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just work

that’s the answer you don’t cater to the medical professionals that USE the tools and set them you cater to the people that MAKE the medical tools … if you set the community of people that make medical instruments and tools and if you give them what they need to work like that would lower costs … i had it in my head to save medicare costs set the doctors and nurses and just surround them with care but they can use money and might be considered less important than a knife manufacturer … that’s how to lower costs in theory you cater to the needs of the medical instrument industry in exchange for them to just work ….

EXCEL

http://www.mentalhealthaccesspoint.org/housing/permanent-housing/excel/

it’s like i typically write bullshit just to keep my writing skills up but then from time to time i’m prepped and ready to write some real copy and that link above would be nice if it could get some further government funding because i need a housing voucher and for 4 years now they have always been out of money to present me with a housing voucher so that i don’t have to spend $600 on a $700 a month income from SSDI and to be clear i get $200 a month in food stamps but i am HIGHLY aware that you HAVE to work or else you can get fucked up and i have a mental illness which is basically comprised of doing something like this to the internet because i mean you’re the president and i’m no one is how they explain it to me

Facebook Fodder

Nicholas Lawson like for the 2020 government for like the government i’m going to be a part of where like the public figure is like my age like based on like the DARK WEB and PORN let’s say that FACEBOOK would become THEE portal to the internet but it’s a browser with no URL bar at the top … like unilaterally blocking all access to the quote unquote world wide web with a facebook interface to the web and that we pass out sand boxes for people to use the internet for like facebook would get more robust and most of the internet would be inaccessible and that’s someone’s argument cut short cut the URL bar so that you can’t go anywhere you want online and maybe you have to write a letter to a network admin to turn on your permission to access a site to add a level of security …. that paragraph is how much not an animal i am

Death of a Grandmother

Well I wrote you (WCPO) about doing a story about my grandmother who is 96 years old but I wanted to let you know my grandmother has passed as of this morning. She fell two days ago and broke four ribs and just couldn’t make it any longer. She spent her last days at her daughter’s home being taken care of. She leaved behind a massive family and just today there was roughly 15 people at my folks place in NCH just being together and she got to meet several of her great grand children. She was taken care of by my mother for the last 30 years after her husband died and she never did drive a car her entire life and she never owned one. Her late husband used to drive and at one point she had home in fort meyers florida and cincinnati ohio and now her son david reigle keeps the tradition alive in light of the fact that he has a house he built in North Carolina and he has a home in Fort Meyers florida. I can’t express enough how much my grandmother meant to me but to be honest I said goodbye to her roughly 6 months ago leading up to the death of my grandmother was on my part distance i never did spend every waking day with my grandmother in a way she died in my world several months before she died to the entire world i felt like at some point i was just because her hearing was gone i just like it was just last month that all i could do was wave at my grandmother and it was all i could do to communicate with her. 4 weeks ago I genuflected before her and paid my last respects to her while she was still alive. I feel nothing at the moment but i wonder if i’ll get hit with a wave of emotion soon.

ONE FREE SCHOOL IN EVERY STATE CAPITAL

https://www.newsweek.com/trump-administration-wrong-students-are-not-blame-student-debt-opinion-1487228?utm_term=Autofeed&utm_medium=Social&utm_source=Facebook&fbclid=IwAR14EwuwaKL5Om-QzXKRHKLvkaSd_a3PZriuA2lHmS5gAziF3WTyk7AeB9s#Echobox=1581625317

It’s sort of like the ONLY dream someone k – 12 has like college is the first dream a student has and every child in the USA is required by law to receive a High School Degree and elementary and high school is specifically geared towards training people to attend college. the dream of the k through 12 student is to go to college you ingrain that in us and then we get hit with debt that has to be paid off somehow … which quite frankly is a business model where the university is currently dependent on students taking out loans to survive which is a dubious practice where you breed students to be college students and then rake in money off the achievement of the dream …

so yeah …

a cheap work around would be if the USA had at least one school in every state that was tuition free like not all the schools need to be tuition free but like the state school in the state capital should be debt free education students subjected to the K through 12 system need at least one option in every state where there is no tuition and a good quality education ….

if the state school was debt free there might be some students that don’t mind going in debt

Is this all there is?

