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just work

that’s the answer you don’t cater to the medical professionals that USE the tools and set them you cater to the people that MAKE the medical tools … if you set the community of people that make medical instruments and tools and if you give them what they need to work like that would lower costs … i had it in my head to save medicare costs set the doctors and nurses and just surround them with care but they can use money and might be considered less important than a knife manufacturer … that’s how to lower costs in theory you cater to the needs of the medical instrument industry in exchange for them to just work ….

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Nicholas Lawson front point and ring should team up with city governments and get paid to install security cameras on telephone poles that use software to track movement and that just keep an eye on things … like you could keep refreshing the memory of each camera every 24 hours like security cameras if RING installed them on telephone poles …. just wondering if you’re on camera deters crime for the most part except when it doesn’t or something i don’t know just extra evidence in terms of well how often are there break ins i don’t know i had a thought when i saw FRONTPOINT on television … it’s probably a good idea to install security camera on telephone poles WHY? i don’t know we could figure out why later but it is a wide open field like there are no security cameras in m neighborhood

EXCEL

http://www.mentalhealthaccesspoint.org/housing/permanent-housing/excel/

it’s like i typically write bullshit just to keep my writing skills up but then from time to time i’m prepped and ready to write some real copy and that link above would be nice if it could get some further government funding because i need a housing voucher and for 4 years now they have always been out of money to present me with a housing voucher so that i don’t have to spend $600 on a $700 a month income from SSDI and to be clear i get $200 a month in food stamps but i am HIGHLY aware that you HAVE to work or else you can get fucked up and i have a mental illness which is basically comprised of doing something like this to the internet because i mean you’re the president and i’m no one is how they explain it to me

letter to the white house

there used to be shit to do like i used to have to go to the mall every couple weeks to stock up on some CD’s buy some magazines and cop a couple books buy a shirt and some pants or something

now that’s all in this box

which is entirely convenient and i notice you’re big on jobs i have SSDI so I had enough of a cushion to recover from a righteous past filled and fraught with all kinds of nuances and then there were the 3 years i was required to make less than $16,001 dollars in a year so that $150,000 in student loans would be forgiven and i did that and then i was homeless for 2 years and i just got set up last year with my new place and i’m up for looking for work in editing, video editing, copy editing, grant writing, copy writing, advertising, something like that something in that general arena of work and i have a decent resume’

i might be weak on my nuances in office behavior and i notice i have trouble staying awake from 9 to 5 so i have to adjust my schedule like my weakness is currently STAYING AWAKE

i have nickspoems.com and amazon.com/author/nicholaslawsonhealthy so i have a small business i could contact a SCORE counselor for but i’m looking to enter the work force but for now i’m like part of the population that’s online doing something every day like and i work on my book and my blog and i’m currently trying to interest an agent in my blog and literature and writing got all confusing because of the internet because it used to be you had a ream of paper and a typewriter and all you COULD do was send it off to a literary agent and that was it that was the finite thing a writer could do now i have social media and blogging and comments and email and kdp.com and lulu.com and magcloud.com and it’s up in the air like i’m being read what else is there but then there’s getting paid to write and having a book on a bookstore shelf and that’s like the ultimate goal but that seems weak compared to passing out flyers promoting a website and making sales

I think it’s cars …

https://www.latimes.com/environment/story/2020-02-13/australian-on-climate-change-bushfires-and-the-new-normal?fbclid=IwAR1fE6p4b_BOc_llI_gXECbTxSPnBfE39CIRtkLJlgl14j7oWgXB1DhI4h0

I grew up listening to climate change discussion and like some quaint uniformed republican on climate science with no studies whatsoever having been done I think it’s cars …. I think a car that gets scalding hot on the surface and releases greenhouse gases out the back is the culprit and  there are 1 billion cars according to google and i think it’s cars I think our survival as a species and to me it would be something like this but i think our survival as a species and the survival of a number of species relies on whether or not we are going to keep driving cars …
i’m the uniformed republican in the back of the room that just can’t be told otherwise it’s anything other than a cars that cause global warming …
just a thought …
sincerely,
nicholas lawson
to
joseph.serna@latimes.com

I Think Ima Blog But Like Ima Be a Lil Serious About It

He was out in the wilderness in a box with a glowing screen that gave him access to the zeitgeist the thing that the world wide web captured. You could spell it out out three ways but he had a deviant streak in him a centimeter wide there was nothing to him straight laced dude glasses rockin type from having done so much reading. You could find the world in his eyes and it was the kind of place you wished you could call your planet. You might find that there was a thing you could call your home but he had that ready for you and you just had to sit on the couch for a second to find it. Kind of guy that when you came over to his spot offered you some keebler elf cookies and some grape juice. You could smell home all around him and he has his computer on facebook so you knew he was from the future and it was something that changed when you were around him when you knew that he spent as much time in the mental health hospital as he had and you heard the stories of his use of the computer and you asked to see some evidence that he didn’t just surf porn on his computer and BLOW like 500 files of writing and 200 video files and like 400 self portraits and you were like oh so you just it’s like you just like you just like it’s just you and the computer most of the time and he’s like YEAH for the most part it’s just me and the computer and I’m typically trying to think of something to write, working on something to write trying to think of something to write not entirely certain what I would write but I think of things to write and then there is just the writing I think of while I’m writing it and that’s this writing this is the kind of writing I think writing should be writing that kind of writing I have the kind of writing that is my writing and my writing is my writing and I have the mental health acuity that is my writing and I write like I have writing to do and the writing that I do is is my writing and that’s my writing. I might blog. It’s immediate. It’s new.

 

Sometimes I think to myself that there is going to be a place I can find myself that is the self I am going to find and I am going to blog myself a person that is the person I am going to be and if I could find myself. I don’t know. What’s the point of a long cohesive 400 page long story when I can just let you know the premise and you can ruminate on that. If I sat here and thought of story ideas like there is this subreddit that’s dedicated to story ideas and if I could come up with story ideas and I don’t know. People that read books might not be up on publishing as much as people that write books. Just saying.

It’s the story of a caterpillar that experiences glory as it gets it’s dying wish which is to see the butterfly.

New Game

If there was a game that followed the logic LOGIN ROLL DICE LOG OUT and when you logged in you rolled a 6 sided dice and you accumulated points and the more you rolled the dice the more points you got and there was a ratio of points to rolls or rolls to points not certain which and it kept track of the 1 through 6’s in a list and the highest ratio performing account got the top spot and from time to time i mailed goodies to the leader of the leaderboard