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the economy is the name we give human behavior and it’s a good economy if it loops in on itself and people can go to work get money spend money and then that money shows back up at work again and the more times that happens the better the economy is like so long as people are getting it RIGHT it’s a good economy follow the rules do something sell something spend the money sell something again like keep your goods small and disposable and we’re good and that’s a good economy


i live in an apartment 2 blocks from my folks and for that matter i can’t afford it and i’m dependent on them for groceries 2 times a month and clothing and laundry and custodial care once a year and i love her she’s ma she’s super bitch but she’s super bitch whose cootch i popped out of so i’m cool with her i don’t know what i did to her EDIT oh yeah and my telecom bill and the $60 a week i get as allowance and i thEENK another bill … bottom line I pay my RENT and have an EBT card for $200 which I get and they hang onto so i don’t waste it and I have $50 that is mine after my $650 rent on a $730 SSDI check and yeah because i was diagnosed as mentally ill it affected my finances but didn’t affect my career … https://nickspoems.com but yeah i’m real humble i know money is important that’s why i keep doing consultations online trying to get a client but se la vie tis never a thing tis i have ever see and these are my finances but i don’t have any student loan debt and my credit score dings are in remission and i have a B.A. and ten years university experience and americorps experience but i did go to the mental health ward 15 times in 20 years and it’s just a mess here … i thought fixer upper meant a man a woman comes in an grooms to be her man … if that exists i’m that but if i had a job or a business i’d be fine i’m erroring on the side of business

Chipotle You So Nice

Chipotle you super nice, you got the right kind of rice, you got the steak that nothing short just saying you know you great, you got the sauces that gives you boss status, you just guac out til the clocks out, you straight chipotle you super straight

Procedural Programming


So I was 5 years into Design School when they came out with the Processing Object Oriented Programming and I had never seen it before and I didn’t even think of Procedural Programming I was well versed in from High School but I I was a failed digital design student twice over because I was awful at object oriented programming and I had to spend 6 more years getting a university degree because none of my credits from design school carried over to liberal arts school so all in all i spent 10 years getting a university degree and now i’m 9 years out of school in my late thirties learning lessons people learn in their late twenties …. and there’s a plague afoot that no one ever had to deal with so we’re all applying our collective intelligence to daily life



I started on a book or rather a page of some kind … I’ll be fucking with it for the next couple months I’m in no hurry … I had dreams of being a published author and then I looked at the internet one day and was like alright i’m a published author i have dreams of getting paid for this one day … i’m sort of experienced at being published and in being published i have found the most noteworthy element of being published is irrational fear … fear of publishing self identifying information fear of random people having a problem with that curse word you used to the other day fear of being mistaken for being racist and accosted for that fear of someone you KNOW reading your writing and feeling the need to look you up … irrational fear is the hallmark of being published to me and when i say i am experienced at being published it’s because i’m experiencing with dealing with that


I should probably write with feeling if I could figure out how to

I was like skylights in the nighttime oh how bright I shined was I writing with feeling now like for a couple decades I was writing but was I writing with feeling like now like did I write with feeling last night? Is that what writing with feeling is when it comes from your heart? I wrote from my heart shortly begefore I died of the Corona Virus. I don’t want to talk about dying but it has been brought to my attention everyday is dangerous now. I’m like every day is dangerous and typically every day is dangerous but now everyday is dangerous.