on students taking out loans to survive which is a dubious practice where you breed students to be college students and then rake in money off the achievement of the dream …

so yeah …

a cheap work around would be if the USA had at least one school in every state that was tuition free like not all the schools need to be tuition free but like the state school in the state capital should be debt free education students subjected to the K through 12 system need at least one option in every state where there is no tuition and a good quality education ….

if the state school was debt free there might be some students that don’t mind going in debt

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i don’t have the moral compass for corporate social media work like what you champion and what i am are disparate enough that from time to time i will get dinged for blue collar language on a white collar site i don’t take enterprise level language training classes so that i can be on the pinnacle of my business flow in a meeting of the minds in headquarters but like someone thought i was an angel once when i saved her from being raped by just sitting there and being there to scare her rapists away from her they were teenagers and i was in my 30’s so like your record of me is language in nature but this is just a song to me and it seems like it’s actually something to you


I had the pleasure about 2 years ago, I just remembered and thought I would do this and write you, but I had the chance to play with an over inflated basketball and my high school basketball skills did phenomenal work with an over inflated basketball recently at 39 like i was dribbling out cadences to popular songs. Just an over inflated ball it’s tight and in terms of dribbling it’s just a joy to work with that equipment.

And I ACTUALLY thought to write you because I think it would be cool if there was a best at dribbling award given at some MVP game or something, but, if there was just someone that like broke a couple ankles or did some SUCCESSFUL and 1 shit.

Side bar:

AND 1 was mystifying to me when I was a kid.

oh and yeah … check out https://nickspoems.com maybe we could partner up and set up a formal typing contest and an event would be within the explicit rules of what is or is not allowed if there was a contest that tested to see who could arrive at 26 pages of writing first like a writing marathon … i did it once, took me 4 hours to type 26 pages

but i gotta go but … 1 513 500 0857

maybe a contest to see who can type out the alphabet the fastest or just open up some creativity to this

and a rough cut

i’m a former subpar athlete that always had a job that got a degree and i am now employing myself and the future looks bright

Because I Loved You by Nicholas Lawson

Because I loved you I had to let you go it was the frothy most whitest color snow because you consumed me I knew just the move to do we were like family the clue is clearly blue and the I’m a daisy and the world is for the dirt we’re building starlight and everyone is getting hurt and the source of Socrates is something that we find I was looking for Malibu but I had to buy some weed by the pound and I got high enough all of my problems seemed small and the world was revolving around a station that was created by a south paw and this was poetry the thing that you needed to see I was like heaven sent and you were still staring at me and we were annihilating the world that we knew how to find and because you loved me there was your name on the shrine I was like heaven sent and you were hard to find we were just red necks in a world that had gone and turned brown the salvation of the cicadas was coming this time a year around and you might not know me or know what I  think these days but the world is still coming and I am it’s imperial maze climbing through my logic you’ll custom corners and detail and the put a pinstripe down the back of my middle finger and stretched it up to my wrist I was the tron cycle inventor that never knew the love of a kiss and the world was surrounded by all the nothings it didn’t know and I was sitting here with nothing but my poverty in tow I had a computer and some access to the net and the world was changing faster than I could feel when I get some respect the kind of respect I’m used to the kind of respect I was given I was an a student and the most popular kid in school they said I was the most outgoing and I followed the golden rule which was do unto others as you would have them do unto you and then I thought to myself that is the fluid of war that you would punch the throat of a shadow expecting them to punch you back and sometimes these words look scary and I have no use for a claw the white claw the alcohol the reason to give up on it all I am a convert to all things sobriety and I’ll probably smoke that last out of purp and the smirk I have on the side of my face is the reason we’ll do this one more time and who knows what the color of the shine will be as we rehearse the sequence of our lives and some of us are just fans of the thought of being real and I don’t know why did you think this would matter and could you be something that I take happenstance with and cold cock a bud light and drink a coors for me we’re cool in this bar so let’s just drink here.