I’m the next to reach the limit of itself and wonder what else is there. I’m the next to wonder what it all means. I’m just the next to be involved in this but it’s my turn that it’s involved in this. I found myself wondering what it all means but that’s just the meaning to wonder what it means and I recently found myself paying attention to the source of consciousness and I found myself writing and I just noticed the rainbow in the dance of it all and you could open a door and find me standing there waiting for my pizza and in the world of distance I was someone that held it down to a minimum and lately I been grateful for my apartment and it’s starting to seem small after a year of living here and I’ve lived in a room before but the world is getting boring and I’m not working for someone and I have this world that is here and is centered on the need to write and I have this new style that I stumbled upon and it’s random rhetoric and it’s just poppin from side to side from style to style and I’m here. Muffucka I’m here alright. I got a speech impediment and I write it out flawlessly. Just playing with this keyboard got nothing of substance to say. Just playing with this thing.

i did say this was literature in the categories and I think it’s garbage though like writing garbage not trash just garbage and just playing with the keyboard and wondering why I can’t type better than I can type and it’s a simpleton that’s deep into this. I’m wondering what the meaning of the world is but from my perspective there might not be much meaning because I can’t understand much but in the grand scheme of things in realms clearly i would never understand this might be all that is.

So Ima tell you a story it’s the story of a man that felt the presence of a ghost and then called the mental health clinic at his local hospital to get checked out and they said he was fine and the local police department said it was plausible that it was an electromagnetic field from one of these electronic devices in his apartment and when the world isn’t saying you’re wrong but it’s not aghast at the thought that something like that would happen and  I spent 3 weeks in the mental health ward and I came out with a fresh perspective again and deja vu occurs again and this is where i run through the future like how hard is it to save a life like a file on a hard drive? like how fucking difficult is it to save a life in the sense that you can save a file and come back to it later like how much time do i spend on a hard drive? does this exist if i don’t? do i play this or did this happen to me?

Listening to Aphex Twin Ambient Works on YouTube I find myself having just applied for work at the local musical instrument repair shop and I’m hoping to get an office job there. I’m not too good with my hands but I have done some exquisite work several centuries ago with some sand paper. This is nice it’s not that I don’t want to work I do work. This writing here is evidence of my ability to work it’s just that i’m near 40 and there’s a select amount of work I can do. Like I’m not a factory or warehouse worker and I don’t work in a homeless shelter.

I’m a writer basically I have to find a way to fit in writing and there’s not much to do other than carve out these stones and submit the writing to a literary agent in the form of free form writing that’s just playing with the keyboard and I have keyboards to play with and I could write until midnight and I took a lamplight and lit the sounds that I had to play to and I could be the spell caster that leaves an ancient language in the dust bin and pulls it out like it was forgotten to be valuable and I have a mission to clean this language off and add excitement to it and there could be something wrong with me but I’m going to share this with lit agent’s anyways as a style of writing I can keep up for several dozen books just anti narrative writing still writing just the opposite of telling a story just drawing a line and letting that line lead the way.

James at the NY Times customer care center is patient zero for being exposed to DEEZ NUTZ he has been infected with the feeling you get when you experience DEEZ NUTZ. It happened innocently enough a customer service rep asked what he could help me with and I immediately went with DEEZ NUTZ and then hung on him in the conversation window. DEEZ NUTZ is back and this time we’re all doomed.

I was just curious, I had a mention in the paper the one time. It was something I was involved in. Alright I was an 18 year old kid planning a concert to raise funding for freeing slaves from sudan. Saw an article in time magazine. Thing is the cops stopped the concert from even starting because I had a straight edge icon on the flyer and they interpreted that as some kind of gang and i just wanted it to be a no smoking no drinking event no drugs kind of thing and there were mixed signals. That’s all i ever knew straight edge to be not drinking and not smoking and not doing drugs. i’m sort of straight edge lately. it’s it’s own drug.